Guest guest Posted November 16, 2006 Report Share Posted November 16, 2006 its not a phobia its actual sensitivty to things its still more about the genitalia though,but the coordination and sensory issues dont help,and add to the erection issues. as said it all get mixed up one cant really seperate bits out,hopefully the meds will but now i have lost my phycologist or soon will i am now in process of cutting all ties with the LD department as the onlyt hing that worked was seeing my phycologist it was good to hsave someone to just talk about anything with. though i talk ion here its only some stuff,some i cannot comment on about me or my history for perrsonal reasons ,my phycoligist listens to me though she phoned me earrlier and is quite upset herself,she feels she has let me down and i feel i have let her down sadly we have both been let down once again by our health service. i am basically not caring now i dont really see any good future for me,and though suicide is out of the quiestion as i am a coward if docs say lose weight /cut out sugar and so on then i dont really care if i die when i take my ritalin or die with the food i eat etc well it does not bother me,i have always had the opinioone us humans live too long anyway. so its now especially as my BP has gone way up again today that next tuesday will ritalin start,i think now i will leave it,though not sure as my moods are swinging oftwen so what i say this minute is not whayt i feel later!! though its good in some ways on groups like this i am finding generally in email groups i dont get the feelings i like and have when seeing my phycologist and have started this week deletting some of my support groups will stay on here a littel longer but i as greta garbo use to say " i want to be alone " and so will be withdrawing from this and other social contacts in nearr future,i may stay on the side on some groups i thank all for there support its just i am so overloaded and had more crap added to my brrain today that itsa too much to get my head around --- ELLIOT BAKER <elliotbkr@...> wrote: > Hello , how was your day? > > So, it's not totally about your genitalia rather a > phobia? > > Wow, you had a gf that was cool with your size and > stuff, and yet you chouldn't do anything sexually > with her? > > It does scare me a bit, whenever I guess God allows > me to be with a female, how it would feel to be > simply alone and touched. It will be orkward. I dont > know what Ill do if she starts kissing and stuff on > me. > > Well, on the positive, given Im honest about my > condition now the trepidation shouldnt be that > great. So, what if it lasts a mere minute. > > Its women who complain. A minute of sex should be > rewarding. > > You rock . We should crash TomKat wedding in > India over the weekend. > > > > --------------------------------- > Sponsored Link > > $420,000 Mortgage for $1,399/month - Think You Pay > Too Much For Your Mortgage? Find Out! > > [Non-text portions of this message have been > removed] > > > Send instant messages to your online friends http://uk.messenger. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted November 16, 2006 Report Share Posted November 16, 2006 hi tim from England - just to let you know small size is not a problem - have had some great sex recently - also know how to please my partner in other ways too. for your info, it is the first two inches that matter, where the woman is most sensitive. I used to be hung about being touched and loved not any more. tim ELLIOT BAKER <elliotbkr@...> wrote: Hello , how was your day? So, it's not totally about your genitalia rather a phobia? Wow, you had a gf that was cool with your size and stuff, and yet you chouldn't do anything sexually with her? It does scare me a bit, whenever I guess God allows me to be with a female, how it would feel to be simply alone and touched. It will be orkward. I dont know what Ill do if she starts kissing and stuff on me. Well, on the positive, given Im honest about my condition now the trepidation shouldnt be that great. So, what if it lasts a mere minute. Its women who complain. A minute of sex should be rewarding. You rock . We should crash TomKat wedding in India over the weekend. --------------------------------- Sponsored Link $420,000 Mortgage for $1,399/month - Think You Pay Too Much For Your Mortgage? Find Out! Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted November 16, 2006 Report Share Posted November 16, 2006 yes size of penis is not so much a problem in some ways but there are a lot of females out there who do rate size but for me its the fact if one cant get or maintain erection long enough then one cant get and stay in,also as one took 18 yrs to find someone last yr and she crapped on me like all females do then no way,i am not going through that grief again beleive me i kept her in multiple orgasms with my fingers and mouth,but thats not what she wanted she wanted kids and marrigae and my emotiional and sexual ED issues were not going to provide her with what she wanted my needs to her were unimportant it seemed --- tim barnacle <tim_barnacle@...