MARCY

[Guest guest]

LOTS OF INFO HERE BUT YOU HAVE TO TAKE IT ALL WITH A GRAIN OF SALT AND USE COMMON SENSE.

MARCY

HI MARCY,

BEFORE I CHECK OUT WHAT YOU FOUND, IS IT A SITE ABOUT HOMEOPATHY AND/OR HERBAL REMEDIES? I THINK IT'S GREAT THAT YOU'RE DOING YOUR RESEARCH. IT'S OBVIOUS THAT YOU HAVE A GREAT DEAL OF COMMON SENSE AND REALISM, AS SHOWN BY YOUR DISCLAIMER ABOVE.

OVER THE YEARS, I LITERALLY HAVE SPENT THOUSANDS OF DOLLARS FOR HERBS, HOMEOPATHIC REMEDIES, HAVING DENTAL ALLERGY TESTS DONE AND FILLINGS REPLACED, YOU NAME IT, DESPERATELY SEEKING THE MAGIC CURE. THE RESULT OF THE REPLACED FILLINGS OTHER THAN EXPENSE WAS THAT THEY ALL WORE OUT WITHING ABOUT 3 YEARS AND HAD TO AGAIN BE REPLACED. SINCE IT MADE ABSOLUTELY ZERO DIFFERENCE REGARDING HOW I FELT, AKA, NO DIFFERENCE AT ALL, I HAD THE REGULAR AMALGAM FILLINGS PUT BACK IN. I STILL HAVE SOME FILLNGS THAT ARE STILL GOOD AFTER OVER 30 YEARS, AND DENTAL WORK/SADISTIC TORTURE IS VERY EXPENSIVE, AS I'M SURE YOU KNOW, EVEN IF YOU'RE BLESSED LIKE KAREN WHO HAS NEVER HAD A CAVITY(YES, KAREN, I'M VERY ENVIOUS OF YOU!!!).

ALL I HAVE TO SHOW FOR ALL OF THAT IS A LOT OF MONEY I WOULD HAVE HAD MORE FUN JUST BURNING OR FLUSHING DOWN YE OLD CRAPPER.

I DON'T KNOW IF YOU'VE TRIED ANY OF THAT EXPENSIVE AND WORTHLESS STUFF. IF YOU HAVEN'T, PLEASE DON'T GO CRAZY BUYING EVERYTHING THAT'S "SUPPOSED TO HELP" US. ALWAYS KEEP IN MIND TOO THAT OTC AND OTHER STUFF CAN NEGATIVELY INTERACT WITH MEDS YOU'RE TAKING. IF YOU ALREADY KNOW THIS, IGNORE ME.

I'LL TELL YOU, NOW THAT I DON'T WORK ANYMORE AND WILL END UP GETTING MAYBE 1/2 OF WHAT I USED TO MAKE WORKING--IF I'M FORTUNATE (MY DIS ANNUITY IS STILL BEING CALCULATED, SO I HAVE AN IDEA BUT DON'T KNOW THE FINAL AMOUNT YET), WOW, THE TREMENDOUS AMOUNT OF MONEY I SPENT IN DESPERATION FOR ABSOLUTELY ZERO RESULTS SURE WOULD BE GREAT TO STILL HAVE. THAT RAINY DAY I'VE SAVED FOR HAS ARRIVED!

I SURE HOPE WHEN YOU READ THIS THAT YOU DON'T THINK I'M BEING NEGATIVE IN ANY WAY ABOUT ANY INFO YOU FIND. I JUST DON'T WANT YOU OR ANYBODY ELSE TO THROW AWAY SO MUCH MONEY LIKE I HAVE DONE.

THAT YOU'RE SEEKING INFO AND RESEARCHING IS ABSOLUTELY GREAT, AND I HOPE YOU DON'T STOP DOING SO. JUST DON'T FORGET EXACTLY WHAT YOU SAID (LIKE WE HAVE CONTROL OVER OUR LOST MEMORIES, HUH?) BELIEVE ME, I UNDERSTAND DESPERATION WHEN IT COMES TO THESE DDs.

REGARDING A VERY SWEET EMAIL YOU SENT TO ME AND ABOUT ME WAS AWESOME. I'M REALLY GLAD YOU'RE IN THIS GROUP. DON'T EVEN THINK ABOUT EVER BAILING OUT ON US. I MOST CERTAINLY WOULD MISS YOU.

