Re: (unknown)

[Guest guest]

I PRAY THAT YOUR DAUGHTER WAKES UP & SEES WHAT THIS GUY IS REALLY LIKE;; HANG IN THERE

HUGS

DORT

From: A <sozo_4me@...>Subject: (unknown) Date: Friday, March 27, 2009, 8:29 AM

Hello Group,I have chronic osteoarthritis and my stress level is as high as it has ever been. Therefore my pain is totally out of control. I would love to hear from any of you that are going through stressful stuff with their young adult children. My kid took off and left her child with me and seems to be quite content to put an idiot guy above her child and I just don't know what to do.Everyone says there isn't much I can do, but there has to be some way to get through to this kid. The idiot boyfriend didn't call for several days and I was hopeful he was out of the picture but he called and is doing so just to string her along. He has 6 kids, with different women and doesn't pay attention to any of them. My daughter is so brainwashed it's ridiculous. A year ago, nobody would have ever suspected her of doing something like this, she was and normally is and wonderful

mom.

[Guest guest]

Hopefully you know we got this message... AHHH! You are scaring me. Don't go

there!

Did you know that the " Geeks " at Best Buy don't know much? They hook your

computer into a link to the geeks in India somewhere. THAT is who actually

fixes your computer, when they can. Also, make sure you back up anything

that is important to you. Because, sometimes they don't ask... they just

reformat and start over again. You'll lose all your pictures and previous

emails. Also, they may not be cheaper than the other guys. (Meaning a hard

working local guy.) They often charge for by the hour, which means if they

take 1 hour and 5 minutes to work on your computer... you are charged 2

hours.

Ask around, find a local computer guy!

Tammy

_____

From: [mailto: ] On Behalf Of

ROBERTA DOYLE

Sent: Monday, March 30, 2009 9:13 AM

Subject: [ ] (unknown)

Hi, one last check before I take this lap top in to see the computer geeks

at Best Buy. If I get this back then it works, if I don't, it don't !!!!

[Guest guest]

Just wanted to mention that the same thing happened to me the other day

after downloading something. It turned out that my computer was changed

from my normal central location with to West. After calling , I was

told that I was now in the East location. I questioned this with them, but

they stated that everything East of Colorado was now considered East. So I

am now East. The only problem was that I have three E-mail programs on my

computer, and I ended up having to change all 3 of them.

Margot

-- Re: [ ] (unknown)

Hi Bobby et al,

I'm still in Florida and will be heading back north early tomorrow.

My computer (laptop) has caught your same bug. I can receive email but am

unable to reply or send emails from Outlook (my main email program. (This

one is courtesy of gmail.)

I'll be on chat tonight.

Zavie

On Sun, Mar 29, 2009 at 11:29 AM, ROBERTA DOYLE <rcd1929@...>

wrote:

I have tried my gmail account to see if the mail will go through, but it

does not appear too, I better get this cleared up before I go to Ann Arbor.

a (Bobby) Doyle Brecksville, Ohio, USA DX 05/1995 02/2000 - Gleevec

Trial/OHSU 06/2002 - Gleevec/Trisenox Trial/OHSU 06/2003 - Gleevec/Zarnestra

Trial/OHSU 04/2004 - Sprycel Trial/MDACC, CCR in 10 months #840 - Zavie's

Zero Club 09/2006 - out of CCR 04/29/08 - XL228 Trial/ U.of Michigan

06/02/08 - CCR ( in 4 weeks)

02/13/09 - XL trial ended due to side effects

04/13/09 - New Trial, Ariad / U. of Mich./ Dr. Talpaz

[Guest guest]

WELL I RECEIVED THOSE TWO EMAILS, ONE FROM ZAVVIE AND ONE FROM MARGOT, SO

THAT IS GOOD. ALSO MY COMPUTER GUY INSTALLED EVERYTHING FROM A TO Z TO STOP

VIRUSES, AND HE SAID I DID NOT HAVE ONE, SO IF THINGS GET CLEARED UP, FINE,

IF NOT, I WILL CALL HIM AGAIN. BOBBY PS ON CHECKING I SEE NEITHER EMAIL

CAME FROM , SO I GUESS I STILL HAVE A PROBLEM.

