RE: Emotional Eating

[Guest guest]

I don't know what kind of insurance she has, but even mediCaid has agencies

that will permit some counseling-finding them can be difficult though.

RE: Emotional Eating

So where's the insurance to pay for counseling?

Rita

[Guest guest]

I would wager that she has Medicaid.

Cy, the Ancient Okie...

RE: Emotional Eating

So where's the insurance to pay for counseling?

Rita

[Guest guest]

yes, it is the Canadian ... gotta love her!

Regards,

Re: caffeine

>>>

>>>

>>> now this is very interesting, eating, no, over eating, is an

emotional

>>> problem. never seen my self as emotional, but I like to eat

thing I

>>> shouldn't eat and I eat more of what I eat, cause I have an

emotional

>>> problem. I find out three years ago I am type two diabetic and

now I

>>> am

>>> finding out I have an emotional problem to boot. next thing I

will

>> learn, is

>>> I was suppose to be a woman, instead of a man. could be I just

figured

>> it

>>> out for my self. this is why I over eat and eat crap I shouldn't

eat,

>>> I

>> am a

>>> woman in a man's body. has to be like is saying, no way

can a

>>> man

>> be

>>> emotional. only the females have this problem with emotions. I

don't

>> have a

>>> period each month, nor do I have p m s every other day, nor do I

hide

>> candy

>>> under my bed. the only real problem that I have is, I enjoy the

hell

>>> out

>> of

>>> eating good food. I went to the school for the blind in Muskogee

>> Oklahoma

>>> and there we could have all we wanted to eat at every meal. now

they,

>> being

>>> the school, decided to put me on the diet table, because I was

to fat.

>> so I

>>> decided to join the wrestling team and be the heavy weight, just

so I

>> could

>>> stay off the diet table and you know what? it worked. and I

hated

>> wrestling,

>>> but I loved eating. probably should have went out for cheer

leading

>> instead

>>> and I would have had to loose weight to fit in those dresses

that they

>> wore.

>>> if I would have only knew back then, that I had emotional

problems, I

>> would

>>> be a thin man to day. my man! where was you and your

wisdom

>>> when

>> I

>>> needed you the most? you a good man, , but I just can't

see me

>> with a

>>> emotional problem, because I eat to much or can't stop eating

what I

>>> shouldn't have. you my friend are the biggest reason why I am

doing as

>> well

>>> as I am on this diabetes thing, but I can't get around this

emotional

>> thing

>>> that you are saying I might have. maybe I need to talk with your

wife

>> and

>>> ask her if you have ever had an emotional problem. cause if a

fine man

>> as

>>> your self has, then I might believe it is possible for a fine

man as

>>> my

>>> self. but I really would be interested in hearing more about

this

>>> eating

>>> disorder, because of an emotional problem that I have had since

child

>> hood.

>>> please don't take me serious, the gentlemen pig

>>>

>>>

>>>

[Guest guest]

Most mental health agencies take / have to take a certain percentage of

medicade/medicare clients. So, if you don't have insurance but have

state/federal aid, you can certainly find mental health care in your area.

HTH

Regards,

RE: Emotional Eating

So where's the insurance to pay for counseling?

Rita

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[Guest guest]

most of those agencies are county mental health agencies. My wife used to work

for one. They took care of all the county and had to take medicade/medicare and

the mental health care was as good, in my opinion, as the private sector.

Regards,

RE: Emotional Eating

So where's the insurance to pay for counseling?

Rita

[Guest guest]

si, my husband always believed in the kiss method. and over the years I came

to realize that you do not have to dance around and make excuses in life. it

is a waste of valuable time. I strongly believe we have to believe in

ourselves. if we play the victim role that we will get abuse. and life is so

short who the heck needs it. I could see all of my life except for the last

two years and I am now fifty nine years old. abuse is a two way street. one

to give it and one to accept it. and just because it is given out to you

does not mean you have to accept it. my husband and I were having a

difference of anion on an issue raising our son who we adopted when

seventeen months old. his teen years were a real education. I then learned

to accept people for what they are worth. but on the same hand if you are

being abused you certainly do not have to accept it. life is full of lessons

and we are learning every day. if I did not believe in god I would never

have gotten this far. some days are diamonds and some days are coal as the

song goes. but deal with it. never wallow in self pity. and when served

lemons make lemonade. always ask for help if you need it so here I am. your

friend from Canada learning every day, smile

Re: caffeine

> >>>

> >>>

> >>> now this is very interesting, eating, no, over eating, is an

> emotional

> >>> problem. never seen my self as emotional, but I like to eat

> thing I

> >>> shouldn't eat and I eat more of what I eat, cause I have an

> emotional

> >>> problem. I find out three years ago I am type two diabetic and

> now I

> >>> am

> >>> finding out I have an emotional problem to boot. next thing I

> will

> >> learn, is

> >>> I was suppose to be a woman, instead of a man. could be I just

> figured

> >> it

> >>> out for my self. this is why I over eat and eat crap I shouldn't

> eat,

> >>> I

> >> am a

> >>> woman in a man's body. has to be like is saying, no way

> can a

> >>> man

> >> be

> >>> emotional. only the females have this problem with emotions. I

> don't

> >> have a

> >>> period each month, nor do I have p m s every other day, nor do I

> hide

> >> candy

> >>> under my bed. the only real problem that I have is, I enjoy the

> hell

> >>> out

> >> of

> >>> eating good food. I went to the school for the blind in Muskogee

> >> Oklahoma

> >>> and there we could have all we wanted to eat at every meal. now

> they,

> >> being

> >>> the school, decided to put me on the diet table, because I was

> to fat.

> >> so I

> >>> decided to join the wrestling team and be the heavy weight, just

> so I

> >> could

> >>> stay off the diet table and you know what? it worked. and I

> hated

> >> wrestling,

> >>> but I loved eating. probably should have went out for cheer

> leading

> >> instead

> >>> and I would have had to loose weight to fit in those dresses

> that they

> >> wore.

> >>> if I would have only knew back then, that I had emotional

> problems, I

> >> would

> >>> be a thin man to day. my man! where was you and your

> wisdom

> >>> when

> >> I

> >>> needed you the most? you a good man, , but I just can't

> see me

> >> with a

> >>> emotional problem, because I eat to much or can't stop eating

> what I

> >>> shouldn't have. you my friend are the biggest reason why I am

> doing as

> >> well

> >>> as I am on this diabetes thing, but I can't get around this

> emotional

> >> thing

> >>> that you are saying I might have. maybe I need to talk with your

> wife

> >> and

> >>> ask her if you have ever had an emotional problem. cause if a

> fine man

> >> as

> >>> your self has, then I might believe it is possible for a fine

> man as

> >>> my

> >>> self. but I really would be interested in hearing more about

> this

> >>> eating

> >>> disorder, because of an emotional problem that I have had since

> child

> >> hood.

