Re: Having a Really bad day- Any advice is appreciated!

[Guest guest]

Krista good luck at your appointment today!

Re: Having a Really bad day- Any advice is appreciated!

Cherie- I think it is good that you are going home. Your body is notready for you to be back at work yet, and it sounds like it stillneeds a lot more healing. I hope you are able to take this week offtoo. Good luck with your 50 minute commute home (I have a 50 minutecommute too,) and your dentist appointment. Then, go home and get somesleep. Just take as much time as you need, the job will still be therewhen you are ready.I am seeing Dr. Huang this afternoon, I'm not looking forward to thedrive into downtown. But, I'll be okay. Going to go eat some lunch now.Love, Krista> > > > > >> > > > > > Hey Everyone- So, I think this probably the worst day I've > had > > > since> > > > > > explant. For the first week, while I was tired, I wasn't in > a > > > lot of> > > > > > pain other then the soreness in my breasts. The last couple > of > > > days,> > > > > > my strange all over achiness has returned. Today I just > felt so > > > bad,> > > > > > that I wanted to try anything to feel better. So, I took > one of > > > all > > > > > of> > > > > > the different vitamins I had (I know, stupid, but I'm just > so> > > > > > frustrated.) I think I probably took too many because I've > been> > > > > > feeling very nauseous for the past few hours. I am just so > > > > > frustrated> > > > > > and scared!> > > > > > My hubby has been home with me all weekend, and I feel like > he > > > keeps> > > > > > making excuses to leave the house. He says he just bored, > so he > > > > > keeps> > > > > > going to the gym, right now he said he is going on a walk > > > because he> > > > > > needs to get out of the house. While I know he loves me and > > > does not> > > > > > want to hurt me, this does hurt me. I feel like I am being > left> > > > > > behind. I've tried to talk to him, but he just does not get > it! > > > He> > > > > > said "I thought getting the implants out was going to take > care > > > of> > > > > > this?" I tried to tell him that I am going to need to work > at > > > it, so> > > > > > then he said "then why aren't you working at it, you aren't > > > doing> > > > > > anything." Then I asked what he thinks I should do, he > > > says "you > > > > > need> > > > > > to exercise, sitting on the couch is not going to make you > feel> > > > > > better." Maybe he's right, but I CAN'T exercise right now! > Not > > > just> > > > > > because I just had surgery 9 days ago but because my body > hurts > > > too> > > > > > much and I feel sick all the time! How do I get him to > > > understand > > > > > what> > > > > > I am going through and how he can support me? He's not very > > > good > > > > > with> > > > > > handling the ups and downs of life, he really likes things > to > > > be > > > > > even> > > > > > keel and when they're not, he gets really withdrawn, which > is > > > what > > > > > he> > > > > > is doing now. I just don't know what to do. I worry that we > > > won't > > > > > get> > > > > > through this because there just doesn't seem to be any > answers, > > > it's> > > > > > not like losing a job where you can just get another one to > fix > > > the> > > > > > problem. There is no fix!> > > > > > I am just beyond scared and depressed right now. I love my > > > husband > > > > > so> > > > > > much and I'm so tired of being sick. > > > > > > I've been eating as healthy as I can, resting...what else > is > > > there?> > > > > > Thanks for any advice.> > > > > > Love, Krista> > > > > >> > > > >> > > >> > >> >>

[Guest guest]

Hey Krista,

I just talked to my boss, she is letting me work from home tomorrow.

I am going to come in a bit on Wednesday, we're having a birthday

lunch for one of the employee's and we're going to the Cheesecake

Factory at the Arden Faire Mall....can't miss that! I'm off for the

rest of the week so that's a good thing. Hopefully I will be up to

being back to work full time in a week. I have a really great boss

and she's been so supportive, so I am very blessed to have this

wonderful lady in my life. Not sure if a male boss would have worked

in this situation. Good luck on your appt! Keep me posted

girlfriend, I want to know how you and Steph are doing.....we must

take care of each other!

Love ya!

Cherie

> > > > > > >

> > > > > > > Hey Everyone- So, I think this probably the worst day

I've

> > had

> > > > since

> > > > > > > explant. For the first week, while I was tired, I

wasn't in

> > a

> > > > lot of

> > > > > > > pain other then the soreness in my breasts. The last

couple

> > of

> > > > days,

> > > > > > > my strange all over achiness has returned. Today I just

> > felt so

> > > > bad,

> > > > > > > that I wanted to try anything to feel better. So, I

took

> > one of

> > > > all

> > > > > > of

> > > > > > > the different vitamins I had (I know, stupid, but I'm

just

> > so

> > > > > > > frustrated.) I think I probably took too many because

I've

> > been

> > > > > > > feeling very nauseous for the past few hours. I am just

so

> > > > > > frustrated

> > > > > > > and scared!

> > > > > > > My hubby has been home with me all weekend, and I feel

like

> > he

> > > > keeps

> > > > > > > making excuses to leave the house. He says he just

bored,

> > so he

> > > > > > keeps

> > > > > > > going to the gym, right now he said he is going on a

walk

> > > > because he

> > > > > > > needs to get out of the house. While I know he loves me

and

> > > > does not

> > > > > > > want to hurt me, this does hurt me. I feel like I am

being

> > left

> > > > > > > behind. I've tried to talk to him, but he just does not

get

> > it!

> > > > He

> > > > > > > said " I thought getting the implants out was going to

take

> > care

> > > > of

> > > > > > > this? " I tried to tell him that I am going to need to

work

> > at

> > > > it, so

> > > > > > > then he said " then why aren't you working at it, you

aren't

> > > > doing

> > > > > > > anything. " Then I asked what he thinks I should do, he

> > > > says " you

> > > > > > need

> > > > > > > to exercise, sitting on the couch is not going to make

you

> > feel

> > > > > > > better. " Maybe he's right, but I CAN'T exercise right

now!

> > Not

> > > > just

> > > > > > > because I just had surgery 9 days ago but because my

body

> > hurts

> > > > too

> > > > > > > much and I feel sick all the time! How do I get him to

> > > > understand

> > > > > > what

> > > > > > > I am going through and how he can support me? He's not

very

> > > > good

> > > > > > with

> > > > > > > handling the ups and downs of life, he really likes

things

> > to

> > > > be

> > > > > > even

> > > > > > > keel and when they're not, he gets really withdrawn,

which

> > is

> > > > what

> > > > > > he

> > > > > > > is doing now. I just don't know what to do. I worry

that we

> > > > won't

> > > > > > get

> > > > > > > through this because there just doesn't seem to be any

> > answers,

> > > > it's

> > > > > > > not like losing a job where you can just get another

one to

> > fix

> > > > the

> > > > > > > problem. There is no fix!

> > > > > > > I am just beyond scared and depressed right now. I love

my

> > > > husband

> > > > > > so

> > > > > > > much and I'm so tired of being sick.

> > > > > > > I've been eating as healthy as I can, resting...what

else

> > is

> > > > there?

> > > > > > > Thanks for any advice.

> > > > > > > Love, Krista

> > > > > > >

> > > > > >

> > > > >

> > > >

> > >

> >

>

[Guest guest]

Great, Cherie, glad to hear you have such an understanding boss.

Lynda

At 12:43 PM 11/19/2007, you wrote:

>Hey Krista,

>

>I just talked to my boss, she is letting me work from home tomorrow.

>I am going to come in a bit on Wednesday, we're having a birthday

>lunch for one of the employee's and we're going to the Cheesecake

>Factory at the Arden Faire Mall....can't miss that! I'm off for the

>rest of the week so that's a good thing. Hopefully I will be up to

>being back to work full time in a week. I have a really great boss

>and she's been so supportive, so I am very blessed to have this

>wonderful lady in my life. Not sure if a male boss would have worked

>in this situation. Good luck on your appt! Keep me posted

>girlfriend, I want to know how you and Steph are doing.....we must

>take care of each other!

>

>Love ya!

>Cherie

>

>

> > > > > > > >

> > > > > > > > Hey Everyone- So, I think this probably the worst day

>I've

> > > had

> > > > > since

> > > > > > > > explant. For the first week, while I was tired, I

>wasn't in

> > > a

> > > > > lot of

> > > > > > > > pain other then the soreness in my breasts. The last

>couple

> > > of

> > > > > days,

> > > > > > > > my strange all over achiness has returned. Today I just

> > > felt so

> > > > > bad,

> > > > > > > > that I wanted to try anything to feel better. So, I

>took

> > > one of

> > > > > all

> > > > > > > of

> > > > > > > > the different vitamins I had (I know, stupid, but I'm

>just

> > > so

> > > > > > > > frustrated.) I think I probably took too many because

>I've

> > > been

> > > > > > > > feeling very nauseous for the past few hours. I am just

>so

> > > > > > > frustrated

> > > > > > > > and scared!

> > > > > > > > My hubby has been home with me all weekend, and I feel

>like

> > > he

> > > > > keeps

> > > > > > > > making excuses to leave the house. He says he just

>bored,

> > > so he

> > > > > > > keeps

> > > > > > > > going to the gym, right now he said he is going on a

>walk

> > > > > because he

> > > > > > > > needs to get out of the house. While I know he loves me

>and

> > > > > does not

> > > > > > > > want to hurt me, this does hurt me. I feel like I am

>being

> > > left

> > > > > > > > behind. I've tried to talk to him, but he just does not

>get

> > > it!

