Guest guest Posted December 9, 2005 Report Posted December 9, 2005 I closed out my membership a few days ago, because I was having trouble understanding anything that was being written. A lot of what was being written was like a foreign language to me. Also, right now I am going through a LOT!!!! Tomorrow a friend is coming to pick me up to take me to the hospital (psychiatric unit). It's for depression. I will be there for 3 days observation where they will determine whether to extend my stay for two weeks or send me to a mental institution. I don't really want to die but I sure don't want to live like this either, I don't know what to do or say, only that if I survive this, I hope I can still be a member. I need to know what to do to get my hypo and graves and etc etc etc under control, so maybe I can be less depressed. I haven't slept in 3 days and I haven't answered my phone or doorbell during that time either. I won't be leaving till 10:00 am so if anybody has any ideas........ I'm sorry for the depressing note, but that is where I'm at. I have never felt so down! I just want it over with. I'll do whatever it takes for that to happen. I will write more when & if I get back home, if I am still a member............Carma Quote
Guest guest Posted December 9, 2005 Report Posted December 9, 2005 ((((((Carma))))))))) Of course we want you! Will keep you in my prayers and thoughts..... Hopefully they will help you get started on something to help you with the deopression and the thyroid diseases..... There are some meds that are very bad for the thyroid....You have all of us here and in the depression group rooting for you, sweet! There is light at the end of the tunnel....I have been exactly where you have been....with the psychiatric hospitalization.... Winston Churchill described his depression as....a black dog.... Hugs Feisty ??????????? > I closed out my membership a few days ago, because I was having trouble > understanding anything that was being written. A lot of what was being > written was like a foreign language to me. Also, right now I am going > through a LOT!!!! Tomorrow a friend is coming to pick me up to take me > to the hospital (psychiatric unit). It's for depression. I will be > there for 3 days observation where they will determine whether to > extend my stay for two weeks or send me to a mental institution. I > don't really want to die but I sure don't want to live like this > either, I don't know what to do or say, only that if I survive this, I > hope I can still be a member. I need to know what to do to get my hypo > and graves and etc etc etc under control, so maybe I can be less > depressed. I haven't slept in 3 days and I haven't answered my phone or > doorbell during that time either. I won't be leaving till 10:00 am so > if anybody has any ideas........ I'm sorry for the depressing note, but > that is where I'm at. I have never felt so down! I just want it over > with. I'll do whatever it takes for that to happen. I will write more > when & if I get back home, if I am still a member............Carma > > > > > > > > Quote
Guest guest Posted December 9, 2005 Report Posted December 9, 2005 ((((((Carma))))))))) Of course we want you! Will keep you in my prayers and thoughts..... Hopefully they will help you get started on something to help you with the deopression and the thyroid diseases..... There are some meds that are very bad for the thyroid....You have all of us here and in the depression group rooting for you, sweet! There is light at the end of the tunnel....I have been exactly where you have been....with the psychiatric hospitalization.... Winston Churchill described his depression as....a black dog.... Hugs Feisty ??????????? > I closed out my membership a few days ago, because I was having trouble > understanding anything that was being written. A lot of what was being > written was like a foreign language to me. Also, right now I am going > through a LOT!!!! Tomorrow a friend is coming to pick me up to take me > to the hospital (psychiatric unit). It's for depression. I will be > there for 3 days observation where they will determine whether to > extend my stay for two weeks or send me to a mental institution. I > don't really want to die but I sure don't want to live like this > either, I don't know what to do or say, only that if I survive this, I > hope I can still be a member. I need to know what to do to get my hypo > and graves and etc etc etc under control, so maybe I can be less > depressed. I haven't slept in 3 days and I haven't answered my phone or > doorbell during that time either. I won't be leaving till 10:00 am so > if anybody has any ideas........ I'm sorry for the depressing note, but > that is where I'm at. I have never felt so down! I just want it over > with. I'll do whatever it takes for that to happen. I will write more > when & if I get back home, if I am still a member............Carma > > > > > > > > Quote