On Tue, Mar 31, 2009 at 12:12 PM, Margot M. <redbudln@...> wrote:

> Just wanted to mention that the same thing happened to me the other day

> after downloading something. It turned out that my computer was changed

> from my normal central location with to West. After calling , I was

> told that I was now in the East location. I questioned this with them, but

> they stated that everything East of Colorado was now considered East. So I

> am now East. The only problem was that I have three E-mail programs on my

> computer, and I ended up having to change all 3 of them.

> Margot

>

> -- Re: [ ] (unknown)

>

> Hi Bobby et al,

>

> I'm still in Florida and will be heading back north early tomorrow.

>

> My computer (laptop) has caught your same bug. I can receive email but am

> unable to reply or send emails from Outlook (my main email program. (This

> one is courtesy of gmail.)

>

> I'll be on chat tonight.

>

> Zavie

>

>

>

>

> On Sun, Mar 29, 2009 at 11:29 AM, ROBERTA DOYLE

<rcd1929@...<rcd1929%40sbcglobal.net>

> >

> wrote:

>

> I have tried my gmail account to see if the mail will go through, but it

> does not appear too, I better get this cleared up before I go to Ann Arbor.

>

>

>

> a (Bobby) Doyle Brecksville, Ohio, USA DX 05/1995 02/2000 - Gleevec

> Trial/OHSU 06/2002 - Gleevec/Trisenox Trial/OHSU 06/2003 -

> Gleevec/Zarnestra

> Trial/OHSU 04/2004 - Sprycel Trial/MDACC, CCR in 10 months #840 - Zavie's

> Zero Club 09/2006 - out of CCR 04/29/08 - XL228 Trial/ U.of Michigan

> 06/02/08 - CCR ( in 4 weeks)

> 02/13/09 - XL trial ended due to side effects

> 04/13/09 - New Trial, Ariad / U. of Mich./ Dr. Talpaz

>

>

>

[Guest guest]

When I had my g-tube put in, I didn't go into a surgical suite (OR).

Instead, the procedure was done in the radiology lab with both my Mom and

husband

present. The whole ordeal lasted 15 minutes, and within 30 minutes, I was back

at home chatting online to my friends.

Vicki

In a message dated 4/1/2009 7:06:06 A.M. Central Daylight Time,

kitty72470@... writes:

I have seen in the past someone posted about going into the OR with a

caregiver to advocate for them regarding positioning and their safety. My

daughter

is having a g-tube placed next week and I am wondering if it is recommended

that my husband or myself go in with her.

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From: VickiLJurney@... <VickiLJurney@...>

Subject: Re: (unknown)

Date: Wednesday, April 1, 2009, 10:37 AM

When I had my g-tube put in, I didn't go into a surgical suite (OR).

Instead, the procedure was done in the radiology lab with both my Mom and

husband

present. The whole ordeal lasted 15 minutes, and within 30 minutes, I was back

at home chatting online to my friends.

Vicki

In a message dated 4/1/2009 7:06:06 A.M. Central Daylight Time,

kitty72470 (DOT) com writes:

I have seen in the past someone posted about going into the OR with a

caregiver to advocate for them regarding positioning and their safety. My

daughter

is having a g-tube placed next week and I am wondering if it is recommended

that my husband or myself go in with her.

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ok,thanks honey buns...i'll google for this info

From: Angelo <tommybad238@...>

Subject: (unknown)

Hepatitis C

Date: Friday, April 3, 2009, 9:31 PM

im thinking avoiding protien but how much protien do we need to avoid

 

 

Heaven Sent, you really do not need to watch your protien since you aren't

displaying any syptoms. The only people with hep c that need to watch there

protien is pretty much when there liver is close to or in ESLD. I forgot what

they call it but that is the reason to avoid protien. You can google it..

Protien and hep c.

[Guest guest]

ok,thanks honey buns...i'll google for this info

From: Angelo <tommybad238@...>

Subject: (unknown)

Hepatitis C

Date: Friday, April 3, 2009, 9:31 PM

im thinking avoiding protien but how much protien do we need to avoid

 

 

Heaven Sent, you really do not need to watch your protien since you aren't

displaying any syptoms. The only people with hep c that need to watch there

protien is pretty much when there liver is close to or in ESLD. I forgot what

they call it but that is the reason to avoid protien. You can google it..

Protien and hep c.