> > > > > He

> > > > > > > > said " I thought getting the implants out was going to

>take

> > > care

> > > > > of

> > > > > > > > this? " I tried to tell him that I am going to need to

>work

> > > at

> > > > > it, so

> > > > > > > > then he said " then why aren't you working at it, you

>aren't

> > > > > doing

> > > > > > > > anything. " Then I asked what he thinks I should do, he

> > > > > says " you

> > > > > > > need

> > > > > > > > to exercise, sitting on the couch is not going to make

>you

> > > feel

> > > > > > > > better. " Maybe he's right, but I CAN'T exercise right

>now!

> > > Not

> > > > > just

> > > > > > > > because I just had surgery 9 days ago but because my

>body

> > > hurts

> > > > > too

> > > > > > > > much and I feel sick all the time! How do I get him to

> > > > > understand

> > > > > > > what

> > > > > > > > I am going through and how he can support me? He's not

>very

> > > > > good

> > > > > > > with

> > > > > > > > handling the ups and downs of life, he really likes

>things

> > > to

> > > > > be

> > > > > > > even

> > > > > > > > keel and when they're not, he gets really withdrawn,

>which

> > > is

> > > > > what

> > > > > > > he

> > > > > > > > is doing now. I just don't know what to do. I worry

>that we

> > > > > won't

> > > > > > > get

> > > > > > > > through this because there just doesn't seem to be any

> > > answers,

> > > > > it's

> > > > > > > > not like losing a job where you can just get another

>one to

> > > fix

> > > > > the

> > > > > > > > problem. There is no fix!

> > > > > > > > I am just beyond scared and depressed right now. I love

>my

> > > > > husband

> > > > > > > so

> > > > > > > > much and I'm so tired of being sick.

> > > > > > > > I've been eating as healthy as I can, resting...what

>else

> > > is

> > > > > there?

> > > > > > > > Thanks for any advice.

> > > > > > > > Love, Krista

> > > > > > > >

> > > > > > >

> > > > > >

> > > > >

> > > >

> > >

> >

>

>

[Guest guest]

I just got my foot patches in the mail today so I'm going to try it

tonight!

> > >

> > > Stephie,

> > >

> > > I can make myself sick by laying in bed all day . . . I start

> > feeling sluggish, heavy, depressed, etc.

> > >

> > > You don't have to stay up all day, or for long periods . . .

Just

> > get up as often as you can and move about as much as you

can. . . .

> > The more you move about, the better you'll feel. . . even if you

> > don't feel like getting up! . . .

> > >

> > > Having things that must be done helps. Set little goals and

> > deadline . . . You can do it!

> > >

> > > Hugs,

> > >

> > > Rogene

> > >

> >

>

[Guest guest]

Krista,

You have a good attitude. Sounds like you know his withdrawal is a

sign of his fear and you know that he loves you. When they love us so

much they just wish they could fix us. They don't like feeling

powerless either.

Hang in there...

> > > > >

> > > > > Hey Everyone- So, I think this probably the worst day I've had

> since

> > > > > explant. For the first week, while I was tired, I wasn't in a

> lot of

> > > > > pain other then the soreness in my breasts. The last couple of

> days,

> > > > > my strange all over achiness has returned. Today I just felt

> so bad,

> > > > > that I wanted to try anything to feel better. So, I took one

> of all

> > > > of

> > > > > the different vitamins I had (I know, stupid, but I'm just so

> > > > > frustrated.) I think I probably took too many because I've been

> > > > > feeling very nauseous for the past few hours. I am just so

> > > > frustrated

> > > > > and scared!

> > > > > My hubby has been home with me all weekend, and I feel like he

> keeps

> > > > > making excuses to leave the house. He says he just bored, so he

> > > > keeps

> > > > > going to the gym, right now he said he is going on a walk

> because he

> > > > > needs to get out of the house. While I know he loves me and

> does not

> > > > > want to hurt me, this does hurt me. I feel like I am being left

> > > > > behind. I've tried to talk to him, but he just does not get

it! He

> > > > > said " I thought getting the implants out was going to take

care of

> > > > > this? " I tried to tell him that I am going to need to work at

> it, so

> > > > > then he said " then why aren't you working at it, you aren't

doing

> > > > > anything. " Then I asked what he thinks I should do, he says

" you

> > > > need

> > > > > to exercise, sitting on the couch is not going to make you feel

> > > > > better. " Maybe he's right, but I CAN'T exercise right now! Not

> just

> > > > > because I just had surgery 9 days ago but because my body

> hurts too

> > > > > much and I feel sick all the time! How do I get him to

understand

> > > > what

> > > > > I am going through and how he can support me? He's not very

good

> > > > with

> > > > > handling the ups and downs of life, he really likes things

to be

> > > > even

> > > > > keel and when they're not, he gets really withdrawn, which is

> what

> > > > he

> > > > > is doing now. I just don't know what to do. I worry that we

won't

> > > > get

> > > > > through this because there just doesn't seem to be any

> answers, it's

> > > > > not like losing a job where you can just get another one to

> fix the

> > > > > problem. There is no fix!

> > > > > I am just beyond scared and depressed right now. I love my

> husband

> > > > so

> > > > > much and I'm so tired of being sick.

> > > > > I've been eating as healthy as I can, resting...what else is

> there?

> > > > > Thanks for any advice.

> > > > > Love, Krista

> > > > >

> > > >

> > >

> >

>

[Guest guest]

PH,

Let us know when you are in town. I would love to meet for lunch. I am sure we could find something healthy in Denver or Boulder.

I love Keystone! How fun.

I have met Lynda and : ) Lynn

Re: Having a Really bad day- Any advice is appreciated!

Krista, Try not to worry about having children. You're young and when you start feeling well enough, you can talk w/ a member, P, who completely recovered and has had two more healthy children. It can happen...you just have to be diligent in practicing health.I think my symptoms were actually worse than yours pre-explant. I became so confused that I went out to my car with the oven mit on and tried to drive with it!! Post explant, I lost vision in my left eye, which thank God, has returned. My symptoms became worse after explant and I was pretty messed up...I think it's from the heavy duty anesthesia and antibiotics.I still have occasional brain fog and occasional blurry vision but I have moments of clarity so I know I just need to get these toxins out and I'll be fine. My most troubling symptom today was fatigue but I've had a busy week.My family goes out to Keystone every

summer. I'll have to visit you and Lynn on my way out. have you two met? I live in St. Louis. I have family in Boulder so the next time I'm out there the three of us will have to meet up!! Love, PH> > > > > > >> > > > > > > Hey Everyone- So, I think this probably the worst day I've > > had > > > > since> > > > > > > explant. For the first week, while I was tired, I wasn't in > > a > > > > lot of> > > > > > > pain other then the soreness in my breasts. The last couple > > of > > > > days,> > > > > > > my strange all over achiness has returned. Today I just > > felt so > > > > bad,> > > > > > > that I wanted to try anything to feel better. So, I took > > one of > >

> > all > > > > > > of> > > > > > > the different vitamins I had (I know, stupid, but I'm just > > so> > > > > > > frustrated.) I think I probably took too many because I've > > been> > > > > > > feeling very nauseous for the past few hours. I am just so > > > > > > frustrated> > > > > > > and scared!> > > > > > > My hubby has been home with me all weekend, and I feel like > > he > > > > keeps> > > > > > > making excuses to leave the house. He says he just bored, > > so he > > > > > > keeps> > > > > > > going to the gym, right now he said he is going on a walk > > > > because he> > > > > > >

needs to get out of the house. While I know he loves me and > > > > does not> > > > > > > want to hurt me, this does hurt me. I feel like I am being > > left> > > > > > > behind. I've tried to talk to him, but he just does not get > > it! > > > > He> > > > > > > said "I thought getting the implants out was going to take > > care > > > > of> > > > > > > this?" I tried to tell him that I am going to need to work > > at > > > > it, so> > > > > > > then he said "then why aren't you working at it, you aren't > > > > doing> > > > > > > anything." Then I asked what he thinks I should do, he > > > > says "you > > > > > > need>

> > > > > > to exercise, sitting on the couch is not going to make you > > feel> > > > > > > better." Maybe he's right, but I CAN'T exercise right now! > > Not > > > > just> > > > > > > because I just had surgery 9 days ago but because my body > > hurts > > > > too> > > > > > > much and I feel sick all the time! How do I get him to > > > > understand > > > > > > what> > > > > > > I am going through and how he can support me? He's not very > > > > good > > > > > > with> > > > > > > handling the ups and downs of life, he really likes things > > to > > > > be > > > > > > even> > > > > > >

keel and when they're not, he gets really withdrawn, which > > is > > > > what > > > > > > he> > > > > > > is doing now. I just don't know what to do. I worry that we > > > > won't > > > > > > get> > > > > > > through this because there just doesn't seem to be any > > answers, > > > > it's> > > > > > > not like losing a job where you can just get another one to > > fix > > > > the> > > > > > > problem. There is no fix!> > > > > > > I am just beyond scared and depressed right now. I love my > > > > husband > > > > > > so> > > > > > > much and I'm so tired of being sick. > > > > > > > I've been

eating as healthy as I can, resting...what else > > is > > > > there?> > > > > > > Thanks for any advice.> > > > > > > Love, Krista> > > > > > >> > > > > >> > > > >> > > >> > >> >>

[Guest guest]

I'll definitely let you know, Lynn. It'd be fun for sure. My boys

love Keystone, especially River Run Village. It's our annual family

trip with my husband's sisters and their kids...20 of us in all. We

all pile in our cars and caravan out there. So beautiful up in the

mountains!

