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its not a phobia its actual sensitivty to things

its still more about the genitalia though,but the

coordination and sensory issues dont help,and add to

the erection issues.

as said it all get mixed up one cant really seperate

bits out,hopefully the meds will but now i have lost

my phycologist or soon will i am now in process of

cutting all ties with the LD department as the onlyt

hing that worked was seeing my phycologist it was good

to hsave someone to just talk about anything with.

though i talk ion here its only some stuff,some i

cannot comment on about me or my history for perrsonal

reasons ,my phycoligist listens to me though she

phoned me earrlier and is quite upset herself,she

feels she has let me down and i feel i have let her

down sadly we have both been let down once again by

our health service.

i am basically not caring now i dont really see any

good future for me,and though suicide is out of the

quiestion as i am a coward if docs say lose weight

/cut out sugar and so on then i dont really care if i

die when i take my ritalin or die with the food i eat

etc well it does not bother me,i have always had the

opinioone us humans live too long anyway.

so its now especially as my BP has gone way up again

today that next tuesday will ritalin start,i think now

i will leave it,though not sure as my moods are

swinging oftwen so what i say this minute is not whayt

i feel later!!

though its good in some ways on groups like this i am

finding generally in email groups i dont get the

feelings i like and have when seeing my phycologist

and have started this week deletting some of my

support groups will stay on here a littel longer but i

as greta garbo use to say " i want to be alone "

and so will be withdrawing from this and other social

contacts in nearr future,i may stay on the side on

some groups

i thank all for there support its just i am so

overloaded and had more crap added to my brrain today

that itsa too much to get my head around

--- ELLIOT BAKER <elliotbkr@...> wrote:

> Hello , how was your day?

>

> So, it's not totally about your genitalia rather a

> phobia?

>

> Wow, you had a gf that was cool with your size and

> stuff, and yet you chouldn't do anything sexually

> with her?

>

> It does scare me a bit, whenever I guess God allows

> me to be with a female, how it would feel to be

> simply alone and touched. It will be orkward. I dont

> know what Ill do if she starts kissing and stuff on

> me.

>

> Well, on the positive, given Im honest about my

> condition now the trepidation shouldnt be that

> great. So, what if it lasts a mere minute.

>

> Its women who complain. A minute of sex should be

> rewarding.

>

> You rock . We should crash TomKat wedding in

> India over the weekend.

>

>

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hi tim from England - just to let you know small size is not a problem - have

had some great sex recently - also know how to please my partner in other ways

too. for your info, it is the first two inches that matter, where the woman is

most sensitive. I used to be hung about being touched and loved not any more.

tim

ELLIOT BAKER <elliotbkr@...> wrote:

Hello , how was your day?

So, it's not totally about your genitalia rather a phobia?

Wow, you had a gf that was cool with your size and stuff, and yet you chouldn't

do anything sexually with her?

It does scare me a bit, whenever I guess God allows me to be with a female, how

it would feel to be simply alone and touched. It will be orkward. I dont know

what Ill do if she starts kissing and stuff on me.

Well, on the positive, given Im honest about my condition now the trepidation

shouldnt be that great. So, what if it lasts a mere minute.

Its women who complain. A minute of sex should be rewarding.

You rock . We should crash TomKat wedding in India over the weekend.

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yes size of penis is not so much a problem in some

ways but there are a lot of females out there who do

rate size

but for me its the fact if one cant get or maintain

erection long enough then one cant get and stay

in,also as one took 18 yrs to find someone last yr and

she crapped on me like all females do then no way,i am

not going through that grief again

beleive me i kept her in multiple orgasms with my

fingers and mouth,but thats not what she wanted she

wanted kids and marrigae and my emotiional and sexual

ED issues were not going to provide her with what she

wanted

my needs to her were unimportant it seemed

--- tim barnacle <tim_barnacle@...> wrote:

> hi tim from England - just to let you know small

> size is not a problem - have had some great sex

> recently - also know how to please my partner in

> other ways too. for your info, it is the first two

> inches that matter, where the woman is most

> sensitive. I used to be hung about being touched and

> loved not any more.

