Guest guest Posted January 7, 2004 Report Share Posted January 7, 2004 I just wanted to thank everyone for their kind words and support following my wrist dislocation on Monday. I'm sorry I haven't posted sooner, but I've been quite sore and taking some much needed downtime in order to get my rather scrambled brain together. It has been such an overwhelming few months for many medical and personal reasons, that I have suddenly hit the wall and realised I'm not coping as well as I pretend I am! So I'm taking a step back and allowing myself to get a grip on all that is happening and at times just cry and let go of my pent up emotions. I think I need to do this in order to adjust, cope and move on hopefully in a stronger frame of mind to come with challenges that lie ahead. Tonight my body is screaming blue murder, not helped by having a shoulder MRI yesterday. I had to lie with a cuff on my arm, and proper uncomfortably on one side in the buzzing chamber for 30 minutes - I could barely move when they finally released me! I know that my pain is magnified by tiredness too as I haven't slept for more than an hour in 2 months now...after exhausting numerous alternatives I am now having to resort to sleeping pills, which is something I hate the idea of but know is necessary at this point sadly. If you don't hear form me for a day or two you know they are working! ;-) I see my OS next week about my neck instability, shoulder dislocations and now my wrist too - poor Mac, he'll be exhausted! I really hope that he can offer me some hope of relief and stability at least in my shoulder but I'm not getting my hopes too built up. The reality of more things going wrong and less being possible to fix them is starting to dawn on me, and it's terrifying me. Oh well, such is life and at least I still have my mind and my wonderful friends. Thank you once again for listening and caring for a crazy little Odd Bod form the UK, you'll never know how huge a part you play in my life. Love and hugs....Jo xxx Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted January 7, 2004 Report Share Posted January 7, 2004 Jo, The sleeping pills will give you much needed rest and strenghth to carry on and cope! Crying is good! It gives us the opportunity to allow ourselves to have an emotional release from our physical suffering! It's OK to cry! Take Care! Sincerely, S. Ramblings of an Odd Bod and thanks to all I just wanted to thank everyone for their kind words and support following my wrist dislocation on Monday. I'm sorry I haven't posted sooner, but I've been quite sore and taking some much needed downtime in order to get my rather scrambled brain together. It has been such an overwhelming few months for many medical and personal reasons, that I have suddenly hit the wall and realised I'm not coping as well as I pretend I am! So I'm taking a step back and allowing myself to get a grip on all that is happening and at times just cry and let go of my pent up emotions. I think I need to do this in order to adjust, cope and move on hopefully in a stronger frame of mind to come with challenges that lie ahead. Tonight my body is screaming blue murder, not helped by having a shoulder MRI yesterday. I had to lie with a cuff on my arm, and proper uncomfortably on one side in the buzzing chamber for 30 minutes - I could barely move when they finally released me! I know that my pain is magnified by tiredness too as I haven't slept for more than an hour in 2 months now...after exhausting numerous alternatives I am now having to resort to sleeping pills, which is something I hate the idea of but know is necessary at this point sadly. If you don't hear form me for a day or two you know they are working! ;-) I see my OS next week about my neck instability, shoulder dislocations and now my wrist too - poor Mac, he'll be exhausted! I really hope that he can offer me some hope of relief and stability at least in my shoulder but I'm not getting my hopes too built up. The reality of more things going wrong and less being possible to fix them is starting to dawn on me, and it's terrifying me. Oh well, such is life and at least I still have my mind and my wonderful friends. Thank you once again for listening and caring for a crazy little Odd Bod form the UK, you'll never know how huge a part you play in my life. Love and hugs....Jo xxx To learn more about EDS, visit our website: http://www.ceda.ca ------------------------------------------------------------------------------ Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted January 7, 2004 Report Share Posted January 7, 2004 Jo, The sleeping pills will give you much needed rest and strenghth to carry on and cope! Crying is good! It gives us the opportunity to allow ourselves to have an emotional release from our physical suffering! It's OK to cry! Take Care! Sincerely, S. Ramblings of an Odd Bod and thanks to all I just wanted to thank everyone for their kind words and support following my wrist dislocation on Monday. I'm sorry I haven't posted sooner, but I've been quite sore and taking some much needed downtime in order to get my rather scrambled brain together. It has been such an overwhelming few months for many medical and personal reasons, that I have suddenly hit the wall and realised I'm not coping as well as I pretend I am! So I'm taking a step back and allowing myself to get a grip on all that is happening and at times just cry and let go of my pent up emotions. I think I need to do this in order to adjust, cope and move on hopefully in a stronger frame of mind to come with challenges that lie ahead. Tonight my body is screaming blue murder, not helped by having a shoulder MRI yesterday. I had to lie with a cuff on my arm, and proper uncomfortably on one side in the buzzing chamber for 30 minutes - I could barely move when they finally released me! I know that my pain is magnified by tiredness too as I haven't slept for more than an hour in 2 months now...after exhausting numerous alternatives I am now having to resort to sleeping pills, which is something I hate the idea of but know is necessary at this point sadly. If you don't hear form me for a day or two you know they are working! ;-) I see my OS next week about my neck instability, shoulder dislocations and now my wrist too - poor Mac, he'll be exhausted! I really hope that he can offer me some hope of relief and stability at least in my shoulder but I'm not getting my hopes too built up. The reality of more things going wrong and less being possible to fix them is starting to dawn on me, and it's terrifying me. Oh well, such is life and at least I still have my mind and my wonderful friends. Thank you once again for listening and caring for a crazy little Odd Bod form the UK, you'll never know how huge a part you play in my life. Love and hugs....Jo xxx To learn more about EDS, visit our website: http://www.ceda.ca ------------------------------------------------------------------------------ Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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