dont have the strenght

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I have really been thinking, my mind wont rest.

Iam alone,single. I must keep my job. I dont feel like i can do this

alone. iam worryed about money etc. Id rather have a few good years,

rather then months of hell, and risk losing my job..I meet with the

surgon mon. I just want to know how long if i dont do any thing?breast

cancer grows slow right?? all i know about mine its grade 3, and they

want to do a mas, possible both. like if i did have the surgery, can i

say no to treatment after?... quality of life is important, i cant do

this alone, i dont want to, ive had a good life.i just want this to go

away, i wish i had never found the lump, and wish i hadnt gone to the

dr. can i stall my decision untill the spring, i need to get the

holidays over. I want to put my head in the sand, and not deal with

this.

debb