Guest guest Posted November 30, 2004 Report Share Posted November 30, 2004 Al It's nice to meet you. Sorry that you're having to live this pain too. It's hard enough to live with, but I couldn't imagine having to not have family support. In a message dated 11/30/2004 2:52:34 PM Eastern Standard Time, RSD-CRPSofAmerica writes: Date: Tue, 30 Nov 2004 18:02:17 -0000 Subject: Good morning, My name is AlDear Everyone, I was very touched last night when I read the responses to myfirst letter to this room. Someone asked about the "zings" the preceedRSD, I take it to mean the life zings and not the electric shockzings. My life zings were a result of being unable to cope and live mylife appropriately because of the anxiety I felt due to RSD which Ihad since childhood. Actually wifey left me with 4 children, two are still babies, an8yr old and 10yr old. The 8yr old was 8 months when she left and hehas was born brain injured and can not walk or speak clearly. Their mom left to be with someone living 600 miles away, a man shemet in a lesbian chat room. That's a burden for kids to live with. Mykids see me living with pain and hear it on the bad days as I yip,howl, curse, and growl around the house. I would not just shut a doorand do something to end my suffering, I would make sure theyunderstood why I am doing it. I remember the first time I mentioned to my sister that I washaving the same pain in my right, uninjured foot, as in my leftcrushed foot, she started putting me on the deffensive. You seebecause she works in a hospital she knows more than any doctor. Shestopped talking to me because she thought I was trying to pull aSocial Security scam. It was not until after I was led to believe Ihad some kind of arthritis and moved to the desert southwest did Ifirst see a neurologist. Finally I could answer my sisters questions.But she had already gotten to my mother, once poisoned her mind stayedpoisoned, as recently as September she was yelling at me to putcurtains up in her new apartment. There is a new set of posts on another egroup, RSD World News,about elimination of RSD with hyperbarric oxygen.(sp?) Does anyoneknow about that? Al Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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