Guest guest Posted December 21, 2004 Report Share Posted December 21, 2004 HAPPY HOLIDAYS TO ALL! I haven't written for some time. How is everyone? I have been going through a lot lately. that's why the sad face. My brother died of cancer last month. He found out he had cancer in late September and went through radiation treatments first. the doctors then told him the cancer had spread to other parts of his body and he died 1 week after starting kemo. we were very very close. I just cant deal with the fact that he is gone I am still in shock. HE WAS ONLY 50 YEARS OLD! last month i had to be hospitalized due to a suicide attempt. it was a really stupid thing to do but this damn rsd is just too much. i was having a problem getting my meds and needed to get them before i could take the flight to see my brother. the doctor wouldn't see me until the following week and the secretary was very nasty telling me if i needed the prescriptions then i should go to a hospital to get them. i freaked out got very anxious and took some old painkillers sleeping pills and whatever i could swallow. i then realized what i had done and took a cab to the hospital. i passed out and woke up in ICU. this is my latest update. i am sorry to let all of you down by trying to end my life instead of fighting for it. love you all take care STACEY Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted December 21, 2004 Report Share Posted December 21, 2004 Stacey, I am very sorry for your loss...I know it must be very overwhelming especially losing someone that close to you so close to the holidays. My aunt who I was very close to died on Dec 23rd a few yrs ago after finding out she had cancer a few months before ...so I cam empathize with your pain. It's very hard around the holidays anyways for most people..never mind when you lose someone so close to you. You didn't let anyone down by what you did..you actually did the right thing by getting the help you needed before it was too late. I don't think anyone can say they never thought about killing themselves at least once in their life..no matter how quickly it passed through their minds...I am glad you got the help you needed and hope you continue to get help. It takes a strong person to admit when they need help..Hugs..Ginny MOLLYPEAR1@... wrote: HAPPY HOLIDAYS TO ALL! I haven't written for some time. How is everyone? I have been going through a lot lately. that's why the sad face. My brother died of cancer last month. He found out he had cancer in late September and went through radiation treatments first. the doctors then told him the cancer had spread to other parts of his body and he died 1 week after starting kemo. we were very very close. I just cant deal with the fact that he is gone I am still in shock. HE WAS ONLY 50 YEARS OLD! last month i had to be hospitalized due to a suicide attempt. it was a really stupid thing to do but this damn rsd is just too much. i was having a problem getting my meds and needed to get them before i could take the flight to see my brother. the doctor wouldn't see me until the following week and the secretary was very nasty telling me if i needed the prescriptions then i should go to a hospital to get them. i freaked out got very anxious and took some old painkillers sleeping pills and whatever i could swallow. i then realized what i had done and took a cab to the hospital. i passed out and woke up in ICU. this is my latest update. i am sorry to let all of you down by trying to end my life instead of fighting for it. love you all take care STACEY Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted December 21, 2004 Report Share Posted December 21, 2004 Stacey, I am very sorry for your loss...I know it must be very overwhelming especially losing someone that close to you so close to the holidays. My aunt who I was very close to died on Dec 23rd a few yrs ago after finding out she had cancer a few months before ...so I cam empathize with your pain. It's very hard around the holidays anyways for most people..never mind when you lose someone so close to you. You didn't let anyone down by what you did..you actually did the right thing by getting the help you needed before it was too late. I don't think anyone can say they never thought about killing themselves at least once in their life..no matter how quickly it passed through their minds...I am glad you got the help you needed and hope you continue to get help. It takes a strong person to admit when they need help..Hugs..Ginny MOLLYPEAR1@... wrote: HAPPY HOLIDAYS TO ALL! I haven't written for some time. How is everyone? I have been going through a lot lately. that's why the sad face. My brother died of cancer last month. He found out he had cancer in late September and went through radiation treatments first. the doctors then told him the cancer had spread to other parts of his body and he died 1 week after starting kemo. we were very very close. I just cant deal with the fact that he is gone I am still in shock. HE WAS ONLY 50 YEARS OLD! last month i had to be hospitalized due to a suicide attempt. it was a really stupid thing to do but this damn rsd is just too much. i was having a problem getting my meds and needed to get them before i could take the flight to see my brother. the doctor wouldn't see me until the following week and the secretary was very nasty telling me if i needed the prescriptions then i should go to a hospital to get them. i freaked out got very anxious and took some old painkillers sleeping pills and whatever i could swallow. i then realized what i had done and took a cab to the hospital. i passed out and woke up in ICU. this is my latest update. i am sorry to let all of you down by trying to end my life instead of fighting for it. love you all take care STACEY Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted December 21, 2004 Report Share Posted December 21, 2004 Stacey, I am very sorry for your loss...I know it must be very overwhelming especially losing someone that close to you so close to the holidays. My aunt who I was very close to died on Dec 23rd a few yrs ago after finding out she had cancer a few months before ...so I cam empathize with your pain. It's very hard around the holidays anyways for most people..never mind when you lose someone so close to you. You didn't let anyone down by what you did..you actually did the right thing by getting the help you needed before it was too late. I don't think anyone can say they never thought about killing themselves at least once in their life..no matter how quickly it passed through their minds...I am glad you got the help you needed and hope you continue to get help. It takes a strong person to admit when they need help..Hugs..Ginny MOLLYPEAR1@... wrote: HAPPY HOLIDAYS TO ALL! I haven't written for some time. How is everyone? I have been going through a lot lately. that's why the sad face. My brother died of cancer last month. He found out he had cancer in late September and went through radiation treatments first. the doctors then told him the cancer had spread to other parts of his body and he died 1 week after starting kemo. we were very very close. I just cant deal with the fact that he is gone I am still in shock. HE WAS ONLY 50 YEARS OLD! last month i had to be hospitalized due to a suicide attempt. it was a really stupid thing to do but this damn rsd is just too much. i was having a problem getting my meds and needed to get them before i could take the flight to see my brother. the doctor wouldn't see me until the following week and the secretary was very nasty telling me if i needed the prescriptions then i should go to a hospital to get them. i freaked out got very anxious and took some old painkillers sleeping pills and whatever i could swallow. i then realized what i had done and took a cab to the hospital. i passed out and woke up in ICU. this is my latest update. i am sorry to let all of you down by trying to end my life instead of fighting for it. love you all take care STACEY Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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