Guest guest Posted March 17, 2001 Report Share Posted March 17, 2001 Sheila, Welcome to the group. I hope you will find lots of encouragement and support here. Take Care, Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted March 17, 2001 Report Share Posted March 17, 2001 Sheila, Welcome to the group. I hope you will find lots of encouragement and support here. Take Care, Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted March 17, 2001 Report Share Posted March 17, 2001 Sheila, Welcome to the group. I hope you will find lots of encouragement and support here. Take Care, Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted March 17, 2001 Report Share Posted March 17, 2001 , Thank you for welcoming me aboard. I have so many fears that I get scared thinking of all the fears that I have. I want ttc, but sometimes I think now that I have one tube will it still happen, how long will it take and of course the biggest of all is will it be another ep. Sometimes I swear those fears whisper to me. Then I think I'm gonna be 30 in June and I here that fertility starts declining in your 30's. I am so confused and petrified. I do have a wonderful RE and he is very encouraging about future pg. Yet even though I believe him I still panic almost everyday even though I am not ttc and haven't ttc after the surgery. Who knows maybe I am kooky. I don't know. Then a few people told me that since I was under ovulation meds when I got pg they can cause it too. Sorry for rambling I can't help it. Its just that I have so many pent up emotions I forget and get caught up in the moment. Sheila Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted March 17, 2001 Report Share Posted March 17, 2001 , Thank you for welcoming me aboard. I have so many fears that I get scared thinking of all the fears that I have. I want ttc, but sometimes I think now that I have one tube will it still happen, how long will it take and of course the biggest of all is will it be another ep. Sometimes I swear those fears whisper to me. Then I think I'm gonna be 30 in June and I here that fertility starts declining in your 30's. I am so confused and petrified. I do have a wonderful RE and he is very encouraging about future pg. Yet even though I believe him I still panic almost everyday even though I am not ttc and haven't ttc after the surgery. Who knows maybe I am kooky. I don't know. Then a few people told me that since I was under ovulation meds when I got pg they can cause it too. Sorry for rambling I can't help it. Its just that I have so many pent up emotions I forget and get caught up in the moment. Sheila Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted March 17, 2001 Report Share Posted March 17, 2001 , Thank you for welcoming me aboard. I have so many fears that I get scared thinking of all the fears that I have. I want ttc, but sometimes I think now that I have one tube will it still happen, how long will it take and of course the biggest of all is will it be another ep. Sometimes I swear those fears whisper to me. Then I think I'm gonna be 30 in June and I here that fertility starts declining in your 30's. I am so confused and petrified. I do have a wonderful RE and he is very encouraging about future pg. Yet even though I believe him I still panic almost everyday even though I am not ttc and haven't ttc after the surgery. Who knows maybe I am kooky. I don't know. Then a few people told me that since I was under ovulation meds when I got pg they can cause it too. Sorry for rambling I can't help it. Its just that I have so many pent up emotions I forget and get caught up in the moment. Sheila Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted March 17, 2001 Report Share Posted March 17, 2001 Hi Sheila, I'm so glad you found this group. I have found it to be a source of trememdous support. It is true that we will never get over the loss we experienced from the ep. I am sure that the thought of ttc is resurfacing all those fears for you. I feel the same way, as I am about to enter ttc land again soon, and am terrified of another ep. Feel free share all your concerns with us. The great thing about this group is that everyone here understands. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted March 17, 2001 Report Share Posted March 17, 2001 Hi Sheila, I'm so glad you found this group. I have found it to be a source of trememdous support. It is true that we will never get over the loss we experienced from the ep. I am sure that the thought of ttc is resurfacing all those fears for you. I feel the same way, as I am about to enter ttc land again soon, and am terrified of another ep. Feel free share all your concerns with us. The great thing about this group is that everyone here understands. