Am I really Fat?

[Guest guest]

Heck yes. However, I really didn't believe that what I saw in the

mirror was morbidly obese. It was only when I started to feel the

pinch in movie theater seats, and couldn't find clothes that fit at

Lane that I figured out I was truely off the charts. My

denial must have been powerful. Thinking about it, I believe I made

a conscious effort not to really look close at my body. When ever I

sat on the " throne " I would look up, instead of down at my fat

rolls. But I do remember looking at myself in the mirror, and just

thinking...well, not too bad. I'm just wondering if this is part of

the morbid obesity experience.

Chris