> >>> please don't take me serious, the gentlemen pig

> >>>

> >>>

> >>>

[Guest guest]

justin, yes i kno you have a sense of humor and that is fine. i just never

knew any blind people before and now i find them coming out of the wood work

and i am one of them. i am so amazed at blind people that have conqured it

and have learned to go on and make a life for themselves. i get frustrated

with myself at the slow progress. i would have thought that in two years i

would be better. but i keep on trucking as they say, karen from canada

Re: caffeine

> >>>

> >>>

> >>> now this is very interesting, eating, no, over eating, is an

> emotional

> >>> problem. never seen my self as emotional, but I like to eat thing I

> >>> shouldn't eat and I eat more of what I eat, cause I have an

> emotional

> >>> problem. I find out three years ago I am type two diabetic and now

> I

> >>> am

> >>> finding out I have an emotional problem to boot. next thing I will

> >> learn, is

> >>> I was suppose to be a woman, instead of a man. could be I just

> figured

> >> it

> >>> out for my self. this is why I over eat and eat crap I shouldn't

> eat,

> >>> I

> >> am a

> >>> woman in a man's body. has to be like is saying, no way can

> a

> >>> man

> >> be

> >>> emotional. only the females have this problem with emotions. I

> don't

> >> have a

> >>> period each month, nor do I have p m s every other day, nor do I

> hide

> >> candy

> >>> under my bed. the only real problem that I have is, I enjoy the

> hell

> >>> out

> >> of

> >>> eating good food. I went to the school for the blind in Muskogee

> >> Oklahoma

> >>> and there we could have all we wanted to eat at every meal. now

> they,

> >> being

> >>> the school, decided to put me on the diet table, because I was to

> fat.

> >> so I

> >>> decided to join the wrestling team and be the heavy weight, just so

> I

> >> could

> >>> stay off the diet table and you know what? it worked. and I hated

> >> wrestling,

> >>> but I loved eating. probably should have went out for cheer leading

> >> instead

> >>> and I would have had to loose weight to fit in those dresses that

> they

> >> wore.

> >>> if I would have only knew back then, that I had emotional problems,

> I

> >> would

> >>> be a thin man to day. my man! where was you and your wisdom

> >>> when

> >> I

> >>> needed you the most? you a good man, , but I just can't see

> me

> >> with a

> >>> emotional problem, because I eat to much or can't stop eating what

> I

> >>> shouldn't have. you my friend are the biggest reason why I am doing

> as

> >> well

> >>> as I am on this diabetes thing, but I can't get around this

> emotional

> >> thing

> >>> that you are saying I might have. maybe I need to talk with your

> wife

> >> and

> >>> ask her if you have ever had an emotional problem. cause if a fine

> man

> >> as

> >>> your self has, then I might believe it is possible for a fine man

> as

> >>> my

> >>> self. but I really would be interested in hearing more about this

> >>> eating

> >>> disorder, because of an emotional problem that I have had since

> child

> >> hood.

> >>> please don't take me serious, the gentlemen pig

> >>>

> >>>

> >>>

[Guest guest]

well, that is what determines success... determination and chipping away at it!

Keep on keeping on !

Regards,

Re: caffeine

> >>>

> >>>

> >>> now this is very interesting, eating, no, over eating, is an

> emotional

> >>> problem. never seen my self as emotional, but I like to eat thing I

> >>> shouldn't eat and I eat more of what I eat, cause I have an

> emotional

> >>> problem. I find out three years ago I am type two diabetic and now

> I

> >>> am

> >>> finding out I have an emotional problem to boot. next thing I will

> >> learn, is

> >>> I was suppose to be a woman, instead of a man. could be I just

> figured

> >> it

> >>> out for my self. this is why I over eat and eat crap I shouldn't

> eat,

> >>> I

> >> am a

> >>> woman in a man's body. has to be like is saying, no way can

> a

> >>> man

> >> be

> >>> emotional. only the females have this problem with emotions. I

> don't

> >> have a

> >>> period each month, nor do I have p m s every other day, nor do I

> hide

> >> candy

> >>> under my bed. the only real problem that I have is, I enjoy the

> hell

> >>> out

> >> of

> >>> eating good food. I went to the school for the blind in Muskogee

> >> Oklahoma

> >>> and there we could have all we wanted to eat at every meal. now

> they,

> >> being

> >>> the school, decided to put me on the diet table, because I was to

> fat.

> >> so I

> >>> decided to join the wrestling team and be the heavy weight, just so

> I

> >> could

> >>> stay off the diet table and you know what? it worked. and I hated

> >> wrestling,

> >>> but I loved eating. probably should have went out for cheer leading

> >> instead

> >>> and I would have had to loose weight to fit in those dresses that

> they

> >> wore.

> >>> if I would have only knew back then, that I had emotional problems,

> I

> >> would

> >>> be a thin man to day. my man! where was you and your wisdom

> >>> when

> >> I

> >>> needed you the most? you a good man, , but I just can't see

> me

> >> with a

> >>> emotional problem, because I eat to much or can't stop eating what

> I

> >>> shouldn't have. you my friend are the biggest reason why I am doing

> as

> >> well

> >>> as I am on this diabetes thing, but I can't get around this

> emotional

> >> thing

> >>> that you are saying I might have. maybe I need to talk with your

> wife

> >> and

> >>> ask her if you have ever had an emotional problem. cause if a fine

> man

> >> as

> >>> your self has, then I might believe it is possible for a fine man

> as

> >>> my

> >>> self. but I really would be interested in hearing more about this

> >>> eating

> >>> disorder, because of an emotional problem that I have had since

> child

> >> hood.

> >>> please don't take me serious, the gentlemen pig

> >>>

> >>>

> >>>

[Guest guest]

good for you, . I guess that is what we all do.

Re: Emotional Eating

justin, yes i kno you have a sense of humor and that is fine. i just never

knew any blind people before and now i find them coming out of the wood work

and i am one of them. i am so amazed at blind people that have conqured it

and have learned to go on and make a life for themselves. i get frustrated

with myself at the slow progress. i would have thought that in two years i

would be better. but i keep on trucking as they say, karen from canada

Re: caffeine

> >>>

> >>>

> >>> now this is very interesting, eating, no, over eating, is an

> emotional

> >>> problem. never seen my self as emotional, but I like to eat thing I

> >>> shouldn't eat and I eat more of what I eat, cause I have an

> emotional

> >>> problem. I find out three years ago I am type two diabetic and now

> I

> >>> am

> >>> finding out I have an emotional problem to boot. next thing I will

> >> learn, is

> >>> I was suppose to be a woman, instead of a man. could be I just

> figured

> >> it

> >>> out for my self. this is why I over eat and eat crap I shouldn't

> eat,

> >>> I

> >> am a

> >>> woman in a man's body. has to be like is saying, no way can

> a

> >>> man

> >> be

> >>> emotional. only the females have this problem with emotions. I

> don't

> >> have a

> >>> period each month, nor do I have p m s every other day, nor do I

> hide

> >> candy

> >>> under my bed. the only real problem that I have is, I enjoy the

> hell

> >>> out

> >> of

> >>> eating good food. I went to the school for the blind in Muskogee

> >> Oklahoma

> >>> and there we could have all we wanted to eat at every meal. now

> they,

> >> being

> >>> the school, decided to put me on the diet table, because I was to

> fat.

