To Barb fr Trudy

[Guest guest]

THANK YOU SO MUCH SWEETIE FOR WRITING ME AND, I AM ON TWO MEDICATIOS RIGHT NOW. I AM ON A STRONGER DOSE OF PAXIL AND, HE ALSO PUT ME ON XANEX (sp?) FOR THE NIGHTS I CAN'T SLEEP.

WHEN SPRING GETS HERE SO I CAN MAYBE GO OUT AND, GET SOME FRESH AIR AGAIN, HOPEFULLY, I WILL START TO FEEL LIKE MY OLD SELF AGAIN.

BEING COOPED UP ALL THE TIME DRIVES ME UP A WALL SOMETIMES TOO AND, I AM SO LEARY OF GOING TO SMALL PUBLIC PLACES FOR OUR IMMUNE SYSTEMS ARE SO DANG LOW.

LIKE I HAVE HEARD FROM SO MANY GREAT PEOPLE LIKE YOU, I NEED TO WASH MY HANDS OF MY TWO SELFISH SISTERS AND, LIVE MY OWN LIFE. THEY WILL BE THE ONES WHO HAVE TO FACE THEIR MAKERS WHEN THE TIME COMES.

AS FOR THAT, THERE IS SUCH A BEATIFUL CHURCH CLOSE TO ME AND, IT'S NOT JUST ONE RELIGION. I WAS BABTIZED YEARS AGO BUT, LOST INTEREST IN THE CHURCH MANY YEARS AGO. MY FAVORITE PASTOR HAD TO GO TO JAIL FOR STEALING FROM THE CHURCH AND, I WAS ONLY 15 AT THE TIME. IT BROKE MY HEART. AND, MY MOM AND, DAD NEVER DID GO TO CHURCH THEMSELFS.

NEITHER OF CRIS'S RELATIVES EVER WENT TO CHURCH. I JUST HADN'T MADE UP MY MIND YET FOR I WAS TAUGHT THAT YOU DON'T HAVE TO GO TO CHURCH TO BELIEVE IN GOD.

ANY HOW, THANK YOU AGAIN FOR WRITING TO ME AND, LIKE YOU, I HAVE MET SO MANY GOOD FRIENDS HERE AND, THEY ARE THE GREATEST.

TAKE CARE OF YOURSELF FRIEND AND, LOOKING FORWARD TO CHATTING WITH YOU AGAIN.

Love and, Hugs Trudy