Guest guest Posted January 13, 2006 Report Share Posted January 13, 2006 Oh Lordy - the story of the kiddos.... LOL Ok... All total I have 4 grandchildren. 1) Grandson from her first husband: 1st husband has custody. He's a sweetie. I have to struggle to maintain contact with him, since they are divorced, and recently the first husband divorced his second wife also, who was a very stabilizing influence in my grandson's life. I hope I don't lose contact all together! He's 13 now. 2) Second, (and all remaining kids) are from the husband that I've des- cribed to you, the one that's dead. (By the way... you're right, he did do the world a favor by putting himself out of his misery.) I meant to say that in former email... Anyhow - second child is the granddaughter I had custody of very briefly, and her and I have a bond that cannot be described with words. She knows it, I know it, in fact, I think all who know us know it. I love her more than words can express. She is 6. 3) Another granddaughter. I have only seen her about three times, but she is so very sweet. She was a more serious child. Troubled. You could tell that from when she was a baby. During the time that daughter and the nut were together, they gave 'temporary' custody to the nut's mother. I can elaborate more on this later, but as I said earlier, I'm running out of time. I hope to God this little girl is safe, healthy, and cared for. She is 5 4) Lastly, another grandson. He was only about 1 year and 3 months old when his father shot and killed himself. Father did it right in the same house, baby was supposedly asleep. The baby could have easily been hit, as Nut had the shotgun waving around in the room next to his before daughter talked him into their bedroom, where he finally accomplished his mission after saying his last words to her of: " Watch this, bitch " . (Horrible, horrible...) Anyhow - the baby was like a little animal sort of. Totally uncared for during all the chaos going on in their home. The Nut always took center stage. When I would see this baby, every time I would think, oh Lord, there's something wrong with him. Now that their lives are a bit more normal than when Nut was alive, I am thinking it just might have been from lack of attention, and from all the upheaval, cussing, beatings, that went on. Poor little boy! Yes, Jean, I am attached to him. Oh how I tried not to be, not knowing what would happen to him, or wondering if he, too would be a victim, or somehow disappear with another relative! He is now 3 1/2, and he is pretty sweet, and hopefully with the attention of his Mom, and the Nut gone, he will be okay! She continues to stay alone, thank goodness - But she does have a man she is seeing, who is the one bringing her here for the visit. Oh how I pray that it will be a good one. Blondie In a message dated 1/13/2006 11:19:08 A.M. Central Standard Time, cascorsam@... writes: Blondie Tell me something, if your last grandchild was born in 2002, it's been 3+ years now. Did you ever get attached or have you been able to remain Detached? My granddaughter is now almost 11 months and is getting really to the cute stage ( I have never been one who likes infants, I used to say the only 2 infants I could even tolerate were my own due to a lack of " No Other Choice " ). But Emerson is now getting into the " cute " stage and she claps and laughs and waves at me as soon as she sees me. I can feel myself softening. I have bopught her lots of clothes for this and next year. I love those end of season sales and is there anything as adorable as little girl clothes!!!!!!!!!! I just don't want to be as emotionally involved as I am with the boys. Jean Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted January 14, 2006 Report Share Posted January 14, 2006 Blondie I know the " bond " of which you speak. I have an extremely strong one with , my 7 yr old grandson and one almost as strong with , the 6 yr old. They are 16 months apart in age and very close to each other as well as to me. Loving, wonderful children on " most " days !!!!! I think the extra special bond with the older however may have to do with his being the 1st grandchild (I was always MY grandmother's favorite---she made no secret of it with my cousins who still bring it up 50+ yrs later). I hope your day and visit with your daughter goes well and I hope this guy she is with is a good one for everyone's sake, Jean Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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