Rough Day

March 30, 2007

Oh Lynn,

I'm sorry you are having a rough time. Excellent

answer from - she's a smart Lady.

I can only speak on the baby issue. 10 years ago in

1997 at the age of 29 I had to have a hysterectomy due

to uterine cancer. Of course, there went any hopes of

a baby for me. No womb at the inn.

Bear in mind I've been implanted with bilumen implants

since 1988. Ooooh yeah - the worst of both world's.

Anyways a couple of years later we met a very nice

family and long story short, we became Godparents in

2000 to their 12 year old Son.

Fastforward to 2007, our handsome 19 year old Godson

has been living with me & Hubby for the past 2 years.

It was certainly a different way to have a baby but I

got my baby at last. The pain of not having a baby

went away. Our Godson filled that void.

He is amazing and Hubby and I marvel on how we are

blessed to have our Godson in our life.

We know we're not the parents and certainly don't

pretend to be but what I'm trying to tell you is God

has a plan for all of us. It's so hard not knowing

what's in store but I kept the faith and we now have

our wonderful Godson. The pain of no baby went away.

I don't know what'll happen in your situation but

please keep the faith, one way or another, you'll have

your baby. Mine just happens to be 6 foot tall.

Love from Canada,

Traci

--- <waltjenking@...> wrote:

> Lynn,

>

> I honestly am not sure how to answer this but I

> will try. I developed Fibromyalgia and many other

> things which some may have been due to many tramatic

> events in my life, but I also think the implants

> either caused it or made it worse, hindering me from

> getting better. I had my implants removed over two

> weeks ago and my Fibro is back full force...I too am

> feeling horribly am going through crying moments

> because I had really hope that the debilitating

> muscle pain and burning would go away. I feel, deep

> in my heart, that my implants were going to be the

> death of me...that they were making my symptoms

> worse. I have to believe that I have biotoxins that

> have been stirred up and it will take time for me to

> get better. Look how long it took for us to be

> sick...there is a lot of reversing that needs to be

> done. You've seen all of the stuff on implants and

> I know that you know they have to come out. You are

> being explanted soon and it's very important for you

> to try to

> stay positive while you are heading toward this.

> It's okay to break down, but just remind yourself

> that you are taking the first step necessary and the

> rest will follow. Concentrate on explant...you are

> going to an awesome doctor...I am so glad I went to

> Huang. We are all here for you....just know that

> you can get better, but that unfortunately it won't

> be overnight like we all wish. You will get

> there...as we all will. We are all here for

> you....you are in a good place.

>

> Love,

>

> spinkscl <spinkscl@...> wrote:

> Hi all,

>

> Just having a really bad day. I found out yesterday

> that my ANA

> Profile is now 1:320, it was 1:160 in December when

> my health first

> started failing.

>

> I went to my finally physcial therapist appoinment

> today. He said

> there was nothing more that he could do for my hip

> pain, that he

> believes it is all related to the auto-immune stuff.

> I just started

> bawling on the way home. I am crying now as well.

>

> I feel like I am going to die. I drink water all

> day, yet I am still

> thirsty. The top hard pallet of my mouth is yellow

> in color and I

> have a rough spot up there. I have a hard, sore like

> growth on the

> cuticle of my thumb nail. I have noticed that my

> head feels really

> heavy, like my neck muscles are weakening.

>

> I am so very sad. I don't want to have a serious

> disease. I want to

> get well and have a baby. Please, please tell me

> there is light at

> the end of this dark tunnel. You all are my only

> hope. You are the

> only one who believes my implants are causing my

> health issues. I

> really feel like I have something fatal that they

> haven't found.

>

> I am so sorry that I am such a downer. I just feel

> so horrible

> physically.

>

> God Bless you all for being here for me,

> Lynn

>

> ---------------------------------

> Bored stiff? Loosen up...

> Download and play hundreds of games for free on

> Games.

________________________________________________________________________________\

____

Don't pick lemons.

See all the new 2007 cars at Autos.

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March 30, 2007

Great thought, possibly the prometrium or Lupron could be the culprit

with they hyperpigmentation. Both messed with my hormones.

I hope that no news is good news with your son. Raw veggies will be

something new for me, never really ate many of them. Any

suggestions? I can try to go to Whole Foods in Ft. is I am

feeling better tomorrow.

Lynn

PS... what is a good cereal that I can eat with my Rice Milk?

> > >

> > > >Hi all,

> > > >

> > > >Just having a really bad day. I found out yesterday that my ANA

> > > >Profile is now 1:320, it was 1:160 in December when my health

first

> > > >started failing.

> > > >

> > > >I went to my finally physcial therapist appoinment today. He

said

> > > >there was nothing more that he could do for my hip pain, that

he

> > > >believes it is all related to the auto-immune stuff. I just

started

> > > >bawling on the way home. I am crying now as well.

> > > >

> > > >I feel like I am going to die. I drink water all day, yet I am

> >still

> > > >thirsty. The top hard pallet of my mouth is yellow in color

and I

> > > >have a rough spot up there. I have a hard, sore like growth on

the

> > > >cuticle of my thumb nail. I have noticed that my head feels

really

> > > >heavy, like my neck muscles are weakening.

> > > >

> > > >I am so very sad. I don't want to have a serious disease. I

want to

> > > >get well and have a baby. Please, please tell me there is

light at

> > > >the end of this dark tunnel. You all are my only hope. You are

the

> > > >only one who believes my implants are causing my health

issues. I

> > > >really feel like I have something fatal that they haven't

found.

> > > >

> > > >I am so sorry that I am such a downer. I just feel so horrible

> > > >physically.

