Re: Feeling overwhelmed!

[Guest guest]

Dawn,

Your situation IS overwhelming, I'm sorry that you are having to

deal with this all at once. I'm sending some positive thoughts your

way and hoping you find a glimmer of hope somewhere in there.

Maggie

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>

> I am feeling a bit overwhelmed with life right now. I ahve had two

> aunts die this month to what I believe to be mito. They were both

> placed into nursing homes and where in wheel chairs while in there

> fifty's. My mother has ahd many health problems and is now having

> muscular problems and sleeps all of the time. My stepfather is

> fatally ill and has less than a year to live. All of these people

> are in there lower sixties. My mother is falling apart with the

loss

> of her two sisters and the quick decline of her husband. Her

health

> is poor and I do not think she will make it through all of this. I

> wish I could help her, but I feel overwhelmed with my own

> circumstances.

>

> Things at home are difficult. We just lost my husbands

grandparents.

> My father has cancer. My 13 yr old daughter was doing well, but

her

> dysautonomia symptoms have resurfaced with the onset of puberty. I

> am trying very hard to deal with all of this. I am trying to teach

> my daughter and myself to accept our limitations and live life to

> the fullest. But it is so hard when my husband is not

understanding.

> He yells at us when we have bad days to get our @#$!@%^ ^&%&*^ up

> and &*$#%^ do something. His words are so hurtful and destructive.

I

> can not take it anymore. I feel very protective of my daughter. I

> have asked him for a divorce, but he refuses. At the time I do not

> have the energy or resouces to pursue this futhur. I wish he would

> just find someone else.

>

> I am just in a pity party right now. For those of you who are

> Christians please put my family in your prayers. Pray taht I have

> the strentgh to care for my two daughters.

>

> Dawn A