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[Guest guest]

I joined this group shortly after I was diagnosed with ILC at the end of

October. Last Thurs. I had my pre-op at the hospital and this afternoon

I have a final pre-op at the surgeon's before my surgery on Nov. 21st.

I posted once before--I am 56 and have had MS for 40 years.

When I first got my BC diagnosis I was feeling positive and that I could

fght this. Over the past week or so my mood has gone straight downhill.

One thing after another has happened. One of our disabled kids has

pneumonia. I feel really guilty because I think I've been so focused on

finding out info on BC that I missd his early synptoms.

On top of that my wheelchair lift van is broken--it was in the shop all

day Friday--and may not be fixable--just when I need it most. Today is

the birthday of our beloved son-in-law--he died in 1996 and we all still

miss him terribly. I'm sorry to complain but I am overwhelmed.. I

can't eat and want to sleep all day and can't sleep at night.

I have been fighting MS for so long, I just don't feel up to fighting

anything anymore. Thanks so much for listening. Beverly in NY

[Guest guest]

I think we all feel like this at times. You have so much on your plate; you have

a right to be overwhelmed.

My son is only 4 and he managed to get himself kicked out of his second

preschool last week. Then he got written up on the bus for hitting. Today we

got a note from his other preschool and he hit and injured another child. sigh.

What is this with sons? I think he is reacting to all the stress at home.

Trouble is, I can't take care of him all day AND battle cancer. Some days I

feel guilty about my illness affecting his life negatively but truly, cancer is

not something that I asked for.

Sending you lots of warm, fuzzy thoughts,

[Guest guest]

I think we all feel like this at times. You have so much on your plate; you have

a right to be overwhelmed.

My son is only 4 and he managed to get himself kicked out of his second

preschool last week. Then he got written up on the bus for hitting. Today we

got a note from his other preschool and he hit and injured another child. sigh.

What is this with sons? I think he is reacting to all the stress at home.

Trouble is, I can't take care of him all day AND battle cancer. Some days I

feel guilty about my illness affecting his life negatively but truly, cancer is

not something that I asked for.

Sending you lots of warm, fuzzy thoughts,

[Guest guest]

I think we all feel like this at times. You have so much on your plate; you have

a right to be overwhelmed.

My son is only 4 and he managed to get himself kicked out of his second

preschool last week. Then he got written up on the bus for hitting. Today we

got a note from his other preschool and he hit and injured another child. sigh.

What is this with sons? I think he is reacting to all the stress at home.

Trouble is, I can't take care of him all day AND battle cancer. Some days I

feel guilty about my illness affecting his life negatively but truly, cancer is

not something that I asked for.

Sending you lots of warm, fuzzy thoughts,