Re: I NEED SOMEONE TO TALK TO

[Guest guest]

yeah, i always hate it when i wake up again on this planet. but dealing

with getting through the day always leads to things i'd like to get done or

do. then when things are going well and the future doesn't look sucky it

gets more tempting to dare to want to live awhile longer.

the more the HCV virus is reduced in it's influence on one's life/mind the

better life becomes. the virus is sneaky about undermining quality of life

without full-blown obvious symptoms that can be attributed to it obviously.

i'm at least curious to see what i can do and how long i can last messing

with my little aliens. you know most of the DNA inside our bodies isn't

even human? no BS... fact. we are colonies of interdependant lifeforms

within an ecosystem. lord only knows who or what's really in control, but

ego vanity says it should be me... which might be an unhealthy position

really, since we're mostly puppets in a show existing for the amusement of

higher powers. well, so much for the Sunday effect.

> RE: Re: I NEED SOMEONE TO TALK TO

> Hepatitis C

> Date: Sunday, May 31, 2009, 1:15 PM

>

>

>

>

>

>

>

>

> when you get to 59 then the 60 mark might move to 75. or 90.

>

> psych meds are all a load on the liver, some moreso than others.

> there's alternative herbs for mood management, but sometimes

> they're also a

> liver load. gotta check'em out, probably best to use only as

> really needed.

>

> best anti-depressant i know of is aerobic conditioning combined with

> elimination of the additives in processed foods, but many

> aren't able to

> keep that up. an aversion to sweat can be lethal.

>

> there's many sites that give the list of complications of

> progressive hep-C

[Guest guest]

yeah, i always hate it when i wake up again on this planet. but dealing

with getting through the day always leads to things i'd like to get done or

do. then when things are going well and the future doesn't look sucky it

gets more tempting to dare to want to live awhile longer.

the more the HCV virus is reduced in it's influence on one's life/mind the

better life becomes. the virus is sneaky about undermining quality of life

without full-blown obvious symptoms that can be attributed to it obviously.

i'm at least curious to see what i can do and how long i can last messing

with my little aliens. you know most of the DNA inside our bodies isn't

even human? no BS... fact. we are colonies of interdependant lifeforms

within an ecosystem. lord only knows who or what's really in control, but

ego vanity says it should be me... which might be an unhealthy position

really, since we're mostly puppets in a show existing for the amusement of

higher powers. well, so much for the Sunday effect.

> RE: Re: I NEED SOMEONE TO TALK TO

> Hepatitis C

> Date: Sunday, May 31, 2009, 1:15 PM

>

>

>

>

>

>

>

>

> when you get to 59 then the 60 mark might move to 75. or 90.

>

> psych meds are all a load on the liver, some moreso than others.

> there's alternative herbs for mood management, but sometimes

> they're also a

> liver load. gotta check'em out, probably best to use only as

> really needed.

>

> best anti-depressant i know of is aerobic conditioning combined with

> elimination of the additives in processed foods, but many

> aren't able to

> keep that up. an aversion to sweat can be lethal.

>

> there's many sites that give the list of complications of

> progressive hep-C

[Guest guest]

yeah, i always hate it when i wake up again on this planet. but dealing

with getting through the day always leads to things i'd like to get done or

do. then when things are going well and the future doesn't look sucky it

gets more tempting to dare to want to live awhile longer.

the more the HCV virus is reduced in it's influence on one's life/mind the

better life becomes. the virus is sneaky about undermining quality of life

without full-blown obvious symptoms that can be attributed to it obviously.

i'm at least curious to see what i can do and how long i can last messing

with my little aliens. you know most of the DNA inside our bodies isn't

even human? no BS... fact. we are colonies of interdependant lifeforms

within an ecosystem. lord only knows who or what's really in control, but

ego vanity says it should be me... which might be an unhealthy position

really, since we're mostly puppets in a show existing for the amusement of

higher powers. well, so much for the Sunday effect.

> RE: Re: I NEED SOMEONE TO TALK TO

> Hepatitis C

> Date: Sunday, May 31, 2009, 1:15 PM

>

>

>

>

>

>

>

>

> when you get to 59 then the 60 mark might move to 75. or 90.

>

> psych meds are all a load on the liver, some moreso than others.