> wrote: > hi tim from England - just to let you know small > size is not a problem - have had some great sex > recently - also know how to please my partner in > other ways too. for your info, it is the first two > inches that matter, where the woman is most > sensitive. I used to be hung about being touched and > loved not any more. > > tim > > ELLIOT BAKER <elliotbkr@...> wrote: > Hello , how was your day? > > So, it's not totally about your genitalia rather a > phobia? > > Wow, you had a gf that was cool with your size and > stuff, and yet you chouldn't do anything sexually > with her? > > It does scare me a bit, whenever I guess God allows > me to be with a female, how it would feel to be > simply alone and touched. It will be orkward. I dont > know what Ill do if she starts kissing and stuff on > me. > > Well, on the positive, given Im honest about my > condition now the trepidation shouldnt be that > great. So, what if it lasts a mere minute. > > Its women who complain. A minute of sex should be > rewarding. > > You rock . We should crash TomKat wedding in > India over the weekend. > > --------------------------------- > Sponsored Link > > $420,000 Mortgage for $1,399/month - Think You Pay > Too Much For Your Mortgage? Find Out! > > [Non-text portions of this message have been > removed] > > > > > > Send instant messages to your online friends > http://uk.messenger. > > [Non-text portions of this message have been > removed] > > > Send instant messages to your online friends http://uk.messenger. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted November 16, 2006 Report Share Posted November 16, 2006 while on are you seeing an endo in england on NHS or private? if so where and who and is he/she any good if NHS that is regards paul --- tim barnacle <tim_barnacle@...> wrote: > hi tim from England - just to let you know small > size is not a problem - have had some great sex > recently - also know how to please my partner in > other ways too. for your info, it is the first two > inches that matter, where the woman is most > sensitive. I used to be hung about being touched and > loved not any more. > > tim > > ELLIOT BAKER <elliotbkr@...> wrote: > Hello , how was your day? > > So, it's not totally about your genitalia rather a > phobia? > > Wow, you had a gf that was cool with your size and > stuff, and yet you chouldn't do anything sexually > with her? > > It does scare me a bit, whenever I guess God allows > me to be with a female, how it would feel to be > simply alone and touched. It will be orkward. I dont > know what Ill do if she starts kissing and stuff on > me. > > Well, on the positive, given Im honest about my > condition now the trepidation shouldnt be that > great. So, what if it lasts a mere minute. > > Its women who complain. A minute of sex should be > rewarding. > > You rock . We should crash TomKat wedding in > India over the weekend. > > --------------------------------- > Sponsored Link > > $420,000 Mortgage for $1,399/month - Think You Pay > Too Much For Your Mortgage? Find Out! > > [Non-text portions of this message have been > removed] > > > > > > Send instant messages to your online friends > http://uk.messenger. > > [Non-text portions of this message have been > removed] > > > Send instant messages to your online friends http://uk.messenger. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted November 16, 2006 Report Share Posted November 16, 2006 Hello Tim from England. Nice words. It would be nice if most women would not find humor in a penis that was smaller but I understand, it all depends on the female and not the stereotype. Perhaps, given you are from England, you and can talk. Maybe you have some answers he seeks or maybe just some advice on health insurances, doctors, faith, relationships, etc. Of course Tim, if you feel uncomfortable don't. But, I figured could use someone closer as well. Don't worry , I'll still be around. Not going anywhere. --------------------------------- Sponsored Link Degrees for working adults in as fast as 1 year. Bachelors, Masters, Associates. Top schools Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted November 16, 2006 Report Share Posted November 16, 2006 Ok , so what are you doing about your ED? Are you taking ED medications? Have you researched different other ways in controling your ED? If you have given up on females based partly on your ED, I hope you have tried all formulas in controling ED. I have