[Guest guest]

hay it's nice talking to you today. hope to do it agein soon

________________________________

From: deborah brown <heaven_scent_in_55@...>

Hepatitis C

Sent: Friday, April 3, 2009 10:34:01 PM

Subject: Re: (unknown)

ok,thanks honey buns...i'll google for this info

From: Angelo <tommybad238>

Subject: (unknown)

Hepatitis Csupportgr oupgroups (DOT) com

Date: Friday, April 3, 2009, 9:31 PM

im thinking avoiding protien but how much protien do we need to avoid

 

 

Heaven Sent, you really do not need to watch your protien since you aren't

displaying any syptoms. The only people with hep c that need to watch there

protien is pretty much when there liver is close to or in ESLD. I forgot what

they call it but that is the reason to avoid protien. You can google it..

Protien and hep c.

[Guest guest]

hay it's nice talking to you today. hope to do it agein soon

________________________________

From: deborah brown <heaven_scent_in_55@...>

Hepatitis C

Sent: Friday, April 3, 2009 10:34:01 PM

Subject: Re: (unknown)

ok,thanks honey buns...i'll google for this info

From: Angelo <tommybad238>

Subject: (unknown)

Hepatitis Csupportgr oupgroups (DOT) com

Date: Friday, April 3, 2009, 9:31 PM

im thinking avoiding protien but how much protien do we need to avoid

 

 

Heaven Sent, you really do not need to watch your protien since you aren't

displaying any syptoms. The only people with hep c that need to watch there

protien is pretty much when there liver is close to or in ESLD. I forgot what

they call it but that is the reason to avoid protien. You can google it..

Protien and hep c.

[Guest guest]

for sure! i was just trying to find info on how much protein a person in my

position should get. someone told me that if im not having any symptoms that i

dont need to worry much about getting to much of it.

 

so,how you feeling? wat did you eat taday...

From: Angelo <tommybad238>

Subject: (unknown)

Hepatitis Csupportgr oupgroups (DOT) com

Date: Friday, April 3, 2009, 9:31 PM

im thinking avoiding protien but how much protien do we need to avoid

 

 

Heaven Sent, you really do not need to watch your protien since you aren't

displaying any syptoms. The only people with hep c that need to watch there

protien is pretty much when there liver is close to or in ESLD. I forgot what

they call it but that is the reason to avoid protien. You can google it..

Protien and hep c.

[Guest guest]

for sure! i was just trying to find info on how much protein a person in my

position should get. someone told me that if im not having any symptoms that i

dont need to worry much about getting to much of it.

 

so,how you feeling? wat did you eat taday...

From: Angelo <tommybad238>

Subject: (unknown)

Hepatitis Csupportgr oupgroups (DOT) com

Date: Friday, April 3, 2009, 9:31 PM

im thinking avoiding protien but how much protien do we need to avoid

 

 

Heaven Sent, you really do not need to watch your protien since you aren't

displaying any syptoms. The only people with hep c that need to watch there

protien is pretty much when there liver is close to or in ESLD. I forgot what

they call it but that is the reason to avoid protien. You can google it..

Protien and hep c.

[Guest guest]

incase you need a pick me up

 

Bananas are widely known in the medical community as one of depression's super

foods. When diagnosed with depression, patients are advised to eat three healthy

meals a day, with frequent snacks to keep the mood elevated. Bananas contain

tryptophan, a protein that turns into serotonin in the body. Eating a banana or

two every day, especially in the morning, provides a healthy release of

serotonin in the body that can help elevate and stabilize the mood throughout

the day.

 

From: Angelo <tommybad238>

Subject: (unknown)

Hepatitis Csupportgr oupgroups (DOT) com

Date: Friday, April 3, 2009, 9:31 PM

im thinking avoiding protien but how much protien do we need to avoid

 

 

Heaven Sent, you really do not need to watch your protien since you aren't

displaying any syptoms. The only people with hep c that need to watch there

protien is pretty much when there liver is close to or in ESLD. I forgot what

they call it but that is the reason to avoid protien. You can google it..

Protien and hep c.

[Guest guest]

incase you need a pick me up

 

Bananas are widely known in the medical community as one of depression's super

foods. When diagnosed with depression, patients are advised to eat three healthy

meals a day, with frequent snacks to keep the mood elevated. Bananas contain

tryptophan, a protein that turns into serotonin in the body. Eating a banana or

two every day, especially in the morning, provides a healthy release of

serotonin in the body that can help elevate and stabilize the mood throughout

the day.