> there's alternative herbs for mood management, but sometimes

> they're also a

> liver load. gotta check'em out, probably best to use only as

> really needed.

>

> best anti-depressant i know of is aerobic conditioning combined with

> elimination of the additives in processed foods, but many

> aren't able to

> keep that up. an aversion to sweat can be lethal.

>

> there's many sites that give the list of complications of

> progressive hep-C

[Guest guest]

lmao...i really do love your sense of humor or whatever you want to call it.i

almost believe everything you feel,what do i know,right? so,im taking it that

you dont believe that a man hung on a cross or maybe he did...

 

i actually thought the same way. we use to play with our barbies when we were

little and i use to think that in some fashion that we to are someones

barbie,our every move being monitored but if so what really is the point of it

all,let me no if you have any fresh ideas,i love your thinking!!!

>

>

> From: bob Larson <bobListcablespeed (DOT) com>

> Subject: RE: Re: I NEED SOMEONE TO TALK TO

> Hepatitis Csupportgr oupgroups (DOT) com

> Date: Sunday, May 31, 2009, 1:15 PM

>

>

>

>

>

>

>

>

> when you get to 59 then the 60 mark might move to 75. or 90.

>

> psych meds are all a load on the liver, some moreso than others.

> there's alternative herbs for mood management, but sometimes

> they're also a

> liver load. gotta check'em out, probably best to use only as

> really needed.

>

> best anti-depressant i know of is aerobic conditioning combined with

> elimination of the additives in processed foods, but many

> aren't able to

> keep that up. an aversion to sweat can be lethal.

>

> there's many sites that give the list of complications of

> progressive hep-C

[Guest guest]

lmao...i really do love your sense of humor or whatever you want to call it.i

almost believe everything you feel,what do i know,right? so,im taking it that

you dont believe that a man hung on a cross or maybe he did...

 

i actually thought the same way. we use to play with our barbies when we were

little and i use to think that in some fashion that we to are someones

barbie,our every move being monitored but if so what really is the point of it

all,let me no if you have any fresh ideas,i love your thinking!!!

>

>

> From: bob Larson <bobListcablespeed (DOT) com>

> Subject: RE: Re: I NEED SOMEONE TO TALK TO

> Hepatitis Csupportgr oupgroups (DOT) com

> Date: Sunday, May 31, 2009, 1:15 PM

>

>

>

>

>

>

>

>

> when you get to 59 then the 60 mark might move to 75. or 90.

>

> psych meds are all a load on the liver, some moreso than others.

> there's alternative herbs for mood management, but sometimes

> they're also a

> liver load. gotta check'em out, probably best to use only as

> really needed.

>

> best anti-depressant i know of is aerobic conditioning combined with

> elimination of the additives in processed foods, but many

> aren't able to

> keep that up. an aversion to sweat can be lethal.

>

> there's many sites that give the list of complications of

> progressive hep-C

[Guest guest]

lmao...i really do love your sense of humor or whatever you want to call it.i

almost believe everything you feel,what do i know,right? so,im taking it that

you dont believe that a man hung on a cross or maybe he did...

 

i actually thought the same way. we use to play with our barbies when we were

little and i use to think that in some fashion that we to are someones

barbie,our every move being monitored but if so what really is the point of it

all,let me no if you have any fresh ideas,i love your thinking!!!

>

>

> From: bob Larson <bobListcablespeed (DOT) com>

> Subject: RE: Re: I NEED SOMEONE TO TALK TO

> Hepatitis Csupportgr oupgroups (DOT) com

> Date: Sunday, May 31, 2009, 1:15 PM

>

>

>

>

>

>

>

>

> when you get to 59 then the 60 mark might move to 75. or 90.

>

> psych meds are all a load on the liver, some moreso than others.

> there's alternative herbs for mood management, but sometimes

> they're also a

> liver load. gotta check'em out, probably best to use only as

> really needed.

>

> best anti-depressant i know of is aerobic conditioning combined with

> elimination of the additives in processed foods, but many

> aren't able to

> keep that up. an aversion to sweat can be lethal.

>

> there's many sites that give the list of complications of

> progressive hep-C

[Guest guest]

lmao...i really do love your sense of humor or whatever you want to call it.i

almost believe everything you feel,what do i know,right? so,im taking it that

you dont believe that a man hung on a cross or maybe he did...

