Poor /bad day

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OMG, what a crappy day. You poor baby.

hug

What can I say. I wish you would have sent those rats the

letter!

I had a really rough day yesterday, I made another mistake in my

checkbook, and since I have been so busy with finding another Rheumy, and

trying to get in touch with Dr.Ohman's nurse to set up a time for labs for

the new Rheumy........I haven't been checking my bank balance with `Bank By

Phone' everyday like I usually do......and sure enough when I did check

it........I had forgotten to enter a Debit card withdrawal.......so I was

overdrawn......then I was hit with an overdraft fee.!

So I had to run out and take out one of those `short

term' payday advance loans.....and deposit enough to cover my

screw-up.......When I got to the bank to make the deposit at the ATM.......I

discovered that I was out of deposit slips.....so I had to run back home to

get a deposit slip........the bank was already closed, so I couldn't get one

from them.

Then back to the ATM.........I COULD NOT REMEMBER MY PIN NUMBER

! .....I've had the sone for 10 years!

By this time I was sitting in my car` Bawling ' in frustration

!!.......can you imagine......Then I went blind in my left eye , which

sometimes happens when I get REALLY stressed out.......I was a

`FOG-BOUND, BLIND , BAWLING MESS.'......then suddenly my brain

`reset' and I could think and see again.......

I finished my business at the bank and came back home. .......Stopped and

checked my mail.......and I had gotten ....a NASTY LETTER FROM DR. ALI !

postmarked the day before I had called and Fired her.......when I was still

trying to get her to return my calls, She couldn't find time to respond to me

when I was in a flare....and needed her......yet she could find time to have

her assisstant write me a letter saying:

" I find it necessary to inform you that I will no longer be able

to serve as your physician or prescribe medications for you. The reason is

that I've recommended treatments and tests, but after repeated discussions

you have declined to follow my advice.......etc.etc.......

What a bunch of BULL CRAP......I have only seen the Bitch

twice.....and have done the labs she ordered for me both times.

She recommended that I see an orthopedic surgeon about my

knee.....and I did, and now have a knee brace.....but she wouldn't know that

because I haven't been back to see her since I got it.!

She recommended that I see a dentist.......which I haven't done

, but is that any reason to refuse to treat me for LUPUS !!!

I flipped that letter over and wrote her THAT SHE WAS SO FULL OF

SHIT I COULD SMELL HER FROM 30 MILES AWAY.......and a few more things

that I won't say .........THEN I DID THE BLIND EYE THING AGAIN......God

I swear I would have killed her had she been within my reach......she brought

out my` Evil Twin'...(.Ms. MAD DOG ) .......Then my brain `reset'

again....and I just ripped the letter to pieces and flushed it down the

toilet where it belonged ......

C.