> >> so I

> >>> decided to join the wrestling team and be the heavy weight, just so

> I

> >> could

> >>> stay off the diet table and you know what? it worked. and I hated

> >> wrestling,

> >>> but I loved eating. probably should have went out for cheer leading

> >> instead

> >>> and I would have had to loose weight to fit in those dresses that

> they

> >> wore.

> >>> if I would have only knew back then, that I had emotional problems,

> I

> >> would

> >>> be a thin man to day. my man! where was you and your wisdom

> >>> when

> >> I

> >>> needed you the most? you a good man, , but I just can't see

> me

> >> with a

> >>> emotional problem, because I eat to much or can't stop eating what

> I

> >>> shouldn't have. you my friend are the biggest reason why I am doing

> as

> >> well

> >>> as I am on this diabetes thing, but I can't get around this

> emotional

> >> thing

> >>> that you are saying I might have. maybe I need to talk with your

> wife

> >> and

> >>> ask her if you have ever had an emotional problem. cause if a fine

> man

> >> as

> >>> your self has, then I might believe it is possible for a fine man

> as

> >>> my

> >>> self. but I really would be interested in hearing more about this

> >>> eating

> >>> disorder, because of an emotional problem that I have had since

> child

> >> hood.

> >>> please don't take me serious, the gentlemen pig

> >>>

> >>>

> >>>

[Guest guest]

good for you, . I guess that is what we all do.

Re: Emotional Eating

justin, yes i kno you have a sense of humor and that is fine. i just never

knew any blind people before and now i find them coming out of the wood work

and i am one of them. i am so amazed at blind people that have conqured it

and have learned to go on and make a life for themselves. i get frustrated

with myself at the slow progress. i would have thought that in two years i

would be better. but i keep on trucking as they say, karen from canada

Re: caffeine

> >>>

> >>>

> >>> now this is very interesting, eating, no, over eating, is an

> emotional

> >>> problem. never seen my self as emotional, but I like to eat thing I

> >>> shouldn't eat and I eat more of what I eat, cause I have an

> emotional

> >>> problem. I find out three years ago I am type two diabetic and now

> I

> >>> am

> >>> finding out I have an emotional problem to boot. next thing I will

> >> learn, is

> >>> I was suppose to be a woman, instead of a man. could be I just

> figured

> >> it

> >>> out for my self. this is why I over eat and eat crap I shouldn't

> eat,

> >>> I

> >> am a

> >>> woman in a man's body. has to be like is saying, no way can

> a

> >>> man

> >> be

> >>> emotional. only the females have this problem with emotions. I

> don't

> >> have a

> >>> period each month, nor do I have p m s every other day, nor do I

> hide

> >> candy

> >>> under my bed. the only real problem that I have is, I enjoy the

> hell

> >>> out

> >> of

> >>> eating good food. I went to the school for the blind in Muskogee

> >> Oklahoma

> >>> and there we could have all we wanted to eat at every meal. now

> they,

> >> being

> >>> the school, decided to put me on the diet table, because I was to

> fat.

> >> so I

> >>> decided to join the wrestling team and be the heavy weight, just so

> I

> >> could

> >>> stay off the diet table and you know what? it worked. and I hated

> >> wrestling,

> >>> but I loved eating. probably should have went out for cheer leading

> >> instead

> >>> and I would have had to loose weight to fit in those dresses that

> they

> >> wore.

> >>> if I would have only knew back then, that I had emotional problems,

> I

> >> would

> >>> be a thin man to day. my man! where was you and your wisdom

> >>> when

> >> I

> >>> needed you the most? you a good man, , but I just can't see

> me

> >> with a

> >>> emotional problem, because I eat to much or can't stop eating what

> I

> >>> shouldn't have. you my friend are the biggest reason why I am doing

> as

> >> well

> >>> as I am on this diabetes thing, but I can't get around this

> emotional

> >> thing

> >>> that you are saying I might have. maybe I need to talk with your

> wife

> >> and

> >>> ask her if you have ever had an emotional problem. cause if a fine

> man

> >> as

> >>> your self has, then I might believe it is possible for a fine man

> as

> >>> my

> >>> self. but I really would be interested in hearing more about this

> >>> eating

> >>> disorder, because of an emotional problem that I have had since

> child

> >> hood.

> >>> please don't take me serious, the gentlemen pig

> >>>

> >>>

> >>>

[Guest guest]

good for you, . I guess that is what we all do.

Re: Emotional Eating

justin, yes i kno you have a sense of humor and that is fine. i just never

knew any blind people before and now i find them coming out of the wood work

and i am one of them. i am so amazed at blind people that have conqured it

and have learned to go on and make a life for themselves. i get frustrated

with myself at the slow progress. i would have thought that in two years i

would be better. but i keep on trucking as they say, karen from canada

Re: caffeine

> >>>

> >>>

> >>> now this is very interesting, eating, no, over eating, is an

> emotional

> >>> problem. never seen my self as emotional, but I like to eat thing I

> >>> shouldn't eat and I eat more of what I eat, cause I have an

> emotional

> >>> problem. I find out three years ago I am type two diabetic and now

> I

> >>> am

> >>> finding out I have an emotional problem to boot. next thing I will

> >> learn, is

> >>> I was suppose to be a woman, instead of a man. could be I just

> figured

> >> it

> >>> out for my self. this is why I over eat and eat crap I shouldn't

> eat,

> >>> I

> >> am a

> >>> woman in a man's body. has to be like is saying, no way can

> a

> >>> man

> >> be

> >>> emotional. only the females have this problem with emotions. I

> don't

> >> have a

> >>> period each month, nor do I have p m s every other day, nor do I

> hide

> >> candy

> >>> under my bed. the only real problem that I have is, I enjoy the

> hell

> >>> out

> >> of

> >>> eating good food. I went to the school for the blind in Muskogee

> >> Oklahoma

> >>> and there we could have all we wanted to eat at every meal. now

> they,

> >> being

> >>> the school, decided to put me on the diet table, because I was to

> fat.

> >> so I

> >>> decided to join the wrestling team and be the heavy weight, just so

> I

> >> could

> >>> stay off the diet table and you know what? it worked. and I hated

> >> wrestling,

> >>> but I loved eating. probably should have went out for cheer leading

> >> instead

> >>> and I would have had to loose weight to fit in those dresses that

> they

> >> wore.

