Sheila

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Sheila

I know what you mean...I couldn't help but being mad

too! I am not so sure about that saying, " God only

gives you what you can handle " , either, sometimes that

doesn't seems right or fair...but it is out of our

hands. However we all found each other, we did and I

am so glad.

--- SAVQ71@... wrote:

> Hi Dana,

>

> Thank you for really putting into words how I know

> right now I personally

> feel. The best thing is seeing how everyone is

> getting pg and they are all

> where they should be. And that everyone is getting

> it seems pg without to

> much trouble. But it is true that I have put this

> all in God's hands. For

> quite awhile after my ep I always asked Why?? I was

> so angry with God that I

> just couldn't bring myself to go to church or

> anything. The hospital that I

> was in when I had my ep sends a minister to your

> room if they know that you

> are Catholic and I made this poor lady cry. I often

> think about that and I

> am so ashamed of myself. But I have made peace with

> knowing that it was God

> that got me thru. Although I don't necessarily

> agree with the saying that

> God only gives you what you can handle. But

> everything is in his hands now

> and I just try to be a good person as best as I know

> how to be. And I am so

> thankful for women like you that have been thru what

> we all have been thru

> and constantly gives a shining light at the end of

> the tunnel. Like I said

> to you before and I will say again that baby is very

> lucky to be getting a

> Mom like you. You truly are a wonderful person.

> Sheila

>

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[Guest guest]

Sheila,

Thanks and I know one day soon you will be in my shoes one day giving

advice to those still TTC, keep the light shining.

Dana