RE: Bad Day/Amy

March 16, 2008

Amy,

I'm sorry to hear that you are having a rough time. I hurt yesterday and

today too. I had to give my dogs away because I couldn't take care of them

and at some point I'll be moving and won't be able to keep them anyway. As

it is, I have two cats and I'm only supposed to have one. Luckily, both are

black and hard to tell apart. KoKo hides when strangers who up, so I have

what I call " interchangeable " cats.

I also have those days when I'm on the edge. I'm lucky that I have my

brother. I also see a counselor. Mine isn't so much that I want to end my

life/pain, I just wish my brother hadn't found me on the floor when he did.

I had been unconscious for about 30 hours and was literally on the brink of

death and had a near death experience. No one understands the pain unless

they live with it.

Tigger (Ruth) in Rhode Island

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[mailto:Fibromyalgia_Support_Group ] On Behalf Of Amy

Sent: Saturday, March 15, 2008 10:54 PM

Subject: Bad Day

Hi everyone,

I have been having the worst 2 days. I haven't been active on here in a

while sorry for droping in and complaining. My pain is at an all time

high. I have been crying off and on all day. I even thought about

ending it all. So I callled my mom. It helped take the thoughts away

but not the pain. My pain meds have not worked resting not working

nothing is helping and I want to scream but that won't help. I'm having

to find a home for my birds because I just can take care of them in

more. I feel like a terrible wife because I can't have relations with

my husband He understands but he doesn't. you know. things are just

misrbal sorry for the complants but I nned to get it out to people who

understand thanks

Amy

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