>

> tim

>

> ELLIOT BAKER <elliotbkr@...> wrote:

> Hello , how was your day?

>

> So, it's not totally about your genitalia rather a

> phobia?

>

> Wow, you had a gf that was cool with your size and

> stuff, and yet you chouldn't do anything sexually

> with her?

>

> It does scare me a bit, whenever I guess God allows

> me to be with a female, how it would feel to be

> simply alone and touched. It will be orkward. I dont

> know what Ill do if she starts kissing and stuff on

> me.

>

> Well, on the positive, given Im honest about my

> condition now the trepidation shouldnt be that

> great. So, what if it lasts a mere minute.

>

> Its women who complain. A minute of sex should be

> rewarding.

>

> You rock . We should crash TomKat wedding in

> India over the weekend.

>

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while on are you seeing an endo in england on NHS or

private?

if so where and who and is he/she any good if NHS that

is

regards paul

--- tim barnacle <tim_barnacle@...> wrote:

> hi tim from England - just to let you know small

> size is not a problem - have had some great sex

> recently - also know how to please my partner in

> other ways too. for your info, it is the first two

> inches that matter, where the woman is most

> sensitive. I used to be hung about being touched and

> loved not any more.

>

> tim

>

> ELLIOT BAKER <elliotbkr@...> wrote:

> Hello , how was your day?

>

> So, it's not totally about your genitalia rather a

> phobia?

>

> Wow, you had a gf that was cool with your size and

> stuff, and yet you chouldn't do anything sexually

> with her?

>

> It does scare me a bit, whenever I guess God allows

> me to be with a female, how it would feel to be

> simply alone and touched. It will be orkward. I dont

> know what Ill do if she starts kissing and stuff on

> me.

>

> Well, on the positive, given Im honest about my

> condition now the trepidation shouldnt be that

> great. So, what if it lasts a mere minute.

>

> Its women who complain. A minute of sex should be

> rewarding.

>

> You rock . We should crash TomKat wedding in

> India over the weekend.

>

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Hello Tim from England. Nice words. It would be nice if most women would not

find humor in a penis that was smaller but I understand, it all depends on the

female and not the stereotype.

Perhaps, given you are from England, you and can talk. Maybe you have some

answers he seeks or maybe just some advice on health insurances, doctors, faith,

relationships, etc.

Of course Tim, if you feel uncomfortable don't. But, I figured could use

someone closer as well. Don't worry , I'll still be around. Not going

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Ok , so what are you doing about your ED? Are you taking ED medications?

Have you researched different other ways in controling your ED? If you have

given up on females based partly on your ED, I hope you have tried all formulas

in controling ED.

I have PE, and it sucks. I realized its more than an emotional problem.I

realized its because my gentialia never got the chance to mature. It happens

with older males, given old age lessens DHT and other elments not yet medically

explored.

I can get it up. Typically males who have ED don't share in PE. The T makes

erections strong I guess, but doesn't mature my penis. I have to find other ways

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we dont have healtnh insurance same way as you do in

usa

its a free medical service the only people who have

private are some limtied cover if one is working for

some companiens,but none of those i am sure would even

touch the issues we have they only provide maternity

and crtitical illenss cover and basic stuff.

and again you still have to get refered by yourb own

doctor,if the NHS doc says sory i dont think you have

a problems thats it,they wont refer you,you cant refer

yourself sadly

as for girls i dont want a girl or have many friend i

dont think you understand Aspergers tend to be loners

mostly casue we want to,i dont wish to engage in

relationships with people face to face at any deep

level

it casuses me more harm than good,at school it was

paul will be ok if he goes to schooll sports event or

disco,they neverr got it,no i wont be ok i dont want

to go to school sports or discos,i dont want teamwork

as people do in jobs,i dont want relationships i dont

do much with myt famiuly i avoid parties and

gatherings like the plague,if peopple come round for

xmas or birthdays i disapear,i dont buy present xcept

for parents and dont want any either ,xmas is way to

stresful for me cause of all the relatioship

expectations.

whether i had ED or not i would still not want

them,most asipie guys i know are asexual,i wish i was

trouble is in my head i stil have thoughts its

transgfering it to my genitals that is one of the

problems.