> >>> if I would have only knew back then, that I had emotional problems,

> I

> >> would

> >>> be a thin man to day. my man! where was you and your wisdom

> >>> when

> >> I

> >>> needed you the most? you a good man, , but I just can't see

> me

> >> with a

> >>> emotional problem, because I eat to much or can't stop eating what

> I

> >>> shouldn't have. you my friend are the biggest reason why I am doing

> as

> >> well

> >>> as I am on this diabetes thing, but I can't get around this

> emotional

> >> thing

> >>> that you are saying I might have. maybe I need to talk with your

> wife

> >> and

> >>> ask her if you have ever had an emotional problem. cause if a fine

> man

> >> as

> >>> your self has, then I might believe it is possible for a fine man

> as

> >>> my

> >>> self. but I really would be interested in hearing more about this

> >>> eating

> >>> disorder, because of an emotional problem that I have had since

> child

> >> hood.

> >>> please don't take me serious, the gentlemen pig

> >>>

> >>>

> >>>

[Guest guest]

You're right, . sometimes it is hard to find one close to where the

person lives though. I hope theresa wil look for one however.

Re: Emotional Eating

most of those agencies are county mental health agencies. My wife used to

work for one. They took care of all the county and had to take

medicade/medicare and the mental health care was as good, in my opinion, as

the private sector.

Regards,

RE: Emotional Eating

So where's the insurance to pay for counseling?

Rita

[Guest guest]

yes, you are correct Pat. Hopefully though she can find a ride to it. I know

that my wife now works for a private counseling agency and even private

counseling agencies, if not mistaken, have to accept a certain percentage of

medicate/medicare but I may be wrong on that one.

Regards,

RE: Emotional Eating

So where's the insurance to pay for counseling?

Rita

[Guest guest]

Hello every one

patricia, I do see some one.

right now I'm in a program called smart I forgot what the word speels.

which consists of braille, computer, independant living skills, and career

exploration and also orientation to mobility.

and into the program there is counseling involved.

the counselor is a psycologist.

she has low vision. and we talk about different issues I'm dealing.

also I'm taking zoloft and I see a psych nurse for that.

so yes I'm seeing someone.

Re: caffeine

> >>

> >>

> >> now this is very interesting, eating, no, over eating, is an

emotional

> >> problem. never seen my self as emotional, but I like to eat thing I

> >> shouldn't eat and I eat more of what I eat, cause I have an emotional

> >> problem. I find out three years ago I am type two diabetic and now I

am

> >> finding out I have an emotional problem to boot. next thing I will

> > learn, is

> >> I was suppose to be a woman, instead of a man. could be I just

figured

> > it

> >> out for my self. this is why I over eat and eat crap I shouldn't eat,

I

> > am a

> >> woman in a man's body. has to be like is saying, no way can a

> >> man

> > be

> >> emotional. only the females have this problem with emotions. I don't

> > have a

> >> period each month, nor do I have p m s every other day, nor do I hide

> > candy

> >> under my bed. the only real problem that I have is, I enjoy the hell

> >> out

> > of

> >> eating good food. I went to the school for the blind in Muskogee

> > Oklahoma

> >> and there we could have all we wanted to eat at every meal. now they,

> > being

> >> the school, decided to put me on the diet table, because I was to

fat.

> > so I

> >> decided to join the wrestling team and be the heavy weight, just so I

> > could

> >> stay off the diet table and you know what? it worked. and I hated

> > wrestling,

> >> but I loved eating. probably should have went out for cheer leading

> > instead

> >> and I would have had to loose weight to fit in those dresses that

they

> > wore.

> >> if I would have only knew back then, that I had emotional problems, I

> > would

> >> be a thin man to day. my man! where was you and your wisdom

when

> > I

> >> needed you the most? you a good man, , but I just can't see me

> > with a

> >> emotional problem, because I eat to much or can't stop eating what I

> >> shouldn't have. you my friend are the biggest reason why I am doing

as

> > well

> >> as I am on this diabetes thing, but I can't get around this emotional

> > thing

> >> that you are saying I might have. maybe I need to talk with your wife

> > and

> >> ask her if you have ever had an emotional problem. cause if a fine

man

> > as

> >> your self has, then I might believe it is possible for a fine man as

my

> >> self. but I really would be interested in hearing more about this

> >> eating

> >> disorder, because of an emotional problem that I have had since child

> > hood.

> >> please don't take me serious, the gentlemen pig

> >>

> >>

> >>

[Guest guest]

Hello every one

patricia, I do see some one.

right now I'm in a program called smart I forgot what the word speels.

which consists of braille, computer, independant living skills, and career

exploration and also orientation to mobility.

and into the program there is counseling involved.

the counselor is a psycologist.

she has low vision. and we talk about different issues I'm dealing.

also I'm taking zoloft and I see a psych nurse for that.

so yes I'm seeing someone.

Re: caffeine

> >>

> >>

> >> now this is very interesting, eating, no, over eating, is an

emotional

> >> problem. never seen my self as emotional, but I like to eat thing I

> >> shouldn't eat and I eat more of what I eat, cause I have an emotional

> >> problem. I find out three years ago I am type two diabetic and now I

am

> >> finding out I have an emotional problem to boot. next thing I will

> > learn, is

> >> I was suppose to be a woman, instead of a man. could be I just

figured

> > it

> >> out for my self. this is why I over eat and eat crap I shouldn't eat,

I

> > am a

> >> woman in a man's body. has to be like is saying, no way can a

> >> man

> > be

> >> emotional. only the females have this problem with emotions. I don't

> > have a

> >> period each month, nor do I have p m s every other day, nor do I hide

> > candy

> >> under my bed. the only real problem that I have is, I enjoy the hell

> >> out

> > of

> >> eating good food. I went to the school for the blind in Muskogee

> > Oklahoma

> >> and there we could have all we wanted to eat at every meal. now they,

> > being

> >> the school, decided to put me on the diet table, because I was to

fat.

> > so I

> >> decided to join the wrestling team and be the heavy weight, just so I

> > could

> >> stay off the diet table and you know what? it worked. and I hated

> > wrestling,

> >> but I loved eating. probably should have went out for cheer leading

> > instead

> >> and I would have had to loose weight to fit in those dresses that

they

> > wore.

> >> if I would have only knew back then, that I had emotional problems, I

> > would

> >> be a thin man to day. my man! where was you and your wisdom

when

> > I

> >> needed you the most? you a good man, , but I just can't see me

> > with a

> >> emotional problem, because I eat to much or can't stop eating what I

> >> shouldn't have. you my friend are the biggest reason why I am doing

as

> > well

> >> as I am on this diabetes thing, but I can't get around this emotional

> > thing

> >> that you are saying I might have. maybe I need to talk with your wife

> > and

> >> ask her if you have ever had an emotional problem. cause if a fine

man

> > as

> >> your self has, then I might believe it is possible for a fine man as

my

> >> self. but I really would be interested in hearing more about this

> >> eating

> >> disorder, because of an emotional problem that I have had since child

> > hood.