 

From: Angelo <tommybad238>

Subject: (unknown)

Hepatitis Csupportgr oupgroups (DOT) com

Date: Friday, April 3, 2009, 9:31 PM

im thinking avoiding protien but how much protien do we need to avoid

 

 

Heaven Sent, you really do not need to watch your protien since you aren't

displaying any syptoms. The only people with hep c that need to watch there

protien is pretty much when there liver is close to or in ESLD. I forgot what

they call it but that is the reason to avoid protien. You can google it..

Protien and hep c.

[Guest guest]

there is much to do about adrenal faigue.

2x1-2 vit c .ester c orascrobyl palamitate.

celtic salt quite much every day,

3 cytozyme ad of biotics per day.in times of stress can up to 6.

10 pm in bed

a bit of animal protein in every meal.

if you go to situation of stress cordyseps.

if the adrenal fatigue is very bad you need HC .

read the book of wilson

http://www.amazon.com/Adrenal-Fatigue-Century-Stress-Syndrome/dp/1890572152

vit c relative good source

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[low dose naltrexone] (unknown)

Zahavi,You wrote:>>>>>Re: 6 Good weeks on LDN - then bang hit the wall ?! Posted by: "zahavi" zahavi100planet (DOT) nl z100a2002 Fri Apr 3, 2009 5:11 am (PDT) from my observation people cannot have more then 2-3 mg ldn when they have adrenal fatigue.most people who are chronic sick have adrenal fatigue ,thyroid not functioning Zahavi, this is really interesting _ I have had Hashi's and CFIDS for many years, but was only this year diagnosed with adrenal fatigue (homeopath is treating with phosphoserine to lower cortisol in reverse cortisol circadian rhythm, but is not doing anything to raise cortisol in day time levels that are depressed). About the level of LDN. I have been going back and forth between 3 and 4.5 the past couple weeks. Every time I take 3 mg I can feel the endorphins the next day (sense of well being & -some- energy), but when I go up to 4.5 I feel no sense of well-being and more fatigue than usual & generally frustrated. So I am going back to 3 mg tonight. The thing is, although there is some improvement on 3 mg, it doesn't feel like it's enough, it's just enough to tease me into thinking it's starting to do some good, but I'm not there yet. & that's frustrating when I try to go up gradually - for instance, last night I managed to come up with a 3.75 mg dose and it is just as bad as the 4.5. It seems you may be right that I can't handle more than 3 mg - even though it doesn't satisfy me with the results I want.

[Guest guest]

check this out below...

 

From: Angelo <tommybad238>

Subject: (unknown)

Hepatitis Csupportgr oupgroups (DOT) com

Date: Friday, April 3, 2009, 9:31 PM

im thinking avoiding protien but how much protien do we need to avoid

 

 

Heaven Sent, you really do not need to watch your protien since you aren't

displaying any syptoms. The only people with hep c that need to watch there

protien is pretty much when there liver is close to or in ESLD. I forgot what

they call it but that is the reason to avoid protien. You can google it..

Protien and hep c.

[Guest guest]

check this out below...

 

From: Angelo <tommybad238>

Subject: (unknown)

Hepatitis Csupportgr oupgroups (DOT) com

Date: Friday, April 3, 2009, 9:31 PM

im thinking avoiding protien but how much protien do we need to avoid

 

 

Heaven Sent, you really do not need to watch your protien since you aren't

displaying any syptoms. The only people with hep c that need to watch there

protien is pretty much when there liver is close to or in ESLD. I forgot what

they call it but that is the reason to avoid protien. You can google it..

Protien and hep c.

[Guest guest]

Hi Dianne,

I'm a newbie (10 weeks - my sudden left arm lame nerves 5 and 6 malfunctioning)

I've been told by multiple health pros it IS possible for nerves to heal " on

their own and/or with PT support

AND can take up to a year (nerves are SLOWEST self repairing of all human cells.

I have NOT going forward with surgery.

I DO wish to LEARN more about non-surgical (diet, PT, etc.) nerve repair.

Please keep the info flowing.

Love and respect and healing to all,

Rob Kanzer

From: Dianne <dianne12315@...>

Subject: (unknown)

spinal problems

Date: Sunday, April 5, 2009, 6:32 AM

Hi Everyone,

I have a herniated disk at C6-7 level and scheduled for surgery on

Tuesday 4/7. However, I am not experiencing the intense pain today that

I have felt for the past two months. I do have some pain in my arm and

the weakness and tingling is still happening periodically.