PE, and it sucks. I realized its more than an emotional problem.I realized its because my gentialia never got the chance to mature. It happens with older males, given old age lessens DHT and other elments not yet medically explored. I can get it up. Typically males who have ED don't share in PE. The T makes erections strong I guess, but doesn't mature my penis. I have to find other ways to control my PE. --------------------------------- Sponsored Link $200,000 mortgage for $660/mo - 30/15 yr fixed, reduce debt, home equity - Click now for info Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted November 17, 2006 Report Share Posted November 17, 2006 we dont have healtnh insurance same way as you do in usa its a free medical service the only people who have private are some limtied cover if one is working for some companiens,but none of those i am sure would even touch the issues we have they only provide maternity and crtitical illenss cover and basic stuff. and again you still have to get refered by yourb own doctor,if the NHS doc says sory i dont think you have a problems thats it,they wont refer you,you cant refer yourself sadly as for girls i dont want a girl or have many friend i dont think you understand Aspergers tend to be loners mostly casue we want to,i dont wish to engage in relationships with people face to face at any deep level it casuses me more harm than good,at school it was paul will be ok if he goes to schooll sports event or disco,they neverr got it,no i wont be ok i dont want to go to school sports or discos,i dont want teamwork as people do in jobs,i dont want relationships i dont do much with myt famiuly i avoid parties and gatherings like the plague,if peopple come round for xmas or birthdays i disapear,i dont buy present xcept for parents and dont want any either ,xmas is way to stresful for me cause of all the relatioship expectations. whether i had ED or not i would still not want them,most asipie guys i know are asexual,i wish i was trouble is in my head i stil have thoughts its transgfering it to my genitals that is one of the problems. i went with last girl as she wanted me,so she said and i got sucked into it and weish i had not and dont intedn to ever again i have enough trouble looking after mysefl without getting involved with others. it wiuls be nice to know tims doc situation ie does he have a good nhs endo or does he go privsate,if private then thats out the ED issues hpyo issues are not going to be done as no one locally or witihn the nhs i am working with have staff or support to do the things possibly required so its the ritalin that i shuold be starting first but at this moment really dont see the point of any of it. i am ok with sititng at home and doing my hobbies and thats the life i want,a peaceful life of me doing as i please,ok on benefits so never be rich but its far better than alternatives --- ELLIOT BAKER <elliotbkr@...> wrote: > Hello Tim from England. Nice words. It would be nice > if most women would not find humor in a penis that > was smaller but I understand, it all depends on the > female and not the stereotype. > > Perhaps, given you are from England, you and > can talk. Maybe you have some answers he seeks or > maybe just some advice on health insurances, > doctors, faith, relationships, etc. > > Of course Tim, if you feel uncomfortable don't. But, > I figured could use someone closer as well. > Don't worry , I'll still be around. Not going > anywhere. > > > > > --------------------------------- > Sponsored Link > > Degrees for working adults in as fast as 1 year. > Bachelors, Masters, Associates. Top schools > > [Non-text portions of this message have been > removed] > > > ___________________________________________________________ The all-new goes wherever you go - free your email address from your Internet provider. http://uk.docs./nowyoucan.html Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted November 17, 2006 Report Share Posted November 17, 2006 hi paul - not really seeing anyone who really helps or understands primary. HRT here for men is not a priority, tend to see a consultant, then passed on to a lackey, they seem to be happy so long as you take the meds - there has never been any consideration for the mental side - had a breakdown over this in Jan - slowly recovering and coming to terms with what I am, my lover has helped a great deal. It is NHS and it is poor. tim paul wey <promachief@...> wrote: while on are you seeing an endo in england on NHS or private? if so where and who and is he/she any good if NHS that is regards paul --- tim barnacle <tim_barnacle@...