> >> please don't take me serious, the gentlemen pig

> >>

> >>

> >>

[Guest guest]

I know , I see it that I'm better than they are.

cause I feel that they are not or has accomplished things that I have. cause

the school I came from

was all minority and a hand full of white people.

and if those of you are familar with luke air force base? in Az.

well the school was sorta near there.

I graduated with a class of 123 students, and that how small the school was.

we had a not so good drop out rate. and that was the first class we had who

graduated with that much students. we only had two students drop out from

the senior class.

and some of the people that graduated well were into drugs.

and some of them didn't make it to their 20's and some of them got into

trouble.

the saying zI used what comes around goes around and it is funny when I run

into these people,

I don't know them which is true cause I can't see them very well. and they

treat me different now cause of my dog.

I want to say I'm the same person since high school, the only thing that is

different is the dog.

they treat me as if though I'm dumb and at times they talk loud to me. I

want to laugh so hard but I don't cause I don't want to embarras them.

or some times they just ignore me when they do see me, but that's ok.

so at this time I really don't have many friends that are sighted, but with

this program I started I am meeting other people with disabilities. and also

I'm trying to start a social group for people with disabilities, and blind

and visually impaired.

so I hope this works well.

Re: caffeine

> >>

> >>

> >> now this is very interesting, eating, no, over eating, is an

emotional

> >> problem. never seen my self as emotional, but I like to eat thing I

> >> shouldn't eat and I eat more of what I eat, cause I have an emotional

> >> problem. I find out three years ago I am type two diabetic and now I

am

> >> finding out I have an emotional problem to boot. next thing I will

> > learn, is

> >> I was suppose to be a woman, instead of a man. could be I just

figured

> > it

> >> out for my self. this is why I over eat and eat crap I shouldn't eat,

I

> > am a

> >> woman in a man's body. has to be like is saying, no way can a

> >> man

> > be

> >> emotional. only the females have this problem with emotions. I don't

> > have a

> >> period each month, nor do I have p m s every other day, nor do I hide

> > candy

> >> under my bed. the only real problem that I have is, I enjoy the hell

> >> out

> > of

> >> eating good food. I went to the school for the blind in Muskogee

> > Oklahoma

> >> and there we could have all we wanted to eat at every meal. now they,

> > being

> >> the school, decided to put me on the diet table, because I was to

fat.

> > so I

> >> decided to join the wrestling team and be the heavy weight, just so I

> > could

> >> stay off the diet table and you know what? it worked. and I hated

> > wrestling,

> >> but I loved eating. probably should have went out for cheer leading

> > instead

> >> and I would have had to loose weight to fit in those dresses that

they

> > wore.

> >> if I would have only knew back then, that I had emotional problems, I

> > would

> >> be a thin man to day. my man! where was you and your wisdom

when

> > I

> >> needed you the most? you a good man, , but I just can't see me

> > with a

> >> emotional problem, because I eat to much or can't stop eating what I

> >> shouldn't have. you my friend are the biggest reason why I am doing

as

> > well

> >> as I am on this diabetes thing, but I can't get around this emotional

> > thing

> >> that you are saying I might have. maybe I need to talk with your wife

> > and

> >> ask her if you have ever had an emotional problem. cause if a fine

man

> > as

> >> your self has, then I might believe it is possible for a fine man as

my

> >> self. but I really would be interested in hearing more about this

> >> eating

> >> disorder, because of an emotional problem that I have had since child

> > hood.

> >> please don't take me serious, the gentlemen pig

> >>

> >>

> >>

[Guest guest]

I know , I see it that I'm better than they are.

cause I feel that they are not or has accomplished things that I have. cause

the school I came from

was all minority and a hand full of white people.

and if those of you are familar with luke air force base? in Az.

well the school was sorta near there.

I graduated with a class of 123 students, and that how small the school was.

we had a not so good drop out rate. and that was the first class we had who

graduated with that much students. we only had two students drop out from

the senior class.

and some of the people that graduated well were into drugs.

and some of them didn't make it to their 20's and some of them got into

trouble.

the saying zI used what comes around goes around and it is funny when I run

into these people,

I don't know them which is true cause I can't see them very well. and they

treat me different now cause of my dog.

I want to say I'm the same person since high school, the only thing that is

different is the dog.

they treat me as if though I'm dumb and at times they talk loud to me. I

want to laugh so hard but I don't cause I don't want to embarras them.

or some times they just ignore me when they do see me, but that's ok.

so at this time I really don't have many friends that are sighted, but with

this program I started I am meeting other people with disabilities. and also

I'm trying to start a social group for people with disabilities, and blind

and visually impaired.

so I hope this works well.

Re: caffeine

> >>

> >>

> >> now this is very interesting, eating, no, over eating, is an

emotional

> >> problem. never seen my self as emotional, but I like to eat thing I

> >> shouldn't eat and I eat more of what I eat, cause I have an emotional

> >> problem. I find out three years ago I am type two diabetic and now I

am

> >> finding out I have an emotional problem to boot. next thing I will

> > learn, is

> >> I was suppose to be a woman, instead of a man. could be I just

figured

> > it

> >> out for my self. this is why I over eat and eat crap I shouldn't eat,

I

> > am a

> >> woman in a man's body. has to be like is saying, no way can a

> >> man

> > be

> >> emotional. only the females have this problem with emotions. I don't

> > have a

> >> period each month, nor do I have p m s every other day, nor do I hide

> > candy

> >> under my bed. the only real problem that I have is, I enjoy the hell

> >> out

> > of

> >> eating good food. I went to the school for the blind in Muskogee

> > Oklahoma

> >> and there we could have all we wanted to eat at every meal. now they,

> > being

> >> the school, decided to put me on the diet table, because I was to

fat.

> > so I

> >> decided to join the wrestling team and be the heavy weight, just so I

> > could

> >> stay off the diet table and you know what? it worked. and I hated

> > wrestling,

> >> but I loved eating. probably should have went out for cheer leading

> > instead

> >> and I would have had to loose weight to fit in those dresses that

they

> > wore.

> >> if I would have only knew back then, that I had emotional problems, I

> > would

> >> be a thin man to day. my man! where was you and your wisdom

when

> > I

> >> needed you the most? you a good man, , but I just can't see me

> > with a

> >> emotional problem, because I eat to much or can't stop eating what I

> >> shouldn't have. you my friend are the biggest reason why I am doing

as

> > well

> >> as I am on this diabetes thing, but I can't get around this emotional

> > thing

> >> that you are saying I might have. maybe I need to talk with your wife

> > and

> >> ask her if you have ever had an emotional problem. cause if a fine

man

> > as

> >> your self has, then I might believe it is possible for a fine man as

my

> >> self. but I really would be interested in hearing more about this

> >> eating

> >> disorder, because of an emotional problem that I have had since child

> > hood.

