Guest guest Posted December 20, 2001 Report Share Posted December 20, 2001 Thank you for your kind words, Kathleen. Now that I realize what happened, I try to heal myself by taking good care of myself and make the voice of my mother that echoes in my head shut up. Kind regards, Hildegard > > I had the nerves to stand up against her and it has never been > > forgiven. I am now wiped out of her existence. I find this so > painful > > and unfair. It's like I have an eternal emptiness in my heart > because > > of this. > > I have no kids but I can't understand how a mother can be like > that. > > She does not even give a sign of life on my birthday. I am her > oldest > > child... how can someone ignore this. > > I know how loyal I was to her as a kid. But she hurt me so much > that > > I had to stay away from her in the end, out of self protection. > > This pain will never really heal. > > > > Hildegard > > Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted December 20, 2001 Report Share Posted December 20, 2001 Thank you for your kind words, Kathleen. Now that I realize what happened, I try to heal myself by taking good care of myself and make the voice of my mother that echoes in my head shut up. Kind regards, Hildegard > > I had the nerves to stand up against her and it has never been > > forgiven. I am now wiped out of her existence. I find this so > painful > > and unfair. It's like I have an eternal emptiness in my heart > because > > of this. > > I have no kids but I can't understand how a mother can be like > that. > > She does not even give a sign of life on my birthday. I am her > oldest > > child... how can someone ignore this. > > I know how loyal I was to her as a kid. But she hurt me so much > that > > I had to stay away from her in the end, out of self protection. > > This pain will never really heal. > > > > Hildegard > > Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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