It's great that you've met Lynda and . If they're out there too

I'd love to meet them. I don't know where everyone lives. We should

have a reunion for all of us in 5 years when we're all completely

healthy! - PH

> > > > > > > >

> > > > > > > > Hey Everyone- So, I think this probably the worst day

> I've

> > > had

> > > > > since

> > > > > > > > explant. For the first week, while I was tired, I

> wasn't in

> > > a

> > > > > lot of

> > > > > > > > pain other then the soreness in my breasts. The last

> couple

> > > of

> > > > > days,

> > > > > > > > my strange all over achiness has returned. Today I

just

> > > felt so

> > > > > bad,

> > > > > > > > that I wanted to try anything to feel better. So, I

> took

> > > one of

> > > > > all

> > > > > > > of

> > > > > > > > the different vitamins I had (I know, stupid, but I'm

> just

> > > so

> > > > > > > > frustrated.) I think I probably took too many because

> I've

> > > been

> > > > > > > > feeling very nauseous for the past few hours. I am

just

> so

> > > > > > > frustrated

> > > > > > > > and scared!

> > > > > > > > My hubby has been home with me all weekend, and I

feel

> like

> > > he

> > > > > keeps

> > > > > > > > making excuses to leave the house. He says he just

> bored,

> > > so he

> > > > > > > keeps

> > > > > > > > going to the gym, right now he said he is going on a

> walk

> > > > > because he

> > > > > > > > needs to get out of the house. While I know he loves

me

> and

> > > > > does not

> > > > > > > > want to hurt me, this does hurt me. I feel like I am

> being

> > > left

> > > > > > > > behind. I've tried to talk to him, but he just does

not

> get

> > > it!

> > > > > He

> > > > > > > > said " I thought getting the implants out was going to

> take

> > > care

> > > > > of

> > > > > > > > this? " I tried to tell him that I am going to need to

> work

> > > at

> > > > > it, so

> > > > > > > > then he said " then why aren't you working at it, you

> aren't

> > > > > doing

> > > > > > > > anything. " Then I asked what he thinks I should do,

he

> > > > > says " you

> > > > > > > need

> > > > > > > > to exercise, sitting on the couch is not going to

make

> you

> > > feel

> > > > > > > > better. " Maybe he's right, but I CAN'T exercise right

> now!

> > > Not

> > > > > just

> > > > > > > > because I just had surgery 9 days ago but because my

> body

> > > hurts

> > > > > too

> > > > > > > > much and I feel sick all the time! How do I get him

to

> > > > > understand

> > > > > > > what

> > > > > > > > I am going through and how he can support me? He's

not

> very

> > > > > good

> > > > > > > with

> > > > > > > > handling the ups and downs of life, he really likes

> things

> > > to

> > > > > be

> > > > > > > even

> > > > > > > > keel and when they're not, he gets really withdrawn,

> which

> > > is

> > > > > what

> > > > > > > he

> > > > > > > > is doing now. I just don't know what to do. I worry

> that we

> > > > > won't

> > > > > > > get

> > > > > > > > through this because there just doesn't seem to be

any

> > > answers,

> > > > > it's

> > > > > > > > not like losing a job where you can just get another

> one to

> > > fix

> > > > > the

> > > > > > > > problem. There is no fix!

> > > > > > > > I am just beyond scared and depressed right now. I

love

> my

> > > > > husband

> > > > > > > so

> > > > > > > > much and I'm so tired of being sick.

> > > > > > > > I've been eating as healthy as I can, resting...what

> else

> > > is

> > > > > there?

> > > > > > > > Thanks for any advice.

> > > > > > > > Love, Krista

> > > > > > > >

> > > > > > >

> > > > > >

> > > > >

> > > >

> > >

> >

>

[Guest guest]

Steph,

I did the on-line diet and yes, Whole Foods had nearly everything I needed. Lynn

Re: Having a Really bad day- Any advice is appreciated!

Thanks Rogene, I joined online today at the website. Would Whole Foods have all of the ingredients that the recipes call for?>> Stephie,> > If I had to chose the most important thing in getting better after implants, it would be to eat a very healthy diet. . . .> > The Maker's Diet is an outstanding place to start. . . .> > Everything else can come later.> > Hugs,> > Rogene>

[Guest guest]

Yeah- Doesn't live in Colorado too? The next time PH is in

Colorado, we'll all have to get together, and whoever else can. The

mountains would be a beautiful spot for a get-together/reunion for us,

and Colorado is pretty centralized and easy to get to from other

states. PH, are you going to tell us your real name when we meet you?

Hehehehehe....

Love, Krista

> > > > > > > > >

> > > > > > > > > Hey Everyone- So, I think this probably the worst day

> > I've

> > > > had

> > > > > > since

> > > > > > > > > explant. For the first week, while I was tired, I

> > wasn't in

> > > > a

> > > > > > lot of

> > > > > > > > > pain other then the soreness in my breasts. The last

> > couple

> > > > of

> > > > > > days,

> > > > > > > > > my strange all over achiness has returned. Today I

> just

> > > > felt so

> > > > > > bad,

> > > > > > > > > that I wanted to try anything to feel better. So, I

> > took

> > > > one of

> > > > > > all

> > > > > > > > of

> > > > > > > > > the different vitamins I had (I know, stupid, but I'm

> > just

> > > > so

> > > > > > > > > frustrated.) I think I probably took too many because

> > I've

> > > > been

> > > > > > > > > feeling very nauseous for the past few hours. I am

> just

> > so

> > > > > > > > frustrated

> > > > > > > > > and scared!

> > > > > > > > > My hubby has been home with me all weekend, and I

> feel

> > like

> > > > he

> > > > > > keeps

> > > > > > > > > making excuses to leave the house. He says he just

> > bored,

> > > > so he

> > > > > > > > keeps

> > > > > > > > > going to the gym, right now he said he is going on a

> > walk

> > > > > > because he

> > > > > > > > > needs to get out of the house. While I know he loves

> me

> > and

> > > > > > does not

> > > > > > > > > want to hurt me, this does hurt me. I feel like I am

> > being

> > > > left

> > > > > > > > > behind. I've tried to talk to him, but he just does

> not

> > get

> > > > it!

> > > > > > He

> > > > > > > > > said " I thought getting the implants out was going to

> > take

> > > > care

> > > > > > of

> > > > > > > > > this? " I tried to tell him that I am going to need to

> > work

> > > > at

> > > > > > it, so

> > > > > > > > > then he said " then why aren't you working at it, you

> > aren't

> > > > > > doing

> > > > > > > > > anything. " Then I asked what he thinks I should do,

> he

> > > > > > says " you

> > > > > > > > need

> > > > > > > > > to exercise, sitting on the couch is not going to

> make

> > you

> > > > feel

> > > > > > > > > better. " Maybe he's right, but I CAN'T exercise right

> > now!

> > > > Not

> > > > > > just

> > > > > > > > > because I just had surgery 9 days ago but because my

> > body

> > > > hurts

> > > > > > too

> > > > > > > > > much and I feel sick all the time! How do I get him

> to

> > > > > > understand

> > > > > > > > what

> > > > > > > > > I am going through and how he can support me? He's

> not

> > very

> > > > > > good

> > > > > > > > with

> > > > > > > > > handling the ups and downs of life, he really likes

> > things

> > > > to

> > > > > > be

> > > > > > > > even

> > > > > > > > > keel and when they're not, he gets really withdrawn,

> > which

> > > > is

> > > > > > what

> > > > > > > > he

> > > > > > > > > is doing now. I just don't know what to do. I worry

> > that we

> > > > > > won't

> > > > > > > > get

> > > > > > > > > through this because there just doesn't seem to be

> any

> > > > answers,

> > > > > > it's

> > > > > > > > > not like losing a job where you can just get another

> > one to

> > > > fix

> > > > > > the

> > > > > > > > > problem. There is no fix!

> > > > > > > > > I am just beyond scared and depressed right now. I

> love

> > my

> > > > > > husband

> > > > > > > > so

> > > > > > > > > much and I'm so tired of being sick.

> > > > > > > > > I've been eating as healthy as I can, resting...what

> > else

> > > > is

> > > > > > there?

> > > > > > > > > Thanks for any advice.

> > > > > > > > > Love, Krista

> > > > > > > > >

> > > > > > > >

> > > > > > >

> > > > > >

> > > > >

> > > >

> > >

> >

>

[Guest guest]

Lynda- Are you in Colorado too?

