Re: SSD Application getting sicker and sicker

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In a message dated 1/23/2004 7:27:02 PM Pacific Standard Time,

Mdmssmile@... writes:

I was approved the very first month that Iwas eligiable

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See the hard part for those of us that have been going thru this for YEARS is

that you have to continue to tell people how SICK YOU ARE and that truly is

not healthy.

Just when you start feeling like maybe someday you might join the human race

again someone asks you why you think you are disabled. " Why cant you work? "

Don't tell me that doesn't do a number on your self esteem! It surely does...

I WISH MORE THAN ANYTHING IN THE WORLD THAT I COULD WORK. I am sure that

most of us that made work a career were pretty proud of what and how we

accomplished our tasks during the day. Shit, I cant go outside and cut the

roses down

that I have to come in and rest for 2 hours before I can function again! I

know... It happened again today!

So, I guess what I am saying is that those of us who are working thru the

system for months and months and months just keep getting sicker and sicker

telling people how sick we are! Sicker in the mind? Yep but sicker in body too

since mind and body are so closely linked.

I wish it were not true ... it is for me... I bet it is for you out there too!

Debbi