 

i actually thought the same way. we use to play with our barbies when we were

little and i use to think that in some fashion that we to are someones

barbie,our every move being monitored but if so what really is the point of it

all,let me no if you have any fresh ideas,i love your thinking!!!

>

>

> From: bob Larson <bobListcablespeed (DOT) com>

> Subject: RE: Re: I NEED SOMEONE TO TALK TO

> Hepatitis Csupportgr oupgroups (DOT) com

> Date: Sunday, May 31, 2009, 1:15 PM

>

>

>

>

>

>

>

>

> when you get to 59 then the 60 mark might move to 75. or 90.

>

> psych meds are all a load on the liver, some moreso than others.

> there's alternative herbs for mood management, but sometimes

> they're also a

> liver load. gotta check'em out, probably best to use only as

> really needed.

>

> best anti-depressant i know of is aerobic conditioning combined with

> elimination of the additives in processed foods, but many

> aren't able to

> keep that up. an aversion to sweat can be lethal.

>

> there's many sites that give the list of complications of

> progressive hep-C

[Guest guest]

i'm at least curious to see what i can do and how long i can last messing

with my little aliens. <<<<<<< I LOVE THAT!!!

>

>

> From: bob Larson <bobListcablespeed (DOT) com>

> Subject: RE: Re: I NEED SOMEONE TO TALK TO

> Hepatitis Csupportgr oupgroups (DOT) com

> Date: Sunday, May 31, 2009, 1:15 PM

>

>

>

>

>

>

>

>

> when you get to 59 then the 60 mark might move to 75. or 90.

>

> psych meds are all a load on the liver, some moreso than others.

> there's alternative herbs for mood management, but sometimes

> they're also a

> liver load. gotta check'em out, probably best to use only as

> really needed.

>

> best anti-depressant i know of is aerobic conditioning combined with

> elimination of the additives in processed foods, but many

> aren't able to

> keep that up. an aversion to sweat can be lethal.

>

> there's many sites that give the list of complications of

> progressive hep-C

[Guest guest]

> -----Original Message-----

> lmao...i really do love your sense of humor or whatever you

> want to call it.i almost believe everything you feel,what do

> i know,right? so,im taking it that you dont believe that a

> man hung on a cross or maybe he did...

....sure jesus was hung on a cross. that was a very popular means of

horrifically killing enemies of the state back then. and much of the hubbub

about him might well be true. however i believe little of what comes to me

from the mouths, writings, etc of mankind especially when it comes to

organized religion which is largely used for herd management by prevailing

political structures. now as then. all part of the big plan picture. i

also see a lot of truth in the depiction of the story of jesus as presented

in the zeitgeist movie.

whatever. i trust the real jesus will save my soul as necessary and don't

even really trust that the couple encounters i had directly weren't fraud

demon spirits trying to suck me into their trip. the real jesus will have

to be more convincing than anything that just looks the part and does me

some worldly benefits or comfort.

> i actually thought the same way. we use to play with our

> barbies when we were little and i use to think that in some

> fashion that we to are someones barbie,our every move being

> monitored but if so what really is the point of it all,let me

> no if you have any fresh ideas,i love your thinking!!!

....thanks. i don't know that we are capable of understanding the point of

it all... but we're built to try, or some of us are, at least at various

points in life. cheers, bobL

>

[Guest guest]

i'm at least curious to see what i can do and how long i can last messing

with my little aliens. <<<<<<< I LOVE THAT!!!

>

>

> From: bob Larson <bobListcablespeed (DOT) com>

> Subject: RE: Re: I NEED SOMEONE TO TALK TO

> Hepatitis Csupportgr oupgroups (DOT) com

> Date: Sunday, May 31, 2009, 1:15 PM

>

>

>

>

>

>

>

>

> when you get to 59 then the 60 mark might move to 75. or 90.

>

> psych meds are all a load on the liver, some moreso than others.

> there's alternative herbs for mood management, but sometimes

> they're also a

> liver load. gotta check'em out, probably best to use only as

> really needed.

>

> best anti-depressant i know of is aerobic conditioning combined with

> elimination of the additives in processed foods, but many

> aren't able to

> keep that up. an aversion to sweat can be lethal.