> wrote: > hi tim from England - just to let you know small > size is not a problem - have had some great sex > recently - also know how to please my partner in > other ways too. for your info, it is the first two > inches that matter, where the woman is most > sensitive. I used to be hung about being touched and > loved not any more. > > tim > > ELLIOT BAKER <elliotbkr@...> wrote: > Hello , how was your day? > > So, it's not totally about your genitalia rather a > phobia? > > Wow, you had a gf that was cool with your size and > stuff, and yet you chouldn't do anything sexually > with her? > > It does scare me a bit, whenever I guess God allows > me to be with a female, how it would feel to be > simply alone and touched. It will be orkward. I dont > know what Ill do if she starts kissing and stuff on > me. > > Well, on the positive, given Im honest about my > condition now the trepidation shouldnt be that > great. So, what if it lasts a mere minute. > > Its women who complain. A minute of sex should be > rewarding. > > You rock . We should crash TomKat wedding in > India over the weekend. > > --------------------------------- > Sponsored Link > > $420,000 Mortgage for $1,399/month - Think You Pay > Too Much For Your Mortgage? Find Out! > > [Non-text portions of this message have been > removed] > > > > > > Send instant messages to your online friends > http://uk.messenger. > > [Non-text portions of this message have been > removed] > > > Send instant messages to your online friends http://uk.messenger. Send instant messages to your online friends http://uk.messenger. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted November 17, 2006 Report Share Posted November 17, 2006 I understand the breakdown reality. I had breakdowns all thru HS and then again in 03, where I was hospitalized. I had to lobby to get myself out after a few days. Their therapy was getting you fat with snacks daily along with meals. Oh, and for interns to treat your disorders with the same medications everyone else is taking. In total I saw an attending a mere 30 mins. I delt with the social worker to spring me out. Had to sign papers stating I was leaving under my own care. I realized after seeing the disorders for mental health, I was much stronger and can be helped in time. One of the odd things while I was there over the weekend, aside from being within a poorly un-organized and under-staffed pysho ward also very secure, a female actually thought I was cute and wanted a relationship with me. Once again I let my size get in the way, not to forget she was also in a physho ward! If all of us could be just like North and Mr Marcus......Size well of course.... Wow Tim has a lover.. That's so adult. I'll settle right now for a cheap feel as I mistakenly sit in a cute females lap from a bathroom break at the movies. --------------------------------- Sponsored Link Don't quit your job - take classes online and earn your degree in 1 year. Start Today Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted November 18, 2006 Report Share Posted November 18, 2006 so your primary not secondary are your meds improving any part of you ie not just sexual side which to me is only one small part,they should be helping if you hsave concentration/memory/lethargy/muscle and fat issues if you had a breakdwon it sounds like its not helping in the way you want. i was offered enthantate injections but as onlt offerede on its own and no other ;look at hormones that may also be out of balance ie estradoil or further investigation then now way at moment he just rushed to give me a diagnosis of PAD without even aknownloedging the info i had on hypo 2 just dismissed it all as wrong do you mind saying what your testosterone and lh/fsh were ? i have posted mine before and can again if you want --- tim barnacle <tim_barnacle@...> wrote: > hi paul - not really seeing anyone who really helps > or understands primary. HRT here for men is not a > priority, tend to see a consultant, then passed on > to a lackey, they seem to be happy so long as you > take the meds - there has never been any > consideration for the mental side - had a breakdown > over this in Jan - slowly recovering and coming to > terms with what I am, my lover has helped a great > deal. > > It is NHS and it is poor. > tim > paul wey <promachief@...> wrote: > while on are you seeing an endo in england > on NHS or > private? > > if so where and who and is he/she any good if NHS > that > is > > regards paul > --- tim barnacle <tim_barnacle@...> wrote: > > > hi tim from England - just to let you know small > > size is not a problem - have had some great sex > > recently - also know how to please my partner in > > other ways too. for your info, it is the first two > > inches that matter, where the woman is most > > sensitive. I used to be hung about being touched > and > > loved not any more. > > > > tim > > > > ELLIOT BAKER <elliotbkr@...