My question is....can a herniated disk just stop hurting and can it heal

itself eventually?

Thank you.

Dianne

[Guest guest]

Yes Dianne, it most certainly can. Continue to take it easy and not push

yourself while your body continues to heal itself. The rish of re-herniation is

high right now, so be very careful. Good luck to you!

 

--- in RI

From: Dianne <dianne12315@...>

Subject: (unknown)

spinal problems

Date: Sunday, April 5, 2009, 6:32 AM

Hi Everyone,

I have a herniated disk at C6-7 level and scheduled for surgery on

Tuesday 4/7. However, I am not experiencing the intense pain today that

I have felt for the past two months. I do have some pain in my arm and

the weakness and tingling is still happening periodically.

My question is....can a herniated disk just stop hurting and can it heal

itself eventually?

Thank you.

Dianne

[Guest guest]

had croup for years! Always in the winter. He is 15 now and still can

have a bout before a cold sets in. Cool night air works best for him as it

reduces the swelling of the airways. Steam always made him worse. I'm an expert

any questions let me know.

Dawn

Sent from my Verizon Wireless BlackBerry

(unknown)

Hi Kathy,

Alyssa too had croup at 6. I only knew of younger kids having croup, so I had no

clue what was happening as she woke coughing and wheezing and drooling like

crazy. My immediate reaction was that she had a reaction to some insect bites

she had gotten at school the day before. Her legs were covered with bites and

had big welts. She had one episode after that, but thankfully we knew what it

was and just kept her in the steam filled bathroom which helped. Never again

since. Sue & Alyssa-MI

[Guest guest]

Very similar to Liam's.? he woke up with it too.? I remember Dr. Len saying it

was probably an allergic reaction instead of viral that set's it off in babies,

or something like that.? I took him to the ER because his lips had a bluish

tinge that made me nervous.? There they nebulized him and gave him steroids.? It

worked!

Thanks,

Kathy, Liam's mom

(unknown)

Hi Kathy,

Alyssa too had croup at 6. I only knew of younger kids having croup, so I had no

clue what was happening as she woke coughing and wheezing and drooling like

crazy. My immediate reaction was that she had a reaction to some insect bites

she had gotten at school the day before. Her legs were covered with bites?and

had big welts. She had one episode after that, but thankfully we knew what it

was and just kept her in the steam filled bathroom which helped. Never again

since. Sue & Alyssa-MI

[Guest guest]

Hi Bobbie,

Apparently 10% of people being diagnosed with MS actually have

Lyme. My partner and I visited a Lyme Literate medical doctor and suggested we

go back to his GP (Dr) to get the following blood tests done, these being Western Blot test,

IgG and IgM and Immunoblot test for Lyme disease.

However, it is possible people do have both Lyme and MS – that was

the impression we got. It’s well worth checking into. He too was

deteriorating rapidly but unfortunately it’s not an easy disease to identify.

If you can find a LLMD in your area, it’s worth a visit.

Hope this helps,

Jayne

Please sign the petition to the UK Govt to fund trials for LDN

http://petitions.number10.gov.uk/LowDNaltrexone/

From: low dose naltrexone

[mailto:low dose naltrexone ] On Behalf Of kontrigurl58@...

Sent: 08 April 2009 23:48

low dose naltrexone

Subject: [low dose naltrexone] (unknown)

>

> I was diagnosed with ms in 1996. currently taking LDN. what gave you the

idea to check for lime disease? I hava been on avonex/tasabri and going to

start on rebif soon. no doctor has ever brought up lime disease. can a regular

doctor check for this and what does the test consist of. I am steadily getting

worse and my neuro dorsnt have very many answers. someone please

Help................................I am a 50 year old woman who has a great

husband who pulled up this sight for me. Bobbie

>

Thsnk you for responding. I needed that info. Bobbie

No virus

found in this incoming message.

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[Guest guest]

From: Jayne Crocker <jaynecrocker@...>Subject: RE: [low dose naltrexone] (unknown)low dose naltrexone Date: Wednesday, April 8, 2009, 11:04 PM

Hi Bobbie,

Apparently 10% of people being diagnosed with MS actually have Lyme. My partner and I visited a Lyme Literate medical doctor and suggested we go back to his GP (Dr) to get the following blood tests done, these being Western Blot test, IgG and IgM and Immunoblot test for Lyme disease.