Guest guest Posted December 9, 2005 Report Posted December 9, 2005 ((((((Carma))))))))) Of course we want you! Will keep you in my prayers and thoughts..... Hopefully they will help you get started on something to help you with the deopression and the thyroid diseases..... There are some meds that are very bad for the thyroid....You have all of us here and in the depression group rooting for you, sweet! There is light at the end of the tunnel....I have been exactly where you have been....with the psychiatric hospitalization.... Winston Churchill described his depression as....a black dog.... Hugs Feisty ??????????? > I closed out my membership a few days ago, because I was having trouble > understanding anything that was being written. A lot of what was being > written was like a foreign language to me. Also, right now I am going > through a LOT!!!! Tomorrow a friend is coming to pick me up to take me > to the hospital (psychiatric unit). It's for depression. I will be > there for 3 days observation where they will determine whether to > extend my stay for two weeks or send me to a mental institution. I > don't really want to die but I sure don't want to live like this > either, I don't know what to do or say, only that if I survive this, I > hope I can still be a member. I need to know what to do to get my hypo > and graves and etc etc etc under control, so maybe I can be less > depressed. I haven't slept in 3 days and I haven't answered my phone or > doorbell during that time either. I won't be leaving till 10:00 am so > if anybody has any ideas........ I'm sorry for the depressing note, but > that is where I'm at. I have never felt so down! I just want it over > with. I'll do whatever it takes for that to happen. I will write more > when & if I get back home, if I am still a member............Carma > > > > > > > > Quote
Guest guest Posted December 9, 2005 Report Posted December 9, 2005 Feisty , Thank you for your prayers. I can sure relate to the black dog. I take a handful of pills already, I'm sure some of them mess up my thyroid really good. Right now I think that light at the end of the tunnel is a train. There is a part of me that wants to get well, but I really don't see how that is possible. I have had this depression for nearly 40 years, I've had over 60 hospitalizations and over that many shock treatments as well. I've been in hospitals in New York, Texas, Idaho, California, Colorado, and Oregon. I've had every form of therapy & treatment known except for a labotomy. It's been nearly 12 years now since I have seen the inside walls of a mental institution, and I'm scared. I doubt if they are going to let me out this time. If I wasn't such a coward I would already have tried suicide again. But I am afraid I won't succeed. I feel all that is left for me is zombi-ville. You need not respond to this note if you don't want to. It's pretty depressing, and I am sorry for it. I just really need someone to hear me. I think God has given up on me. Maybe someone elses faith will reach Him. My faith is pretty much shot. I am really scared, and I don't even know what I am scared of. I'm just rambling on and on so I'll close. Thanks again for caring and for your prayers............Carma > > ((((((Carma))))))))) > > Of course we want you! > Will keep you in my prayers and thoughts..... > Hopefully they will help you get started on something to help you with the > deopression and the thyroid diseases..... > There are some meds that are very bad for the thyroid....You have all of us > here and in the depression group rooting for you, sweet! There is light at > the end of the tunnel....I have been exactly where you have been....with the > psychiatric hospitalization.... > Winston Churchill described his depression as....a black dog.... > Hugs > Feisty > ??????????? > > > > I closed out my membership a few days ago, because I was having trouble > > understanding anything that was being written. A lot of what was being > > written was like a foreign language to me. Also, right now I am going > > through a LOT!!!! Tomorrow a friend is coming to pick me up to take me > > to the hospital (psychiatric unit). It's for depression. I will be > > there for 3 days observation where they will determine whether to > > extend my stay for two weeks or send me to a mental institution. I > > don't really want to die but I sure don't want to live like this > > either, I don't know what to do or say, only that if I survive this, I > > hope I can still be a member. I need to know what to do to get my hypo > > and graves and etc etc etc under control, so maybe I can be less > > depressed. I haven't slept in 3 days and I haven't answered my phone or > > doorbell during that time either. I won't be leaving till 10:00 am so > > if anybody has any ideas........ I'm sorry for the depressing note, but > > that is where I'm at. I have never felt so down! I just want it over > > with. I'll do whatever it takes for that to happen. I will write more > > when & if I get back home, if I am still a member............Carma > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > Quote