> wrote: > > Hello , how was your day? > > > > So, it's not totally about your genitalia rather a > > phobia? > > > > Wow, you had a gf that was cool with your size and > > stuff, and yet you chouldn't do anything sexually > > with her? > > > > It does scare me a bit, whenever I guess God > allows > > me to be with a female, how it would feel to be > > simply alone and touched. It will be orkward. I > dont > > know what Ill do if she starts kissing and stuff > on > > me. > > > > Well, on the positive, given Im honest about my > > condition now the trepidation shouldnt be that > > great. So, what if it lasts a mere minute. > > > > Its women who complain. A minute of sex should be > > rewarding. > > > > You rock . We should crash TomKat wedding in > > India over the weekend. > > > > --------------------------------- > > Sponsored Link > > > > $420,000 Mortgage for $1,399/month - Think You Pay > > Too Much For Your Mortgage? Find Out! > > > > [Non-text portions of this message have been > > removed] > > > > > > > > > > > > Send instant messages to your online friends > > http://uk.messenger. > > > > [Non-text portions of this message have been > > removed] > > > > > > > > Send instant messages to your online friends > http://uk.messenger. > > > > > > Send instant messages to your online friends > http://uk.messenger. > > [Non-text portions of this message have been > removed] > > > ___________________________________________________________ All new " The new Interface is stunning in its simplicity and ease of use. " - PC Magazine http://uk.docs./nowyoucan.html Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted November 18, 2006 Report Share Posted November 18, 2006 Yes primary. op for undescended testes at 9. part successful. 25 years of wondering and wanting. marriage, and secret relationship with work colleague. breakdown not related to meds - work and personal life. still have problems with concentration, memory and lethargy, muscles and fat. I changed from Sustanon 250 injections to gel once a day - much better sleeping patterns, but had a time when on no meds - lost a lot of weight but off work for ages. have just received first results - from the new endo - had to specifically ask, otherwise just sent to the doc, and they dont think you want to know - their interest is also onlt that t levels are right, nothing else. will post when i find the letter PS - I find my release and pleasure in re-enactment - copy pic attached regards tim paul wey <promachief@...> wrote: so your primary not secondary are your meds improving any part of you ie not just sexual side which to me is only one small part,they should be helping if you hsave concentration/memory/lethargy/muscle and fat issues if you had a breakdwon it sounds like its not helping in the way you want. i was offered enthantate injections but as onlt offerede on its own and no other ;look at hormones that may also be out of balance ie estradoil or further investigation then now way at moment he just rushed to give me a diagnosis of PAD without even aknownloedging the info i had on hypo 2 just dismissed it all as wrong do you mind saying what your testosterone and lh/fsh were ? i have posted mine before and can again if you want --- tim barnacle <tim_barnacle@...> wrote: > hi paul - not really seeing anyone who really helps > or understands primary. HRT here for men is not a > priority, tend to see a consultant, then passed on > to a lackey, they seem to be happy so long as you > take the meds - there has never been any > consideration for the mental side - had a breakdown > over this in Jan - slowly recovering and coming to > terms with what I am, my lover has helped a great > deal. > > It is NHS and it is poor. > tim > paul wey <promachief@...> wrote: > while on are you seeing an endo in england > on NHS or > private? > > if so where and who and is he/she any good if NHS > that > is > > regards paul > --- tim barnacle <tim_barnacle@...> wrote: > > > hi tim from England - just to let you know small > > size is not a problem - have had some great sex > > recently - also know how to please my partner in > > other ways too. for your info, it is the first two > > inches that matter, where the woman is most > > sensitive. I used to be hung about being touched > and > > loved not any more. > > > > tim > > > > ELLIOT BAKER <elliotbkr@...