> >> please don't take me serious, the gentlemen pig

> >>

> >>

> >>

[Guest guest]

I know , I see it that I'm better than they are.

cause I feel that they are not or has accomplished things that I have. cause

the school I came from

was all minority and a hand full of white people.

and if those of you are familar with luke air force base? in Az.

well the school was sorta near there.

I graduated with a class of 123 students, and that how small the school was.

we had a not so good drop out rate. and that was the first class we had who

graduated with that much students. we only had two students drop out from

the senior class.

and some of the people that graduated well were into drugs.

and some of them didn't make it to their 20's and some of them got into

trouble.

the saying zI used what comes around goes around and it is funny when I run

into these people,

I don't know them which is true cause I can't see them very well. and they

treat me different now cause of my dog.

I want to say I'm the same person since high school, the only thing that is

different is the dog.

they treat me as if though I'm dumb and at times they talk loud to me. I

want to laugh so hard but I don't cause I don't want to embarras them.

or some times they just ignore me when they do see me, but that's ok.

so at this time I really don't have many friends that are sighted, but with

this program I started I am meeting other people with disabilities. and also

I'm trying to start a social group for people with disabilities, and blind

and visually impaired.

so I hope this works well.

Re: caffeine

> >>

> >>

> >> now this is very interesting, eating, no, over eating, is an

emotional

> >> problem. never seen my self as emotional, but I like to eat thing I

> >> shouldn't eat and I eat more of what I eat, cause I have an emotional

> >> problem. I find out three years ago I am type two diabetic and now I

am

> >> finding out I have an emotional problem to boot. next thing I will

> > learn, is

> >> I was suppose to be a woman, instead of a man. could be I just

figured

> > it

> >> out for my self. this is why I over eat and eat crap I shouldn't eat,

I

> > am a

> >> woman in a man's body. has to be like is saying, no way can a

> >> man

> > be

> >> emotional. only the females have this problem with emotions. I don't

> > have a

> >> period each month, nor do I have p m s every other day, nor do I hide

> > candy

> >> under my bed. the only real problem that I have is, I enjoy the hell

> >> out

> > of

> >> eating good food. I went to the school for the blind in Muskogee

> > Oklahoma

> >> and there we could have all we wanted to eat at every meal. now they,

> > being

> >> the school, decided to put me on the diet table, because I was to

fat.

> > so I

> >> decided to join the wrestling team and be the heavy weight, just so I

> > could

> >> stay off the diet table and you know what? it worked. and I hated

> > wrestling,

> >> but I loved eating. probably should have went out for cheer leading

> > instead

> >> and I would have had to loose weight to fit in those dresses that

they

> > wore.

> >> if I would have only knew back then, that I had emotional problems, I

> > would

> >> be a thin man to day. my man! where was you and your wisdom

when

> > I

> >> needed you the most? you a good man, , but I just can't see me

> > with a

> >> emotional problem, because I eat to much or can't stop eating what I

> >> shouldn't have. you my friend are the biggest reason why I am doing

as

> > well

> >> as I am on this diabetes thing, but I can't get around this emotional

> > thing

> >> that you are saying I might have. maybe I need to talk with your wife

> > and

> >> ask her if you have ever had an emotional problem. cause if a fine

man

> > as

> >> your self has, then I might believe it is possible for a fine man as

my

> >> self. but I really would be interested in hearing more about this

> >> eating

> >> disorder, because of an emotional problem that I have had since child

> > hood.

> >> please don't take me serious, the gentlemen pig

> >>

> >>

> >>

[Guest guest]

were you reffering to me? or to some one else?

cause if you were that would be cool!!! but any way if you would like to

email off the list here is my email address tbonnec@...

Re: caffeine

> >>

> >>

> >> now this is very interesting, eating, no, over eating, is an

emotional

> >> problem. never seen my self as emotional, but I like to eat thing I

> >> shouldn't eat and I eat more of what I eat, cause I have an emotional

> >> problem. I find out three years ago I am type two diabetic and now I

am

> >> finding out I have an emotional problem to boot. next thing I will

> > learn, is

> >> I was suppose to be a woman, instead of a man. could be I just

figured

> > it

> >> out for my self. this is why I over eat and eat crap I shouldn't eat,

I

> > am a

> >> woman in a man's body. has to be like is saying, no way can a

> >> man

> > be

> >> emotional. only the females have this problem with emotions. I don't

> > have a

> >> period each month, nor do I have p m s every other day, nor do I hide

> > candy

> >> under my bed. the only real problem that I have is, I enjoy the hell

> >> out

> > of

> >> eating good food. I went to the school for the blind in Muskogee

> > Oklahoma

> >> and there we could have all we wanted to eat at every meal. now they,

> > being

> >> the school, decided to put me on the diet table, because I was to

fat.

> > so I

> >> decided to join the wrestling team and be the heavy weight, just so I

> > could

> >> stay off the diet table and you know what? it worked. and I hated

> > wrestling,

> >> but I loved eating. probably should have went out for cheer leading

> > instead

> >> and I would have had to loose weight to fit in those dresses that

they

> > wore.

> >> if I would have only knew back then, that I had emotional problems, I

> > would

> >> be a thin man to day. my man! where was you and your wisdom

when

> > I

> >> needed you the most? you a good man, , but I just can't see me

> > with a

> >> emotional problem, because I eat to much or can't stop eating what I

> >> shouldn't have. you my friend are the biggest reason why I am doing

as

> > well

> >> as I am on this diabetes thing, but I can't get around this emotional

> > thing

> >> that you are saying I might have. maybe I need to talk with your wife

> > and

> >> ask her if you have ever had an emotional problem. cause if a fine

man

> > as

> >> your self has, then I might believe it is possible for a fine man as

my

> >> self. but I really would be interested in hearing more about this

> >> eating

> >> disorder, because of an emotional problem that I have had since child

> > hood.

> >> please don't take me serious, the gentlemen pig

> >>

> >>

> >>

[Guest guest]

Glad to hear that Theresa. sounds like you are doing what you need to do to

grow.

Re: Emotional Eating

Hello every one

patricia, I do see some one.

right now I'm in a program called smart I forgot what the word speels.

which consists of braille, computer, independant living skills, and career

exploration and also orientation to mobility.

and into the program there is counseling involved.

the counselor is a psycologist.

she has low vision. and we talk about different issues I'm dealing.

also I'm taking zoloft and I see a psych nurse for that.

so yes I'm seeing someone.