Guest guest Posted December 9, 2005 Report Posted December 9, 2005 Feisty , Thank you for your prayers. I can sure relate to the black dog. I take a handful of pills already, I'm sure some of them mess up my thyroid really good. Right now I think that light at the end of the tunnel is a train. There is a part of me that wants to get well, but I really don't see how that is possible. I have had this depression for nearly 40 years, I've had over 60 hospitalizations and over that many shock treatments as well. I've been in hospitals in New York, Texas, Idaho, California, Colorado, and Oregon. I've had every form of therapy & treatment known except for a labotomy. It's been nearly 12 years now since I have seen the inside walls of a mental institution, and I'm scared. I doubt if they are going to let me out this time. If I wasn't such a coward I would already have tried suicide again. But I am afraid I won't succeed. I feel all that is left for me is zombi-ville. You need not respond to this note if you don't want to. It's pretty depressing, and I am sorry for it. I just really need someone to hear me. I think God has given up on me. Maybe someone elses faith will reach Him. My faith is pretty much shot. I am really scared, and I don't even know what I am scared of. I'm just rambling on and on so I'll close. Thanks again for caring and for your prayers............Carma > > ((((((Carma))))))))) > > Of course we want you! > Will keep you in my prayers and thoughts..... > Hopefully they will help you get started on something to help you with the > deopression and the thyroid diseases..... > There are some meds that are very bad for the thyroid....You have all of us > here and in the depression group rooting for you, sweet! There is light at > the end of the tunnel....I have been exactly where you have been....with the > psychiatric hospitalization.... > Winston Churchill described his depression as....a black dog.... > Hugs > Feisty > ??????????? > > > > I closed out my membership a few days ago, because I was having trouble > > understanding anything that was being written. A lot of what was being > > written was like a foreign language to me. Also, right now I am going > > through a LOT!!!! Tomorrow a friend is coming to pick me up to take me > > to the hospital (psychiatric unit). It's for depression. I will be > > there for 3 days observation where they will determine whether to > > extend my stay for two weeks or send me to a mental institution. I > > don't really want to die but I sure don't want to live like this > > either, I don't know what to do or say, only that if I survive this, I > > hope I can still be a member. I need to know what to do to get my hypo > > and graves and etc etc etc under control, so maybe I can be less > > depressed. I haven't slept in 3 days and I haven't answered my phone or > > doorbell during that time either. I won't be leaving till 10:00 am so > > if anybody has any ideas........ I'm sorry for the depressing note, but > > that is where I'm at. I have never felt so down! I just want it over > > with. I'll do whatever it takes for that to happen. I will write more > > when & if I get back home, if I am still a member............Carma > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > Quote
Guest guest Posted December 9, 2005 Report Posted December 9, 2005 Feisty , Thank you for your prayers. I can sure relate to the black dog. I take a handful of pills already, I'm sure some of them mess up my thyroid really good. Right now I think that light at the end of the tunnel is a train. There is a part of me that wants to get well, but I really don't see how that is possible. I have had this depression for nearly 40 years, I've had over 60 hospitalizations and over that many shock treatments as well. I've been in hospitals in New York, Texas, Idaho, California, Colorado, and Oregon. I've had every form of therapy & treatment known except for a labotomy. It's been nearly 12 years now since I have seen the inside walls of a mental institution, and I'm scared. I doubt if they are going to let me out this time. If I wasn't such a coward I would already have tried suicide again. But I am afraid I won't succeed. I feel all that is left for me is zombi-ville. You need not respond to this note if you don't want to. It's pretty depressing, and I am sorry for it. I just really need someone to hear me. I think God has given up on me. Maybe someone elses faith will reach Him. My faith is pretty much shot. I am really scared, and I don't even know what I am scared of. I'm just rambling on and on so I'll close. Thanks again for caring and for your prayers............Carma > > ((((((Carma))))))))) > > Of course we want you! > Will keep you in my prayers and thoughts..... > Hopefully they will help you get started on something to help you with the > deopression and the thyroid diseases..... > There are some meds that are very bad for the thyroid....You have all of us > here and in the depression group rooting for you, sweet! There is light at > the end of the tunnel....I have been exactly where you have been....with the > psychiatric hospitalization.... > Winston Churchill described his