thinking of all of you gives me strength

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Happy Birthday Chrystyne sp.?

Welcome all new members, hi to all of my old friends. Lin I can't believe the shit you had to go through I must say the "s" word for that. so sorry. I hope you are feeling a bit better. Tonia how are you? And your beautiful kids? I am so glad that school has started again! My kids were getting on my last nerve. i hope that your dad is better. Felice, Barbara, both Dawns Amey Joann and your daughter , N. Lori, Jo, Laurie Donna, Cass, both Debs, Furball Jo.Jai, Cliff and the nice gentleman from Florida. i have been thinking of all of you and anyone i forgot, to give me the strength to keep on living with this monster. i am up to 22 pills a day and still try to go for OT. i am still on the methadone too. i hate it but it seems to help calm down the pain i guess. mentally i feel drained. problems with the wc insurance company seem endless. today my pharmacist called and said that they are not authorizing my refills or the new prescriptions that i gave him yesterday. i called my attorney, but so far nothing helped. i have not received a check since the beginning of last month. cannot afford to pay over $2000 a month on meds as well as cobra health insurance from my job at $400 a month. this is pure madness. lawyers find it very easy to say not to worry, they will ask for a hearing. yeah a hearing in 6 weeks.ha! the thing that scares me the most is that i will run out of the neurontin in a few days. Felice i soooooo understand now how bad you must feel without the neurontin. i had that seizure earlier in the year remember? now on top of the rsd because of the messed up stellate ganglion pain injection, i now have a seizure disorder. i am so scared of having another grand mal. have you finally gotten the neurontin Felice? what happens when you stop taking it? i am scared. i hope everyone in Florida is OK from the hurricanes. i haven't been able to get on the computer much as my pain is so unbearable. i know that you all understand. does the pain lessen with time or it just gets worse and worse? i wonder. i am very depressed today and need a couple of hundred shoulders to cry on. why do we all have to go throught this shite!

i will attempt to read all 400 plus emails tonight. a little at a time............so slow down! lol just kidding

take care everyone

love.

Stacey

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Stacey - I'm glad that thinking of us gives you strength but I bet if you posted more you might just even get strength AND support. Don't get lost, girl. We're here for you. BarbaraMOLLYPEAR1@... wrote:

Happy Birthday Chrystyne sp.?

Welcome all new members, hi to all of my old friends. Lin I can't believe the shit you had to go through I must say the "s" word for that. so sorry. I hope you are feeling a bit better. Tonia how are you? And your beautiful kids? I am so glad that school has started again! My kids were getting on my last nerve. i hope that your dad is better. Felice, Barbara, both Dawns Amey Joann and your daughter , N. Lori, Jo, Laurie Donna, Cass, both Debs, Furball Jo.Jai, Cliff and the nice gentleman from Florida. i have been thinking of all of you and anyone i forgot, to give me the strength to keep on living with this monster. i am up to 22 pills a day and still try to go for OT. i am still on the methadone too. i hate it but it seems to help calm down the pain i guess. mentally i feel drained. problems with the wc insurance company seem endless. today my pharmacist called and said that they

are not authorizing my refills or the new prescriptions that i gave him yesterday. i called my attorney, but so far nothing helped. i have not received a check since the beginning of last month. cannot afford to pay over $2000 a month on meds as well as cobra health insurance from my job at $400 a month. this is pure madness. lawyers find it very easy to say not to worry, they will ask for a hearing. yeah a hearing in 6 weeks.ha! the thing that scares me the most is that i will run out of the neurontin in a few days. Felice i soooooo understand now how bad you must feel without the neurontin. i had that seizure earlier in the year remember? now on top of the rsd because of the messed up stellate ganglion pain injection, i now have a seizure disorder. i am so scared of having another grand mal. have you finally gotten the neurontin Felice? what happens when you stop taking it? i am scared. i hope everyone

in Florida is OK from the hurricanes. i haven't been able to get on the computer much as my pain is so unbearable. i know that you all understand. does the pain lessen with time or it just gets worse and worse? i wonder. i am very depressed today and need a couple of hundred shoulders to cry on. why do we all have to go throught this shite!

i will attempt to read all 400 plus emails tonight. a little at a time............so slow down! lol just kidding

take care everyone

love.

Stacey

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Stacey,

Ditto on what Barbara said. I know how difficult it is sometimes just dealing

with life, but we are here to support you.

More later. My father in law passed away today, I am still trying to deal with

pullng together a graveside service for tomorrow (that is what he wanted, no

wake, no frills, nothing), putting together food for 40-50 people by 2 pm

tomorrow, etc.

Hugs,

Jo

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Jo,

Sorry about your FIL. Has he been sick for awhile? Will be saying a prayer for your family. Hope you don't wear yourself out trying to plan everything. You probably have a grocery store or something that could throw a nice meat/cheese tray or something don't you?

Love,

N.

More later. My father in law passed away today, I am still trying to deal with pullng together a graveside service for tomorrow (that is what he wanted, no wake, no frills, nothing), putting together food for 40-50 people by 2 pm tomorrow, etc.Hugs,Jo

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Jo,

My deepest sympathies go out to you with the loss of your father-in-law. I know that you must do what you must do to tend to the arrangements, but please take a few minutes for yourself here and there.

With much love,

Teri

-- Re: thinking of all of you gives me strength

Stacey,Ditto on what Barbara said. I know how difficult it is sometimes just dealing with life, but we are here to support you.More later. My father in law passed away today, I am still trying to deal with pullng together a graveside service for tomorrow (that is what he wanted, no wake, no frills, nothing), putting together food for 40-50 people by 2 pm tomorrow, etc.Hugs,Jo

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Jo,

My thoughts and prayers are with you and your family. Please accept my sincere condolences. Best Wishes and LOL Always

Dawnjomal1@... wrote:

Stacey,Ditto on what Barbara said. I know how difficult it is sometimes just dealing with life, but we are here to support you.More later. My father in law passed away today, I am still trying to deal with pullng together a graveside service for tomorrow (that is what he wanted, no wake, no frills, nothing), putting together food for 40-50 people by 2 pm tomorrow, etc.Hugs,Jo

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i am very depressed today and need a couple of hundred shoulders to cry on. why do we all have to go throught this shite!

Stacey,

It is very dangerous to just stop taking Neurotin! What was the dose you were on? Be sure to tell your attorney this.

My shoulder is here even though it is 3000 miles away from you. This is so stupid that we all have to go through all this crap, just to get some relief. Too bad we all can't walk that good or we could plan a march to Congress and stage a sit in until they here us.

Lin

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More later. My father in law passed away today, I am still trying to deal with pullng together a graveside service for tomorrow (that is what he wanted, no wake, no frills, nothing), putting together food for 40-50 people by 2 pm tomorrow, etc.Hugs,Jo

Jo I am so sorry for your loss. I will pray for you, that everything comes together for you.

Lin