Re: Re: Tricia.......Tonia

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Believe me i knwo whast its liek to not want to have your b-day mines not till july but boy do i not want to celebrate it skip the 17th and ill be happy.. its not like most member it anyway but its always nice once in a while for a happy b-day... i mean 23 what do i need to celebrate ya kjow i feel that way sometimes.. i dotn have any kids.. and i would risk the rsd to bring one in however the licklyhood of that happening is slim to none cuz of past problems.. and of course adoption is out of the question cuz i am not married adn in a typical relationshop so no agency will give me a kid cuz of that reason alone.. however what ever plans may come let them be know to me..

tonia if you ever NEED ANYTHING email me and i will get to you what you need,, do it privately i will help in all ways that i can... acctaully email me so we can chat abotu few things you mention in your email.. i want to help as i can adn will always try.. adn oh yeah i told ya send your kids this way.. i mean crystal and sami seem to have taken to me on the phone adn i can start back up what i left off in california if ya want she seem to have like that.. however you should tell her i never got my letter she wrote and want more.. at least then it will take some of her time to write it.. but you know i like your kids and will help in anyway that i can.. so please email me so i can talk to you abotu a few thigns..

i dont think any of us are where we wanted to be when we thought abotu the future i know i sure as syte arent... i mean i was just begining and it ended before i even started so it takes its toll on ya... so i think we shoudl take one day out of the year and make it everyone special day and we all celebrate together..

as i was writing that MY BOOK CAME!!1 so i just made my day so i will let you go finish up the rest of my emails and start this book ive been waiting to start

cass