depression as....a black dog.... > Hugs > Feisty > ??????????? > > > > I closed out my membership a few days ago, because I was having trouble > > understanding anything that was being written. A lot of what was being > > written was like a foreign language to me. Also, right now I am going > > through a LOT!!!! Tomorrow a friend is coming to pick me up to take me > > to the hospital (psychiatric unit). It's for depression. I will be > > there for 3 days observation where they will determine whether to > > extend my stay for two weeks or send me to a mental institution. I > > don't really want to die but I sure don't want to live like this > > either, I don't know what to do or say, only that if I survive this, I > > hope I can still be a member. I need to know what to do to get my hypo > > and graves and etc etc etc under control, so maybe I can be less > > depressed. I haven't slept in 3 days and I haven't answered my phone or > > doorbell during that time either. I won't be leaving till 10:00 am so > > if anybody has any ideas........ I'm sorry for the depressing note, but > > that is where I'm at. I have never felt so down! I just want it over > > with. I'll do whatever it takes for that to happen. I will write more > > when & if I get back home, if I am still a member............Carma > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > Quote
Guest guest Posted December 9, 2005 Report Posted December 9, 2005 OH no we can't bar b que you , I want mad cow medium rare and the music and stuff your only there to have fun not be bar b qued We are not cannibal hannibals here no no that don't work I don't do fingers and toes and such that won't work at all....LOL you may help bar b que but no jumping in the fire unless your cold. Tinalecody wrote: You are not the only one who ended up on a Psych Ward... My depression got so bad...while there they told me I had Hashimoto's and I had been on a anti convulsant drug called Keppra... so down in the dark I went... At least now I don't want to end it all but I still think about it occassionally.....like wanting to be dx'd with mad cow....shot and Bar b qued!!!! ???????????> I closed out my membership a few days ago, because I was having trouble> understanding anything that was being written. A lot of what was being> written was like a foreign language to me. Also, right now I am going> through a LOT!!!! Tomorrow a friend is coming to pick me up to take me> to the hospital (psychiatric unit). It's for depression. I will be> there for 3 days observation where they will determine whether to> extend my stay for two weeks or send me to a mental institution. I> don't really want to die but I sure don't want to live like this> either, I don't know what to do or say, only that if I survive this, I> hope I can still be a member. I need to know what to do to get my hypo> and graves and etc etc etc under control, so maybe I can be less> depressed. I haven't slept in 3 days and I haven't answered my phone or> doorbell during that time either. I won't be leaving till 10:00 am so> if anybody has any ideas........ I'm sorry for the depressing note, but> that is where I'm at. I have never felt so down! I just want it over> with. I'll do whatever it takes for that to happen. I will write more> when & if I get back home, if I am still a member............Carma>>>>>>>> Quote
Guest guest Posted December 9, 2005 Report Posted December 9, 2005 OH no we can't bar b que you , I want mad cow medium rare and the music and stuff your only there to have fun not be bar b qued We are not cannibal hannibals here no no that don't work I don't do fingers and toes and such that won't work at all....LOL you may help bar b que but no jumping in the fire unless your cold. Tinalecody wrote: You are not the only one who ended up on a Psych Ward... My depression got so bad...while there they told me I had Hashimoto's and I had been on a anti convulsant drug called Keppra... so down in the dark I went... At least now I don't want to end it all but I still think about it occassionally.....like wanting to be dx'd with mad cow....shot and Bar b qued!!!! ???????????> I closed out my membership a few days ago, because I was having trouble> understanding anything that was being written. A lot of what was being> written was like a foreign language to me. Also, right now I am going> through a LOT!!!! Tomorrow a friend is coming to pick me up to take me> to the hospital (psychiatric unit). It's for depression. I will be> there for 3 days observation where they will determine whether to> extend my stay for two weeks or send me to a mental institution. I> don't really want to die but I sure don't want to live like this> either, I don't know what to do or say, only that if I survive this, I> hope I can still be a member. I need to know what to do to get my hypo> and graves and etc etc etc under control, so maybe I can be less> depressed. I haven't slept in 3 days and I haven't answered my phone or> doorbell during that time either. I won't be leaving till 10:00 am so> if anybody has any ideas........ I'm sorry for the depressing note, but> that is where I'm at. I have never felt so down! I just want it over> with. I'll do whatever it takes for that to happen. I will write more> when & if I get back home, if I am still a member............Carma>>>>>>>> Quote