> > > >

> > > >God Bless you all for being here for me,

> > > >Lynn

> > > >

> > >

> >

>

March 30, 2007

Traci,

Thank you so much for the positive words. I am so sorry to hear you

couldn't have a baby of your own but what a blessing you have with

your Godson. I know God has a plan for me and I should be patient.

Is your explant soon?

Lynn

> > Hi all,

> >

> > Just having a really bad day. I found out yesterday

> > that my ANA

> > Profile is now 1:320, it was 1:160 in December when

> > my health first

> > started failing.

> >

> > I went to my finally physcial therapist appoinment

> > today. He said

> > there was nothing more that he could do for my hip

> > pain, that he

> > believes it is all related to the auto-immune stuff.

> > I just started

> > bawling on the way home. I am crying now as well.

> >

> > I feel like I am going to die. I drink water all

> > day, yet I am still

> > thirsty. The top hard pallet of my mouth is yellow

> > in color and I

> > have a rough spot up there. I have a hard, sore like

> > growth on the

> > cuticle of my thumb nail. I have noticed that my

> > head feels really

> > heavy, like my neck muscles are weakening.

> >

> > I am so very sad. I don't want to have a serious

> > disease. I want to

> > get well and have a baby. Please, please tell me

> > there is light at

> > the end of this dark tunnel. You all are my only

> > hope. You are the

> > only one who believes my implants are causing my

> > health issues. I

> > really feel like I have something fatal that they

> > haven't found.

> >

> > I am so sorry that I am such a downer. I just feel

> > so horrible

> > physically.

> >

> > God Bless you all for being here for me,

> > Lynn

> >

> > ---------------------------------

> > Bored stiff? Loosen up...

> > Download and play hundreds of games for free on

> > Games.

>

______________________________________________________________________

______________

> Don't pick lemons.

> See all the new 2007 cars at Autos.

> http://autos./new_cars.html

>

March 30, 2007

I eat carrots, celery, sugar snap peas, of course salads with mixed

baby field greens, Other things also, but those come to mind. I

grew up eating raw veggies, radishes, even corn. Anything we could

eat raw we did. Broccoli, cauliflower. I am sure most people can

eat bell peppers raw. I am allergic to peppers.

I would give odds on the hormones they gave you causing the pigmentation.

Whole Foods is good, Vitamin Cottage is good and costs less. It is

on S. College. Just further down from Whole Foods on the other

side. I generally go there. Whole Foods has an awesome salad

bar. You might get a good idea of raw veggies from a salad bar.

Lynda

At 07:43 PM 3/30/2007, you wrote:

>Great thought, possibly the prometrium or Lupron could be the culprit

>with they hyperpigmentation. Both messed with my hormones.

>

>I hope that no news is good news with your son. Raw veggies will be

>something new for me, never really ate many of them. Any

>suggestions? I can try to go to Whole Foods in Ft. is I am

>feeling better tomorrow.

>

>Lynn

>

>PS... what is a good cereal that I can eat with my Rice Milk?

>

> > > >

> > > > >Hi all,

> > > > >

> > > > >Just having a really bad day. I found out yesterday that my ANA

> > > > >Profile is now 1:320, it was 1:160 in December when my health

>first

> > > > >started failing.

> > > > >

> > > > >I went to my finally physcial therapist appoinment today. He

>said

> > > > >there was nothing more that he could do for my hip pain, that

>he

> > > > >believes it is all related to the auto-immune stuff. I just

>started

> > > > >bawling on the way home. I am crying now as well.

> > > > >

> > > > >I feel like I am going to die. I drink water all day, yet I am

> > >still

> > > > >thirsty. The top hard pallet of my mouth is yellow in color

>and I

> > > > >have a rough spot up there. I have a hard, sore like growth on

>the

> > > > >cuticle of my thumb nail. I have noticed that my head feels

>really

> > > > >heavy, like my neck muscles are weakening.

> > > > >

> > > > >I am so very sad. I don't want to have a serious disease. I

>want to

> > > > >get well and have a baby. Please, please tell me there is

>light at

> > > > >the end of this dark tunnel. You all are my only hope. You are

>the

> > > > >only one who believes my implants are causing my health

>issues. I

> > > > >really feel like I have something fatal that they haven't

>found.

> > > > >

> > > > >I am so sorry that I am such a downer. I just feel so horrible

> > > > >physically.

> > > > >

> > > > >God Bless you all for being here for me,

> > > > >Lynn

> > > > >

> > > >

> > >

> >

>

March 30, 2007

I have a new favorite salad you might like. You can use all different types

of raw vegetables too. Tonight I used shredded carrot, a little chopped

onion, yellow bell ( I know Lynda can't have this), and purple cabbage. I

mixed it all together. I then made made the dressing which is rice vinegar

and a bit of agave nectar. It tastes sweet and sour. You can also make it

with broccoli and different vegetables as well, which is equally as good.

I eat lots of salads. Since I try to have all of my meals balanced with

protein, carb and roughage, I often add my protein on a bed of greens with

different raw vegetables, maybe a little apple and potato.

Kenda

>> Great thought, possibly the prometrium or Lupron could be the culprit

>> with they hyperpigmentation. Both messed with my hormones.

>>

>> I hope that no news is good news with your son. Raw veggies will be

>> something new for me, never really ate many of them. Any

>> suggestions? I can try to go to Whole Foods in Ft. is I am

>> feeling better tomorrow.

>>

>> Lynn

>>

>> PS... what is a good cereal that I can eat with my Rice Milk?

>>

>>>>>

>>>>>> Hi all,

>>>>>>

>>>>>> Just having a really bad day. I found out yesterday that my ANA

>>>>>> Profile is now 1:320, it was 1:160 in December when my health

>> first

>>>>>> started failing.