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted March 17, 2001 Report Share Posted March 17, 2001 sheila, I'm so sorry for your loss. You will find so much supprot, comfort and compassion here. Welcome! elle > Hi everyone, > > My name is Sheila and i am new to this group. My story is posted under > Sheila's story on the site. My ep was in July of ' 99. I haven't tried ttc > since then, I was trying to get myself in good shape weight wise and all. I > think i've done pretty good and I am gonna ttc this summer yet I am scared to > death. But I've been reading the posts and have read some of the other > stories and you guys give me tons of hope. I am so glad that I found this > group. People that have never had an ep don't seem to understand or they > think that we should just get " over it " . But I often feel that the past is > never far and to this day I still have flashbacks of that day and it gets me > so depressed at times. I try to be positive, but I can't always be chirpy > and happy and just get " over it " like everyone thinks. I am sorry to be > rambling on, but I can't help it. Thank you for letting me vent it helped > alot and thank you for letting me join this group. You just don't know how > much finding this group means to me. > > Sheila > > > Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted March 17, 2001 Report Share Posted March 17, 2001 sheila, I'm so sorry for your loss. You will find so much supprot, comfort and compassion here. Welcome! elle > Hi everyone, > > My name is Sheila and i am new to this group. My story is posted under > Sheila's story on the site. My ep was in July of ' 99. I haven't tried ttc > since then, I was trying to get myself in good shape weight wise and all. I > think i've done pretty good and I am gonna ttc this summer yet I am scared to > death. But I've been reading the posts and have read some of the other > stories and you guys give me tons of hope. I am so glad that I found this > group. People that have never had an ep don't seem to understand or they > think that we should just get " over it " . But I often feel that the past is > never far and to this day I still have flashbacks of that day and it gets me > so depressed at times. I try to be positive, but I can't always be chirpy > and happy and just get " over it " like everyone thinks. I am sorry to be > rambling on, but I can't help it. Thank you for letting me vent it helped > alot and thank you for letting me join this group. You just don't know how > much finding this group means to me. > > Sheila > > > Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted March 17, 2001 Report Share Posted March 17, 2001 Welcome Sheila! I know how hard it is to get back up and try to conceive again after going through an ep. But you've got the support of all these ladies come this summer, and we're here to listen and answer any questions you might have. This site gives me hope and support too. I hope it helps you as well. Dominique Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted March 17, 2001 Report Share Posted March 17, 2001 Welcome Sheila! I know how hard it is to get back up and try to conceive again after going through an ep. But you've got the support of all these ladies come this summer, and we're here to listen and answer any questions you might have. This site gives me hope and support too. I hope it helps you as well. Dominique Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted March 17, 2001 Report Share Posted March 17, 2001 Welcome Sheila! I know how hard it is to get back up and try to conceive again after going through an ep. But you've got the support of all these ladies come this summer, and we're here to listen and answer any questions you might have. This site gives me hope and support too. I hope it helps you as well. Dominique Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted March 17, 2001 Report Share Posted March 17, 2001 Welcome Sheila. I am sorry you had to find us, but I am glad that you did find us for the support. My ep was in October 2000, and I don't think you can ever " get over it. " I think maybe, with time, lots of time for me, we will all be able to " get through it. " But, I will never forget what happened. It is a memory that will stay with each of us, but hopefully, the pain of the memory will subside with time. Talking about it helps a lot. Oh, and you weren't rambling at all. Welcome. --- SAVQ71@... wrote: > Hi everyone, > > My name is Sheila and i am new to this group. My > story is posted under > Sheila's story on the site. My ep was in July of ' > 99. I haven't tried ttc > since then, I was trying to get myself in good shape > weight wise and all. I > think i've done pretty good and I am gonna ttc this > summer yet I am scared to > death. But I've been reading the posts and have read > some of the other > stories and you guys give me tons of hope. I am so > glad that I found this > group. People that have never had an ep don't seem > to understand or they > think that we should just get " over it " . But I > often feel that the past is > never far and to this day I still have flashbacks of > that day and it gets me > so depressed at times. I try to be positive, but I > can't always be chirpy > and happy and just get " over it " like everyone > thinks. I am sorry to be > rambling on, but I can't help it. Thank you for > letting me vent it helped > alot and thank you for letting me join this group. > You just don't know how > much finding this group means to me. > > Sheila > > > [Non-text portions of