Guest guest Posted December 9, 2005 Report Posted December 9, 2005 OH no we can't bar b que you , I want mad cow medium rare and the music and stuff your only there to have fun not be bar b qued We are not cannibal hannibals here no no that don't work I don't do fingers and toes and such that won't work at all....LOL you may help bar b que but no jumping in the fire unless your cold. Tinalecody wrote: You are not the only one who ended up on a Psych Ward... My depression got so bad...while there they told me I had Hashimoto's and I had been on a anti convulsant drug called Keppra... so down in the dark I went... At least now I don't want to end it all but I still think about it occassionally.....like wanting to be dx'd with mad cow....shot and Bar b qued!!!! ???????????> I closed out my membership a few days ago, because I was having trouble> understanding anything that was being written. A lot of what was being> written was like a foreign language to me. Also, right now I am going> through a LOT!!!! Tomorrow a friend is coming to pick me up to take me> to the hospital (psychiatric unit). It's for depression. I will be> there for 3 days observation where they will determine whether to> extend my stay for two weeks or send me to a mental institution. I> don't really want to die but I sure don't want to live like this> either, I don't know what to do or say, only that if I survive this, I> hope I can still be a member. I need to know what to do to get my hypo> and graves and etc etc etc under control, so maybe I can be less> depressed. I haven't slept in 3 days and I haven't answered my phone or> doorbell during that time either. I won't be leaving till 10:00 am so> if anybody has any ideas........ I'm sorry for the depressing note, but> that is where I'm at. I have never felt so down! I just want it over> with. I'll do whatever it takes for that to happen. I will write more> when & if I get back home, if I am still a member............Carma>>>>>>>> Quote
Guest guest Posted December 9, 2005 Report Posted December 9, 2005 You are not the only one who ended up on a Psych Ward... My depression got so bad...while there they told me I had Hashimoto's and I had been on a anti convulsant drug called Keppra... so down in the dark I went... At least now I don't want to end it all but I still think about it occassionally.....like wanting to be dx'd with mad cow....shot and Bar b qued!!!! ???????????> I closed out my membership a few days ago, because I was having trouble> understanding anything that was being written. A lot of what was being> written was like a foreign language to me. Also, right now I am going> through a LOT!!!! Tomorrow a friend is coming to pick me up to take me> to the hospital (psychiatric unit). It's for depression. I will be> there for 3 days observation where they will determine whether to> extend my stay for two weeks or send me to a mental institution. I> don't really want to die but I sure don't want to live like this> either, I don't know what to do or say, only that if I survive this, I> hope I can still be a member. I need to know what to do to get my hypo> and graves and etc etc etc under control, so maybe I can be less> depressed. I haven't slept in 3 days and I haven't answered my phone or> doorbell during that time either. I won't be leaving till 10:00 am so> if anybody has any ideas........ I'm sorry for the depressing note, but> that is where I'm at. I have never felt so down! I just want it over> with. I'll do whatever it takes for that to happen. I will write more> when & if I get back home, if I am still a member............Carma>>>>>>>> Quote
Guest guest Posted December 9, 2005 Report Posted December 9, 2005 You are not the only one who ended up on a Psych Ward... My depression got so bad...while there they told me I had Hashimoto's and I had been on a anti convulsant drug called Keppra... so down in the dark I went... At least now I don't want to end it all but I still think about it occassionally.....like wanting to be dx'd with mad cow....shot and Bar b qued!!!! ???????????> I closed out my membership a few days ago, because I was having trouble> understanding anything that was being written. A lot of what was being> written was like a foreign language to me. Also, right now I am going> through a LOT!!!! Tomorrow a friend is coming to pick me up to take me> to the hospital (psychiatric unit). It's for depression. I will be> there for 3 days observation where they will determine whether to> extend my stay for two weeks or send me to a mental institution. I> don't really want to die but I sure don't want to live like this> either, I don't know what to do or say, only that if I survive this, I> hope I can still be a member. I need to know what to do to get my hypo> and graves and etc etc etc under control, so maybe I can be less> depressed. I haven't slept in 3 days and I haven't answered my phone or> doorbell during that time either. I won't be leaving till 10:00 am so> if anybody has any ideas........ I'm sorry for the depressing note, but> that is where I'm at. I have never felt so down! I just want it over> with. I'll do whatever it takes for that to happen. I will write more> when & if I get back home, if I am still a member............Carma>>>>>>>> Quote
