RE: [Spam](b): Digest Number 5066

April 9, 2004

Oh man has this been an interesting week.

I have been trying to call my Rheumy for a week. I got a call from her

office yesterday telling me that she has been ill. Well aint that

special so am I. Could they not have referred me to another Dr. in the

clinic, or called asking what was up? Jeeze Louise.

I have never felt so crappy in my life. The pain has gotten a lot

worse and now I have this funny tingling/numbness in my hands. And the

night sweats are horrendous. I never seem to have enough energy.

Blah...Blah....Blah.

I have a big event Saturday to help out with and well Sunday is Easter.

All the kids will be home for the weekend, so food will be expected. My

son actually had the nerve to complain that the guest room was a mess.

I told him to clean it if he had a problem.

I am a control freak and one way I deal with stress is to organize my

environment. Well when you feel like crap and everything hurts it is

hard to make yourself get up and clean. So it all turns into a vicious

cycle.

To top it off my pcp put me on steroids 2 weeks ago. Well the mood

swings have hit. Meet Super Bitch. Just in time for the Holidays.

Having the boys all home is always a stress filled time, this is going

to be hell.

I want the old me back. I think about all the times I procrastinated on

getting a job done when physically I was fine and I could kick myself.

*venting complete*

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