> wrote: > > Hello , how was your day? > > > > So, it's not totally about your genitalia rather a > > phobia? > > > > Wow, you had a gf that was cool with your size and > > stuff, and yet you chouldn't do anything sexually > > with her? > > > > It does scare me a bit, whenever I guess God > allows > > me to be with a female, how it would feel to be > > simply alone and touched. It will be orkward. I > dont > > know what Ill do if she starts kissing and stuff > on > > me. > > > > Well, on the positive, given Im honest about my > > condition now the trepidation shouldnt be that > > great. So, what if it lasts a mere minute. > > > > Its women who complain. A minute of sex should be > > rewarding. > > > > You rock . We should crash TomKat wedding in > > India over the weekend. > > > > --------------------------------- > > Sponsored Link > > > > $420,000 Mortgage for $1,399/month - Think You Pay > > Too Much For Your Mortgage? Find Out! > > > > [Non-text portions of this message have been > > removed] > > > > > > > > > > > > Send instant messages to your online friends > > http://uk.messenger. > > > > [Non-text portions of this message have been > > removed] > > > > > > > > Send instant messages to your online friends > http://uk.messenger. > > > > > > Send instant messages to your online friends > http://uk.messenger. > > [Non-text portions of this message have been > removed] > > > __________________________________________________________ All new " The new Interface is stunning in its simplicity and ease of use. " - PC Magazine http://uk.docs./nowyoucan.html Send instant messages to your online friends http://uk.messenger. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted November 18, 2006 Report Share Posted November 18, 2006 i always get print outs of blood tests as yes some dovcs just think saying hi or lowe is good enough when onesa defintion of low is differant from theb labs to me my 7.6 nmol on total t is low so is my 2 lh 3 fsh they may just be weithin there ranges but for a guy of 40 yrs old are way off i had undescended testicles both till age of 22 i finally broke down and told someone at that age i had no balls and it all went fromn there had to go private on the op,as nhs wiuld keep me waiitng another 3 yrs i was told i was working and they had insurance i was on so it was done 3 weeks later but no one despite having a breakdown looked at weither my blood no checks on t/lsh/fsh etc and no one asking me how iwas!! i am presuming becaseu at age 9 you were diagnosed this has helped with ythe help you can get from NHS they love womene and kids first and so you being diagnosed at 9 at least eventually has allowed you to gwet support but i dont find anyone who has the knowledge i would not mind having details of ypour hospital and endo so ican at least see at some point if my doc can refer me,as we can go to any doc in uk so they say!! but only with referal that is. regards paul --- tim barnacle <tim_barnacle@...> wrote: > Yes primary. op for undescended testes at 9. part > successful. 25 years of wondering and wanting. > marriage, and secret relationship with work > colleague. breakdown not related to meds - work and > personal life. still have problems with > concentration, memory and lethargy, muscles and fat. > I changed from Sustanon 250 injections to gel once a > day - much better sleeping patterns, but had a time > when on no meds - lost a lot of weight but off work > for ages. have just received first results - from > the new endo - had to specifically ask, otherwise > just sent to the doc, and they dont think you want > to know - their interest is also onlt that t levels > are right, nothing else. will post when i find the > letter > > PS - I find my release and pleasure in > re-enactment - copy pic attached > regards > tim > > paul wey <promachief@...> wrote: > so your primary not secondary > > are your meds improving any part of you ie not just > sexual side which to me is only one small part,they > should be helping if you hsave > concentration/memory/lethargy/muscle and fat issues > > if you had a breakdwon it sounds like its not > helping > in the way you want. > > i was offered enthantate injections but as onlt > offerede on its own and no other ;look at hormones > that may also be out of balance ie estradoil or > further investigation then now way at moment > > he just rushed to give me a diagnosis of PAD without > even aknownloedging the info i had on hypo 2 just > dismissed it all as wrong > > do you mind saying what your testosterone and lh/fsh > were ? > > i have posted mine before and can again if you want > --- tim barnacle <tim_barnacle@...> wrote: > > > hi paul - not really seeing anyone who really > helps > > or understands primary. HRT here for men is not a > > priority, tend to see a consultant, then passed on > > to a lackey, they seem to be happy so long as you > > take the meds - there has never been any > > consideration for the mental side - had a > breakdown > > over this in Jan - slowly recovering and coming to > > terms with what I am, my lover has helped a great > > deal. > > > > It is NHS and it is poor. > > tim > > paul wey <promachief@...