Help! Anger out of control.

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I just got home from work and sat here crying for awhile. I even yelled at the

dogs, which I NEVER do.

The day started out good, but my boss has been such an ass, and started

screaming, that it ruined my whole afternoon. I work my butt off to build up

good relationships with my customers, and he just started screaming because

someone complained about the grass he got... that it was cut thin and looked

bad. I sell sod by the way. Anyway, we have a foreman that is new this year and

has everyone in a bad mood all the time... he is the biggest jerk I've every met

and treats everyone like second class citizens. It seems that my boss, however,

doesn't want to deal with this situation, and if the guy had done his job right,

there wouldn't have been any complaints. Morale is at an all time low. Well, the

owner started screaming at me today that he just doesn't give a Sh.. about any

of it any more.

He made me feel awful and like my job and all the effort I've put in for the

past 10 years is nothing. Oh, did I mention that they brought a " helper " in for

me who gets pain hourly (I'm on salary) and therefore makes more money than I

do.

I'm so angry I'm shaking. I can't seem to control it. There is nothing I wanted

more today than to walk out of that office and never go back.

Is this part of the fibro or hypo, or something else... please tell me it is,

because if not, I've got bigger problems than I thought. I'm very angry,

depressed and annoyed. Help.

Tigger