Re: caffeine

> >>

> >>

> >> now this is very interesting, eating, no, over eating, is an

emotional

> >> problem. never seen my self as emotional, but I like to eat thing I

> >> shouldn't eat and I eat more of what I eat, cause I have an emotional

> >> problem. I find out three years ago I am type two diabetic and now I

am

> >> finding out I have an emotional problem to boot. next thing I will

> > learn, is

> >> I was suppose to be a woman, instead of a man. could be I just

figured

> > it

> >> out for my self. this is why I over eat and eat crap I shouldn't eat,

I

> > am a

> >> woman in a man's body. has to be like is saying, no way can a

> >> man

> > be

> >> emotional. only the females have this problem with emotions. I don't

> > have a

> >> period each month, nor do I have p m s every other day, nor do I hide

> > candy

> >> under my bed. the only real problem that I have is, I enjoy the hell

> >> out

> > of

> >> eating good food. I went to the school for the blind in Muskogee

> > Oklahoma

> >> and there we could have all we wanted to eat at every meal. now they,

> > being

> >> the school, decided to put me on the diet table, because I was to

fat.

> > so I

> >> decided to join the wrestling team and be the heavy weight, just so I

> > could

> >> stay off the diet table and you know what? it worked. and I hated

> > wrestling,

> >> but I loved eating. probably should have went out for cheer leading

> > instead

> >> and I would have had to loose weight to fit in those dresses that

they

> > wore.

> >> if I would have only knew back then, that I had emotional problems, I

> > would

> >> be a thin man to day. my man! where was you and your wisdom

when

> > I

> >> needed you the most? you a good man, , but I just can't see me

> > with a

> >> emotional problem, because I eat to much or can't stop eating what I

> >> shouldn't have. you my friend are the biggest reason why I am doing

as

> > well

> >> as I am on this diabetes thing, but I can't get around this emotional

> > thing

> >> that you are saying I might have. maybe I need to talk with your wife

> > and

> >> ask her if you have ever had an emotional problem. cause if a fine

man

> > as

> >> your self has, then I might believe it is possible for a fine man as

my

> >> self. but I really would be interested in hearing more about this

> >> eating

> >> disorder, because of an emotional problem that I have had since child

> > hood.

> >> please don't take me serious, the gentlemen pig

> >>

> >>

> >>

[Guest guest]

way to go. you are a going to make a good impression and help a lot of

people. good luck with your efforts. and remember we have all made mistakes

in our youth. as long as we learn by them, right? from Canada

Re: caffeine

>> >>

>> >>

>> >> now this is very interesting, eating, no, over eating, is an

> emotional

>> >> problem. never seen my self as emotional, but I like to eat thing I

>> >> shouldn't eat and I eat more of what I eat, cause I have an

>> >> emotional

>> >> problem. I find out three years ago I am type two diabetic and now I

> am

>> >> finding out I have an emotional problem to boot. next thing I will

>> > learn, is

>> >> I was suppose to be a woman, instead of a man. could be I just

> figured

>> > it

>> >> out for my self. this is why I over eat and eat crap I shouldn't

>> >> eat,

> I

>> > am a

>> >> woman in a man's body. has to be like is saying, no way can a

>> >> man

>> > be

>> >> emotional. only the females have this problem with emotions. I don't

>> > have a

>> >> period each month, nor do I have p m s every other day, nor do I

>> >> hide

>> > candy

>> >> under my bed. the only real problem that I have is, I enjoy the hell

>> >> out

>> > of

>> >> eating good food. I went to the school for the blind in Muskogee

>> > Oklahoma

>> >> and there we could have all we wanted to eat at every meal. now

>> >> they,

>> > being

>> >> the school, decided to put me on the diet table, because I was to

> fat.

>> > so I

>> >> decided to join the wrestling team and be the heavy weight, just so

>> >> I

>> > could

>> >> stay off the diet table and you know what? it worked. and I hated

>> > wrestling,

>> >> but I loved eating. probably should have went out for cheer leading

>> > instead

>> >> and I would have had to loose weight to fit in those dresses that

> they

>> > wore.

>> >> if I would have only knew back then, that I had emotional problems,

>> >> I

>> > would

>> >> be a thin man to day. my man! where was you and your wisdom

> when

>> > I

>> >> needed you the most? you a good man, , but I just can't see me

>> > with a

>> >> emotional problem, because I eat to much or can't stop eating what I

>> >> shouldn't have. you my friend are the biggest reason why I am doing

> as

>> > well

>> >> as I am on this diabetes thing, but I can't get around this

>> >> emotional

>> > thing

>> >> that you are saying I might have. maybe I need to talk with your

>> >> wife

>> > and

>> >> ask her if you have ever had an emotional problem. cause if a fine

> man

>> > as

>> >> your self has, then I might believe it is possible for a fine man as

> my

>> >> self. but I really would be interested in hearing more about this

>> >> eating

>> >> disorder, because of an emotional problem that I have had since

>> >> child

>> > hood.

>> >> please don't take me serious, the gentlemen pig

>> >>

>> >>

>> >>

[Guest guest]

way to go. you are a going to make a good impression and help a lot of

people. good luck with your efforts. and remember we have all made mistakes

in our youth. as long as we learn by them, right? from Canada

Re: caffeine

>> >>

>> >>

>> >> now this is very interesting, eating, no, over eating, is an

> emotional

>> >> problem. never seen my self as emotional, but I like to eat thing I

>> >> shouldn't eat and I eat more of what I eat, cause I have an

>> >> emotional

>> >> problem. I find out three years ago I am type two diabetic and now I

> am

>> >> finding out I have an emotional problem to boot. next thing I will

>> > learn, is

>> >> I was suppose to be a woman, instead of a man. could be I just

> figured

>> > it

>> >> out for my self. this is why I over eat and eat crap I shouldn't

>> >> eat,

> I

>> > am a

>> >> woman in a man's body. has to be like is saying, no way can a

>> >> man

>> > be

>> >> emotional. only the females have this problem with emotions. I don't

>> > have a

>> >> period each month, nor do I have p m s every other day, nor do I

>> >> hide

>> > candy

>> >> under my bed. the only real problem that I have is, I enjoy the hell

>> >> out

>> > of

>> >> eating good food. I went to the school for the blind in Muskogee

>> > Oklahoma

>> >> and there we could have all we wanted to eat at every meal. now

>> >> they,

>> > being

>> >> the school, decided to put me on the diet table, because I was to

> fat.

>> > so I

>> >> decided to join the wrestling team and be the heavy weight, just so

>> >> I

>> > could

>> >> stay off the diet table and you know what? it worked. and I hated

>> > wrestling,

>> >> but I loved eating. probably should have went out for cheer leading

>> > instead

>> >> and I would have had to loose weight to fit in those dresses that

> they

>> > wore.

