RE: Re: just ordered armour

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Sim,

I am so sorry. I understand. You know what you can handle. I only lost one

baby. He was my older son's

Twin. I used to see my son in the mirror and think of his brother. And of

course, I thought of him when

My son graduated. So I understand how hard it is. But it's true about

doctors. Often they don't have

A clue. God bless you!

in Va.

Hi ;

Thanks for the tip. However, at this point, I don't think that I

can try again. This is despite my husband and son's urging. I just

can't go thru it again. Each time was bad, but the very last time,

in January 2004, it was the worst. We were all so excited. I had no

idea that anything was wrong. We went as a whole family for the

first sonogram. We saw the baby, but immediately, I realized that

the baby wasn't moving, and I said, " how odd, Dylan, at this point,

you were moving all over the place " So, I asked the sono tech, and

so did my husband. My son was so entranced, he of course, did not

know anything was wrong. It was at that point the tech told me. She

told me against the rules because she didn't want me to have to find

out at the doctor's office. I just turned to my husband and

said, " get him (my son) out of here, quick " . And I just burst into

tears. There were three bathrooms on the way out of the office, and

I had to stop at every one to cry. I was in the hospital the very

next day, and later on found out that my daughter (it was a girl)

was perfectly genetically normal.

After going thru similar experiences three times, I just can't

even chance it again. Do you know, every holiday or birthday, or

sometimes just for no reason at all , I think of these children, how

old they would be now, etc.

A friend of mine had told me of progesterone after the third

time. My doctor didn't think that was the problem, but then again,

as we all see with the thyroid, doctors are sometimes the last to

know what's going on.

Sim