>

> there's many sites that give the list of complications of

> progressive hep-C

[Guest guest]

> -----Original Message-----

> lmao...i really do love your sense of humor or whatever you

> want to call it.i almost believe everything you feel,what do

> i know,right? so,im taking it that you dont believe that a

> man hung on a cross or maybe he did...

....sure jesus was hung on a cross. that was a very popular means of

horrifically killing enemies of the state back then. and much of the hubbub

about him might well be true. however i believe little of what comes to me

from the mouths, writings, etc of mankind especially when it comes to

organized religion which is largely used for herd management by prevailing

political structures. now as then. all part of the big plan picture. i

also see a lot of truth in the depiction of the story of jesus as presented

in the zeitgeist movie.

whatever. i trust the real jesus will save my soul as necessary and don't

even really trust that the couple encounters i had directly weren't fraud

demon spirits trying to suck me into their trip. the real jesus will have

to be more convincing than anything that just looks the part and does me

some worldly benefits or comfort.

> i actually thought the same way. we use to play with our

> barbies when we were little and i use to think that in some

> fashion that we to are someones barbie,our every move being

> monitored but if so what really is the point of it all,let me

> no if you have any fresh ideas,i love your thinking!!!

....thanks. i don't know that we are capable of understanding the point of

it all... but we're built to try, or some of us are, at least at various

points in life. cheers, bobL

>

[Guest guest]

i'm at least curious to see what i can do and how long i can last messing

with my little aliens. <<<<<<< I LOVE THAT!!!

>

>

> From: bob Larson <bobListcablespeed (DOT) com>

> Subject: RE: Re: I NEED SOMEONE TO TALK TO

> Hepatitis Csupportgr oupgroups (DOT) com

> Date: Sunday, May 31, 2009, 1:15 PM

>

>

>

>

>

>

>

>

> when you get to 59 then the 60 mark might move to 75. or 90.

>

> psych meds are all a load on the liver, some moreso than others.

> there's alternative herbs for mood management, but sometimes

> they're also a

> liver load. gotta check'em out, probably best to use only as

> really needed.

>

> best anti-depressant i know of is aerobic conditioning combined with

> elimination of the additives in processed foods, but many

> aren't able to

> keep that up. an aversion to sweat can be lethal.

>

> there's many sites that give the list of complications of

> progressive hep-C

[Guest guest]

> -----Original Message-----

> lmao...i really do love your sense of humor or whatever you

> want to call it.i almost believe everything you feel,what do

> i know,right? so,im taking it that you dont believe that a

> man hung on a cross or maybe he did...

....sure jesus was hung on a cross. that was a very popular means of

horrifically killing enemies of the state back then. and much of the hubbub

about him might well be true. however i believe little of what comes to me

from the mouths, writings, etc of mankind especially when it comes to

organized religion which is largely used for herd management by prevailing

political structures. now as then. all part of the big plan picture. i

also see a lot of truth in the depiction of the story of jesus as presented

in the zeitgeist movie.

whatever. i trust the real jesus will save my soul as necessary and don't

even really trust that the couple encounters i had directly weren't fraud

demon spirits trying to suck me into their trip. the real jesus will have

to be more convincing than anything that just looks the part and does me

some worldly benefits or comfort.

> i actually thought the same way. we use to play with our

> barbies when we were little and i use to think that in some

> fashion that we to are someones barbie,our every move being

> monitored but if so what really is the point of it all,let me

> no if you have any fresh ideas,i love your thinking!!!

....thanks. i don't know that we are capable of understanding the point of

it all... but we're built to try, or some of us are, at least at various

points in life. cheers, bobL

>

[Guest guest]

i'm at least curious to see what i can do and how long i can last messing

with my little aliens. <<<<<<< I LOVE THAT!!!

>

>

> From: bob Larson <bobListcablespeed (DOT) com>

> Subject: RE: Re: I NEED SOMEONE TO TALK TO

> Hepatitis Csupportgr oupgroups (DOT) com

> Date: Sunday, May 31, 2009, 1:15 PM

>

>

>

>

>

>

>

>

> when you get to 59 then the 60 mark might move to 75. or 90.

>

> psych meds are all a load on the liver, some moreso than others.

> there's alternative herbs for mood management, but sometimes

> they're also a

> liver load. gotta check'em out, probably best to use only as

> really needed.

