Please Forgive me all, did not mean to hurt anyone

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Please forgive me my family. I wrote a quick, note the other day saying something about not wanting to be a part of talk on abuse......and was very upset by it. Please forgive me as this is the place we should all say and talk about how we hurt and let our needs be known or help others understand us.

I wrote one time about some small parts of my life maybe, year ago, not sure anymore when wrote it. But I have a story that started at earliest memory of 3 and went until in late 20's and into 30's really. Point being I generally never speak of it, just like do not speak of in direct words about end of March and May of this year. I hide things and cannot, don't like it to be thinking of life when hurts. So anyway when ya'll were writing you were doing what helped you all, and others and that is great, wonderful and glad you could do this. Really am happy for each of you as want you to feel loved and understood and also be able to help others in similar situation.

But when came home and turned on email I do not know my friends, it just panicked me. Froze my heart, and ran as fast as could away from this. Please do not hate me, or think I am not one to have empathy with each of you. I know alot of you that talk with have dealt with abuse, and do not mind talking about it with you. Just for some reason when saw it other day hit me wrong.

Well wrote novel which you all can say this is awful. So I acted awful, I am not nice, or kind, I am just sorry. Sorry will miss all the emails as must delete them. If anyone wrote me directly, if want to please in 2 or 3 days please write me again and if anyone knows of a situation going on that you know I would be wanting to know so could write to that person would you let me know?

But all in all, just know I do ask forgiveness but understand if do not want to give it. I just had to run. And I did. With love

JoAnn

s Momma