this message have been > removed] > > __________________________________________________ Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted March 17, 2001 Report Share Posted March 17, 2001 Welcome Sheila. I am sorry you had to find us, but I am glad that you did find us for the support. My ep was in October 2000, and I don't think you can ever " get over it. " I think maybe, with time, lots of time for me, we will all be able to " get through it. " But, I will never forget what happened. It is a memory that will stay with each of us, but hopefully, the pain of the memory will subside with time. Talking about it helps a lot. Oh, and you weren't rambling at all. Welcome. --- SAVQ71@... wrote: > Hi everyone, > > My name is Sheila and i am new to this group. My > story is posted under > Sheila's story on the site. My ep was in July of ' > 99. I haven't tried ttc > since then, I was trying to get myself in good shape > weight wise and all. I > think i've done pretty good and I am gonna ttc this > summer yet I am scared to > death. But I've been reading the posts and have read > some of the other > stories and you guys give me tons of hope. I am so > glad that I found this > group. People that have never had an ep don't seem > to understand or they > think that we should just get " over it " . But I > often feel that the past is > never far and to this day I still have flashbacks of > that day and it gets me > so depressed at times. I try to be positive, but I > can't always be chirpy > and happy and just get " over it " like everyone > thinks. I am sorry to be > rambling on, but I can't help it. Thank you for > letting me vent it helped > alot and thank you for letting me join this group. > You just don't know how > much finding this group means to me. > > Sheila > > > [Non-text portions of this message have been > removed] > > __________________________________________________ Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted March 17, 2001 Report Share Posted March 17, 2001 Welcome Sheila. I am sorry you had to find us, but I am glad that you did find us for the support. My ep was in October 2000, and I don't think you can ever " get over it. " I think maybe, with time, lots of time for me, we will all be able to " get through it. " But, I will never forget what happened. It is a memory that will stay with each of us, but hopefully, the pain of the memory will subside with time. Talking about it helps a lot. Oh, and you weren't rambling at all. Welcome. --- SAVQ71@... wrote: > Hi everyone, > > My name is Sheila and i am new to this group. My > story is posted under > Sheila's story on the site. My ep was in July of ' > 99. I haven't tried ttc > since then, I was trying to get myself in good shape > weight wise and all. I > think i've done pretty good and I am gonna ttc this > summer yet I am scared to > death. But I've been reading the posts and have read > some of the other > stories and you guys give me tons of hope. I am so > glad that I found this > group. People that have never had an ep don't seem > to understand or they > think that we should just get " over it " . But I > often feel that the past is > never far and to this day I still have flashbacks of > that day and it gets me > so depressed at times. I try to be positive, but I > can't always be chirpy > and happy and just get " over it " like everyone > thinks. I am sorry to be > rambling on, but I can't help it. Thank you for > letting me vent it helped > alot and thank you for letting me join this group. > You just don't know how > much finding this group means to me. > > Sheila > > > [Non-text portions of this message have been > removed] > > __________________________________________________ Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted March 17, 2001 Report Share Posted March 17, 2001 Sheila Welcome to the group. I am sorry you had to find us and for your loss. Dr. found my ep the end of Nov. 00, gave me metho inj...didn't work, I ended up with rupture and ep surgery the beginning of Dec 00 and they removed my rt tube. I am hoping to get HSG done soon and a part of me would like to ttc again soon. I understand about being scared. Like we have talked about here, after experiencing an ep you never will have that " innocent, happy " feeling of being pg because you will always be worried until you hold that baby in your arms!! I know what you mean about finding this group, I don't know what I would of done without these special people. Friends and family don't get it. It's sad but true. I hope you find the support and hope you need here. --- __________________________________________________ Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted March 17, 2001 Report Share Posted March 17, 2001 Sheila Welcome to the group. I am sorry you had to find us and for your loss. Dr. found my ep the end of Nov. 00, gave me metho inj...didn't work, I ended up with rupture and ep surgery the beginning of Dec 00 and they removed my rt tube. I am hoping to get HSG done soon and a part of me would like to ttc again soon. I understand about being scared. Like we have talked about here, after experiencing