i need you bee....

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I need your guidance as i feel i am failing this program and dont

want to waste anyone's time in helping me if i cant help myself. let

me tell you what i have done..

I went to my gastro dr who put me on nexium and carafate for my

stomach disorder.( I now feel that its the candida irritating my

gut) I then went to my gyno for spotting and an exam. he said to go

on the pill and it would strighten everything out in a few

months...so i did for 2 weeks now. SInce i have been on the pill my

stomach is worse...I then went to my yeast dr who said Get off the

pill now and work yourself off the stomach meds one at a time.

Now i am lost... I am stopping the pill tonight which means my cycle

will begin within a few days and im scared of how bad that will be.

My stomach burns and cramps so much i am hardly eating agaon today.

I ate an illegal hamburger with raw tomato and onions and bread this

week because stupid me thought i was feeling better.

I am concerned that something is wrong with my liver although my

blood is good, but my body feels not to good. I am feeling better

than i was before you suggested the coffee enemas, which helped

tremendoulsy.

I truly and tired of feeling sickly and people are shying away from

me even my kids dont ask how i am feeling because i honestly dont

think they want to hear.

I want to get well and i want to stick to this diet but i can no

longer eat anything other than broth,eggs,and tea. I tried this

week sauteeing spinach but it comes out in my stool as dark pieces.

I am having 2-3 bm's a day and they are formed.

My energy is better and i dont feel that flu feeling so i believe i

am detoxing somewhat, but i cant get my gut under control and i dont

know what to do or who to listen to as i am losing faith. I am 48

and i used to be vibrant and outgoing, but somethin is robbing me of

this energy...that damn yeast...

I pray to God every night and look for direction. Please dont lose

faith in my as i have asked for your help so much. I do listen to

what you say as i believe in your program but i am having a hard

time with the food things...i have just begun to take the coconut

oil again 2 days ago at 1/2 tsp as i cant handle the die off i get

from it.

My tongue has a bad taste to it and i feel my throat is getting a

weird feeling to it also. My gastro dr said its stomach acid coming

up. all i know is i am worse this week since i at the Burger King

Food.

Please help me! i am sorry for the long post bee.

thanks...sue