>

> best anti-depressant i know of is aerobic conditioning combined with

> elimination of the additives in processed foods, but many

> aren't able to

> keep that up. an aversion to sweat can be lethal.

>

> there's many sites that give the list of complications of

> progressive hep-C

[Guest guest]

> -----Original Message-----

> lmao...i really do love your sense of humor or whatever you

> want to call it.i almost believe everything you feel,what do

> i know,right? so,im taking it that you dont believe that a

> man hung on a cross or maybe he did...

....sure jesus was hung on a cross. that was a very popular means of

horrifically killing enemies of the state back then. and much of the hubbub

about him might well be true. however i believe little of what comes to me

from the mouths, writings, etc of mankind especially when it comes to

organized religion which is largely used for herd management by prevailing

political structures. now as then. all part of the big plan picture. i

also see a lot of truth in the depiction of the story of jesus as presented

in the zeitgeist movie.

whatever. i trust the real jesus will save my soul as necessary and don't

even really trust that the couple encounters i had directly weren't fraud

demon spirits trying to suck me into their trip. the real jesus will have

to be more convincing than anything that just looks the part and does me

some worldly benefits or comfort.

> i actually thought the same way. we use to play with our

> barbies when we were little and i use to think that in some

> fashion that we to are someones barbie,our every move being

> monitored but if so what really is the point of it all,let me

> no if you have any fresh ideas,i love your thinking!!!

....thanks. i don't know that we are capable of understanding the point of

it all... but we're built to try, or some of us are, at least at various

points in life. cheers, bobL

>

[Guest guest]

so its possible that the bible was written by and or threw organized religion

back than. i just never understood that if God has this power he could have made

things right in the first place but instead, its all about this war between good

and evil,i dont know its so confusing...i dont get the point of it all. we are

like pieces in a chess game. i cant understand why he lets cars crash at 50 mph

and allows perverts to rape children but i guess thats the free will he allows

us but what about the child,they have no free will/choice in the act of another.

From: bob Larson <bobList@...>

Subject: RE: Re: I NEED SOMEONE TO TALK TO

Hepatitis C

Date: Sunday, May 31, 2009, 7:35 PM

> -----Original Message-----

> lmao...i really do love your sense of humor or whatever you

> want to call it.i almost believe everything you feel,what do

> i know,right? so,im taking it that you dont believe that a

> man hung on a cross or maybe he did...

....sure jesus was hung on a cross. that was a very popular means of

horrifically killing enemies of the state back then. and much of the hubbub

about him might well be true. however i believe little of what comes to me

from the mouths, writings, etc of mankind especially when it comes to

organized religion which is largely used for herd management by prevailing

political structures. now as then. all part of the big plan picture. i

also see a lot of truth in the depiction of the story of jesus as presented

in the zeitgeist movie.

whatever. i trust the real jesus will save my soul as necessary and don't

even really trust that the couple encounters i had directly weren't fraud

demon spirits trying to suck me into their trip. the real jesus will have

to be more convincing than anything that just looks the part and does me

some worldly benefits or comfort.

> i actually thought the same way. we use to play with our

> barbies when we were little and i use to think that in some

> fashion that we to are someones barbie,our every move being

> monitored but if so what really is the point of it all,let me

> no if you have any fresh ideas,i love your thinking!!!

....thanks. i don't know that we are capable of understanding the point of

it all... but we're built to try, or some of us are, at least at various

points in life. cheers, bobL

>

[Guest guest]

so its possible that the bible was written by and or threw organized religion

back than. i just never understood that if God has this power he could have made

things right in the first place but instead, its all about this war between good

and evil,i dont know its so confusing...i dont get the point of it all. we are

like pieces in a chess game. i cant understand why he lets cars crash at 50 mph

and allows perverts to rape children but i guess thats the free will he allows

us but what about the child,they have no free will/choice in the act of another.

From: bob Larson <bobList@...>

Subject: RE: Re: I NEED SOMEONE TO TALK TO

Hepatitis C

Date: Sunday, May 31, 2009, 7:35 PM

> -----Original Message-----

> lmao...i really do love your sense of humor or whatever you

> want to call it.i almost believe everything you feel,what do

> i know,right? so,im taking it that you dont believe that a

> man hung on a cross or maybe he did...