i went with last girl as she wanted me,so she said and

i got sucked into it and weish i had not and dont

intedn to ever again

i have enough trouble looking after mysefl without

getting involved with others.

it wiuls be nice to know tims doc situation ie does he

have a good nhs endo or does he go privsate,if private

then thats out

the ED issues hpyo issues are not going to be done as

no one locally or witihn the nhs i am working with

have staff or support to do the things possibly

required

so its the ritalin that i shuold be starting first but

at this moment really dont see the point of any of it.

i am ok with sititng at home and doing my hobbies and

thats the life i want,a peaceful life of me doing as i

please,ok on benefits so never be rich but its far

better than alternatives

--- ELLIOT BAKER <elliotbkr@...> wrote:

> Hello Tim from England. Nice words. It would be nice

> if most women would not find humor in a penis that

> was smaller but I understand, it all depends on the

> female and not the stereotype.

>

> Perhaps, given you are from England, you and

> can talk. Maybe you have some answers he seeks or

> maybe just some advice on health insurances,

> doctors, faith, relationships, etc.

>

> Of course Tim, if you feel uncomfortable don't. But,

> I figured could use someone closer as well.

> Don't worry , I'll still be around. Not going

> anywhere.

>

>

>

>

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hi paul - not really seeing anyone who really helps or understands primary. HRT

here for men is not a priority, tend to see a consultant, then passed on to a

lackey, they seem to be happy so long as you take the meds - there has never

been any consideration for the mental side - had a breakdown over this in Jan -

slowly recovering and coming to terms with what I am, my lover has helped a

great deal.

It is NHS and it is poor.

tim

paul wey <promachief@...> wrote:

while on are you seeing an endo in england on NHS or

private?

if so where and who and is he/she any good if NHS that

is

regards paul

--- tim barnacle <tim_barnacle@...> wrote:

> hi tim from England - just to let you know small

> size is not a problem - have had some great sex

> recently - also know how to please my partner in

> other ways too. for your info, it is the first two

> inches that matter, where the woman is most

> sensitive. I used to be hung about being touched and

> loved not any more.

>

> tim

>

> ELLIOT BAKER <elliotbkr@...> wrote:

> Hello , how was your day?

>

> So, it's not totally about your genitalia rather a

> phobia?

>

> Wow, you had a gf that was cool with your size and

> stuff, and yet you chouldn't do anything sexually

> with her?

>

> It does scare me a bit, whenever I guess God allows

> me to be with a female, how it would feel to be

> simply alone and touched. It will be orkward. I dont

> know what Ill do if she starts kissing and stuff on

> me.

>

> Well, on the positive, given Im honest about my

> condition now the trepidation shouldnt be that

> great. So, what if it lasts a mere minute.

>

> Its women who complain. A minute of sex should be

> rewarding.

>

> You rock . We should crash TomKat wedding in

> India over the weekend.

>

> ---------------------------------

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I understand the breakdown reality. I had breakdowns all thru HS and then again

in 03, where I was hospitalized. I had to lobby to get myself out after a few

days. Their therapy was getting you fat with snacks daily along with meals. Oh,

and for interns to treat your disorders with the same medications everyone else

is taking.

In total I saw an attending a mere 30 mins. I delt with the social worker to

spring me out. Had to sign papers stating I was leaving under my own care.

I realized after seeing the disorders for mental health, I was much stronger and

can be helped in time.

One of the odd things while I was there over the weekend, aside from being

within a poorly un-organized and under-staffed pysho ward also very secure, a

female actually thought I was cute and wanted a relationship with me.

Once again I let my size get in the way, not to forget she was also in a physho

ward!

If all of us could be just like North and Mr Marcus......Size well of

course....

Wow Tim has a lover.. That's so adult. I'll settle right now for a cheap feel as

I mistakenly sit in a cute females lap from a bathroom break at the movies.