>>>>>>

>>>>>> I went to my finally physcial therapist appoinment today. He

>> said

>>>>>> there was nothing more that he could do for my hip pain, that

>> he

>>>>>> believes it is all related to the auto-immune stuff. I just

>> started

>>>>>> bawling on the way home. I am crying now as well.

>>>>>>

>>>>>> I feel like I am going to die. I drink water all day, yet I am

>>>> still

>>>>>> thirsty. The top hard pallet of my mouth is yellow in color

>> and I

>>>>>> have a rough spot up there. I have a hard, sore like growth on

>> the

>>>>>> cuticle of my thumb nail. I have noticed that my head feels

>> really

>>>>>> heavy, like my neck muscles are weakening.

>>>>>>

>>>>>> I am so very sad. I don't want to have a serious disease. I

>> want to

>>>>>> get well and have a baby. Please, please tell me there is

>> light at

>>>>>> the end of this dark tunnel. You all are my only hope. You are

>> the

>>>>>> only one who believes my implants are causing my health

>> issues. I

>>>>>> really feel like I have something fatal that they haven't

>> found.

>>>>>>

>>>>>> I am so sorry that I am such a downer. I just feel so horrible

>>>>>> physically.

>>>>>>

>>>>>> God Bless you all for being here for me,

>>>>>> Lynn

>>>>>>

>>>>>

>>>>

>>>

>>

>

March 30, 2007

Lynn, One other thing that might be important for you is that I had a lot of emotions two weeks prior to surgery. Suddenly things hurt and I literally felt like I couldn't hang on just for two weeks. I do think stress contributes and will cause more pain and make us worse. I'm getting ready to hop in a nice hot, epsom salt bath....this might be good for you to do right now, especially since you're hurting. That and my fiance's massages are the only thing that takes away my pain...it may only be temporary, but it helps. Grab a nice cup of decaf tea, some candles and get in the tub!!!! Put in a few cups of salts in Love Love spinkscl <spinkscl@...> wrote: Thank you for the encouraging words. I am trying very hard to stay positive but my body feels as though it is failing and quickly! I am trying to do everything possible to be healthy and still, I am getting worse. I agree, I feel it is the implants. I don't know what the trigger was that started the downhill progress but it seems to be getting worse by the day. Two weeks seems like years. Hopefully the "flare" or whatever is happening settles down and I feel better soon.I am sorry to here you fibromyalgia is back. I am glad to see you have such a positive attitude. You take care, I know you have been through so

much with your health and your daughters.Love,Lynn> Hi all,> > Just having a really bad day. I found out

yesterday that my ANA > Profile is now 1:320, it was 1:160 in December when my health first > started failing. > > I went to my finally physcial therapist appoinment today. He said > there was nothing more that he could do for my hip pain, that he > believes it is all related to the auto-immune stuff. I just started > bawling on the way home. I am crying now as well. > > I feel like I am going to die. I drink water all day, yet I am still > thirsty. The top hard pallet of my mouth is yellow in color and I > have a rough spot up there. I have a hard, sore like growth on the > cuticle of my thumb nail. I have noticed that my head feels really > heavy, like my neck muscles are weakening. > > I am so very sad. I don't want to have a serious disease. I want to > get well and have a baby. Please, please tell me there is light at > the end of this dark

tunnel. You all are my only hope. You are the > only one who believes my implants are causing my health issues. I > really feel like I have something fatal that they haven't found. > > I am so sorry that I am such a downer. I just feel so horrible > physically. > > God Bless you all for being here for me,> Lynn> > > > > > > ---------------------------------> Bored stiff? Loosen up...> Download and play hundreds of games for free on Games.>

Don't pick lemons.

See all the new 2007 cars at Autos.

March 30, 2007

Yum Kenda! That sounds really good. I love salad. I may need help

mixing this dressing. Some of the items you mentioned are foreign to

me

What sort of meats are best? Would it be best to get them straight

from the butcher? Or is Whole Foods or the Vitamin Cottage better?

I love salad with grilled steak or grilled chicken. Your thoughts?

Lynn

PS.... talking with you all is making me feel better! However, the

board seems to be having issues again. I can't get to the newer posts

without going through the older??

> >>>>>

> >>>>>> Hi all,

> >>>>>>

> >>>>>> Just having a really bad day. I found out yesterday that my

ANA

> >>>>>> Profile is now 1:320, it was 1:160 in December when my health

> >> first

> >>>>>> started failing.

> >>>>>>

> >>>>>> I went to my finally physcial therapist appoinment today. He

> >> said

> >>>>>> there was nothing more that he could do for my hip pain, that

> >> he

> >>>>>> believes it is all related to the auto-immune stuff. I just

> >> started

> >>>>>> bawling on the way home. I am crying now as well.

> >>>>>>

> >>>>>> I feel like I am going to die. I drink water all day, yet I

am

> >>>> still

> >>>>>> thirsty. The top hard pallet of my mouth is yellow in color

> >> and I

> >>>>>> have a rough spot up there. I have a hard, sore like growth

on

> >> the

> >>>>>> cuticle of my thumb nail. I have noticed that my head feels

> >> really

> >>>>>> heavy, like my neck muscles are weakening.

> >>>>>>

> >>>>>> I am so very sad. I don't want to have a serious disease. I

> >> want to

> >>>>>> get well and have a baby. Please, please tell me there is

> >> light at

> >>>>>> the end of this dark tunnel. You all are my only hope. You

are

> >> the

> >>>>>> only one who believes my implants are causing my health

> >> issues. I

> >>>>>> really feel like I have something fatal that they haven't

> >> found.