> > > > > > > > >

> > > > > > > > > Hey Everyone- So, I think this probably the worst day

> >I've

> > > > had

> > > > > > since

> > > > > > > > > explant. For the first week, while I was tired, I

> >wasn't in

> > > > a

> > > > > > lot of

> > > > > > > > > pain other then the soreness in my breasts. The last

> >couple

> > > > of

> > > > > > days,

> > > > > > > > > my strange all over achiness has returned. Today I just

> > > > felt so

> > > > > > bad,

> > > > > > > > > that I wanted to try anything to feel better. So, I

> >took

> > > > one of

> > > > > > all

> > > > > > > > of

> > > > > > > > > the different vitamins I had (I know, stupid, but I'm

> >just

> > > > so

> > > > > > > > > frustrated.) I think I probably took too many because

> >I've

> > > > been

> > > > > > > > > feeling very nauseous for the past few hours. I am just

> >so

> > > > > > > > frustrated

> > > > > > > > > and scared!

> > > > > > > > > My hubby has been home with me all weekend, and I feel

> >like

> > > > he

> > > > > > keeps

> > > > > > > > > making excuses to leave the house. He says he just

> >bored,

> > > > so he

> > > > > > > > keeps

> > > > > > > > > going to the gym, right now he said he is going on a

> >walk

> > > > > > because he

> > > > > > > > > needs to get out of the house. While I know he loves me

> >and

> > > > > > does not

> > > > > > > > > want to hurt me, this does hurt me. I feel like I am

> >being

> > > > left

> > > > > > > > > behind. I've tried to talk to him, but he just does not

> >get

> > > > it!

> > > > > > He

> > > > > > > > > said " I thought getting the implants out was going to

> >take

> > > > care

> > > > > > of

> > > > > > > > > this? " I tried to tell him that I am going to need to

> >work

> > > > at

> > > > > > it, so

> > > > > > > > > then he said " then why aren't you working at it, you

> >aren't

> > > > > > doing

> > > > > > > > > anything. " Then I asked what he thinks I should do, he

> > > > > > says " you

> > > > > > > > need

> > > > > > > > > to exercise, sitting on the couch is not going to make

> >you

> > > > feel

> > > > > > > > > better. " Maybe he's right, but I CAN'T exercise right

> >now!

> > > > Not

> > > > > > just

> > > > > > > > > because I just had surgery 9 days ago but because my

> >body

> > > > hurts

> > > > > > too

> > > > > > > > > much and I feel sick all the time! How do I get him to

> > > > > > understand

> > > > > > > > what

> > > > > > > > > I am going through and how he can support me? He's not

> >very

> > > > > > good

> > > > > > > > with

> > > > > > > > > handling the ups and downs of life, he really likes

> >things

> > > > to

> > > > > > be

> > > > > > > > even

> > > > > > > > > keel and when they're not, he gets really withdrawn,

> >which

> > > > is

> > > > > > what

> > > > > > > > he

> > > > > > > > > is doing now. I just don't know what to do. I worry

> >that we

> > > > > > won't

> > > > > > > > get

> > > > > > > > > through this because there just doesn't seem to be any

> > > > answers,

> > > > > > it's

> > > > > > > > > not like losing a job where you can just get another

> >one to

> > > > fix

> > > > > > the

> > > > > > > > > problem. There is no fix!

> > > > > > > > > I am just beyond scared and depressed right now. I love

> >my

> > > > > > husband

> > > > > > > > so

> > > > > > > > > much and I'm so tired of being sick.

> > > > > > > > > I've been eating as healthy as I can, resting...what

> >else

> > > > is

> > > > > > there?

> > > > > > > > > Thanks for any advice.

> > > > > > > > > Love, Krista

> > > > > > > > >

> > > > > > > >

> > > > > > >

> > > > > >

> > > > >

> > > >

> > >

> >

> >

> >

>

[Guest guest]

Turley's Restaurant in Boulder. Great food, healthy.

Lynda

At 06:07 PM 11/19/2007, you wrote:

>PH,

>

>Let us know when you are in town. I would love

>to meet for lunch. I am sure we could find

>something healthy in Denver or Boulder.

>

>I love Keystone! How fun.

>

>I have met Lynda and : )

>

>Lynn

>

>

> Re: Having a Really bad

>day- Any advice is appreciated!

>

>Krista, Try not to worry about having children. You're young and

>when you start feeling well enough, you can talk w/ a member,

>P, who completely recovered and has had two more healthy children.

>It can happen...you just have to be diligent in practicing health.

>

>I think my symptoms were actually worse than yours pre-explant. I

>became so confused that I went out to my car with the oven mit on and

>tried to drive with it!! Post explant, I lost vision in my left eye,

>which thank God, has returned. My symptoms became worse after

>explant and I was pretty messed up...I think it's from the heavy duty

>anesthesia and antibiotics.

>

>I still have occasional brain fog and occasional blurry vision but I

>have moments of clarity so I know I just need to get these toxins out

>and I'll be fine. My most troubling symptom today was fatigue but

>I've had a busy week.

>

>My family goes out to Keystone every summer. I'll have to visit you

>and Lynn on my way out. have you two met? I live in St. Louis. I

>have family in Boulder so the next time I'm out there the three of us

>will have to meet up!! Love, PH

>

>

> > > > > > > >

> > > > > > > > Hey Everyone- So, I think this probably the worst day

>I've

> > > had

> > > > > since

> > > > > > > > explant. For the first week, while I was tired, I

>wasn't in

> > > a

> > > > > lot of

> > > > > > > > pain other then the soreness in my breasts. The last

>couple

> > > of

> > > > > days,

> > > > > > > > my strange all over achiness has returned. Today I just

> > > felt so

> > > > > bad,

> > > > > > > > that I wanted to try anything to feel better. So, I

>took

> > > one of

> > > > > all

> > > > > > > of

> > > > > > > > the different vitamins I had (I know, stupid, but I'm

>just

> > > so

> > > > > > > > frustrated.) I think I probably took too many because

>I've

> > > been

> > > > > > > > feeling very nauseous for the past few hours. I am just

>so

> > > > > > > frustrated

> > > > > > > > and scared!

> > > > > > > > My hubby has been home with me all weekend, and I feel

>like

> > > he

> > > > > keeps

> > > > > > > > making excuses to leave the house. He says he just

>bored,

> > > so he

> > > > > > > keeps

> > > > > > > > going to the gym, right now he said he is going on a

>walk

> > > > > because he

> > > > > > > > needs to get out of the house. While I know he loves me

>and

> > > > > does not

> > > > > > > > want to hurt me, this does hurt me. I feel like I am

>being

> > > left

> > > > > > > > behind. I've tried to talk to him, but he just does not

>get

> > > it!

> > > > > He

> > > > > > > > said " I thought getting the implants out was going to

>take

> > > care

> > > > > of

> > > > > > > > this? " I tried to tell him that I am going to need to

>work

> > > at

> > > > > it, so

> > > > > > > > then he said " then why aren't you working at it, you

>aren't

> > > > > doing

> > > > > > > > anything. " Then I asked what he thinks I should do, he

> > > > > says " you

> > > > > > > need

> > > > > > > > to exercise, sitting on the couch is not going to make

>you

> > > feel

> > > > > > > > better. " Maybe he's right, but I CAN'T exercise right

>now!

> > > Not

> > > > > just

> > > > > > > > because I just had surgery 9 days ago but because my

>body

> > > hurts

> > > > > too

> > > > > > > > much and I feel sick all the time! How do I get him to

> > > > > understand

> > > > > > > what

> > > > > > > > I am going through and how he can support me? He's not

>very

> > > > > good

> > > > > > > with

> > > > > > > > handling the ups and downs of life, he really likes

>things

> > > to

> > > > > be

> > > > > > > even

> > > > > > > > keel and when they're not, he gets really withdrawn,

>which

> > > is

> > > > > what

> > > > > > > he

> > > > > > > > is doing now. I just don't know what to do. I worry

>that we

> > > > > won't

> > > > > > > get

> > > > > > > > through this because there just doesn't seem to be any

> > > answers,

> > > > > it's

> > > > > > > > not like losing a job where you can just get another

>one to

> > > fix

> > > > > the

> > > > > > > > problem. There is no fix!

> > > > > > > > I am just beyond scared and depressed right now. I love

>my

> > > > > husband

> > > > > > > so

> > > > > > > > much and I'm so tired of being sick.

> > > > > > > > I've been eating as healthy as I can, resting...what

>else

> > > is

> > > > > there?

> > > > > > > > Thanks for any advice.

> > > > > > > > Love, Krista

> > > > > > > >

> > > > > > >

> > > > > >

> > > > >

> > > >

> > >

> >

>

>

>

[Guest guest]

Yes, about 30 minutes from Lynn, 60 minutes from Boulder, a little

more to downtown Denver, especially with traffic.

Lynda

At 06:25 PM 11/19/2007, you wrote:

>Lynda- Are you in Colorado too?

>

>

> > > > > > > > > >

> > > > > > > > > > Hey Everyone- So, I think this probably the worst day

> > >I've

> > > > > had

> > > > > > > since

> > > > > > > > > > explant. For the first week, while I was tired, I

> > >wasn't in

> > > > > a

> > > > > > > lot of

> > > > > > > > > > pain other then the soreness in my breasts. The last

> > >couple

> > > > > of

> > > > > > > days,

> > > > > > > > > > my strange all over achiness has returned. Today I just

> > > > > felt so

> > > > > > > bad,

> > > > > > > > > > that I wanted to try anything to feel better. So, I

> > >took

> > > > > one of

> > > > > > > all

> > > > > > > > > of

> > > > > > > > > > the different vitamins I had (I know, stupid, but I'm

> > >just

> > > > > so

> > > > > > > > > > frustrated.) I think I probably took too many because

> > >I've

> > > > > been

> > > > > > > > > > feeling very nauseous for the past few hours. I am just

> > >so

> > > > > > > > > frustrated

> > > > > > > > > > and scared!

