RE: Re: Sad Day... Attention: Shelly..........thank you!!

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Youre more than welcome. And you are right soooo many people do not understand.

I want to ask you a few questions if you do not mind, because when describing

Ethan you describe Wyaema. Did yall ever get a diagnosis? We do not know why

Wyaemas seizures started, at 4 months, and every test has come back normal. The

only difference in my pregnancy with her and my other two, is I went into labor

4 times and my doctor stopped it the first 3 times with Procardia and

Terbutaline. The fourth time I went into labor we drove 20 miles to another

hospital. I really feel these drugs has something to do with her medical

probelms but have no way to prove it.

I havent told anyone this, but some nights I wake up terrified that my baby is

dying and we are going to loose her. And then about once a month a may have a

dream of her running around with her 3 year old sister and 10 year old brother.

But I have hardly slept since she has been sick. It is so heart breaking

watching her go through this, and listening to my other kids ask why she doesnt

do normal things that she should be doing. Now my three year gets terrified

everytime Wyaema has a seizure and my 10 year old asks if she is going to be ok.

I am scared to death and I am so sorry to hear that Ethan lost his battle.

I am sorry for going on and on I have never opened up like this before.

Kristi Mann Mother to Wyaema, 20 months, Keto kid March 2003 - Jan 2004

Kristi Mann

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