Guest guest Posted October 1, 2004 Report Share Posted October 1, 2004 Hi! Okay, I just have to vent a while. AAAAAAHHHHHAHHHHHHH!!!! I am so frustrated I hate this whole thing. I'm sick of being sick and tired and gaining weight (I have gained SIX pounds this week!) all I want to do is sit and cry because I can't do anything about this @)^* & ( & thyroid. This is just awful. I ordered some Armour last Friday, so it isn't here yet, maybe another week. I stopped taking the levothyroxine because it was makine me fell horrible and, althought I do feel better, I still feel terrible. Make sense? I've started going to my health club (girls only!) at lunch again and gotten myself up to a whopping 10 minutes on the stationery bike. The kind where you sit down and peddle with your feet out front. I used to be able to do their circuit (it's like Curves only different, more stuff for the same money) AND one of the machines for 30 minutes each! Now when I am done with my lengthy 10 minutes I am so worn out it's pathetic! Yes, I did get some adrenal glandulars from my favorite health food store and I load up before working out, except I wouldn't call that paltry amount of time an actual work out. I also used to be able to play with my kids, but I can't do that now either. If the money is there after I pay bills tonight, then I am going to have my bloodwork done to see where I am, but if it's not then I have to wait. We need to eat and have a place to live. Okay, so can you tell I am in the "WHY MEEEEEE!" whine fest mode this morning. I'm also (okay, I know, TMI) on my FIRST mentrual cycle less than 45 days in nearly a year. Like 33 days, but still, much better. I don't know what else to do. In the summer of 2003 I was a size 4!!!!! Now, I can barely fit into the size 14 clothes that I just bought to accomodate all this extra weight that will not stop coming on. I feel so cruddy, I hate the way I feel and the way I look. Oh, and I have some taste buds that are all raised up on my tongue and quite painful. HUH???? Okay that's enought whining now. I only wish I had more time to write, I can usually get through reading posts every couple of days. Between being so ^(%^(% tired all the time, two jobs (Okay, one has gone by the wayside while I recover) the kids, my husband (who lately seems to thing yelling at me and being hateful is going to help) I just can't keep up! I just want to go away and be by myself. It;s time to get ready for work. Hugs, Deb Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted October 1, 2004 Report Share Posted October 1, 2004 Hi Deb- Please keep taking your levothyroxine to keep your T4 levels up while you're waiting for your Armour. (I felt crappy taking Synthroid too, then switched to Armour). It took about three months from the time I took anything before I started to feel better. It seems like it takes forever because you feel so bad the whole time. Darrin > > Hi! > > Okay, I just have to vent a while. AAAAAAHHHHHAHHHHHHH!!!! I am so frustrated I hate this whole thing. I'm sick of being sick and tired and gaining weight (I have gained SIX pounds this week!) all I want to do is sit and cry because I can't do anything about this @)^* & ( & thyroid. This is just awful. > > I ordered some Armour last Friday, so it isn't here yet, maybe another week. I stopped taking the levothyroxine because it was makine me fell horrible and, althought I do feel better, I still feel terrible. Make sense? I've started going to my health club (girls only!) at lunch again and gotten myself up to a whopping 10 minutes on the stationery bike. The kind where you sit down and peddle with your feet out front. I used to be able to do their circuit (it's like Curves only different, more stuff for the same money) AND one of the machines for 30 minutes each! Now when I am done with my lengthy 10 minutes I am so worn out it's pathetic! Yes, I did get some adrenal glandulars from my favorite health food store and I load up before working out, except I wouldn't call that paltry amount of time an actual work out. > > I also used to be able to play with my kids, but I can't do that now either. If the money is there after I pay bills tonight, then I am going to have my bloodwork done to see where I am, but if it's not then I have to wait. We need to eat and have a place to live. > > Okay, so can you tell I am in the " WHY MEEEEEE! " whine fest mode this morning. I'm also (okay, I know, TMI) on my FIRST mentrual cycle less than 45 days in nearly a year. Like 33 days, but still, much better. I don't know what else to do. In the summer of 2003 I was a size 4!!!!! Now, I can barely fit into the size 14 clothes that I just bought to accomodate all this extra weight that will not stop coming on. I feel so cruddy, I hate the way I feel and the way I look. Oh, and I have some taste buds that are all raised up on my tongue and quite painful. HUH???? > > Okay that's enought whining now. I only wish I had more time to write, I can usually get