Feeling overwhelmed!

[Guest guest]

I am feeling a bit overwhelmed with life right now. I ahve had two

aunts die this month to what I believe to be mito. They were both

placed into nursing homes and where in wheel chairs while in there

fifty's. My mother has ahd many health problems and is now having

muscular problems and sleeps all of the time. My stepfather is

fatally ill and has less than a year to live. All of these people

are in there lower sixties. My mother is falling apart with the loss

of her two sisters and the quick decline of her husband. Her health

is poor and I do not think she will make it through all of this. I

wish I could help her, but I feel overwhelmed with my own

circumstances.

Things at home are difficult. We just lost my husbands grandparents.

My father has cancer. My 13 yr old daughter was doing well, but her

dysautonomia symptoms have resurfaced with the onset of puberty. I

am trying very hard to deal with all of this. I am trying to teach

my daughter and myself to accept our limitations and live life to

the fullest. But it is so hard when my husband is not understanding.

He yells at us when we have bad days to get our @#$!@%^ ^&%&*^ up

and &*$#%^ do something. His words are so hurtful and destructive. I

can not take it anymore. I feel very protective of my daughter. I

have asked him for a divorce, but he refuses. At the time I do not

have the energy or resouces to pursue this futhur. I wish he would

just find someone else.

I am just in a pity party right now. For those of you who are

Christians please put my family in your prayers. Pray taht I have

the strentgh to care for my two daughters.

Dawn A