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so your primary not secondary

are your meds improving any part of you ie not just

sexual side which to me is only one small part,they

should be helping if you hsave

concentration/memory/lethargy/muscle and fat issues

if you had a breakdwon it sounds like its not helping

in the way you want.

i was offered enthantate injections but as onlt

offerede on its own and no other ;look at hormones

that may also be out of balance ie estradoil or

further investigation then now way at moment

he just rushed to give me a diagnosis of PAD without

even aknownloedging the info i had on hypo 2 just

dismissed it all as wrong

do you mind saying what your testosterone and lh/fsh

were ?

i have posted mine before and can again if you want

--- tim barnacle <tim_barnacle@...> wrote:

> hi paul - not really seeing anyone who really helps

> or understands primary. HRT here for men is not a

> priority, tend to see a consultant, then passed on

> to a lackey, they seem to be happy so long as you

> take the meds - there has never been any

> consideration for the mental side - had a breakdown

> over this in Jan - slowly recovering and coming to

> terms with what I am, my lover has helped a great

> deal.

>

> It is NHS and it is poor.

> tim

> paul wey <promachief@...> wrote:

> while on are you seeing an endo in england

> on NHS or

> private?

>

> if so where and who and is he/she any good if NHS

> that

> is

>

> regards paul

> --- tim barnacle <tim_barnacle@...> wrote:

>

> > hi tim from England - just to let you know small

> > size is not a problem - have had some great sex

> > recently - also know how to please my partner in

> > other ways too. for your info, it is the first two

> > inches that matter, where the woman is most

> > sensitive. I used to be hung about being touched

> and

> > loved not any more.

> >

> > tim

> >

> > ELLIOT BAKER <elliotbkr@...> wrote:

> > Hello , how was your day?

> >

> > So, it's not totally about your genitalia rather a

> > phobia?

> >

> > Wow, you had a gf that was cool with your size and

> > stuff, and yet you chouldn't do anything sexually

> > with her?

> >

> > It does scare me a bit, whenever I guess God

> allows

> > me to be with a female, how it would feel to be

> > simply alone and touched. It will be orkward. I

> dont

> > know what Ill do if she starts kissing and stuff

> on

> > me.

> >

> > Well, on the positive, given Im honest about my

> > condition now the trepidation shouldnt be that

> > great. So, what if it lasts a mere minute.

> >

> > Its women who complain. A minute of sex should be

> > rewarding.

> >

> > You rock . We should crash TomKat wedding in

> > India over the weekend.

> >

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Yes primary. op for undescended testes at 9. part successful. 25 years of

wondering and wanting. marriage, and secret relationship with work colleague.

breakdown not related to meds - work and personal life. still have problems with

concentration, memory and lethargy, muscles and fat. I changed from Sustanon 250

injections to gel once a day - much better sleeping patterns, but had a time

when on no meds - lost a lot of weight but off work for ages. have just

received first results - from the new endo - had to specifically ask, otherwise

just sent to the doc, and they dont think you want to know - their interest is

also onlt that t levels are right, nothing else. will post when i find the

letter

PS - I find my release and pleasure in re-enactment - copy pic attached

regards

tim

paul wey <promachief@...> wrote:

so your primary not secondary

are your meds improving any part of you ie not just

sexual side which to me is only one small part,they

should be helping if you hsave

concentration/memory/lethargy/muscle and fat issues

if you had a breakdwon it sounds like its not helping

in the way you want.

i was offered enthantate injections but as onlt

offerede on its own and no other ;look at hormones

that may also be out of balance ie estradoil or

further investigation then now way at moment

he just rushed to give me a diagnosis of PAD without

even aknownloedging the info i had on hypo 2 just

dismissed it all as wrong

do you mind saying what your testosterone and lh/fsh

were ?

i have posted mine before and can again if you want

--- tim barnacle <tim_barnacle@...> wrote:

> hi paul - not really seeing anyone who really helps

> or understands primary. HRT here for men is not a

> priority, tend to see a consultant, then passed on

> to a lackey, they seem to be happy so long as you

> take the meds - there has never been any

> consideration for the mental side - had a breakdown

> over this in Jan - slowly recovering and coming to

> terms with what I am, my lover has helped a great

> deal.

>

> It is NHS and it is poor.

> tim

> paul wey <promachief@...> wrote:

> while on are you seeing an endo in england

> on NHS or

> private?