through reading posts every couple of days. Between being so ^(%^(% tired all the time, two jobs (Okay, one has gone by the wayside while I recover) the kids, my husband (who lately seems to thing yelling at me and being hateful is going to help) I just can't keep up! I just want to go away and be by myself. > > It;s time to get ready for work. > > Hugs, > > Deb Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted October 1, 2004 Report Share Posted October 1, 2004 Hi Deb- Please keep taking your levothyroxine to keep your T4 levels up while you're waiting for your Armour. (I felt crappy taking Synthroid too, then switched to Armour). It took about three months from the time I took anything before I started to feel better. It seems like it takes forever because you feel so bad the whole time. Darrin > > Hi! > > Okay, I just have to vent a while. AAAAAAHHHHHAHHHHHHH!!!! I am so frustrated I hate this whole thing. I'm sick of being sick and tired and gaining weight (I have gained SIX pounds this week!) all I want to do is sit and cry because I can't do anything about this @)^* & ( & thyroid. This is just awful. > > I ordered some Armour last Friday, so it isn't here yet, maybe another week. I stopped taking the levothyroxine because it was makine me fell horrible and, althought I do feel better, I still feel terrible. Make sense? I've started going to my health club (girls only!) at lunch again and gotten myself up to a whopping 10 minutes on the stationery bike. The kind where you sit down and peddle with your feet out front. I used to be able to do their circuit (it's like Curves only different, more stuff for the same money) AND one of the machines for 30 minutes each! Now when I am done with my lengthy 10 minutes I am so worn out it's pathetic! Yes, I did get some adrenal glandulars from my favorite health food store and I load up before working out, except I wouldn't call that paltry amount of time an actual work out. > > I also used to be able to play with my kids, but I can't do that now either. If the money is there after I pay bills tonight, then I am going to have my bloodwork done to see where I am, but if it's not then I have to wait. We need to eat and have a place to live. > > Okay, so can you tell I am in the " WHY MEEEEEE! " whine fest mode this morning. I'm also (okay, I know, TMI) on my FIRST mentrual cycle less than 45 days in nearly a year. Like 33 days, but still, much better. I don't know what else to do. In the summer of 2003 I was a size 4!!!!! Now, I can barely fit into the size 14 clothes that I just bought to accomodate all this extra weight that will not stop coming on. I feel so cruddy, I hate the way I feel and the way I look. Oh, and I have some taste buds that are all raised up on my tongue and quite painful. HUH???? > > Okay that's enought whining now. I only wish I had more time to write, I can usually get through reading posts every couple of days. Between being so ^(%^(% tired all the time, two jobs (Okay, one has gone by the wayside while I recover) the kids, my husband (who lately seems to thing yelling at me and being hateful is going to help) I just can't keep up! I just want to go away and be by myself. > > It;s time to get ready for work. > > Hugs, > > Deb Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted October 1, 2004 Report Share Posted October 1, 2004 Hi Darrin, Okay, I'll follow your advice for that. I just want to feel better. All this nonsense of feeling terrible is for the birds. Ugh!! And I just looked at my spelling. SHEESH!! I never, ever make that many typos. I am so embarassed. :-) I hope everyone has a good weekend! I'm going to try to get something accomplished, like I don't know, loading the dishwasher without having to take a nap afterwards. :-) Hugs, Deb :-)darringirl wrote: Hi Deb-Please keep taking your levothyroxine to keep your T4 levels up while you're waiting for your Armour. (I felt crappy taking Synthroid too, then switched to Armour). It took about three months from the time I took anything before I started to feel better. It seems like it takes forever because you feel so bad the whole time.Darrin> > Hi!> > Okay, I just have to vent a while. AAAAAAHHHHHAHHHHHHH!!!! I am so frustrated I hate this whole thing. I'm sick of being sick and tired and gaining weight (I have gained SIX pounds this week!) all I want to do is sit and cry because I can't do anything about this @)^* & ( & thyroid. This is just awful.> > I ordered some Armour last Friday, so it isn't here yet, maybe another week. I stopped taking the levothyroxine because it was makine me fell horrible and, althought I do feel better, I still feel terrible. Make sense? I've started going to my health club (girls only!) at lunch again and gotten myself up to a whopping 10 minutes on the stationery bike. The kind where you sit down and peddle with your feet out front. I used to be able to do their circuit (it's like Curves only different, more stuff for the same money) AND one of the machines for 30 minutes each! Now when I am done with my lengthy 10 minutes I am so worn out it's pathetic! Yes, I did get some adrenal glandulars from my favorite health food store and I load up before working out, except I wouldn't call that paltry amount of time an actual work out.