> >>>>>>

> >>>>>> I am so sorry that I am such a downer. I just feel so

horrible

> >>>>>> physically.

> >>>>>>

> >>>>>> God Bless you all for being here for me,

> >>>>>> Lynn

> >>>>>>

> >>>>>

> >>>>

> >>>

> >>

> >

>

March 30, 2007

Wonder if I can get my hubby to massage me Your fiance sounds

like a keeper!! I think I'll go and have a bowl of cereal with Rice

Milk, some herbal (de-caf) sleepy time tea and then crawl into bed

and read the " Yeast Connection. " I took a bath earlier w/ some Epson

salts to calm me down.

You go and relax!

Lynn

> > Hi all,

> >

> > Just having a really bad day. I found out yesterday that my ANA

> > Profile is now 1:320, it was 1:160 in December when my health

first

> > started failing.

> >

> > I went to my finally physcial therapist appoinment today. He said

> > there was nothing more that he could do for my hip pain, that he

> > believes it is all related to the auto-immune stuff. I just

started

> > bawling on the way home. I am crying now as well.

> >

> > I feel like I am going to die. I drink water all day, yet I am

> still

> > thirsty. The top hard pallet of my mouth is yellow in color and I

> > have a rough spot up there. I have a hard, sore like growth on

the

> > cuticle of my thumb nail. I have noticed that my head feels

really

> > heavy, like my neck muscles are weakening.

> >

> > I am so very sad. I don't want to have a serious disease. I want

to

> > get well and have a baby. Please, please tell me there is light

at

> > the end of this dark tunnel. You all are my only hope. You are

the

> > only one who believes my implants are causing my health issues. I

> > really feel like I have something fatal that they haven't found.

> >

> > I am so sorry that I am such a downer. I just feel so horrible

> > physically.

> >

> > God Bless you all for being here for me,

> > Lynn

> >

> > ---------------------------------

> > Bored stiff? Loosen up...

> > Download and play hundreds of games for free on Games.

> >

>

> ---------------------------------

> Don't pick lemons.

> See all the new 2007 cars at Autos.

>

March 30, 2007

Hi Lynn,

The dressing is really easy! Just pour some rice wine vinegar in a jar and

add agave syrup to your taste. Agave syrup is a sweetener. You can use

other vinegars instead of rice wine vinegar, if you don't have rice wine

vinegar on hand. I just like it best with this salad dressing. For other

salads, I like straight balsamic vinegar, with or without olive oil.

I like chicken, turkey, deep sea fish that I order from vitalchoice.com and

some beef. I also like ground turkey and chicken. I went without beef for

4 years but my ND insisted I eat it a few times per week for the vitamin

content. I love salad with grilled meats too, it's one of my favorite

meals. I also throw about four or five walnuts on my salad too.

Kenda

> Yum Kenda! That sounds really good. I love salad. I may need help

> mixing this dressing. Some of the items you mentioned are foreign to

> me

>

> What sort of meats are best? Would it be best to get them straight

> from the butcher? Or is Whole Foods or the Vitamin Cottage better?

> I love salad with grilled steak or grilled chicken. Your thoughts?

>

> Lynn

>

> PS.... talking with you all is making me feel better! However, the

> board seems to be having issues again. I can't get to the newer posts

> without going through the older??

>

>>>>>>>

>>>>>>>> Hi all,

>>>>>>>>

>>>>>>>> Just having a really bad day. I found out yesterday that my

> ANA

>>>>>>>> Profile is now 1:320, it was 1:160 in December when my health

>>>> first

>>>>>>>> started failing.

>>>>>>>>

>>>>>>>> I went to my finally physcial therapist appoinment today. He

>>>> said

>>>>>>>> there was nothing more that he could do for my hip pain, that

>>>> he

>>>>>>>> believes it is all related to the auto-immune stuff. I just

>>>> started

>>>>>>>> bawling on the way home. I am crying now as well.

>>>>>>>>

>>>>>>>> I feel like I am going to die. I drink water all day, yet I

> am

>>>>>> still

>>>>>>>> thirsty. The top hard pallet of my mouth is yellow in color

>>>> and I

>>>>>>>> have a rough spot up there. I have a hard, sore like growth

> on

>>>> the

>>>>>>>> cuticle of my thumb nail. I have noticed that my head feels

>>>> really

>>>>>>>> heavy, like my neck muscles are weakening.

>>>>>>>>

>>>>>>>> I am so very sad. I don't want to have a serious disease. I

>>>> want to

>>>>>>>> get well and have a baby. Please, please tell me there is

>>>> light at

>>>>>>>> the end of this dark tunnel. You all are my only hope. You

> are

>>>> the

>>>>>>>> only one who believes my implants are causing my health

>>>> issues. I

>>>>>>>> really feel like I have something fatal that they haven't

>>>> found.

>>>>>>>>

>>>>>>>> I am so sorry that I am such a downer. I just feel so

> horrible

>>>>>>>> physically.

>>>>>>>>

>>>>>>>> God Bless you all for being here for me,

>>>>>>>> Lynn

>>>>>>>>

>>>>>>>

>>>>>>

>>>>>

>>>>

>>>

>>

>

March 30, 2007

This sounds easy enough. I will have to pick up the vinegar tomorrow

when I go shopping. I love walnuts!!

Lynn

> >>>>>>>

> >>>>>>>> Hi all,

> >>>>>>>>

> >>>>>>>> Just having a really bad day. I found out yesterday that my

> > ANA

> >>>>>>>> Profile is now 1:320, it was 1:160 in December when my

health

> >>>> first

> >>>>>>>> started failing.

> >>>>>>>>

> >>>>>>>> I went to my finally physcial therapist appoinment today.