However, it is possible people do have both Lyme and MS – that was the impression we got. It’s well worth checking into. He too was deteriorating rapidly but unfortunately it’s not an easy disease to identify. If you can find a LLMD in your area, it’s worth a visit.

Hope this helps,

Jayne

Please sign the petition to the UK Govt to fund trials for LDN

http://petitions. number10. gov.uk/LowDNaltr exone/

Thanks. That will be my focus. Bobbie

From: low dose naltrexone [mailto:lowdosenalt rexone@grou ps.com] On Behalf Of kontrigurl58@ att.netSent: 08 April 2009 23:48low dose naltrexoneSubject: [low dose naltrexone] (unknown)

>> I was diagnosed with ms in 1996. currently taking LDN. what gave you the idea to check for lime disease? I hava been on avonex/tasabri and going to start on rebif soon. no doctor has ever brought up lime disease. can a regular doctor check for this and what does the test consist of. I am steadily getting worse and my neuro dorsnt have very many answers. someone please Help........ ......... ......... ......I am a 50 year old woman who has a great husband who pulled up this sight for me. Bobbie>Thsnk you for responding. I needed that info. Bobbie

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[Guest guest]

What a fool to take such an unstable person to a shooting range of all

things.

Horrible. Years of psychiatric treatment would appear to be the culprit.

(unknown)

http://news.scotsman.com/world/Moment-mother-shot-her-son.5156431.jp

Moment mother shot her son dead

Published Date: 09 April 2009

By Jacqui Goddard

in Miami

POLICE are investigating how a mother with a long history of mental illness

was able to rent a gun that she used to kill her son in a murder-suicide

during an afternoon out at a Florida shooting range.

Security cameras at the Shoot Straight indoor range in Casselberry captured

the chilling moment that Marie , 44, stepped up behind her son,

, as he was taking aim at a target, pointed a revolver at the back

of his skull and pulled the

trigger.

, who was convinced she was the Antichrist and that killing her

20-year-old son and herself would save the world from damnation, then placed

the weapon in her mouth and fired again. She died later in hospital. " I had

to send my son to heaven and myself to hell, " she wrote in a suicide note

addressed to her boyfriend and found in her handbag, adding: " Sorry to leave

you like this…I know this is a horrifying thing and I hate leaving you

behind. "

She also left behind an audio tape on which she explained to loved ones that

she had planned her son's slaughter after hearing God telling her: " You have

a gun. You can do it. " As she wept and rambled about her mental torment, she

said: " I have to die and go to hell so there can be a thousand years peace

on earth. "

Police are examining how she was able to rent the gun, following claims from

her former husband, , that she had previously attempted to commit

suicide at Shoot Straight and had subsequently been barred by staff there.

A lawyer for the firing range refuted that claim, though police confirmed

that in 2002, Mrs had been committed to protective custody under the

Baker Act – the American equivalent of being sectioned – over an unspecified

incident.

On the tape, Mrs talked about an incident in March 2003 in which she

shot herself in the leg and ended up in a psychiatric hospital, while court

records reportedly show she had two convictions for driving under the

influence of drugs or alcohol – that should have disqualified her from

handling guns.

However, commercial shooting ranges are not required by law to subject their

customers to background checks before renting them weapons.

Witnesses said had been acting " hyper " and that she and her son

appeared " anxious with each other " , with her pacing up and down and hovering

nervously beside him minutes before she killed him. But video footage from a

camera positioned above their shooting booth showed her apparently laughing

and making friendly small-talk with a man in the next lane.

As her son turned his back to take aim at a target, she suddenly reached

around him to pick up a spare gun. Then, standing behind him, she raised the

weapon level with the back of his skull. As she pulled the trigger,

slumped immediately to the floor.

" I look and I see this kid collapsing, spitting up blood, " eyewitness Bobby

owitz told a local TV station.

On the tape, sobbed: " I'm sorry. I love you for ever and ever.

" The devil got to me. He destroyed me. He made me destroy all of us.

" I will pay for ever and ever for what I've done and I just hope you can

forgive me. When you get to heaven, tell my son how much I love him. "

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