....sure jesus was hung on a cross. that was a very popular means of

horrifically killing enemies of the state back then. and much of the hubbub

about him might well be true. however i believe little of what comes to me

from the mouths, writings, etc of mankind especially when it comes to

organized religion which is largely used for herd management by prevailing

political structures. now as then. all part of the big plan picture. i

also see a lot of truth in the depiction of the story of jesus as presented

in the zeitgeist movie.

whatever. i trust the real jesus will save my soul as necessary and don't

even really trust that the couple encounters i had directly weren't fraud

demon spirits trying to suck me into their trip. the real jesus will have

to be more convincing than anything that just looks the part and does me

some worldly benefits or comfort.

> i actually thought the same way. we use to play with our

> barbies when we were little and i use to think that in some

> fashion that we to are someones barbie,our every move being

> monitored but if so what really is the point of it all,let me

> no if you have any fresh ideas,i love your thinking!!!

....thanks. i don't know that we are capable of understanding the point of

it all... but we're built to try, or some of us are, at least at various

points in life. cheers, bobL

>

[Guest guest]

so its possible that the bible was written by and or threw organized religion

back than. i just never understood that if God has this power he could have made

things right in the first place but instead, its all about this war between good

and evil,i dont know its so confusing...i dont get the point of it all. we are

like pieces in a chess game. i cant understand why he lets cars crash at 50 mph

and allows perverts to rape children but i guess thats the free will he allows

us but what about the child,they have no free will/choice in the act of another.

From: bob Larson <bobList@...>

Subject: RE: Re: I NEED SOMEONE TO TALK TO

Hepatitis C

Date: Sunday, May 31, 2009, 7:35 PM

> -----Original Message-----

> lmao...i really do love your sense of humor or whatever you

> want to call it.i almost believe everything you feel,what do

> i know,right? so,im taking it that you dont believe that a

> man hung on a cross or maybe he did...

....sure jesus was hung on a cross. that was a very popular means of

horrifically killing enemies of the state back then. and much of the hubbub

about him might well be true. however i believe little of what comes to me

from the mouths, writings, etc of mankind especially when it comes to

organized religion which is largely used for herd management by prevailing

political structures. now as then. all part of the big plan picture. i

also see a lot of truth in the depiction of the story of jesus as presented

in the zeitgeist movie.

whatever. i trust the real jesus will save my soul as necessary and don't

even really trust that the couple encounters i had directly weren't fraud

demon spirits trying to suck me into their trip. the real jesus will have

to be more convincing than anything that just looks the part and does me

some worldly benefits or comfort.

> i actually thought the same way. we use to play with our

> barbies when we were little and i use to think that in some

> fashion that we to are someones barbie,our every move being

> monitored but if so what really is the point of it all,let me

> no if you have any fresh ideas,i love your thinking!!!

....thanks. i don't know that we are capable of understanding the point of

it all... but we're built to try, or some of us are, at least at various

points in life. cheers, bobL

>

[Guest guest]

so its possible that the bible was written by and or threw organized religion

back than. i just never understood that if God has this power he could have made

things right in the first place but instead, its all about this war between good

and evil,i dont know its so confusing...i dont get the point of it all. we are

like pieces in a chess game. i cant understand why he lets cars crash at 50 mph

and allows perverts to rape children but i guess thats the free will he allows

us but what about the child,they have no free will/choice in the act of another.

From: bob Larson <bobList@...>

Subject: RE: Re: I NEED SOMEONE TO TALK TO

Hepatitis C

Date: Sunday, May 31, 2009, 7:35 PM

> -----Original Message-----

> lmao...i really do love your sense of humor or whatever you

> want to call it.i almost believe everything you feel,what do

> i know,right? so,im taking it that you dont believe that a

> man hung on a cross or maybe he did...

....sure jesus was hung on a cross. that was a very popular means of

horrifically killing enemies of the state back then. and much of the hubbub

about him might well be true. however i believe little of what comes to me

from the mouths, writings, etc of mankind especially when it comes to

organized religion which is largely used for herd management by prevailing

political structures. now as then. all part of the big plan picture. i

also see a lot of truth in the depiction of the story of jesus as presented

in the zeitgeist movie.

whatever. i trust the real jesus will save my soul as necessary and don't

even really trust that the couple encounters i had directly weren't fraud

demon spirits trying to suck me into their trip. the real jesus will have

to be more convincing than anything that just looks the part and does me

some worldly benefits or comfort.