He

> >>>> said

> >>>>>>>> there was nothing more that he could do for my hip pain,

that

> >>>> he

> >>>>>>>> believes it is all related to the auto-immune stuff. I just

> >>>> started

> >>>>>>>> bawling on the way home. I am crying now as well.

> >>>>>>>>

> >>>>>>>> I feel like I am going to die. I drink water all day, yet I

> > am

> >>>>>> still

> >>>>>>>> thirsty. The top hard pallet of my mouth is yellow in color

> >>>> and I

> >>>>>>>> have a rough spot up there. I have a hard, sore like growth

> > on

> >>>> the

> >>>>>>>> cuticle of my thumb nail. I have noticed that my head feels

> >>>> really

> >>>>>>>> heavy, like my neck muscles are weakening.

> >>>>>>>>

> >>>>>>>> I am so very sad. I don't want to have a serious disease. I

> >>>> want to

> >>>>>>>> get well and have a baby. Please, please tell me there is

> >>>> light at

> >>>>>>>> the end of this dark tunnel. You all are my only hope. You

> > are

> >>>> the

> >>>>>>>> only one who believes my implants are causing my health

> >>>> issues. I

> >>>>>>>> really feel like I have something fatal that they haven't

> >>>> found.

> >>>>>>>>

> >>>>>>>> I am so sorry that I am such a downer. I just feel so

> > horrible

> >>>>>>>> physically.

> >>>>>>>>

> >>>>>>>> God Bless you all for being here for me,

> >>>>>>>> Lynn

> >>>>>>>>

> >>>>>>>

> >>>>>>

> >>>>>

> >>>>

> >>>

> >>

> >

>

March 30, 2007

Hi Lynn,

I'm actually okay now even though I never had

biological childen. I love my Godson dearly and he

took the pain of having no children away without ever

realizing I was hurting so bad. I would lay my life

down for him in a heartbeat.

Another couple I know had a daughter in a most

interesting way too. The wife is a nurse and was

attending a delivery where she knew the baby was going

to be abandoned. The second she held the little baby

girl she knew this was her new daughter. Her and her

husband ended up adopting this sweet little angel.

This was 18 years ago and she is now a beautiful and

happy young woman. The couple who adopted the girl

are white and the adopted daughter had biologically a

chinese mother and Jamaican father. This adoptive

couple have two other biological children but all kids

feel equally as loved and the parents will tell you

that your child doesn't have to be blood related to

love them just as much as a biological child.

So you just never know where a future child could come

from.

What I'm trying to say is to please hang in there. We

don't know what the future will hold but faith is

having hope that something good will happen in the

future.

Big hugs,

Traci

--- spinkscl <spinkscl@...> wrote:

> Traci,

>

> Thank you so much for the positive words. I am so

> sorry to hear you

> couldn't have a baby of your own but what a blessing

> you have with

> your Godson. I know God has a plan for me and I

> should be patient.

>

> Is your explant soon?

>

> Lynn

>

> > > Hi all,

> > >

> > > Just having a really bad day. I found out

> yesterday

> > > that my ANA

> > > Profile is now 1:320, it was 1:160 in December

> when

> > > my health first

> > > started failing.

> > >

> > > I went to my finally physcial therapist

> appoinment

> > > today. He said

> > > there was nothing more that he could do for my

> hip

> > > pain, that he

> > > believes it is all related to the auto-immune

> stuff.

> > > I just started

> > > bawling on the way home. I am crying now as

> well.

> > >

> > > I feel like I am going to die. I drink water all

> > > day, yet I am still

> > > thirsty. The top hard pallet of my mouth is

> yellow

> > > in color and I

> > > have a rough spot up there. I have a hard, sore

> like

> > > growth on the

> > > cuticle of my thumb nail. I have noticed that my

> > > head feels really

> > > heavy, like my neck muscles are weakening.

> > >

> > > I am so very sad. I don't want to have a serious

> > > disease. I want to

> > > get well and have a baby. Please, please tell me

> > > there is light at

> > > the end of this dark tunnel. You all are my only

> > > hope. You are the

> > > only one who believes my implants are causing my

> > > health issues. I

> > > really feel like I have something fatal that

> they

> > > haven't found.

> > >

> > > I am so sorry that I am such a downer. I just

> feel

> > > so horrible

> > > physically.

> > >

> > > God Bless you all for being here for me,

> > > Lynn

> > >

> > > ---------------------------------

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Sorry my memory is going here Lynn.

I go on April 3rd to set the date for my explant.

Unfortunately the way the healthcare system works here

in Canada, it can take some time.

Hopefully I should be on my way for explantation

within 4 - 6 weeks. I'm scared too and that's okay.

I take things just one day at a time.

Love & hugs,

Traci

--- spinkscl <spinkscl@...> wrote:

> This sounds easy enough. I will have to pick up the

> vinegar tomorrow

> when I go shopping. I love walnuts!!

>

> Lynn

>

> > >>>>>

> > >>>>>> I have been much better with my diet. Just

> recently have the

> > > time

> > >>>> to

> > >>>>>> read the Yeast Connection. All I drink is

> water, tea or juice

> > >>>> (w/out

> > >>>>>> sugar). I have sugar a few times but

> rarely. I know I need to

> > > get

> > >>>>>> better and I plan to but I have been so

> sick it is hard to

> > > study.

> > >>>>>>

> > >>>>>> Lynda, my face is also getting

> hyperpigmentation, it is

> getting

> > >>>> bad.

