hi...Cindy

[Guest guest]

as it is nice to

talk to people who can say I understand instead of " it's all in your

head " .

hi , heck i get that all the time ( its in my head ) i just look at

them and say no!, its in my back. then they go as far as saying then why

do you move sometimes like nothing is wrong. have you ever tried to

explain that one to anyone?. i went to a store the other day and some

guy name jack ask me that very thing, soooo i said to him!!!, hey let me

stump up & down on your foot and you take aspirin for a period of 72

hours and then you tell me if that med doesn't give you a roller coaster

affect. and then you hurt and then not and you hurt then not!!. and then

all the sudden the pain just stays around for a while telling you sorry

but that medicine is worthless ...then you come to me and tell me how you

feel. you worthless jack @ss. im sorry but people if they don't

experience pain at all don't even need to open there mouth and im sorry

if i offend anyone out here but thats the way i feel . i hurt 24-7 .

hon i can't afford to try different types of meds you see hon i

don't have ins. at all. just this thing called ( MSP1 ) and its threw the

adult disability serv. but the dr , she is real nice. as matter of fact

she is the one who put me on it . because i fought with them for 6 mths.

and when i went the last time they told me i didn't qualify then either.

so the dr she heard the rec. say that and she came over to me and ask me

what was wrong and i told her and she said we will see and the next day i

heard i was on the program. and i thank her for it she would never tell

me she did that BUT i know in my heart she did that.... anyway i know i

have bored you so i will let you get back to your daily activity..so yes

we understand totally......thanks Larry