> > > > > > > > > > My hubby has been home with me all weekend, and I feel

> > >like

> > > > > he

> > > > > > > keeps

> > > > > > > > > > making excuses to leave the house. He says he just

> > >bored,

> > > > > so he

> > > > > > > > > keeps

> > > > > > > > > > going to the gym, right now he said he is going on a

> > >walk

> > > > > > > because he

> > > > > > > > > > needs to get out of the house. While I know he loves me

> > >and

> > > > > > > does not

> > > > > > > > > > want to hurt me, this does hurt me. I feel like I am

> > >being

> > > > > left

> > > > > > > > > > behind. I've tried to talk to him, but he just does not

> > >get

> > > > > it!

> > > > > > > He

> > > > > > > > > > said " I thought getting the implants out was going to

> > >take

> > > > > care

> > > > > > > of

> > > > > > > > > > this? " I tried to tell him that I am going to need to

> > >work

> > > > > at

> > > > > > > it, so

> > > > > > > > > > then he said " then why aren't you working at it, you

> > >aren't

> > > > > > > doing

> > > > > > > > > > anything. " Then I asked what he thinks I should do, he

> > > > > > > says " you

> > > > > > > > > need

> > > > > > > > > > to exercise, sitting on the couch is not going to make

> > >you

> > > > > feel

> > > > > > > > > > better. " Maybe he's right, but I CAN'T exercise right

> > >now!

> > > > > Not

> > > > > > > just

> > > > > > > > > > because I just had surgery 9 days ago but because my

> > >body

> > > > > hurts

> > > > > > > too

> > > > > > > > > > much and I feel sick all the time! How do I get him to

> > > > > > > understand

> > > > > > > > > what

> > > > > > > > > > I am going through and how he can support me? He's not

> > >very

> > > > > > > good

> > > > > > > > > with

> > > > > > > > > > handling the ups and downs of life, he really likes

> > >things

> > > > > to

> > > > > > > be

> > > > > > > > > even

> > > > > > > > > > keel and when they're not, he gets really withdrawn,

> > >which

> > > > > is

> > > > > > > what

> > > > > > > > > he

> > > > > > > > > > is doing now. I just don't know what to do. I worry

> > >that we

> > > > > > > won't

> > > > > > > > > get

> > > > > > > > > > through this because there just doesn't seem to be any

> > > > > answers,

> > > > > > > it's

> > > > > > > > > > not like losing a job where you can just get another

> > >one to

> > > > > fix

> > > > > > > the

> > > > > > > > > > problem. There is no fix!

> > > > > > > > > > I am just beyond scared and depressed right now. I love

> > >my

> > > > > > > husband

> > > > > > > > > so

> > > > > > > > > > much and I'm so tired of being sick.

> > > > > > > > > > I've been eating as healthy as I can, resting...what

> > >else

> > > > > is

> > > > > > > there?

> > > > > > > > > > Thanks for any advice.

> > > > > > > > > > Love, Krista

> > > > > > > > > >

> > > > > > > > >

> > > > > > > >

> > > > > > >

> > > > > >

> > > > >

> > > >

> > >

> > >

> > >

> >

>

>

[Guest guest]

Wow- I am just north of Denver. I am about 45 minutes from Lynn.

~Krista

> > > > > > > > > > >

> > > > > > > > > > > Hey Everyone- So, I think this probably the

worst day

> > > >I've

> > > > > > had

> > > > > > > > since

> > > > > > > > > > > explant. For the first week, while I was tired, I

> > > >wasn't in

> > > > > > a

> > > > > > > > lot of

> > > > > > > > > > > pain other then the soreness in my breasts. The last

> > > >couple

> > > > > > of

> > > > > > > > days,

> > > > > > > > > > > my strange all over achiness has returned. Today

I just

> > > > > > felt so

> > > > > > > > bad,

> > > > > > > > > > > that I wanted to try anything to feel better. So, I

> > > >took

> > > > > > one of

> > > > > > > > all

> > > > > > > > > > of

> > > > > > > > > > > the different vitamins I had (I know, stupid,

but I'm

> > > >just

> > > > > > so

> > > > > > > > > > > frustrated.) I think I probably took too many

because

> > > >I've

> > > > > > been

> > > > > > > > > > > feeling very nauseous for the past few hours. I

am just

> > > >so

> > > > > > > > > > frustrated

> > > > > > > > > > > and scared!

> > > > > > > > > > > My hubby has been home with me all weekend, and

I feel

> > > >like

> > > > > > he

> > > > > > > > keeps

> > > > > > > > > > > making excuses to leave the house. He says he just

> > > >bored,

> > > > > > so he

> > > > > > > > > > keeps

> > > > > > > > > > > going to the gym, right now he said he is going on a

> > > >walk

> > > > > > > > because he

> > > > > > > > > > > needs to get out of the house. While I know he

loves me

> > > >and

> > > > > > > > does not

> > > > > > > > > > > want to hurt me, this does hurt me. I feel like I am

> > > >being

> > > > > > left

> > > > > > > > > > > behind. I've tried to talk to him, but he just

does not

> > > >get

> > > > > > it!

> > > > > > > > He

> > > > > > > > > > > said " I thought getting the implants out was

going to

> > > >take

> > > > > > care

> > > > > > > > of

> > > > > > > > > > > this? " I tried to tell him that I am going to

need to

> > > >work

> > > > > > at

> > > > > > > > it, so

> > > > > > > > > > > then he said " then why aren't you working at it, you

> > > >aren't

> > > > > > > > doing

> > > > > > > > > > > anything. " Then I asked what he thinks I should

do, he

> > > > > > > > says " you

> > > > > > > > > > need

> > > > > > > > > > > to exercise, sitting on the couch is not going

to make

> > > >you

> > > > > > feel

> > > > > > > > > > > better. " Maybe he's right, but I CAN'T exercise

right

> > > >now!

> > > > > > Not

> > > > > > > > just

> > > > > > > > > > > because I just had surgery 9 days ago but because my

> > > >body

> > > > > > hurts

> > > > > > > > too

> > > > > > > > > > > much and I feel sick all the time! How do I get

him to

> > > > > > > > understand

> > > > > > > > > > what

> > > > > > > > > > > I am going through and how he can support me?

He's not

> > > >very

> > > > > > > > good

> > > > > > > > > > with

> > > > > > > > > > > handling the ups and downs of life, he really likes

> > > >things

> > > > > > to

> > > > > > > > be

> > > > > > > > > > even

> > > > > > > > > > > keel and when they're not, he gets really withdrawn,

> > > >which

> > > > > > is

> > > > > > > > what

> > > > > > > > > > he

> > > > > > > > > > > is doing now. I just don't know what to do. I worry

> > > >that we

> > > > > > > > won't

> > > > > > > > > > get

> > > > > > > > > > > through this because there just doesn't seem to

be any

> > > > > > answers,

> > > > > > > > it's

> > > > > > > > > > > not like losing a job where you can just get another

> > > >one to

> > > > > > fix

> > > > > > > > the

> > > > > > > > > > > problem. There is no fix!

> > > > > > > > > > > I am just beyond scared and depressed right now.

I love

> > > >my

> > > > > > > > husband

> > > > > > > > > > so

> > > > > > > > > > > much and I'm so tired of being sick.

> > > > > > > > > > > I've been eating as healthy as I can, resting...what

> > > >else

> > > > > > is

> > > > > > > > there?

> > > > > > > > > > > Thanks for any advice.

> > > > > > > > > > > Love, Krista

> > > > > > > > > > >

> > > > > > > > > >

> > > > > > > > >

> > > > > > > >

> > > > > > >

> > > > > >

> > > > >

> > > >

> > > >

> > > >

> > >

> >

> >

>

[Guest guest]

Krista, LOL, I've already been kidded about that by others here on

the forum! I didn't sign in as perfecthealth to be completely

anonymous but more so that I knew I wanted perfect health and felt if

I was going to be typing it several times a day, I wanted something

positive. I had signed in on an anemia health forum and celiac one

and just thought I'd use the same username.

At the same time, I thought by joining this forum I'd write a couple

messages and realize that it wasn't my implants making me sick after

all...at least that's what I had hoped. But I guess it hasn't been

all that bad as I've had wonderful support and met wonderful

women!!! Anyway, my first name is Carlin. - PH

> > > > > > > > > >

> > > > > > > > > > Hey Everyone- So, I think this probably the worst

day

> > > I've

> > > > > had

> > > > > > > since

> > > > > > > > > > explant. For the first week, while I was tired, I

> > > wasn't in

> > > > > a

> > > > > > > lot of

> > > > > > > > > > pain other then the soreness in my breasts. The

last

> > > couple

> > > > > of

> > > > > > > days,

> > > > > > > > > > my strange all over achiness has returned. Today

I

> > just

> > > > > felt so

> > > > > > > bad,

> > > > > > > > > > that I wanted to try anything to feel better. So,

I

> > > took

> > > > > one of

> > > > > > > all

> > > > > > > > > of

> > > > > > > > > > the different vitamins I had (I know, stupid, but

I'm

> > > just

> > > > > so

> > > > > > > > > > frustrated.) I think I probably took too many

because

> > > I've

> > > > > been

> > > > > > > > > > feeling very nauseous for the past few hours. I

am

> > just

> > > so

> > > > > > > > > frustrated

> > > > > > > > > > and scared!