> > I also used to be able to play with my kids, but I can't do that now either. If the money is there after I pay bills tonight, then I am going to have my bloodwork done to see where I am, but if it's not then I have to wait. We need to eat and have a place to live. > > Okay, so can you tell I am in the "WHY MEEEEEE!" whine fest mode this morning. I'm also (okay, I know, TMI) on my FIRST mentrual cycle less than 45 days in nearly a year. Like 33 days, but still, much better. I don't know what else to do. In the summer of 2003 I was a size 4!!!!! Now, I can barely fit into the size 14 clothes that I just bought to accomodate all this extra weight that will not stop coming on. I feel so cruddy, I hate the way I feel and the way I look. Oh, and I have some taste buds that are all raised up on my tongue and quite painful. HUH????> > Okay that's enought whining now. I only wish I had more time to write, I can usually get through reading posts every couple of days. Between being so ^(%^(% tired all the time, two jobs (Okay, one has gone by the wayside while I recover) the kids, my husband (who lately seems to thing yelling at me and being hateful is going to help) I just can't keep up! I just want to go away and be by myself.> > It;s time to get ready for work.> > Hugs,> > Deb Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted October 1, 2004 Report Share Posted October 1, 2004 Hi Darrin, Okay, I'll follow your advice for that. I just want to feel better. All this nonsense of feeling terrible is for the birds. Ugh!! And I just looked at my spelling. SHEESH!! I never, ever make that many typos. I am so embarassed. :-) I hope everyone has a good weekend! I'm going to try to get something accomplished, like I don't know, loading the dishwasher without having to take a nap afterwards. :-) Hugs, Deb :-)darringirl wrote: Hi Deb-Please keep taking your levothyroxine to keep your T4 levels up while you're waiting for your Armour. (I felt crappy taking Synthroid too, then switched to Armour). It took about three months from the time I took anything before I started to feel better. It seems like it takes forever because you feel so bad the whole time.Darrin> > Hi!> > Okay, I just have to vent a while. AAAAAAHHHHHAHHHHHHH!!!! I am so frustrated I hate this whole thing. I'm sick of being sick and tired and gaining weight (I have gained SIX pounds this week!) all I want to do is sit and cry because I can't do anything about this @)^* & ( & thyroid. This is just awful.> > I ordered some Armour last Friday, so it isn't here yet, maybe another week. I stopped taking the levothyroxine because it was makine me fell horrible and, althought I do feel better, I still feel terrible. Make sense? I've started going to my health club (girls only!) at lunch again and gotten myself up to a whopping 10 minutes on the stationery bike. The kind where you sit down and peddle with your feet out front. I used to be able to do their circuit (it's like Curves only different, more stuff for the same money) AND one of the machines for 30 minutes each! Now when I am done with my lengthy 10 minutes I am so worn out it's pathetic! Yes, I did get some adrenal glandulars from my favorite health food store and I load up before working out, except I wouldn't call that paltry amount of time an actual work out.> > I also used to be able to play with my kids, but I can't do that now either. If the money is there after I pay bills tonight, then I am going to have my bloodwork done to see where I am, but if it's not then I have to wait. We need to eat and have a place to live. > > Okay, so can you tell I am in the "WHY MEEEEEE!" whine fest mode this morning. I'm also (okay, I know, TMI) on my FIRST mentrual cycle less than 45 days in nearly a year. Like 33 days, but still, much better. I don't know what else to do. In the summer of 2003 I was a size 4!!!!! Now, I can barely fit into the size 14 clothes that I just bought to accomodate all this extra weight that will not stop coming on. I feel so cruddy, I hate the way I feel and the way I look. Oh, and I have some taste buds that are all raised up on my tongue and quite painful. HUH????> > Okay that's enought whining now. I only wish I had more time to write, I can usually get through reading posts every couple of days. Between being so ^(%^(% tired all the time, two jobs (Okay, one has gone by the wayside while I recover) the kids, my husband (who lately seems to thing yelling at me and being hateful is going to help) I just can't keep up! I just want to go away and be by myself.> > It;s time to get ready for work.> > Hugs,> > Deb Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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