WHEN YOU INITIALLY JOINED, I DON'T RECALL SEEING THE POST AND ANYTHING YOU SAID ABOUT YOURSELF. IF YOU DON'T MIND, SEND ME A PRIVATE EMAIL AND GIVE IT UP. THE ONLY REASON I'M ASKING FOR A PRIVATE EMAIL IS BECAUSE I DON'T WANT TO BORE EVERYBODY ELSE WITH WHAT THEY'VE ALREADY KNOWN FOR QUITE SOME TIME AND BECAUSE YAHOO'S GROUP MAILS AREN'T ALWAYS RELIABLE.

I'D REALLY LIKE TO KNOW ABOUT YOU AND LET YOU KNOW ABOUT ME. IF THAT SOUNDS LIKE A STRANGE REQUEST, DON'T EVER WORRY ABOUT UPSETTING ME OR HURTING MY FEELINGS. I'LL UNDERSTAND. I'VE READ ENOUGH TO ALREADY KNOW YOU'RE A DEAR LADY, BUT I WANT TO KNOW MORE SPECIFICS--HOW LONG YOU'VE HAD CFS, FMS, BOTH, WHAT PART OF THE COUNTRY YOU'RE IN (I'M SEARCHING FOR SOMEWHERE TO MOVE, AND I CAN'T AFFORD ANYWHERE ELSE IN CA, AND I HATE WHERE I AM. I WAS BORN AND RAISED IN THE WEST SAN FERNANDO VALLEY (PART OF LOS ANGELES), AND WHATEVER ELSE YOU MAY WANT TO TELL ME, ASK ME, TALK TO ME ABOUT, ANYTHING AND EVERYTHING.

TO PUT YOU AT EASE, NO, I'M NOT "HITTING ON YOU." I HAVE NO CLUE IF YOU'RE MARRIED, I WOULD NEVER DO ANYTHING TO ATTEMPT TO HURT A MARRIAGE, ETC. TO BE AS BLUNT AS POSSIBLE, IF I WERE TO TRY TO HIT ON YOU, THERE WOULD BE NO GUESSING ON YOUR PART. I HOPE THAT PUTS YOU AT EASE. IT'S JUST AS LIKELY THAT I DIDN'T NEED TO SAY ANY OF THAT??? FOR PEOPLE THAT STAY IN THIS GROUP, I HAVE NOT ONE NEGATIVE THING TO SAY ABOUT ANYBODY.

AS YOU CAN TELL (AS I'M SURE A DEAF, DUMB AND BLIND PERSON COULD TELL), I'M VERY DIRECT AND BLUNT. IF YOU EVER EVEN WONDER IF I'VE SAID ANYTHING TO HURT YOUR FEELINGS, DON'T EVER HESITATE TO CALL ME ON IT ASAP!!! DO YOU KNOW THE SAYING ABOUT "I MEAN WHAT I SAY, BUT I DON'T ALWAYS SAY WHAT I MEAN?" THAT'S ME.

DO I GET MAD AND ENRAGED? YOU CAN BANK ON IT. I RANT, RAVE AND VENT WITH THE BEST OF THEM. I'VE HAD BOTH CFS AND FMS, AS WELL AS SOME OTHER PROBLEMS FOR A LONG TIME. TO SAY THAT I'M EXTREMELY PISSED AT THE LIFE THESE DAMN DISEASES STOLE FROM ME WOULD LIKELY BE THE MOST GRANDIOSE UNDERSTATEMENT ANYBODY COULD MAKE. THAT'S WHY I'M TELLING YOU THAT IT'S NOT MY INTENT TO HURT ANYBODY'S FEELINGS (UNLESS IT'S MY FORMER EMPLOYER, AN IDIOT DR--MOST ARE, AND MOST LAWYERS, AKA LIERS).

THINK ABOUT IT, CHECK ME OUT PRIVATELY WITH ANYBODY ELSE IN THE GROUP YOU FEEL COMFORTABLE OR CONNECTED WITH. IF I EVER DISAGREE WITH YOU, I'LL TELL YOU. WE'RE ALL HERE FOR EACH OTHER, AND FINDING THIS WEBSITE WAS LITERALLY A G-D SEND FOR ME. THESE PEOPLE ARE THE BEST!!!!!!!! AS FAR AS I'M CONCERNED, THEY'RE MY FAMILY (I KNOW I'VE SAID THAT BEFORE, SO NO COMMENTS FROM THE PEANUT GALLERY. MARCY DOESN'T KNOW ME YET!).

WELL, MARCY, IF YOU READ THIS FAR AND DIDN'T FALL ASLEEP, PERHAPS THERE'S HOPE FOR ME? WHAT DO YOU THINK?

WRITE WHEN YOU CAN IF YOU FEEL COMFORTABLE,

SCOTT