Copy of my records and feeling very blue today

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Well, I got a copy of my records from my ob/gyn to bring to my RE

appointment why why why wasn't I even told about the 2.5cm cyst on my

right ovary, or the polyp in my uterus? Why is it that all I recalled

was that my 3cm fib grew to 6cm and the other one was 'very little'

and my uterus was at 11-12 weeks size after my short 9week pregnancy,

when the chart shows 9cm and 4-5cm for the fibs and an 18 week size

uterus? No further comments on the cyst or polyp, don't know if the

cyst is still there or if either are larger now than 14 months ago.

Now I am worried about everything and while I don't have heavy

bleeding I have cramping for 2 weeks prior to my periods and the

first 2 days I practically od on ibuprofen. This has been since my

d&c in Feb. I have also suspect that *something* is growing very

quickly in there during the last few weeks because I am definitely

larger and this is all contributing to my general depression. I am in

such a funk I feel I could just start crying at any moment, but I am

at work and have to try and function like a normal, sane person.

Sorry for the long rant...thank you all on this board for 'being

there'.