>

> if so where and who and is he/she any good if NHS

> that

> is

>

> regards paul

> --- tim barnacle <tim_barnacle@...> wrote:

>

> > hi tim from England - just to let you know small

> > size is not a problem - have had some great sex

> > recently - also know how to please my partner in

> > other ways too. for your info, it is the first two

> > inches that matter, where the woman is most

> > sensitive. I used to be hung about being touched

> and

> > loved not any more.

> >

> > tim

> >

> > ELLIOT BAKER <elliotbkr@...> wrote:

> > Hello , how was your day?

> >

> > So, it's not totally about your genitalia rather a

> > phobia?

> >

> > Wow, you had a gf that was cool with your size and

> > stuff, and yet you chouldn't do anything sexually

> > with her?

> >

> > It does scare me a bit, whenever I guess God

> allows

> > me to be with a female, how it would feel to be

> > simply alone and touched. It will be orkward. I

> dont

> > know what Ill do if she starts kissing and stuff

> on

> > me.

> >

> > Well, on the positive, given Im honest about my

> > condition now the trepidation shouldnt be that

> > great. So, what if it lasts a mere minute.

> >

> > Its women who complain. A minute of sex should be

> > rewarding.

> >

> > You rock . We should crash TomKat wedding in

> > India over the weekend.

> >

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i always get print outs of blood tests as yes some

dovcs just think saying hi or lowe is good enough when

onesa defintion of low is differant from theb labs

to me my 7.6 nmol on total t is low so is my 2 lh 3

fsh they may just be weithin there ranges but for a

guy of 40 yrs old are way off

i had undescended testicles both till age of 22 i

finally broke down and told someone at that age i had

no balls and it all went fromn there had to go private

on the op,as nhs wiuld keep me waiitng another 3 yrs i

was told

i was working and they had insurance i was on so it

was done 3 weeks later but no one despite having a

breakdown looked at weither my blood no checks on

t/lsh/fsh etc and no one asking me how iwas!!

i am presuming becaseu at age 9 you were diagnosed

this has helped with ythe help you can get from NHS

they love womene and kids first and so you being

diagnosed at 9 at least eventually has allowed you to

gwet support but i dont find anyone who has the

knowledge

i would not mind having details of ypour hospital and

endo so ican at least see at some point if my doc can

refer me,as we can go to any doc in uk so they say!!

but only with referal that is.

regards paul

--- tim barnacle <tim_barnacle@...> wrote:

> Yes primary. op for undescended testes at 9. part

> successful. 25 years of wondering and wanting.

> marriage, and secret relationship with work

> colleague. breakdown not related to meds - work and

> personal life. still have problems with

> concentration, memory and lethargy, muscles and fat.

> I changed from Sustanon 250 injections to gel once a

> day - much better sleeping patterns, but had a time

> when on no meds - lost a lot of weight but off work

> for ages. have just received first results - from

> the new endo - had to specifically ask, otherwise

> just sent to the doc, and they dont think you want

> to know - their interest is also onlt that t levels

> are right, nothing else. will post when i find the

> letter

>

> PS - I find my release and pleasure in

> re-enactment - copy pic attached

> regards

> tim

>

> paul wey <promachief@...> wrote:

> so your primary not secondary

>

> are your meds improving any part of you ie not just

> sexual side which to me is only one small part,they

> should be helping if you hsave

> concentration/memory/lethargy/muscle and fat issues

>

> if you had a breakdwon it sounds like its not

> helping

> in the way you want.

>

> i was offered enthantate injections but as onlt

> offerede on its own and no other ;look at hormones

> that may also be out of balance ie estradoil or

> further investigation then now way at moment

>

> he just rushed to give me a diagnosis of PAD without

> even aknownloedging the info i had on hypo 2 just

> dismissed it all as wrong

>

> do you mind saying what your testosterone and lh/fsh

> were ?

>

> i have posted mine before and can again if you want

> --- tim barnacle <tim_barnacle@...> wrote:

>

> > hi paul - not really seeing anyone who really

> helps

> > or understands primary. HRT here for men is not a

> > priority, tend to see a consultant, then passed on

> > to a lackey, they seem to be happy so long as you

> > take the meds - there has never been any

> > consideration for the mental side - had a

> breakdown

> > over this in Jan - slowly recovering and coming to

> > terms with what I am, my lover has helped a great

> > deal.