Guest guest Posted December 9, 2005 Report Posted December 9, 2005 You are not the only one who ended up on a Psych Ward... My depression got so bad...while there they told me I had Hashimoto's and I had been on a anti convulsant drug called Keppra... so down in the dark I went... At least now I don't want to end it all but I still think about it occassionally.....like wanting to be dx'd with mad cow....shot and Bar b qued!!!! ???????????> I closed out my membership a few days ago, because I was having trouble> understanding anything that was being written. A lot of what was being> written was like a foreign language to me. Also, right now I am going> through a LOT!!!! Tomorrow a friend is coming to pick me up to take me> to the hospital (psychiatric unit). It's for depression. I will be> there for 3 days observation where they will determine whether to> extend my stay for two weeks or send me to a mental institution. I> don't really want to die but I sure don't want to live like this> either, I don't know what to do or say, only that if I survive this, I> hope I can still be a member. I need to know what to do to get my hypo> and graves and etc etc etc under control, so maybe I can be less> depressed. I haven't slept in 3 days and I haven't answered my phone or> doorbell during that time either. I won't be leaving till 10:00 am so> if anybody has any ideas........ I'm sorry for the depressing note, but> that is where I'm at. I have never felt so down! I just want it over> with. I'll do whatever it takes for that to happen. I will write more> when & if I get back home, if I am still a member............Carma>>>>>>>> Quote
Guest guest Posted December 9, 2005 Report Posted December 9, 2005 But ..... aged on the hoof is not the same as well aged bbq! *wink* Topper () On Fri, 9 Dec 2005 09:47:27 -0800 "lecody" writes: But Tina, think of all the free and tasty [i am sure] meat [well marbled and aged] you will miss.....;;))) Nothing better than B-B-Qued . Quote
Guest guest Posted December 9, 2005 Report Posted December 9, 2005 But ..... aged on the hoof is not the same as well aged bbq! *wink* Topper () On Fri, 9 Dec 2005 09:47:27 -0800 "lecody" writes: But Tina, think of all the free and tasty [i am sure] meat [well marbled and aged] you will miss.....;;))) Nothing better than B-B-Qued . Quote
Guest guest Posted December 9, 2005 Report Posted December 9, 2005 But Tina, think of all the free and tasty [i am sure] meat [well marbled and aged] you will miss.....;;))) Nothing better than B-B-Qued . ???????????> I closed out my membership a few days ago, because I was having trouble> understanding anything that was being written. A lot of what was being> written was like a foreign language to me. Also, right now I am going> through a LOT!!!! Tomorrow a friend is coming to pick me up to take me> to the hospital (psychiatric unit). It's for depression. I will be> there for 3 days observation where they will determine whether to> extend my stay for two weeks or send me to a mental institution. I> don't really want to die but I sure don't want to live like this> either, I don't know what to do or say, only that if I survive this, I> hope I can still be a member. I need to know what to do to get my hypo> and graves and etc etc etc under control, so maybe I can be less> depressed. I haven't slept in 3 days and I haven't answered my phone or> doorbell during that time either. I won't be leaving till 10:00 am so> if anybody has any ideas........ I'm sorry for the depressing note, but> that is where I'm at. I have never felt so down! I just want it over> with. I'll do whatever it takes for that to happen. I will write more> when & if I get back home, if I am still a member............Carma>>>>>>>> Quote
Guest guest Posted December 9, 2005 Report Posted December 9, 2005 But Tina, think of all the free and tasty [i am sure] meat [well marbled and aged] you will miss.....;;))) Nothing better than B-B-Qued . ???????????> I closed out my membership a few days ago, because I was having trouble> understanding anything that was being written. A lot of what was being> written was like a foreign language to me. Also, right now I am going> through a LOT!!!! Tomorrow a friend is coming to pick me up to take me> to the hospital (psychiatric unit). It's for depression. I will be> there for 3 days observation where they will determine whether to> extend my stay for two weeks or send me to a mental institution. I> don't really want to die but I sure don't want to live like this> either, I don't know what to do or say, only that if I survive this, I> hope I can still be a member. I need to know what to do to get my hypo> and graves and etc etc etc under control, so maybe I can be less> depressed. I haven't slept in 3 days and I haven't answered my phone or> doorbell during that time either. I won't be leaving till 10:00 am so> if anybody has any ideas........ I'm sorry for the depressing note, but> that is where I'm at. I have never felt so down! I just want it over> with. I'll do whatever it takes for that to happen. I will write more> when & if I get back home, if I am still a member............Carma>>>>>>>> Quote