> > > > > > > > > > My hubby has been home with me all weekend, and I

> > feel

> > > like

> > > > > he

> > > > > > > keeps

> > > > > > > > > > making excuses to leave the house. He says he

just

> > > bored,

> > > > > so he

> > > > > > > > > keeps

> > > > > > > > > > going to the gym, right now he said he is going

on a

> > > walk

> > > > > > > because he

> > > > > > > > > > needs to get out of the house. While I know he

loves

> > me

> > > and

> > > > > > > does not

> > > > > > > > > > want to hurt me, this does hurt me. I feel like I

am

> > > being

> > > > > left

> > > > > > > > > > behind. I've tried to talk to him, but he just

does

> > not

> > > get

> > > > > it!

> > > > > > > He

> > > > > > > > > > said " I thought getting the implants out was

going to

> > > take

> > > > > care

> > > > > > > of

> > > > > > > > > > this? " I tried to tell him that I am going to

need to

> > > work

> > > > > at

> > > > > > > it, so

> > > > > > > > > > then he said " then why aren't you working at it,

you

> > > aren't

> > > > > > > doing

> > > > > > > > > > anything. " Then I asked what he thinks I should

do,

> > he

> > > > > > > says " you

> > > > > > > > > need

> > > > > > > > > > to exercise, sitting on the couch is not going to

> > make

> > > you

> > > > > feel

> > > > > > > > > > better. " Maybe he's right, but I CAN'T exercise

right

> > > now!

> > > > > Not

> > > > > > > just

> > > > > > > > > > because I just had surgery 9 days ago but because

my

> > > body

> > > > > hurts

> > > > > > > too

> > > > > > > > > > much and I feel sick all the time! How do I get

him

> > to

> > > > > > > understand

> > > > > > > > > what

> > > > > > > > > > I am going through and how he can support me?

He's

> > not

> > > very

> > > > > > > good

> > > > > > > > > with

> > > > > > > > > > handling the ups and downs of life, he really

likes

> > > things

> > > > > to

> > > > > > > be

> > > > > > > > > even

> > > > > > > > > > keel and when they're not, he gets really

withdrawn,

> > > which

> > > > > is

> > > > > > > what

> > > > > > > > > he

> > > > > > > > > > is doing now. I just don't know what to do. I

worry

> > > that we

> > > > > > > won't

> > > > > > > > > get

> > > > > > > > > > through this because there just doesn't seem to

be

> > any

> > > > > answers,

> > > > > > > it's

> > > > > > > > > > not like losing a job where you can just get

another

> > > one to

> > > > > fix

> > > > > > > the

> > > > > > > > > > problem. There is no fix!

> > > > > > > > > > I am just beyond scared and depressed right now.

I

> > love

> > > my

> > > > > > > husband

> > > > > > > > > so

> > > > > > > > > > much and I'm so tired of being sick.

> > > > > > > > > > I've been eating as healthy as I can,

resting...what

> > > else

> > > > > is

> > > > > > > there?

> > > > > > > > > > Thanks for any advice.

> > > > > > > > > > Love, Krista

> > > > > > > > > >

> > > > > > > > >

> > > > > > > >

> > > > > > >

> > > > > >

> > > > >

> > > >

> > >

> >

>

[Guest guest]

Krista,

You and I and Lynn must live pretty close in location.

I am in Greeley.

Lynda

At 06:31 PM 11/19/2007, you wrote:

>Wow- I am just north of Denver. I am about 45 minutes from Lynn.

>~Krista

>

>

> > > > > > > > > > > >

> > > > > > > > > > > > Hey Everyone- So, I think this probably the

>worst day

> > > > >I've

> > > > > > > had

> > > > > > > > > since

> > > > > > > > > > > > explant. For the first week, while I was tired, I

> > > > >wasn't in

> > > > > > > a

> > > > > > > > > lot of

> > > > > > > > > > > > pain other then the soreness in my breasts. The last

> > > > >couple

> > > > > > > of

> > > > > > > > > days,

> > > > > > > > > > > > my strange all over achiness has returned. Today

>I just

> > > > > > > felt so

> > > > > > > > > bad,

> > > > > > > > > > > > that I wanted to try anything to feel better. So, I

> > > > >took

> > > > > > > one of

> > > > > > > > > all

> > > > > > > > > > > of

> > > > > > > > > > > > the different vitamins I had (I know, stupid,

>but I'm

> > > > >just

> > > > > > > so

> > > > > > > > > > > > frustrated.) I think I probably took too many

>because

> > > > >I've

> > > > > > > been

> > > > > > > > > > > > feeling very nauseous for the past few hours. I

>am just

> > > > >so

> > > > > > > > > > > frustrated

> > > > > > > > > > > > and scared!

> > > > > > > > > > > > My hubby has been home with me all weekend, and

>I feel

> > > > >like

> > > > > > > he

> > > > > > > > > keeps

> > > > > > > > > > > > making excuses to leave the house. He says he just

> > > > >bored,

> > > > > > > so he

> > > > > > > > > > > keeps

> > > > > > > > > > > > going to the gym, right now he said he is going on a

> > > > >walk

> > > > > > > > > because he

> > > > > > > > > > > > needs to get out of the house. While I know he

>loves me

> > > > >and

> > > > > > > > > does not

> > > > > > > > > > > > want to hurt me, this does hurt me. I feel like I am

> > > > >being

> > > > > > > left

> > > > > > > > > > > > behind. I've tried to talk to him, but he just

>does not

> > > > >get

> > > > > > > it!

> > > > > > > > > He

> > > > > > > > > > > > said " I thought getting the implants out was

>going to

> > > > >take

> > > > > > > care

> > > > > > > > > of

> > > > > > > > > > > > this? " I tried to tell him that I am going to

>need to

> > > > >work

> > > > > > > at

> > > > > > > > > it, so

> > > > > > > > > > > > then he said " then why aren't you working at it, you

> > > > >aren't

> > > > > > > > > doing

> > > > > > > > > > > > anything. " Then I asked what he thinks I should

>do, he

> > > > > > > > > says " you

> > > > > > > > > > > need

> > > > > > > > > > > > to exercise, sitting on the couch is not going

>to make

> > > > >you

> > > > > > > feel

> > > > > > > > > > > > better. " Maybe he's right, but I CAN'T exercise

>right

> > > > >now!

> > > > > > > Not

> > > > > > > > > just

> > > > > > > > > > > > because I just had surgery 9 days ago but because my

> > > > >body

> > > > > > > hurts

> > > > > > > > > too

> > > > > > > > > > > > much and I feel sick all the time! How do I get

>him to

> > > > > > > > > understand

> > > > > > > > > > > what

> > > > > > > > > > > > I am going through and how he can support me?

>He's not

> > > > >very

> > > > > > > > > good

> > > > > > > > > > > with

> > > > > > > > > > > > handling the ups and downs of life, he really likes

> > > > >things

> > > > > > > to

> > > > > > > > > be

> > > > > > > > > > > even

> > > > > > > > > > > > keel and when they're not, he gets really withdrawn,

> > > > >which

> > > > > > > is

> > > > > > > > > what

> > > > > > > > > > > he

> > > > > > > > > > > > is doing now. I just don't know what to do. I worry

> > > > >that we

> > > > > > > > > won't

> > > > > > > > > > > get

> > > > > > > > > > > > through this because there just doesn't seem to

>be any

> > > > > > > answers,

> > > > > > > > > it's

> > > > > > > > > > > > not like losing a job where you can just get another

> > > > >one to

> > > > > > > fix

> > > > > > > > > the

> > > > > > > > > > > > problem. There is no fix!

> > > > > > > > > > > > I am just beyond scared and depressed right now.

>I love

> > > > >my

> > > > > > > > > husband

> > > > > > > > > > > so

> > > > > > > > > > > > much and I'm so tired of being sick.

> > > > > > > > > > > > I've been eating as healthy as I can, resting...what

> > > > >else

> > > > > > > is

> > > > > > > > > there?

> > > > > > > > > > > > Thanks for any advice.

> > > > > > > > > > > > Love, Krista

> > > > > > > > > > > >

> > > > > > > > > > >

> > > > > > > > > >

> > > > > > > > >

> > > > > > > >

> > > > > > >

> > > > > >

> > > > >

> > > > >

> > > > >

> > > >

> > >

> > >

> >

>

>

[Guest guest]

Oh, okay. You are north north of Denver. I know someone else that

lives in Greeley. I'm barely north of Denver (Denver metro.) Just a

hop, skip and a jump from downtown. Takes me about 20 minutes to get

to downtown from my home (without a ton of traffic, of course.) My

hubby and I both work right downtown and take the bus everyday.

~Krista

> > > > > > > > > > > > >

> > > > > > > > > > > > > Hey Everyone- So, I think this probably the

> >worst day

> > > > > >I've

> > > > > > > > had

> > > > > > > > > > since

> > > > > > > > > > > > > explant. For the first week, while I was

tired, I

> > > > > >wasn't in

> > > > > > > > a

> > > > > > > > > > lot of

> > > > > > > > > > > > > pain other then the soreness in my breasts.