> i actually thought the same way. we use to play with our

> barbies when we were little and i use to think that in some

> fashion that we to are someones barbie,our every move being

> monitored but if so what really is the point of it all,let me

> no if you have any fresh ideas,i love your thinking!!!

....thanks. i don't know that we are capable of understanding the point of

it all... but we're built to try, or some of us are, at least at various

points in life. cheers, bobL

>

[Guest guest]

yeah, it's all so bizarre. i'm really far from a bible student.

i do know the king james version was heavily edited to suit some english

king's agenda, and a direct word for word translation of the old testament

from the hebrew or aramaic or whatever it was compared to recent english

printings say quite different things. from what i saw (40yrs ago) the

direct translation made more sense to me and and fit reality as it is. i

also can't accept a dichotomy of god/devil ... right, a god with ultimate

supreme power is ultimately and supremely responsible i would think. the

gnostics seem to have a better version that made a bit more sense to me back

when i was trying to make sense of it all.

i don't know what's real, what's really going on here, just what or where

here is, or why... and i give no money or power if i can help it to those

who say they do. i suppose all this is getting way off track for this list,

and will only piss people off or at best stir up some wanting to save souls

or something so i'm done.

i know the only thing i do believe in is god, and i don't even know what

that means. i believe i should juice some veggies, eat some leftover whole

foods mkt salad (mmmm good!) and if there's nothing else to live for,

there's the coming new seasons of Dexter and Weeds supposed to be in the

making.

> RE: Re: I NEED SOMEONE TO TALK TO

>

> so its possible that the bible was written by and or threw

> organized religion back than. i just never understood that if

> God has this power he could have made things right in the

> first place but instead, its all about this war between good

> and evil,i dont know its so confusing...i dont get the point

> of it all. we are like pieces in a chess game. i cant

> understand why he lets cars crash at 50 mph and allows

> perverts to rape children but i guess thats the free will he

> allows us but what about the child,they have no free

> will/choice in the act of another.

>

>

>

>

[Guest guest]

yeah, it's all so bizarre. i'm really far from a bible student.

i do know the king james version was heavily edited to suit some english

king's agenda, and a direct word for word translation of the old testament

from the hebrew or aramaic or whatever it was compared to recent english

printings say quite different things. from what i saw (40yrs ago) the

direct translation made more sense to me and and fit reality as it is. i

also can't accept a dichotomy of god/devil ... right, a god with ultimate

supreme power is ultimately and supremely responsible i would think. the

gnostics seem to have a better version that made a bit more sense to me back

when i was trying to make sense of it all.

i don't know what's real, what's really going on here, just what or where

here is, or why... and i give no money or power if i can help it to those

who say they do. i suppose all this is getting way off track for this list,

and will only piss people off or at best stir up some wanting to save souls

or something so i'm done.

i know the only thing i do believe in is god, and i don't even know what

that means. i believe i should juice some veggies, eat some leftover whole

foods mkt salad (mmmm good!) and if there's nothing else to live for,

there's the coming new seasons of Dexter and Weeds supposed to be in the

making.

> RE: Re: I NEED SOMEONE TO TALK TO

>

> so its possible that the bible was written by and or threw

> organized religion back than. i just never understood that if

> God has this power he could have made things right in the

> first place but instead, its all about this war between good

> and evil,i dont know its so confusing...i dont get the point

> of it all. we are like pieces in a chess game. i cant

> understand why he lets cars crash at 50 mph and allows

> perverts to rape children but i guess thats the free will he

> allows us but what about the child,they have no free

> will/choice in the act of another.