Guest guest Posted December 9, 2005 Report Posted December 9, 2005 But Tina, think of all the free and tasty [i am sure] meat [well marbled and aged] you will miss.....;;))) Nothing better than B-B-Qued . ???????????> I closed out my membership a few days ago, because I was having trouble> understanding anything that was being written. A lot of what was being> written was like a foreign language to me. Also, right now I am going> through a LOT!!!! Tomorrow a friend is coming to pick me up to take me> to the hospital (psychiatric unit). It's for depression. I will be> there for 3 days observation where they will determine whether to> extend my stay for two weeks or send me to a mental institution. I> don't really want to die but I sure don't want to live like this> either, I don't know what to do or say, only that if I survive this, I> hope I can still be a member. I need to know what to do to get my hypo> and graves and etc etc etc under control, so maybe I can be less> depressed. I haven't slept in 3 days and I haven't answered my phone or> doorbell during that time either. I won't be leaving till 10:00 am so> if anybody has any ideas........ I'm sorry for the depressing note, but> that is where I'm at. I have never felt so down! I just want it over> with. I'll do whatever it takes for that to happen. I will write more> when & if I get back home, if I am still a member............Carma>>>>>>>> Quote
Guest guest Posted December 9, 2005 Report Posted December 9, 2005 But i would rather have you there as a guest enjoying some mad cow then eating your toes and ears and god only knows where your fingers were last....LMBO.. then for dessert we can have some potty cupcakes. sounds yummy to me and fun. I am sure you are very tasty but I will just take your word for it . lecody wrote: But Tina, think of all the free and tasty [i am sure] meat [well marbled and aged] you will miss.....;;))) Nothing better than B-B-Qued . ???????????> I closed out my membership a few days ago, because I was having trouble> understanding anything that was being written. A lot of what was being> written was like a foreign language to me. Also, right now I am going> through a LOT!!!! Tomorrow a friend is coming to pick me up to take me> to the hospital (psychiatric unit). It's for depression. I will be> there for 3 days observation where they will determine whether to> extend my stay for two weeks or send me to a mental institution. I> don't really want to die but I sure don't want to live like this> either, I don't know what to do or say, only that if I survive this, I> hope I can still be a member. I need to know what to do to get my hypo> and graves and etc etc etc under control, so maybe I can be less> depressed. I haven't slept in 3 days and I haven't answered my phone or> doorbell during that time either. I won't be leaving till 10:00 am so> if anybody has any ideas........ I'm sorry for the depressing note, but> that is where I'm at. I have never felt so down! I just want it over> with. I'll do whatever it takes for that to happen. I will write more> when & if I get back home, if I am still a member............Carma>>>>>>>> Quote
Guest guest Posted December 9, 2005 Report Posted December 9, 2005 But i would rather have you there as a guest enjoying some mad cow then eating your toes and ears and god only knows where your fingers were last....LMBO.. then for dessert we can have some potty cupcakes. sounds yummy to me and fun. I am sure you are very tasty but I will just take your word for it . lecody wrote: But Tina, think of all the free and tasty [i am sure] meat [well marbled and aged] you will miss.....;;))) Nothing better than B-B-Qued . ???????????> I closed out my membership a few days ago, because I was having trouble> understanding anything that was being written. A lot of what was being> written was like a foreign language to me. Also, right now I am going> through a LOT!!!! Tomorrow a friend is coming to pick me up to take me> to the hospital (psychiatric unit). It's for depression. I will be> there for 3 days observation where they will determine whether to> extend my stay for two weeks or send me to a mental institution. I> don't really want to die but I sure don't want to live like this> either, I don't know what to do or say, only that if I survive this, I> hope I can still be a member. I need to know what to do to get my hypo> and graves and etc etc etc under control, so maybe I can be less> depressed. I haven't slept in 3 days and I haven't answered my phone or> doorbell during that time either. I won't be leaving till 10:00 am so> if anybody has any ideas........ I'm sorry for the depressing note, but> that is where I'm at. I have never felt so down! I just want it over> with. I'll do whatever it takes for that to happen. I will write more> when & if I get back home, if I am still a member............Carma>>>>>>>> Quote
