my sweet little lisa boop dee doop & losing your hair, ladies?

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In a message dated 2/9/04 3:26:39 AM Pacific Standard Time,

ceda writes:

But I guess we just all have " those times " from time to time, that we feel

that we just need to draw into ourselves & we really can't, in a way, reach out

& and say something. And, even though that actually may be the worst thing we

could be doing to & for ourselves, I think we're all entitled to take that

time, from time to time & if we want & need to, just cry for days & days.

well, yes, i was definitely depressed, after having been fired after working

for the same

dirt clod for 17 yrs. i found out that he lied about why he let me go. he

lied about why he didn't invite me to the xmas party. but i don't care

anymore. the only thing i care about is that he lets me keep my health

insurance

w/the company. he's a big smelly turd. he always has been & always will be. i

don't know why i didn't wise up sooner. but, it's ok.

i couldn't keep in touch with everyone cuz my coworker removed me from the

AOL account at work & steven hadn't hooked me up on his yet. so i lost my

entire address book. of course, i remembered some people's addresses.

thank you, dear lisa, for acknowledging all those things to me. you know

there'll always be a very special corner of my heart just for you, doll. cuz

you

are unique & extraordinary, generous & kind. i love you every bit as much as

you love me. it's 11:15am & i'm going in to lay down & wrap my knees in the

heating pad (my best friend these days) & hopefully fall asleep. i had to get

up early to take my car in for a detail this morning.

when we were at the conference in philadelphia, meeting you, lisa - was one

of the high points for me (assuming we hadn't met before?!?) my mind is all

muddied up sometimes & i can't remember properly. you were so smiley, joyful,

warm, peaceful & lovey. lucky me!!

i can't promise i won't go away again. but i'll at least tell you i'm going

& why.

one thing us girls talked about when we were in philly & walnut creek was how

much hair we were losing cuz it was falling out. just coming out by the

mounds. my sister had this happen to her as well (the one who says " why do you

want me to have EDS so bad? " ). she knew i had the hair loss problem, but when

it happened to her, then she got worried. so she did some internet research &

discovered that vitamin B6 will help this problem. guess what? IT DOES!!!

i've been taking it for about 2 months & showing a marked improvement. even my

hairdresser (who hides the gray for me) says there's a huge difference now.

it's a very affordable vitamin & you only take one per day. so, it you have

the problem, it's worth a try, right? usually you get 100 in your first

bottle...that should be enough to tell if it's working for you or not.

love & anjil hugs to all my CEDAngels () : )

jily xoxoxoxooxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxooxxooxoxoxoxooxoxoxxoxoxo