> > >>>>>> I was out in the sun for a little while

> last weekend and I

> have

> > >>>> brown

> > >>>>>> spots all over my forehead, a few on my

> cheeks and my chin is

> > > now

> > >>>>>> covered. I am just so very scared because

> my muscles are so

> > > week

> > >>>> and

> > >>>>>> I am getting worse. I know I only have two

> weeks to go but I

>

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Good for you....ahhh...I feel better after my bath.spinkscl <spinkscl@...> wrote: Wonder if I can get my hubby to massage me Your fiance sounds like a keeper!! I think I'll go and have a bowl of cereal with Rice Milk, some herbal (de-caf) sleepy time tea and then crawl into bed and read the "Yeast Connection." I took a bath earlier w/ some Epson salts to calm me down. You go and relax! Lynn> > Hi all,> > > > Just having a really bad day. I found out yesterday that my ANA > > Profile is now 1:320, it

was 1:160 in December when my health first > > started failing. > > > > I went to my finally physcial therapist appoinment today. He said > > there was nothing more that he could do for my hip pain, that he > > believes it is all related to the auto-immune stuff. I just started > > bawling on the way home. I am crying now as well. > > > > I feel like I am going to die. I drink water all day, yet I am > still > > thirsty. The top hard pallet of my mouth is yellow in color and I > > have a rough spot up there. I have a hard, sore like growth on the > > cuticle of my thumb nail. I have noticed that my head feels really > > heavy, like my neck muscles are weakening. > > > > I am so very sad. I don't want to have a serious disease. I want to > > get well and have a baby. Please, please tell me there is

light at > > the end of this dark tunnel. You all are my only hope. You are the > > only one who believes my implants are causing my health issues. I > > really feel like I have something fatal that they haven't found. > > > > I am so sorry that I am such a downer. I just feel so horrible > > physically. > > > > God Bless you all for being here for me,> > Lynn> > > > > > > > > > > > > > ---------------------------------> > Bored stiff? Loosen up...> > Download and play hundreds of games for free on Games.> >> > > > > > > ---------------------------------> Don't pick lemons.> See all the new 2007 cars at

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Lynn's explant is April 13th in Denver.

Lynda

At 10:48 PM 3/30/2007, you wrote:

>Lynn,

>

>When are you getting your implants taken out? I can only pray

>that once removed and your body is healed.... You will have a

>child.... God Bless You and you are in my prayers.

>

>~

>

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March 31, 2007

Kenda, Check Walmart for ground Bison . . . No hormones or antibiotics allowed . . . Meat is lean and very tasty. You probably wouldn't know the difference between bison and beef, except the bison is a bit more favorful. Rogene

March 31, 2007

Lynn, You'll have your implants out soon . . . then your body can start repairing itself. Please don't stress. . . Just treat yourself well! eat well, rest, think beautiful thoughts! This time next year, you'll wonder what you were stressing over! Hugs, Rogene

March 31, 2007

But first check out the dangers of using sunscreen and decide if you should just cover up instead! I do not use sunscreens...at all.... http://www.mercola.com/2000/oct/15/sunscreen.htm Patty toxicsalines@... wrote: Lynn, You should avoid the Sun with all cost... Wear

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March 31, 2007

Lynn ~

God Bless you sweetheart ! I am so very sorry you feel so horrible. With auto-immune/mixed connective tissue disorder/ multiple chemical sensitivity disorder/human adjuvent disease, you have such an array of things going on at the same time, making it hard for your body to know how to respond. It is just freaking out. Your body is screaming outloud and having tourettes syndrome moment. All kinds of things go wacky, with tons of weird unusual symptoms and groups of symptoms. All you can do right now, is to allow yourself to go through the emotions, and the hormones secreted during all that is necessary. BUT..........also time limit them, so your body has time to rebuild for the next low time. So things that stimulate your endorphins so it triggers your hypothalmus to produce its hormones and get the ball rolling.

All the non-believers, put them in a different catagory. They dont doubt you, they dont think bad things of you, their problem is they arent educated in the area of implant related disorders/disasters/dis-ease.

We all are here for you, as educated in the disease, and learning about the disease, and living the disease. We know how to support you. Proper education in the disease is a must to be able to understand. Since the un-believers are getting their education for the disease by the media and FDA, their educational source is the worst in the world, so therefore they are ignorant on the subject. You can depend on us to be here for you, believe in you, symphathise with you, listen, love you and pray for you and with you. Things will get better and dont forget the trillion angels wrapping their wings around you keeping you safe and warm in Gods hands ~ Dede

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March 31, 2007

Hi Ladies, Another meat you might want to try is beefalo. It is actually a real thing, honest! A friend of mine raises them in Chehayles, Washington and it is very lean and tasty. They are range fed and I know they sell the meat commercially but am not sure where or how. My friend is a "health nut" too so I have the greatest confidence the meat is hormone and antibiotic free and as clean as it comes. I'll try to contact her and get more info on where it can be purchased. Also, my neighbors in Mountain Home raise special cows that are hormone and antibiotic free (except for one that is required to be given to ALL range fed beef in the US.) We had them raise a beef for us last year and I even ate some (hadn't had beef for about 6 years.) It was very good! But if you have anyone raise meat for you it is critical that you know the meat processing plant that

butchers and prepares the meat too. The processor can add things that are worse than what is present from the cow's diet. Isn't there something wrong with this picture? We have to hunt high and low to find food WITHOUT all of these additives in them, and they're more expensive. It seems we are regulated to the "nth" degree, and even if we are able to grow our own produce and things we have to worry about contamination from our water sources and the neighbors who spray everything that looks like it's going to move...and we're down wind! I always ask the Lord to bless my food and to purify it and make up for the things I can't avoid! I do averything I can do to get the best food available and trust Him to do the rest, since He wants what is best for us too. Happy food hunting. Deb Kenda Skaggs <lovesgoldens@...> wrote: Rogene,I have never had Bison, the idea of eating it scares me. Does it lookand smell like hamburger?Kenda> Kenda,> > Check Walmart for ground Bison . . . No hormones or antibiotics allowed . .> . Meat is lean and very tasty. You probably wouldn't know the difference> between bison and beef, except the bison is a bit more favorful.> > Rogene> > > >

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I have had beefalo, and it was very good.