Guest guest Posted December 9, 2005 Report Posted December 9, 2005 But i would rather have you there as a guest enjoying some mad cow then eating your toes and ears and god only knows where your fingers were last....LMBO.. then for dessert we can have some potty cupcakes. sounds yummy to me and fun. I am sure you are very tasty but I will just take your word for it . lecody wrote: But Tina, think of all the free and tasty [i am sure] meat [well marbled and aged] you will miss.....;;))) Nothing better than B-B-Qued . ???????????> I closed out my membership a few days ago, because I was having trouble> understanding anything that was being written. A lot of what was being> written was like a foreign language to me. Also, right now I am going> through a LOT!!!! Tomorrow a friend is coming to pick me up to take me> to the hospital (psychiatric unit). It's for depression. I will be> there for 3 days observation where they will determine whether to> extend my stay for two weeks or send me to a mental institution. I> don't really want to die but I sure don't want to live like this> either, I don't know what to do or say, only that if I survive this, I> hope I can still be a member. I need to know what to do to get my hypo> and graves and etc etc etc under control, so maybe I can be less> depressed. I haven't slept in 3 days and I haven't answered my phone or> doorbell during that time either. I won't be leaving till 10:00 am so> if anybody has any ideas........ I'm sorry for the depressing note, but> that is where I'm at. I have never felt so down! I just want it over> with. I'll do whatever it takes for that to happen. I will write more> when & if I get back home, if I am still a member............Carma>>>>>>>> Quote
Guest guest Posted December 9, 2005 Report Posted December 9, 2005 Now maybe you should be pickled instead I love pickles lil sweet ones and great big kosher dills yum. HHHHmmm mad cow bar b que, chickens with the flu and pickles stahl chips and pretzels warm drinks sounds like a party to me Tinalecody wrote: OK...after all the laughing I don't need that Pity party.... .... and I AM well aged...so there!!!!!!! Re: ??????????? But ..... aged on the hoof is not the same as well aged bbq! *wink* Topper () On Fri, 9 Dec 2005 09:47:27 -0800 "lecody" writes: But Tina, think of all the free and tasty [i am sure] meat [well marbled and aged] you will miss.....;;))) Nothing better than B-B-Qued . Tina JJOIPPKOOUNUJOP'IUJK0--9UTINA MK-099-99\OP'[-0 I]9IKI099 U[ Yahoo! Shopping Find Great Deals on Holiday Gifts at Yahoo! Shopping Quote
Guest guest Posted December 9, 2005 Report Posted December 9, 2005 Now maybe you should be pickled instead I love pickles lil sweet ones and great big kosher dills yum. HHHHmmm mad cow bar b que, chickens with the flu and pickles stahl chips and pretzels warm drinks sounds like a party to me Tinalecody wrote: OK...after all the laughing I don't need that Pity party.... .... and I AM well aged...so there!!!!!!! Re: ??????????? But ..... aged on the hoof is not the same as well aged bbq! *wink* Topper () On Fri, 9 Dec 2005 09:47:27 -0800 "lecody" writes: But Tina, think of all the free and tasty [i am sure] meat [well marbled and aged] you will miss.....;;))) Nothing better than B-B-Qued . Tina JJOIPPKOOUNUJOP'IUJK0--9UTINA MK-099-99\OP'[-0 I]9IKI099 U[ Yahoo! Shopping Find Great Deals on Holiday Gifts at Yahoo! Shopping Quote
Guest guest Posted December 9, 2005 Report Posted December 9, 2005 Now maybe you should be pickled instead I love pickles lil sweet ones and great big kosher dills yum. HHHHmmm mad cow bar b que, chickens with the flu and pickles stahl chips and pretzels warm drinks sounds like a party to me Tinalecody wrote: OK...after all the laughing I don't need that Pity party.... .... and I AM well aged...so there!!!!!!! Re: ??????????? But ..... aged on the hoof is not the same as well aged bbq! *wink* Topper () On Fri, 9 Dec 2005 09:47:27 -0800 "lecody" writes: But Tina, think of all the free and tasty [i am sure] meat [well marbled and aged] you will miss.....;;))) Nothing better than B-B-Qued . Tina JJOIPPKOOUNUJOP'IUJK0--9UTINA MK-099-99\OP'[-0 I]9IKI099 U[ Yahoo! Shopping Find Great Deals on Holiday Gifts at Yahoo! Shopping Quote
Guest guest Posted December 9, 2005 Report Posted December 9, 2005 OK...after all the laughing I don't need that Pity party.... .... and I AM well aged...so there!!!!!!! Re: ??????????? But ..... aged on the hoof is not the same as well aged bbq! *wink* Topper () On Fri, 9 Dec 2005 09:47:27 -0800 "lecody" writes: But Tina, think of all the free and tasty [i am sure] meat [well marbled and aged] you will miss.....;;))) Nothing better than B-B-Qued . Quote
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