The last

> > > > > >couple

> > > > > > > > of

> > > > > > > > > > days,

> > > > > > > > > > > > > my strange all over achiness has returned. Today

> >I just

> > > > > > > > felt so

> > > > > > > > > > bad,

> > > > > > > > > > > > > that I wanted to try anything to feel

better. So, I

> > > > > >took

> > > > > > > > one of

> > > > > > > > > > all

> > > > > > > > > > > > of

> > > > > > > > > > > > > the different vitamins I had (I know, stupid,

> >but I'm

> > > > > >just

> > > > > > > > so

> > > > > > > > > > > > > frustrated.) I think I probably took too many

> >because

> > > > > >I've

> > > > > > > > been

> > > > > > > > > > > > > feeling very nauseous for the past few hours. I

> >am just

> > > > > >so

> > > > > > > > > > > > frustrated

> > > > > > > > > > > > > and scared!

> > > > > > > > > > > > > My hubby has been home with me all weekend, and

> >I feel

> > > > > >like

> > > > > > > > he

> > > > > > > > > > keeps

> > > > > > > > > > > > > making excuses to leave the house. He says

he just

> > > > > >bored,

> > > > > > > > so he

> > > > > > > > > > > > keeps

> > > > > > > > > > > > > going to the gym, right now he said he is

going on a

> > > > > >walk

> > > > > > > > > > because he

> > > > > > > > > > > > > needs to get out of the house. While I know he

> >loves me

> > > > > >and

> > > > > > > > > > does not

> > > > > > > > > > > > > want to hurt me, this does hurt me. I feel

like I am

> > > > > >being

> > > > > > > > left

> > > > > > > > > > > > > behind. I've tried to talk to him, but he just

> >does not

> > > > > >get

> > > > > > > > it!

> > > > > > > > > > He

> > > > > > > > > > > > > said " I thought getting the implants out was

> >going to

> > > > > >take

> > > > > > > > care

> > > > > > > > > > of

> > > > > > > > > > > > > this? " I tried to tell him that I am going to

> >need to

> > > > > >work

> > > > > > > > at

> > > > > > > > > > it, so

> > > > > > > > > > > > > then he said " then why aren't you working at

it, you

> > > > > >aren't

> > > > > > > > > > doing

> > > > > > > > > > > > > anything. " Then I asked what he thinks I should

> >do, he

> > > > > > > > > > says " you

> > > > > > > > > > > > need

> > > > > > > > > > > > > to exercise, sitting on the couch is not going

> >to make

> > > > > >you

> > > > > > > > feel

> > > > > > > > > > > > > better. " Maybe he's right, but I CAN'T exercise

> >right

> > > > > >now!

> > > > > > > > Not

> > > > > > > > > > just

> > > > > > > > > > > > > because I just had surgery 9 days ago but

because my

> > > > > >body

> > > > > > > > hurts

> > > > > > > > > > too

> > > > > > > > > > > > > much and I feel sick all the time! How do I get

> >him to

> > > > > > > > > > understand

> > > > > > > > > > > > what

> > > > > > > > > > > > > I am going through and how he can support me?

> >He's not

> > > > > >very

> > > > > > > > > > good

> > > > > > > > > > > > with

> > > > > > > > > > > > > handling the ups and downs of life, he

really likes

> > > > > >things

> > > > > > > > to

> > > > > > > > > > be

> > > > > > > > > > > > even

> > > > > > > > > > > > > keel and when they're not, he gets really

withdrawn,

> > > > > >which

> > > > > > > > is

> > > > > > > > > > what

> > > > > > > > > > > > he

> > > > > > > > > > > > > is doing now. I just don't know what to do.

I worry

> > > > > >that we

> > > > > > > > > > won't

> > > > > > > > > > > > get

> > > > > > > > > > > > > through this because there just doesn't seem to

> >be any

> > > > > > > > answers,

> > > > > > > > > > it's

> > > > > > > > > > > > > not like losing a job where you can just get

another

> > > > > >one to

> > > > > > > > fix

> > > > > > > > > > the

> > > > > > > > > > > > > problem. There is no fix!

> > > > > > > > > > > > > I am just beyond scared and depressed right now.

> >I love

> > > > > >my

> > > > > > > > > > husband

> > > > > > > > > > > > so

> > > > > > > > > > > > > much and I'm so tired of being sick.

> > > > > > > > > > > > > I've been eating as healthy as I can,

resting...what

> > > > > >else

> > > > > > > > is

> > > > > > > > > > there?

> > > > > > > > > > > > > Thanks for any advice.

> > > > > > > > > > > > > Love, Krista

> > > > > > > > > > > > >

> > > > > > > > > > > >

> > > > > > > > > > >

> > > > > > > > > >

> > > > > > > > >

> > > > > > > >

> > > > > > >

> > > > > >

> > > > > >

> > > > > >

> > > > >

> > > >

> > > >

> > >

> >

> >

>

[Guest guest]

PH- Darn, so I'm not the first one to kid you huh? Hehehe.. :-) What a

beautiful first name you have! I'm so used to calling you PH, that I

actually might call you that when I meet you. I'm all about nicknames!

:-) Thanks for sharing that!

Love, Krista

> > > > > > > > > > >

> > > > > > > > > > > Hey Everyone- So, I think this probably the worst

> day

> > > > I've

> > > > > > had

> > > > > > > > since

> > > > > > > > > > > explant. For the first week, while I was tired, I

> > > > wasn't in

> > > > > > a

> > > > > > > > lot of

> > > > > > > > > > > pain other then the soreness in my breasts. The

> last

> > > > couple

> > > > > > of

> > > > > > > > days,

> > > > > > > > > > > my strange all over achiness has returned. Today

> I

> > > just

> > > > > > felt so

> > > > > > > > bad,

> > > > > > > > > > > that I wanted to try anything to feel better. So,

> I

> > > > took

> > > > > > one of

> > > > > > > > all

> > > > > > > > > > of

> > > > > > > > > > > the different vitamins I had (I know, stupid, but

> I'm

> > > > just

> > > > > > so

> > > > > > > > > > > frustrated.) I think I probably took too many

> because

> > > > I've

> > > > > > been

> > > > > > > > > > > feeling very nauseous for the past few hours. I

> am

> > > just

> > > > so

> > > > > > > > > > frustrated

> > > > > > > > > > > and scared!

> > > > > > > > > > > My hubby has been home with me all weekend, and I

> > > feel

> > > > like

> > > > > > he

> > > > > > > > keeps

> > > > > > > > > > > making excuses to leave the house. He says he

> just

> > > > bored,

> > > > > > so he

> > > > > > > > > > keeps

> > > > > > > > > > > going to the gym, right now he said he is going

> on a

> > > > walk

> > > > > > > > because he

> > > > > > > > > > > needs to get out of the house. While I know he

> loves

> > > me

> > > > and

> > > > > > > > does not

> > > > > > > > > > > want to hurt me, this does hurt me. I feel like I

> am

> > > > being

> > > > > > left

> > > > > > > > > > > behind. I've tried to talk to him, but he just

> does

> > > not

> > > > get

> > > > > > it!

> > > > > > > > He

> > > > > > > > > > > said " I thought getting the implants out was

> going to

> > > > take

> > > > > > care

> > > > > > > > of

> > > > > > > > > > > this? " I tried to tell him that I am going to

> need to

> > > > work

> > > > > > at

> > > > > > > > it, so

> > > > > > > > > > > then he said " then why aren't you working at it,

> you

> > > > aren't

> > > > > > > > doing

> > > > > > > > > > > anything. " Then I asked what he thinks I should

> do,

> > > he

> > > > > > > > says " you

> > > > > > > > > > need

> > > > > > > > > > > to exercise, sitting on the couch is not going to

> > > make

> > > > you

> > > > > > feel

> > > > > > > > > > > better. " Maybe he's right, but I CAN'T exercise

> right

> > > > now!

> > > > > > Not

> > > > > > > > just

> > > > > > > > > > > because I just had surgery 9 days ago but because

> my

> > > > body

> > > > > > hurts

> > > > > > > > too

> > > > > > > > > > > much and I feel sick all the time! How do I get

> him

> > > to

> > > > > > > > understand

> > > > > > > > > > what

> > > > > > > > > > > I am going through and how he can support me?

> He's

> > > not

> > > > very

> > > > > > > > good

> > > > > > > > > > with

> > > > > > > > > > > handling the ups and downs of life, he really

> likes

> > > > things

> > > > > > to

> > > > > > > > be

> > > > > > > > > > even

> > > > > > > > > > > keel and when they're not, he gets really

> withdrawn,

> > > > which

> > > > > > is

> > > > > > > > what

> > > > > > > > > > he

> > > > > > > > > > > is doing now. I just don't know what to do. I

> worry

> > > > that we

> > > > > > > > won't

> > > > > > > > > > get

> > > > > > > > > > > through this because there just doesn't seem to

> be

> > > any

> > > > > > answers,

> > > > > > > > it's

> > > > > > > > > > > not like losing a job where you can just get

> another

> > > > one to

> > > > > > fix

> > > > > > > > the

> > > > > > > > > > > problem. There is no fix!

> > > > > > > > > > > I am just beyond scared and depressed right now.