Lynda

At 05:51 PM 3/31/2007, you wrote:

>Hi Ladies,

>

>Another meat you might want to try is beefalo. It is actually a

>real thing, honest! A friend of mine raises them in Chehayles,

>Washington and it is very lean and tasty. They are range fed and I

>know they sell the meat commercially but am not sure where or

>how. My friend is a " health nut " too so I have the greatest

>confidence the meat is hormone and antibiotic free and as clean as

>it comes. I'll try to contact her and get more info on where it can

>be purchased.

>

>Also, my neighbors in Mountain Home raise special cows that are

>hormone and antibiotic free (except for one that is required to be

>given to ALL range fed beef in the US.) We had them raise a beef

>for us last year and I even ate some (hadn't had beef for about 6

>years.) It was very good! But if you have anyone raise meat for

>you it is critical that you know the meat processing plant that

>butchers and prepares the meat too. The processor can add things

>that are worse than what is present from the cow's diet.

>

>Isn't there something wrong with this picture? We have to hunt high

>and low to find food WITHOUT all of these additives in them, and

>they're more expensive. It seems we are regulated to the " nth "

>degree, and even if we are able to grow our own produce and things

>we have to worry about contamination from our water sources and the

>neighbors who spray everything that looks like it's going to

>move...and we're down wind! I always ask the Lord to bless my food

>and to purify it and make up for the things I can't avoid! I do

>averything I can do to get the best food available and trust Him to

>do the rest, since He wants what is best for us too. Happy food hunting.

>Deb

>

>Kenda Skaggs <lovesgoldens@...> wrote:

>Rogene,

>

>I have never had Bison, the idea of eating it scares me. Does it look

>and smell like hamburger?

>

>Kenda

>

> > Kenda,

> >

> > Check Walmart for ground Bison . . . No hormones or antibiotics allowed . .

> > . Meat is lean and very tasty. You probably wouldn't know the difference

> > between bison and beef, except the bison is a bit more favorful.

> >

> > Rogene

> >

>

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March 31, 2007

Kenda, our family loves bison...we buy it in packages at Whole Foods

market. It is almost exactly like Beef.

Patty

>

> Rogene,

>

> I have never had Bison, the idea of eating it scares me. Does

it look

> and smell like hamburger?

>

> Kenda

>

> > Kenda,

> >

> > Check Walmart for ground Bison . . . No hormones or

antibiotics allowed . .

> > . Meat is lean and very tasty. You probably wouldn't know the

difference

> > between bison and beef, except the bison is a bit more favorful.

> >

> > Rogene

> >

>

March 31, 2007

Deb,

I agree, there is something wrong with this picture!

I am thankful for the wonderful food supply we have in this country,

but I am sickened by the greed of corporate interests who have

damaged the good foods God already make perfect. Isn't it just like

Satan to pervert everything that God has made good? There is alot

of evil out there driven by the almighty dollar alone, and not by

corporate good will putting our health interests first.

I think the pendulum will swing back to the smaller family farms as

more people seek to grow their own foods and maintain a healthy

diet. We have already started seeing that in some counties of

California.

Anyway, yes, happy food hunting! It can be hard in some smaller

cities, and that is one thing I am thankful for about Vegas...we

have so many choices for healthy foods here.

Patty

-- In , Deb Bawick <anbawick@...> wrote:

>

> Hi Ladies,

>

> Another meat you might want to try is beefalo. It is actually a

real thing, honest! A friend of mine raises them in Chehayles,

Washington and it is very lean and tasty. They are range fed and I

know they sell the meat commercially but am not sure where or how.

My friend is a " health nut " too so I have the greatest confidence

the meat is hormone and antibiotic free and as clean as it comes.

I'll try to contact her and get more info on where it can be

purchased.

>

> Also, my neighbors in Mountain Home raise special cows that are

hormone and antibiotic free (except for one that is required to be

given to ALL range fed beef in the US.) We had them raise a beef

for us last year and I even ate some (hadn't had beef for about 6

years.) It was very good! But if you have anyone raise meat for

you it is critical that you know the meat processing plant that

butchers and prepares the meat too. The processor can add things

that are worse than what is present from the cow's diet.

>

> Isn't there something wrong with this picture? We have to hunt

high and low to find food WITHOUT all of these additives in them,

and they're more expensive. It seems we are regulated to the " nth "

degree, and even if we are able to grow our own produce and things

we have to worry about contamination from our water sources and the

neighbors who spray everything that looks like it's going to

move...and we're down wind! I always ask the Lord to bless my food

and to purify it and make up for the things I can't avoid! I do

averything I can do to get the best food available and trust Him to

do the rest, since He wants what is best for us too. Happy food

hunting.

> Deb

>

> Kenda Skaggs <lovesgoldens@...> wrote:

> Rogene,

>

> I have never had Bison, the idea of eating it scares me. Does

it look

> and smell like hamburger?

>

> Kenda

>

> > Kenda,

> >

> > Check Walmart for ground Bison . . . No hormones or antibiotics

allowed . .

> > . Meat is lean and very tasty. You probably wouldn't know the

difference

> > between bison and beef, except the bison is a bit more favorful.

> >

> > Rogene

> >

>

> ---------------------------------

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March 31, 2007

Yes, I live near Ft. and Denver and Boulder, many good

choices in good food in all 3 places.

