thanks, update, thinking of you, chickens

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hi, thanks for the replies. sorry, i haven't replied yet. i'm busy with replying, but the i'm in a flare again, which i didn't recognized at first. every time it takes me by surprise. the butterfly rash came much later i'm very dizzy all the time. at the moment i'm not or else i couldn't write you, for it seems as if earth lost its gravity and looking at the computer is a huge task than.

this morning i hardly couldn't take it anymore mentally for i was about to faint from the pain, the dizziness had kicked in, last night the diarrhea started again and somewhere in the middle my legs stopped functioning. every day or every few hours the set of ailments changes.

yesterday i had a odd thing. i had a sudden severe pain and itching at the same time in the bone of my finger. i thought i had been bitten by a mosquito, but there wasn't any around. it seems like something cracked and turned blue. just remarkable such a small spot can hurt that much. it's still blue, yet doesn't hurt and my shoulders, they are burning. in spite of the butterfly rash, my face feels okay. it doesn't matter me. i get "small pregnancy stripes"in my face. lol. perhaps in turn into a real butterfly, i hope one that can still talk.

i think this might be my eighth attempt to drop you a few lines.

in spite of all, i read all your posts. my thought are with you, MM,

a, Deanna, Sue, Missy, , Steph and all who i have forgotten to mention here.

thanks very much for the jokes, Cheryl. i liked the one with the chickens too and try to think of new ones, but they aren't as good

as yours.

i hope to reply soon when brains start working again. i seem to have black-outs too, besides the usual fog and forgetfulness.

i wish you all who need it better days and for the people who have good days, it will keep this way.

best wishes to all,

micha.