> I

> > > love

> > > > my

> > > > > > > > husband

> > > > > > > > > > so

> > > > > > > > > > > much and I'm so tired of being sick.

> > > > > > > > > > > I've been eating as healthy as I can,

> resting...what

> > > > else

> > > > > > is

> > > > > > > > there?

> > > > > > > > > > > Thanks for any advice.

> > > > > > > > > > > Love, Krista

> > > > > > > > > > >

> > > > > > > > > >

> > > > > > > > >

> > > > > > > >

> > > > > > >

> > > > > >

> > > > >

> > > >

> > >

> >

>

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And I work just outside of Greeley Lynn

Re: Re: Having a Really bad day- Any advice is appreciated!

Krista,You and I and Lynn must live pretty close in location.I am in Greeley.LyndaAt 06:31 PM 11/19/2007, you wrote:>Wow- I am just north of Denver. I am about 45 minutes from Lynn.>~Krista>>>

> > > > > > > > > > >> > > > > > > > > > > > Hey Everyone- So, I think this probably the>worst day> > > > >I've> > > > > > > had> > > > > > > > > since> > > > > > > > > > > > explant. For the first week, while I was tired, I> > > > >wasn't in> > > > > > > a> > > > > > > > > lot of> > > > > > > > > > > > pain other then the soreness in my breasts. The last> > > > >couple> > > > > > > of> > > > > > > > > days,> > > > > > > > > > > > my strange all over achiness has returned. Today>I just> > > > > > > felt

so> > > > > > > > > bad,> > > > > > > > > > > > that I wanted to try anything to feel better. So, I> > > > >took> > > > > > > one of> > > > > > > > > all> > > > > > > > > > > of> > > > > > > > > > > > the different vitamins I had (I know, stupid,>but I'm> > > > >just> > > > > > > so> > > > > > > > > > > > frustrated.) I think I probably took too many>because> > > > >I've> > > > > > > been> > > > > > > > > > > > feeling very nauseous for the past few hours. I>am just> > > > >so> > > > > > > > > >

> frustrated> > > > > > > > > > > > and scared!> > > > > > > > > > > > My hubby has been home with me all weekend, and>I feel> > > > >like> > > > > > > he> > > > > > > > > keeps> > > > > > > > > > > > making excuses to leave the house. He says he just> > > > >bored,> > > > > > > so he> > > > > > > > > > > keeps> > > > > > > > > > > > going to the gym, right now he said he is going on a> > > > >walk> > > > > > > > > because he> > > > > > > > > > > > needs to get out of the house. While I know he>loves me> > > >

>and> > > > > > > > > does not> > > > > > > > > > > > want to hurt me, this does hurt me. I feel like I am> > > > >being> > > > > > > left> > > > > > > > > > > > behind. I've tried to talk to him, but he just>does not> > > > >get> > > > > > > it!> > > > > > > > > He> > > > > > > > > > > > said "I thought getting the implants out was>going to> > > > >take> > > > > > > care> > > > > > > > > of> > > > > > > > > > > > this?" I tried to tell him that I am going to>need to> > > > >work> > > > > > > at> >

> > > > > > > it, so> > > > > > > > > > > > then he said "then why aren't you working at it, you> > > > >aren't> > > > > > > > > doing> > > > > > > > > > > > anything." Then I asked what he thinks I should>do, he> > > > > > > > > says "you> > > > > > > > > > > need> > > > > > > > > > > > to exercise, sitting on the couch is not going>to make> > > > >you> > > > > > > feel> > > > > > > > > > > > better." Maybe he's right, but I CAN'T exercise>right> > > > >now!> > > > > > > Not> > > > > > > > > just> > > >

> > > > > > > > because I just had surgery 9 days ago but because my> > > > >body> > > > > > > hurts> > > > > > > > > too> > > > > > > > > > > > much and I feel sick all the time! How do I get>him to> > > > > > > > > understand> > > > > > > > > > > what> > > > > > > > > > > > I am going through and how he can support me?>He's not> > > > >very> > > > > > > > > good> > > > > > > > > > > with> > > > > > > > > > > > handling the ups and downs of life, he really likes> > > > >things> > > > > > > to> > > > > >

> > > be> > > > > > > > > > > even> > > > > > > > > > > > keel and when they're not, he gets really withdrawn,> > > > >which> > > > > > > is> > > > > > > > > what> > > > > > > > > > > he> > > > > > > > > > > > is doing now. I just don't know what to do. I worry> > > > >that we> > > > > > > > > won't> > > > > > > > > > > get> > > > > > > > > > > > through this because there just doesn't seem to>be any> > > > > > > answers,> > > > > > > > > it's> > > > > > > > > > > > not like losing a job where

you can just get another> > > > >one to> > > > > > > fix> > > > > > > > > the> > > > > > > > > > > > problem. There is no fix!> > > > > > > > > > > > I am just beyond scared and depressed right now.>I love> > > > >my> > > > > > > > > husband> > > > > > > > > > > so> > > > > > > > > > > > much and I'm so tired of being sick.> > > > > > > > > > > > I've been eating as healthy as I can, resting...what> > > > >else> > > > > > > is> > > > > > > > > there?> > > > > > > > > > > > Thanks for any advice.> > > >

> > > > > > > > Love, Krista> > > > > > > > > > > >> > > > > > > > > > >> > > > > > > > > >> > > > > > > > >> > > > > > > >> > > > > > >> > > > > >> > > > >> > > > >> > > > >> > > >> > >> > >> >>>

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Thanks Lynn, I went by there today and grabbed some stuff that I

needed. It smelled so good in there! They have a lot of great

selections to choose from.

> >

> > Stephie,

> >

> > If I had to chose the most important thing in getting better

after

> implants, it would be to eat a very healthy diet. . . .

> >

> > The Maker's Diet is an outstanding place to start. . . .

> >

> > Everything else can come later.

> >

> > Hugs,

> >

> > Rogene

> >

>

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I agree. It can be difficult trying to figure out what everything is Lynn

Re: Having a Really bad day- Any advice is appreciated!

Thanks Lynn, I went by there today and grabbed some stuff that I needed. It smelled so good in there! They have a lot of great selections to choose from.> >> > Stephie,> > > > If I had to chose the most important thing in getting better after > implants, it would be to eat a very healthy diet. . . .> > > > The Maker's Diet is an outstanding place to start. . . .> > > > Everything else can come later.> > > > Hugs,> > > > Rogene> >>

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Hi Steph,How is your fatigue doing these days? Mine's ridiculous. So what I've done is I take lots of cat naps throughout the day with my cat.From what I've been able to figure is recovering my explant and implant illness simply takes a long time. We'll get there.Love & hugs,Tracistephie0580 <stephie0580@...> wrote: I know but the fatigue is really hard to deal with. I don't have the energy and I just feel sick. > > > > Krista, > > > > When you think in term of years to get better . . . realize that > you will be gradually getting better that entire time. . . It's not > like turning on a light at the end of those years and > being "well" . . . It's a gradual process that you will barely > notice, unless you are keeping a journal. . . > > > > IMHO, where you are now is the worst you will likely > experience . . . you'll gradually feel better and better . . . bad > days farther and farther apart . . . One day you'll look back and > realize how far you've come. > > > > One of the biggest obstacles is letting go of the stress, anger and > guilt. All of these take valuable energy that is

better spent on > healing. > > > > You're going to get there! . . . Trust that you will, then do > everything to help your body accomplish what it needs to do. > > > > Hugs and prayers, > > > > Rogene > > > > > > > > > No hour of life is wasted that is spent in the saddle. ~Winston Churchill > > --------------------------------- > Never miss a thing. Make your homepage. > No hour of life is wasted that is spent in the saddle. ~Winston Churchill

Never miss a thing. Make your homepage.

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Hi Traci, My fatigue is getting better but I've noticed that my eye

lids have been getting swollen. I have a follow up with my naturopath

tomorrow so I'm going to mention it to him.

I am so ready to feel better I wish it would happen soon. Gizmo keeps

me company at night when my husband is at work So besides the

fatigue how are you feeling?

Steph

> > >

> > > Krista,

> > >

> > > When you think in term of years to get better . . . realize

that

> > you will be gradually getting better that entire time. . . It's

> not

> > like turning on a light at the end of those years and

> > being " well " . . . It's a gradual process that you will barely

> > notice, unless you are keeping a journal. . .

> > >

> > > IMHO, where you are now is the worst you will likely

> > experience . . . you'll gradually feel better and better . . .

bad

> > days farther and farther apart . . . One day you'll look back

and

> > realize how far you've come.

> > >

> > > One of the biggest obstacles is letting go of the stress,

anger

> and

> > guilt. All of these take valuable energy that is better spent

on

> > healing.

> > >

> > > You're going to get there! . . . Trust that you will, then do

> > everything to help your body accomplish what it needs to do.

> > >

> > > Hugs and prayers,

> > >

> > > Rogene

> > >

> >

> >

> >

> >

> >

> >

> > No hour of life is wasted that is spent in the saddle. ~Winston

> Churchill

> >

> > ---------------------------------

> > Never miss a thing. Make your homepage.

> >

>

>

>

>

>

>

> No hour of life is wasted that is spent in the saddle. ~Winston

Churchill

>

> ---------------------------------

> Never miss a thing. Make your homepage.

>