Lynda

At 07:44 PM 3/31/2007, you wrote:

>Deb,

>I agree, there is something wrong with this picture!

>

>I am thankful for the wonderful food supply we have in this country,

>but I am sickened by the greed of corporate interests who have

>damaged the good foods God already make perfect. Isn't it just like

>Satan to pervert everything that God has made good? There is alot

>of evil out there driven by the almighty dollar alone, and not by

>corporate good will putting our health interests first.

>

>I think the pendulum will swing back to the smaller family farms as

>more people seek to grow their own foods and maintain a healthy

>diet. We have already started seeing that in some counties of

>California.

>

>Anyway, yes, happy food hunting! It can be hard in some smaller

>cities, and that is one thing I am thankful for about Vegas...we

>have so many choices for healthy foods here.

>Patty

>

>-- In

><mailto: %40> ,

>Deb Bawick <anbawick@...> wrote:

> >

> > Hi Ladies,

> >

> > Another meat you might want to try is beefalo. It is actually a

>real thing, honest! A friend of mine raises them in Chehayles,

>Washington and it is very lean and tasty. They are range fed and I

>know they sell the meat commercially but am not sure where or how.

>My friend is a " health nut " too so I have the greatest confidence

>the meat is hormone and antibiotic free and as clean as it comes.

>I'll try to contact her and get more info on where it can be

>purchased.

> >

> > Also, my neighbors in Mountain Home raise special cows that are

>hormone and antibiotic free (except for one that is required to be

>given to ALL range fed beef in the US.) We had them raise a beef

>for us last year and I even ate some (hadn't had beef for about 6

>years.) It was very good! But if you have anyone raise meat for

>you it is critical that you know the meat processing plant that

>butchers and prepares the meat too. The processor can add things

>that are worse than what is present from the cow's diet.

> >

> > Isn't there something wrong with this picture? We have to hunt

>high and low to find food WITHOUT all of these additives in them,

>and they're more expensive. It seems we are regulated to the " nth "

>degree, and even if we are able to grow our own produce and things

>we have to worry about contamination from our water sources and the

>neighbors who spray everything that looks like it's going to

>move...and we're down wind! I always ask the Lord to bless my food

>and to purify it and make up for the things I can't avoid! I do

>averything I can do to get the best food available and trust Him to

>do the rest, since He wants what is best for us too. Happy food

>hunting.

> > Deb

> >

> > Kenda Skaggs <lovesgoldens@...> wrote:

> > Rogene,

> >

> > I have never had Bison, the idea of eating it scares me. Does

>it look

> > and smell like hamburger?

> >

> > Kenda

> >

> > > Kenda,

> > >

> > > Check Walmart for ground Bison . . . No hormones or antibiotics

>allowed . .

> > > . Meat is lean and very tasty. You probably wouldn't know the

>difference

> > > between bison and beef, except the bison is a bit more favorful.

> > >

> > > Rogene

> > >

> >

> > ---------------------------------

> > TV dinner still cooling?

> > Check out " Tonight's Picks " on TV.

> >

>

March 31, 2007

Dede,

You just made me cry again, but this time it was because I am happy.

Thank you so much for the words. I do hate that you are any other

woman has/had to go through this experience in order to help me. But

your words offer me comfort and encouragement. I am trying my best

to fight the fight. My explant is soon and then I hope to really

heal my poor damage body.

God Bless you Dede and I hope your father is doing well. I prayed

for him.

Lynn

>

> Lynn ~

> God Bless you sweetheart ! I am so very sorry you feel so

horrible. With

> auto-immune/mixed connective tissue disorder/ multiple chemical

sensitivity

> disorder/human adjuvent disease, you have such an array of things

going on at

> the same time, making it hard for your body to know how to

respond. It is

> just freaking out. Your body is screaming outloud and having

tourettes

> syndrome moment. All kinds of things go wacky, with tons of weird

unusual symptoms

> and groups of symptoms. All you can do right now, is to allow

yourself to go

> through the emotions, and the hormones secreted during all that is

> necessary. BUT..........also time limit them, so your body has

time to rebuild for

> the next low time. So things that stimulate your endorphins so it

triggers

> your hypothalmus to produce its hormones and get the ball

rolling.

> All the non-believers, put them in a different catagory. They

dont doubt

> you, they dont think bad things of you, their problem is they

arent educated in

> the area of implant related disorders/disasters/dis-ease.

> We all are here for you, as educated in the disease, and learning

about the

> disease, and living the disease. We know how to support you.

Proper

> education in the disease is a must to be able to understand.

Since the un-believers

> are getting their education for the disease by the media and FDA,

their

> educational source is the worst in the world, so therefore they

are ignorant on

> the subject. You can depend on us to be here for you, believe in

you,

> symphathise with you, listen, love you and pray for you and with

you. Things will

> get better and dont forget the trillion angels wrapping their

wings around

> you keeping you safe and warm in Gods hands ~ Dede

>

> ************************************** See what's free at

http://www.aol.com.

>

March 31, 2007

Kenda,

If you were served ground Bison, it's unlikely you'd know there was any difference.

I saw some Bison "steak" . . . but I hesitated to buy that because it's so lean, and being grass fed, it's likely to be pretty tough. . .

When I was a kid, we ate grass fed, free range beef (Dad ranched for a while). . . Compared with the beef we eat now, it was really tough. . . The only way to get us kids to eat it was to grind it up into hamburger.

I think the flavor is a little stronger because of the different balance of fat to lean. . . The ground meat is very good.

One local resturant offers Bison, in place of Beef hamburgers, for a $2.00 premium.

Rogene

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