Patty- Not sure I ever responded to this-

March 31, 2004

Patty-

Due to the complications of my computer change over then the yahoo mess- and the

hearing coming up so fast it seems now- I am not sure I responded to your

question. Letter is pasted here:

TJ --

I wanted you to know that I wish you all the best with the SSI. From postings I

have read, I know it is not an easy thing to get, but you do deserve it and need

it -- so stay with it and you will succeed.

All the best,

Love, Patti

Thanks so much for your encouragment....... tomorrow is the big day that the

lawyer stops in to help go through some medical records with me and I decided to

keep a 3 day journal of Now...... so that way he has the life of TJ - the do's

and can't do's all right there in front of him.

Was hard to do...... very hard to read it, and realize just how much I try to

ignore what I do daily....... Boy when you think you have come so far then go

backwards in thought- it almost makes it seem you go nowhere.........

But- it needed to be done- for this hearing and it has been 2 years in the

waiting........ I will regain that 'ignore' the can'ts and go back to the can's-

once this is over. Keeping everything crossed that all goes through- can't

believe that even after a hearing , it can take up to another six months to hear

anything ....... LOL- what they don't do to keep ya nerved up.

Actually with this medicinal changeover right now- you know the

morphine/Methadone stuff- I am really not in the zone of caring too much about

matters like this........ its an attitude of if I do- I do- if I don't " '''I'll

cross that bridge when I come to it and figure out what to do then. Really,

what else can one do if denied but try to think the best and go onward eh?

Take care and Hugs and once again- thanks much for the encouragement........

tomorrow - is gonna be a long day- first the lawyer stopping and I begin week

3........ so one morphine and 3 Methadone plus all my other meds........

Should be loooking good for the hearing ? LOL

Love- TJ

God Bless And Hugs- Love Moon

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