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Hi all!

Robyn emailed me at work to tell me she had posted my obit and I said

I am still here! LOL

Life has been really hectic as of late. I am still recovering from my

diverticulitis--thankfully I've not had any attacks recently but I

have to just watch things for a bit longer. I've had to up the fiber

a lot so it's been interesting...lol.

I do have news on a personal front. I broke things off with my

longterm BF on Monday. Having come to the realization that this man,

whom I love dearly, cannot get past his what happened before me, and

refuses to move forward, I had to walk away. Believe it or not, I'm

not as sad as I thought I'd be. Knowing that the person you love is

so afraid of commitment and that he is more than willing to put his

job, cars and the promise of fast money in front of loving you means

that you have to make a decision that might affect this love isn't

easy...but it was one that, once I did it, I knew was right. So I'm

single again and not overly unhappy about it! My resolution is to BE

HAPPY...and that means single or not!

Anyway, I am in the process of trying to figure out what the heck is

wrong with my PC at home so forgive me if I go missing again. We

can't use the net at work any more and sometimes I get home and am

just pooped!

I miss you all and hope that life is treating everyone well. I

thought I saw something about 's grandma, and if that's right,

then know you and your family are in my prayers.

Love to all,

Alisa