Miss you Friend! Ginny

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Ginny,

Just reading your post about feeling depressed the last few days and can really understand what so many of you are going through! It seems when the Holidays come and we are all expected to be so happy, it is hard because we realize the things that we are no longer capable of doing! I know that is how it has been for me! I keep trying to think about all the things in my past that used to make me happy and smile! Mom and I spent the day talking yesterday about past Christmas's with my brother and father! If my Dad was grey he would have been the perfect Santa!!! He was always so good hearted and happy during the Christmas Holidays which made for a great family Christmas! He was also very generous and always made a joke about it only being once a year!!! I miss that and could let it get me really down, but instead I think of all the great times we had as a family! I still cry once in a while, but that is only because I really miss

those times and have great memories of them!!!

I am very glad that you are going to call or see your doctor! I hope that he can give you something for the pain and the depression! I am sure things will get better once you are prescribed something! We all need help sometimes and we should never be afraid to ask for it.

Well I wanted to let you know that I am sorry did not get to the phone the other night, but was exhausted and needed to go to bed immediately. I think I almost passed out! Anyhow I am going to try and call you a little later on tonight and hope that you are home and we can talk. I miss our great conversations and want to know about your Christmas plans!!! I have lots of stuff to fill you in on! Was almost in a car accident last night coming home from my Moms! We got about three inches of snow and was completely blinded by it driving home! Well hope to talk to you soom my friend and keep your chin up! LOL and Best Wishes Always!!!!!

Dawn__________________________________________________