up date & apoligie

[Guest guest]

hey, you sound much better, emotionally at least. i am still wondering,

have you

been diagnosed by a spine surgeon, either orthopedic or neuro? and what was

the diagnosis and what did they suggest you do medically aboout the pain?

marsha you are on an awful lot of meds and to me that is scary. i was just

wondering if ther is another solution and please keep posting and let us

know how you are doing. best, marsha

In a message dated 6/20/2006 6:00:48 PM Eastern Standard Time,

gramm1992@... writes:

First I have no ideal where to start, I am soo sorry i took my

frustration out on people who were trying to help me, I did want to

say i was NOT watching Kole alone Bill was here with me he was doing

all the lifting & carrying so i wouldnt drop him & in the pool Bill

was going to be there too. Tab got off early that day so she was

with him But i understand your concern with him & he is only 2 i

guess i got defenceive about being told i was endangering a child i

would never take any chances with him but i know you didnt know the

whole story i am have trouble explaining things lately Bill is

retired so he is always here with me & is great he does everything i

cant do about the ER i was the one who couldnt decide if i wanted to

go Bill was willing to do anything i needed he is always asking what

he can do for me . i think i do make everyone think i can handle

everything & i cant say no but i do have to start. the reason Tab

cant get another sitter is because she only makes 5.35 an hour she

does pay us 135.00 every 2 weeks for room & board & she has sent an

apl, for babysitting help but because she lives at home they wont

help her with anything she is trying for medical card for her the

children are covered by their fathers please forgive me for being so

mean when you were all trying so hard to help you are true friends i

love you all for sticking with me , I am no better i did go to my

DR monday on a emergency visit because there are never open

appiontments on mondays, i would have been better off going to the

ER i asked for a pain shot or vicidon she said oxy is stronger &

wouldnt give me anything untill next monday i can pick up a script

for perocet at least the ER would have given me a shot for pain as

far as my meds i am on oxy 4omgs & 5mgs for break through & neuriton

also for pain i take cymbalta & b/p med thats enough for now i

should have put this in 2 different post its to long sorry about the

type Os

[Guest guest]

First I have no ideal where to start, I am soo sorry i took my

frustration out on people who were trying to help me, I did want to

say i was NOT watching Kole alone Bill was here with me he was doing

all the lifting & carrying so i wouldnt drop him & in the pool Bill

was going to be there too. Tab got off early that day so she was

with him But i understand your concern with him & he is only 2 i

guess i got defenceive about being told i was endangering a child i

would never take any chances with him but i know you didnt know the

whole story i am have trouble explaining things lately Bill is

retired so he is always here with me & is great he does everything i

cant do about the ER i was the one who couldnt decide if i wanted to

go Bill was willing to do anything i needed he is always asking what

he can do for me . i think i do make everyone think i can handle

everything & i cant say no but i do have to start. the reason Tab

cant get another sitter is because she only makes 5.35 an hour she

does pay us 135.00 every 2 weeks for room & board & she has sent an

apl, for babysitting help but because she lives at home they wont

help her with anything she is trying for medical card for her the

children are covered by their fathers please forgive me for being so

mean when you were all trying so hard to help you are true friends i

love you all for sticking with me , I am no better i did go to my

DR monday on a emergency visit because there are never open

appiontments on mondays, i would have been better off going to the

ER i asked for a pain shot or vicidon she said oxy is stronger &

wouldnt give me anything untill next monday i can pick up a script

for perocet at least the ER would have given me a shot for pain as

far as my meds i am on oxy 4omgs & 5mgs for break through & neuriton

also for pain i take cymbalta & b/p med thats enough for now i

should have put this in 2 different post its to long sorry about the

type Os

[Guest guest]

>

>

> hey, you sound much better, emotionally at least. i am still

wondering,

> have you

> been diagnosed by a spine surgeon, either orthopedic or neuro?

and what was

> the diagnosis and what did they suggest you do medically aboout

the pain?

> marsha you are on an awful lot of meds and to me that is scary.

i was just

> wondering if ther is another solution and please keep posting and

let us

> know how you are doing. best, marsha

>

> In a message dated 6/20/2006 6:00:48 PM Eastern Standard Time,

> gramm1992@... writes:

>

>

>

> First I have no ideal where to start, I am soo sorry i took my

> frustration out on people who were trying to help me, I did want

to

> say i was NOT watching Kole alone Bill was here with me he was

doing

> all the lifting & carrying so i wouldnt drop him & in the pool

Bill

> was going to be there too. Tab got off early that day so she was

> with him But i understand your concern with him & he is only 2 i

> guess i got defenceive about being told i was endangering a child

i

> would never take any chances with him but i know you didnt know

the

> whole story i am have trouble explaining things lately Bill is

> retired so he is always here with me & is great he does

everything i

> cant do about the ER i was the one who couldnt decide if i wanted

to

> go Bill was willing to do anything i needed he is always asking

what

> he can do for me . i think i do make everyone think i can handle

> everything & i cant say no but i do have to start. the reason Tab

> cant get another sitter is because she only makes 5.35 an hour

she

> does pay us 135.00 every 2 weeks for room & board & she has sent

an

> apl, for babysitting help but because she lives at home they wont

> help her with anything she is trying for medical card for her the

> children are covered by their fathers please forgive me for being

so

> mean when you were all trying so hard to help you are true

friends i

> love you all for sticking with me , I am no better i did go to my

> DR monday on a emergency visit because there are never open

> appiontments on mondays, i would have been better off going to the

> ER i asked for a pain shot or vicidon she said oxy is stronger &

> wouldnt give me anything untill next monday i can pick up a

script

> for perocet at least the ER would have given me a shot for pain

as

> far as my meds i am on oxy 4omgs & 5mgs for break through &

neuriton

> also for pain i take cymbalta & b/p med thats enough for now i

> should have put this in 2 different post its to long sorry about

the

> type Os

>

>

> Hi Marsha,

no i have not been to the surgon latly but i am makeing an

appiontment for the pain mangment Dr today for better meds & i will

see what he says about what to do next i know there has to be a

reason i am in so much pain how are you doing since your surgery? i

hope all is well its 4:25 am i am up for the day i cant sleep

again because of pain this really does suck thanks for careing

about me Cheryl in PA

>

>

>

>

>

>

>

[Guest guest]

Cheryl, i am recuperating. it's slow but it is still a day at a time. i

still don't understand why you would want to see a pain management for more

meds when you haven't been properly and currently diagnosed by a spine

specialist, both orthopedic and neurosurgeon. it just seems to me that you

would want

to find out exactly what is going on and what you can do to correct the

situation. all the meds do is mask the pain for a short time. and the more

meds

you take, the more you are going to need until your body becomes totally

dependent on the meds. and let me tell you, withdrawal is a bitch. i have

been

there and done that and you don't ever want to have to do that. i am

thrilled that i had the surgery and i would highly recommend my surgeon. for

me,

and i can only speak for me, surgery was truly the right decision. Cheryl, i

am hoping that you will take this to heart and make an appointment with a

spine specialist to be diagnosed. my best always to you, marsha

In a message dated 6/21/2006 4:29:07 AM Eastern Standard Time,

gramm1992@... writes:

Hi Marsha,

no i have not been to the surgon latly but i am makeing an

appiontment for the pain mangment Dr today for better meds & i will

see what he says about what to do next i know there has to be a

reason i am in so much pain how are you doing since your surgery? i

hope all is well its 4:25 am i am up for the day i cant sleep

again because of pain this really does suck thanks for careing

about me Cheryl in PA