> wrote: > > while on are you seeing an endo in england > > on NHS or > > private? > > > > if so where and who and is he/she any good if NHS > > that > > is > > > > regards paul > > --- tim barnacle <tim_barnacle@...> wrote: > > > > > hi tim from England - just to let you know small > > > size is not a problem - have had some great sex > > > recently - also know how to please my partner in > > > other ways too. for your info, it is the first > two > > > inches that matter, where the woman is most > > > sensitive. I used to be hung about being touched > > and > > > loved not any more. > > > > > > tim > > > > > > ELLIOT BAKER <elliotbkr@...> wrote: > > > Hello , how was your day? > > > > > > So, it's not totally about your genitalia rather > a > > > phobia? > > > > > > Wow, you had a gf that was cool with your size > and > > > stuff, and yet you chouldn't do anything > sexually > > > with her? > > > > > > It does scare me a bit, whenever I guess God > > allows > > > me to be with a female, how it would feel to be > > > simply alone and touched. It will be orkward. I > > dont > > > know what Ill do if she starts kissing and stuff > > on > > > me. > > > > > > Well, on the positive, given Im honest about my > > > condition now the trepidation shouldnt be that > > > great. So, what if it lasts a mere minute. > > > > > > Its women who complain. A minute of sex should > be > > > rewarding. > > > > > > You rock . 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Guest guest Posted November 20, 2006 Report Share Posted November 20, 2006 HI elliot - nice to hear from someone who has been through it. I was close to being hospitalised too - was getting out of synch and upset as injections withdrawn in Jan, split up from my lover, and work were being shitty as well - confidence was not at all good at that time. What I have been able to do is let go of a lot of the hang ups. I no longer need or want testicular implants - not having the balls actually means my penis has more effect. yes I suffer from weight gain and low self esteem, listlessness at times, but I have also managed to off load a failed marriage that was eatimg me up because she knew the problems when we got together, then stated that the bad sex was a reason she was leaving. My lover is different - she is not in Uk, but I do see her fairly often and we do a lot of messenger chat, when I saw her last, we had fantastic sex which really felt for the first time like two people as one. I am 20 stone plu, but that does not matter to her she sees the person inside. My point? I am 44, and eventually, the right one will come along. tim ELLIOT BAKER <elliotbkr@...> wrote: I understand the breakdown reality. I had breakdowns all thru HS and then again in 03, where I was hospitalized. I had to lobby to get myself out after a few days. Their therapy was getting you fat with snacks daily along with meals. Oh, and for interns to treat your disorders with the same medications everyone else is taking. In total I saw an attending a mere 30 mins. I delt with the social worker to spring me out. Had to sign papers stating I was leaving under my own care. I realized after seeing the disorders for mental health, I was much stronger and can be helped in time. One of the odd things while I was there over the weekend, aside from being within a poorly un-organized and under-staffed pysho ward also very secure, a female actually thought I was cute and wanted a relationship with me. Once again I let my size get in the way, not to forget she was also in a physho ward! If all of us could be just like North and Mr Marcus......Size well of course.... Wow Tim has a lover.. That's so adult. I'll settle right now for a cheap feel as I mistakenly sit in a cute females lap from a bathroom break at the movies. --------------------------------- Sponsored Link Don't quit your job - take classes online and earn your degree in 1 year. Start Today Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted November 20, 2006 Report Share Posted November 20, 2006 Hello Tim, thanks for sharing. I was thinking about Testes implants along with penile implants and width implants. This is just a consideration; the prices are very expensive. Its difficult to find the right combination of anti depressiants, TRT, and other relative medications. But, it seems you are continuing on the right path. Ill take bad sex about now, given I dont know any different. I assume a vagina feels better than the hand so... I guess it would be bad for her if I cannot last longer. Havent been called lover yet, but havent be called stalker neither so... Cant wait until either or... --------------------------------- Sponsored Link Mortgage rates near 39yr lows. $420,000 Mortgage for $1,399/mo - Calculate new house payment Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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