an ep you never will have that " innocent, happy " feeling of being pg because you will always be worried until you hold that baby in your arms!! I know what you mean about finding this group, I don't know what I would of done without these special people. Friends and family don't get it. It's sad but true. I hope you find the support and hope you need here. --- __________________________________________________ Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted March 17, 2001 Report Share Posted March 17, 2001 Sheila Welcome to the group. I am sorry you had to find us and for your loss. Dr. found my ep the end of Nov. 00, gave me metho inj...didn't work, I ended up with rupture and ep surgery the beginning of Dec 00 and they removed my rt tube. I am hoping to get HSG done soon and a part of me would like to ttc again soon. I understand about being scared. Like we have talked about here, after experiencing an ep you never will have that " innocent, happy " feeling of being pg because you will always be worried until you hold that baby in your arms!! I know what you mean about finding this group, I don't know what I would of done without these special people. Friends and family don't get it. It's sad but true. I hope you find the support and hope you need here. --- __________________________________________________ Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted March 17, 2001 Report Share Posted March 17, 2001 Sheila, Hello and welcome to the group! You will find a lot of support here...these ladies are terrific!! It's unfortunately so true that people who have never experienced an ep, just don't get it...and they probably never will. However, we all understand and are all at different stages of healing so I'm sure no matter what you are feeling you will find at least one person here is feeling or has felt the same thing. Good luck with ttc this summer! We'll all be here to cheer you on!!! -AmyR P.S. Don't ever worry about rambling on...here you can say what you want to say whenever you want to say it no matter how short/long it is, okay? Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted March 17, 2001 Report Share Posted March 17, 2001 Sheila, Hello and welcome to the group! You will find a lot of support here...these ladies are terrific!! It's unfortunately so true that people who have never experienced an ep, just don't get it...and they probably never will. However, we all understand and are all at different stages of healing so I'm sure no matter what you are feeling you will find at least one person here is feeling or has felt the same thing. Good luck with ttc this summer! We'll all be here to cheer you on!!! -AmyR P.S. Don't ever worry about rambling on...here you can say what you want to say whenever you want to say it no matter how short/long it is, okay? Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted March 17, 2001 Report Share Posted March 17, 2001 Sheila, Hello and welcome to the group! You will find a lot of support here...these ladies are terrific!! It's unfortunately so true that people who have never experienced an ep, just don't get it...and they probably never will. However, we all understand and are all at different stages of healing so I'm sure no matter what you are feeling you will find at least one person here is feeling or has felt the same thing. Good luck with ttc this summer! We'll all be here to cheer you on!!! -AmyR P.S. Don't ever worry about rambling on...here you can say what you want to say whenever you want to say it no matter how short/long it is, okay? Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted March 17, 2001 Report Share Posted March 17, 2001 Sheila, I am soo sorry for your loss.. you will find unconditional support and understanding here. These women have saved my life over and over in the past 6 months... Ramble on all you want, that is what we are here for, to listen and help.... lisa r T.T.F.N. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted March 17, 2001 Report Share Posted March 17, 2001 Hi Sheila and welcome, I am glad that you found us, even if I am sad that you had reason to do so. My ep was in October, and I don't think I will ever get " over it. " I only hope that I'll continue to handle it with a little more grace a little more often...even that has it's ups and downs, easier spots and harder spots...all normal here. I hope you find the support you are looking for here and some hope for when you start ttc this summer. Maggie Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted March 17, 2001 Report Share Posted March 17, 2001 Hi Sheila and welcome, I am glad that you found us, even if I am sad that you had reason to do so. My ep was in October, and I don't think I will ever get " over it. " I only hope that I'll continue to handle it with a little more grace a little more often...even that has it's ups and downs, easier spots and harder spots...all normal here. I hope you find the support you are looking for here and some hope for when you start ttc this summer. Maggie Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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