> >

> > It is NHS and it is poor.

> > tim

> > paul wey <promachief@...> wrote:

> > while on are you seeing an endo in england

> > on NHS or

> > private?

> >

> > if so where and who and is he/she any good if NHS

> > that

> > is

> >

> > regards paul

> > --- tim barnacle <tim_barnacle@...> wrote:

> >

> > > hi tim from England - just to let you know small

> > > size is not a problem - have had some great sex

> > > recently - also know how to please my partner in

> > > other ways too. for your info, it is the first

> two

> > > inches that matter, where the woman is most

> > > sensitive. I used to be hung about being touched

> > and

> > > loved not any more.

> > >

> > > tim

> > >

> > > ELLIOT BAKER <elliotbkr@...> wrote:

> > > Hello , how was your day?

> > >

> > > So, it's not totally about your genitalia rather

> a

> > > phobia?

> > >

> > > Wow, you had a gf that was cool with your size

> and

> > > stuff, and yet you chouldn't do anything

> sexually

> > > with her?

> > >

> > > It does scare me a bit, whenever I guess God

> > allows

> > > me to be with a female, how it would feel to be

> > > simply alone and touched. It will be orkward. I

> > dont

> > > know what Ill do if she starts kissing and stuff

> > on

> > > me.

> > >

> > > Well, on the positive, given Im honest about my

> > > condition now the trepidation shouldnt be that

> > > great. So, what if it lasts a mere minute.

> > >

> > > Its women who complain. A minute of sex should

> be

> > > rewarding.

> > >

> > > You rock . We should crash TomKat wedding in

> > > India over the weekend.

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HI elliot - nice to hear from someone who has been through it. I was close to

being hospitalised too - was getting out of synch and upset as injections

withdrawn in Jan, split up from my lover, and work were being shitty as well -

confidence was not at all good at that time.

What I have been able to do is let go of a lot of the hang ups. I no longer

need or want testicular implants - not having the balls actually means my penis

has more effect. yes I suffer from weight gain and low self esteem, listlessness

at times, but I have also managed to off load a failed marriage that was eatimg

me up because she knew the problems when we got together, then stated that the

bad sex was a reason she was leaving.

My lover is different - she is not in Uk, but I do see her fairly often and

we do a lot of messenger chat, when I saw her last, we had fantastic sex which

really felt for the first time like two people as one. I am 20 stone plu, but

that does not matter to her she sees the person inside. My point? I am 44, and

eventually, the right one will come along.

tim

ELLIOT BAKER <elliotbkr@...> wrote:

I understand the breakdown reality. I had breakdowns all thru HS and

then again in 03, where I was hospitalized. I had to lobby to get myself out

after a few days. Their therapy was getting you fat with snacks daily along with

meals. Oh, and for interns to treat your disorders with the same medications

everyone else is taking.

In total I saw an attending a mere 30 mins. I delt with the social worker to

spring me out. Had to sign papers stating I was leaving under my own care.

I realized after seeing the disorders for mental health, I was much stronger and

can be helped in time.

One of the odd things while I was there over the weekend, aside from being

within a poorly un-organized and under-staffed pysho ward also very secure, a

female actually thought I was cute and wanted a relationship with me.

Once again I let my size get in the way, not to forget she was also in a physho

ward!

If all of us could be just like North and Mr Marcus......Size well of

course....

Wow Tim has a lover.. That's so adult. I'll settle right now for a cheap feel as

I mistakenly sit in a cute females lap from a bathroom break at the movies.

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Hello Tim, thanks for sharing. I was thinking about Testes implants along with

penile implants and width implants. This is just a consideration; the prices are

very expensive.

Its difficult to find the right combination of anti depressiants, TRT, and other

relative medications. But, it seems you are continuing on the right path.

Ill take bad sex about now, given I dont know any different. I assume a vagina

feels better than the hand so... I guess it would be bad for her if I cannot

last longer.

Havent been called lover yet, but havent be called stalker neither so... Cant

wait until either or...

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