strange question

[Guest guest]

Ok, this will sound strange, but I'm seriously wondering about this.

Does RP ever quit being primary in your life? I mean, it's

always " with me " . I either am struggling with how I'm feeling

physically, or, I'm doing something else, but still aware of how my

body is feeling (where I'm hurting), or being tired, etc.... I can't

leave it behind, ever!!

I know I'm still early in the medication regime (9 months), but I

never thought this would be a part of my life every day.

Don't know if this makes any sense, I'm just feeling frustrated. I

have so much good in my life, and am thankful, it's just this damn

condition seems to want to go through the journey with me, in a

sidecar!

M