Binge Mode

[Guest guest]

I'm feeling incredibly tensed and nervous tonight. Usually one of these

evenings when I'm either walking the dog for a long time or when I'm

pacing up and down the room.

Not possible right now.

I'm in binge mode and I think part of it (or all of it?) is because I'm

feeling tensed and nervous all day long (in fact since yesterday).

I ate quite a lot of sweet stuff this evening. Tiramisu, a little

brownie with a bit of milk, chocolate spread out of the glass...

I hate it. And yet I want to continue eating.

I'm trying to watch TV. There's really nothing interesting on and I

can't concentrate anyway.

Browsing the net doesn't seem so appealing either tonight.

I tried to study a bit, worked on a few old exam questions, but I

planned on a free day and couldn't really concentrate on it but it

seemed like an option to distract myself earlier this evening.

sigh

Well, if you read until this: thanks for reading.

Feeling like cr*p tonight.

Regards

s.