>

>

>

>

[Guest guest]

yeah, it's all so bizarre. i'm really far from a bible student.

i do know the king james version was heavily edited to suit some english

king's agenda, and a direct word for word translation of the old testament

from the hebrew or aramaic or whatever it was compared to recent english

printings say quite different things. from what i saw (40yrs ago) the

direct translation made more sense to me and and fit reality as it is. i

also can't accept a dichotomy of god/devil ... right, a god with ultimate

supreme power is ultimately and supremely responsible i would think. the

gnostics seem to have a better version that made a bit more sense to me back

when i was trying to make sense of it all.

i don't know what's real, what's really going on here, just what or where

here is, or why... and i give no money or power if i can help it to those

who say they do. i suppose all this is getting way off track for this list,

and will only piss people off or at best stir up some wanting to save souls

or something so i'm done.

i know the only thing i do believe in is god, and i don't even know what

that means. i believe i should juice some veggies, eat some leftover whole

foods mkt salad (mmmm good!) and if there's nothing else to live for,

there's the coming new seasons of Dexter and Weeds supposed to be in the

making.

> RE: Re: I NEED SOMEONE TO TALK TO

>

> so its possible that the bible was written by and or threw

> organized religion back than. i just never understood that if

> God has this power he could have made things right in the

> first place but instead, its all about this war between good

> and evil,i dont know its so confusing...i dont get the point

> of it all. we are like pieces in a chess game. i cant

> understand why he lets cars crash at 50 mph and allows

> perverts to rape children but i guess thats the free will he

> allows us but what about the child,they have no free

> will/choice in the act of another.

>

>

>

>

[Guest guest]

yeah, it's all so bizarre. i'm really far from a bible student.

i do know the king james version was heavily edited to suit some english

king's agenda, and a direct word for word translation of the old testament

from the hebrew or aramaic or whatever it was compared to recent english

printings say quite different things. from what i saw (40yrs ago) the

direct translation made more sense to me and and fit reality as it is. i

also can't accept a dichotomy of god/devil ... right, a god with ultimate

supreme power is ultimately and supremely responsible i would think. the

gnostics seem to have a better version that made a bit more sense to me back

when i was trying to make sense of it all.

i don't know what's real, what's really going on here, just what or where

here is, or why... and i give no money or power if i can help it to those

who say they do. i suppose all this is getting way off track for this list,

and will only piss people off or at best stir up some wanting to save souls

or something so i'm done.

i know the only thing i do believe in is god, and i don't even know what

that means. i believe i should juice some veggies, eat some leftover whole

foods mkt salad (mmmm good!) and if there's nothing else to live for,

there's the coming new seasons of Dexter and Weeds supposed to be in the

making.

> RE: Re: I NEED SOMEONE TO TALK TO

>

> so its possible that the bible was written by and or threw

> organized religion back than. i just never understood that if

> God has this power he could have made things right in the

> first place but instead, its all about this war between good

> and evil,i dont know its so confusing...i dont get the point

> of it all. we are like pieces in a chess game. i cant

> understand why he lets cars crash at 50 mph and allows

> perverts to rape children but i guess thats the free will he

> allows us but what about the child,they have no free

> will/choice in the act of another.

>

>

>

>

[Guest guest]

Loved the sunday effect

Em

RE: Re: I NEED SOMEONE TO TALK TO

> Hepatitis C

> Date: Sunday, May 31, 2009, 1:15 PM

>

>

>

>

>

>

>

>

> when you get to 59 then the 60 mark might move to 75. or 90.

>

> psych meds are all a load on the liver, some moreso than others.

> there's alternative herbs for mood management, but sometimes

> they're also a

> liver load. gotta check'em out, probably best to use only as

> really needed.

>

> best anti-depressant i know of is aerobic conditioning combined with

> elimination of the additives in processed foods, but many

> aren't able to

> keep that up. an aversion to sweat can be lethal.

>

> there's many sites that give the list of complications of

> progressive hep-C

[Guest guest]

Loved the sunday effect

Em

RE: Re: I NEED SOMEONE TO TALK TO

> Hepatitis C

> Date: Sunday, May 31, 2009, 1:15 PM

>

>

>

>

>

>

>

>

> when you get to 59 then the 60 mark might move to 75. or 90.

>

> psych meds are all a load on the liver, some moreso than others.

> there's alternative herbs for mood management, but sometimes

> they're also a

> liver load. gotta check'em out, probably best to use only as

> really needed.

>

> best anti-depressant i know of is aerobic conditioning combined with

> elimination of the additives in processed foods, but many

> aren't able to

> keep that up. an aversion to sweat can be lethal.

>

> there's many sites that give the list of complications of

> progressive hep-C