Guest guest Posted April 26, 2001 Report Share Posted April 26, 2001 Hi Friends! Here we go. Clem is just wonderful! still wont latch on, but you know Im not really trying. I am/have to focus on me right now. Sorry but its true. I am so tired of being in pain and having to dope myself up. I cannot even hold him when the pain is there cause he causes it to worsen. That makes me sad and determined to get well soon. Dont worry, I will be all over you ladies for help getting him back on the breast. He LOVES to suck. From birth it was 1/2 hr on each side with no help from me. I have faith God will honor our motives and help us get back to that. I went to the dr. on Tuesday because the fever thing cleared up, but then returned Mon night. They felt my left side, the part that is KILLING ME! and my tummy. I guess the dr felt something cause he said I had fluid under there. He gave me 2 shots on my csection scar and opened it up about 1 inch and drained some junk out. He said I had a blood clot that turned into a seroma....a mixture of blood and syrus fluid. So since Tues my fever is gone, Im on Augmentin 875 2x day. for 7 days. I went back today and they say my left side pain is NOT related to the leaking. That bothers me because that was my only hope of getting releif from pain and pills. Nobody has any idea why it hurts so badly as their are no organs there to hurt! They say its just gas, but I get gas and it comes and goes. Its not constant and localized. This pain is the reason Im on 2 percocet every 4 hrs. That is not a small gas pain! They are sending me for a CAT scan just to ease my mind.......but Im scared to hear them say its nothing, cause then what? Im just supposed to be in pain and not be able to hold my son without gritting my teeth, or be a pill addict and kill my liver cause of so much tylenol in the pain pills? Im concerned. Please pray God will show the dr what is the problem. (ps. Chloe prayed and she says its just a brain in there........ha ha ha! arent kids funny) Can you tell she has been watching the Wiz of Oz! So, anyway, I laid down tonight in excruciating pain at 9pm and did the hot pad and all, by 10:30 I felt so good and had such a long period of no pain (9-1030) it was a nice break. I thank God for that break. I really feel for those in life long pain situations.......it wears so on your emotional state you would never imagine, its so much more than physical. Thank you all for your love and prayers and concerns. You never know how your prayers and love have helped and encouraged me. Just think, that blood clot could have not broken and travelled and killed me......God is merciful, just like Clem name means, kind gentle and merciful! Now if we could get to the Asher part..........HAPPY ONE! ha ha ha. God bless Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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