I will try my best...

[Guest guest]

Hi everyone,

Today has been a very sad day for all of us. Losing

has just shattered my world. My heart aches, not only did we lose a fellow

lupie, we lost a family member, and most of all, a very dear close friend. One

I will always cherish, and be thankful to have had in my life.

No matter what was going through in her life with

pain, and such, she always tried to find the time to help us with either

research or just lending us her shoulder and knowledge of what she had been

through.

I have thought about her all day and what she brought to my

life. Yes, I have endured a lot these

past few years with my health, and even though it always seemed as though I

never get a break, I realized and I shared a lot of the same health

ailments, yet she always found the time for everyone. So I have decided, that

no matter what is going on in my life with my health or the pain, I am going to

make it to the board and try to respond to each and every one of you, research

as best I can, everything our dear always found the time to do. If

could do it, then so can I!!! I guess it is my way of honoring her. She

would want us to all continue on, and fight this damn disease, and stick

together for one another.

I will also send out a lot of the same info would

send out, and I think to keep her memory alive forever, I will continue to post

her writings, and poems. She had such a way with words.

So for , I will try my best to get online everyday and

reply to all of you as best I can.

We love you , and will miss you more than words can

even describe.

May you be at peace once and for all, and watch over us with

all the other angels.

Huggles,

Deanna