>> >> if I would have only knew back then, that I had emotional problems,

>> >> I

>> > would

>> >> be a thin man to day. my man! where was you and your wisdom

> when

>> > I

>> >> needed you the most? you a good man, , but I just can't see me

>> > with a

>> >> emotional problem, because I eat to much or can't stop eating what I

>> >> shouldn't have. you my friend are the biggest reason why I am doing

> as

>> > well

>> >> as I am on this diabetes thing, but I can't get around this

>> >> emotional

>> > thing

>> >> that you are saying I might have. maybe I need to talk with your

>> >> wife

>> > and

>> >> ask her if you have ever had an emotional problem. cause if a fine

> man

>> > as

>> >> your self has, then I might believe it is possible for a fine man as

> my

>> >> self. but I really would be interested in hearing more about this

>> >> eating

>> >> disorder, because of an emotional problem that I have had since

>> >> child

>> > hood.

>> >> please don't take me serious, the gentlemen pig

>> >>

>> >>

>> >>

[Guest guest]

good for you! keep it up! it does help over time...

Regards,

Re: caffeine

> >>

> >>

> >> now this is very interesting, eating, no, over eating, is an

emotional

> >> problem. never seen my self as emotional, but I like to eat thing I

> >> shouldn't eat and I eat more of what I eat, cause I have an emotional

> >> problem. I find out three years ago I am type two diabetic and now I

am

> >> finding out I have an emotional problem to boot. next thing I will

> > learn, is

> >> I was suppose to be a woman, instead of a man. could be I just

figured

> > it

> >> out for my self. this is why I over eat and eat crap I shouldn't eat,

I

> > am a

> >> woman in a man's body. has to be like is saying, no way can a

> >> man

> > be

> >> emotional. only the females have this problem with emotions. I don't

> > have a

> >> period each month, nor do I have p m s every other day, nor do I hide

> > candy

> >> under my bed. the only real problem that I have is, I enjoy the hell

> >> out

> > of

> >> eating good food. I went to the school for the blind in Muskogee

> > Oklahoma

> >> and there we could have all we wanted to eat at every meal. now they,

> > being

> >> the school, decided to put me on the diet table, because I was to

fat.

> > so I

> >> decided to join the wrestling team and be the heavy weight, just so I

> > could

> >> stay off the diet table and you know what? it worked. and I hated

> > wrestling,

> >> but I loved eating. probably should have went out for cheer leading

> > instead

> >> and I would have had to loose weight to fit in those dresses that

they

> > wore.

> >> if I would have only knew back then, that I had emotional problems, I

> > would

> >> be a thin man to day. my man! where was you and your wisdom

when

> > I

> >> needed you the most? you a good man, , but I just can't see me

> > with a

> >> emotional problem, because I eat to much or can't stop eating what I

> >> shouldn't have. you my friend are the biggest reason why I am doing

as

> > well

> >> as I am on this diabetes thing, but I can't get around this emotional

> > thing

> >> that you are saying I might have. maybe I need to talk with your wife

> > and

> >> ask her if you have ever had an emotional problem. cause if a fine

man

> > as

> >> your self has, then I might believe it is possible for a fine man as

my

> >> self. but I really would be interested in hearing more about this

> >> eating

> >> disorder, because of an emotional problem that I have had since child

> > hood.

> >> please don't take me serious, the gentlemen pig

> >>

> >>

> >>

[Guest guest]

good for you! keep it up! it does help over time...

Regards,

Re: caffeine

> >>

> >>

> >> now this is very interesting, eating, no, over eating, is an

emotional

> >> problem. never seen my self as emotional, but I like to eat thing I

> >> shouldn't eat and I eat more of what I eat, cause I have an emotional

> >> problem. I find out three years ago I am type two diabetic and now I

am

> >> finding out I have an emotional problem to boot. next thing I will

> > learn, is

> >> I was suppose to be a woman, instead of a man. could be I just

figured

> > it

> >> out for my self. this is why I over eat and eat crap I shouldn't eat,

I

> > am a

> >> woman in a man's body. has to be like is saying, no way can a

> >> man

> > be

> >> emotional. only the females have this problem with emotions. I don't

> > have a

> >> period each month, nor do I have p m s every other day, nor do I hide

> > candy

> >> under my bed. the only real problem that I have is, I enjoy the hell

> >> out

> > of

> >> eating good food. I went to the school for the blind in Muskogee

> > Oklahoma

> >> and there we could have all we wanted to eat at every meal. now they,

> > being

> >> the school, decided to put me on the diet table, because I was to

fat.

> > so I

> >> decided to join the wrestling team and be the heavy weight, just so I

> > could

> >> stay off the diet table and you know what? it worked. and I hated

> > wrestling,

> >> but I loved eating. probably should have went out for cheer leading

> > instead

> >> and I would have had to loose weight to fit in those dresses that

they

> > wore.

> >> if I would have only knew back then, that I had emotional problems, I

> > would

> >> be a thin man to day. my man! where was you and your wisdom

when

> > I

> >> needed you the most? you a good man, , but I just can't see me

> > with a

> >> emotional problem, because I eat to much or can't stop eating what I

> >> shouldn't have. you my friend are the biggest reason why I am doing

as

> > well

> >> as I am on this diabetes thing, but I can't get around this emotional

> > thing

> >> that you are saying I might have. maybe I need to talk with your wife

> > and

> >> ask her if you have ever had an emotional problem. cause if a fine

man

> > as

> >> your self has, then I might believe it is possible for a fine man as

my

> >> self. but I really would be interested in hearing more about this

> >> eating

> >> disorder, because of an emotional problem that I have had since child

> > hood.

> >> please don't take me serious, the gentlemen pig

> >>

> >>

> >>

[Guest guest]

good for you. It sounds like you are really starting to get active and work with

others who have a disability. hope it works out for you...

Regards,

Re: caffeine

> >>

> >>

> >> now this is very interesting, eating, no, over eating, is an

emotional

> >> problem. never seen my self as emotional, but I like to eat thing I

> >> shouldn't eat and I eat more of what I eat, cause I have an emotional

> >> problem. I find out three years ago I am type two diabetic and now I

am

> >> finding out I have an emotional problem to boot. next thing I will

> > learn, is

> >> I was suppose to be a woman, instead of a man. could be I just

figured

> > it

> >> out for my self. this is why I over eat and eat crap I shouldn't eat,

I

> > am a

> >> woman in a man's body. has to be like is saying, no way can a

> >> man

> > be

> >> emotional. only the females have this problem with emotions. I don't

> > have a

> >> period each month, nor do I have p m s every other day, nor do I hide

> > candy

> >> under my bed. the only real problem that I have is, I enjoy the hell

> >> out

> > of

> >> eating good food. I went to the school for the blind in Muskogee

> > Oklahoma

> >> and there we could have all we wanted to eat at every meal. now they,

> > being

> >> the school, decided to put me on the diet table, because I was to

fat.

> > so I

> >> decided to join the wrestling team and be the heavy weight, just so I

> > could

> >> stay off the diet table and you know what? it worked. and I hated

> > wrestling,

> >> but I loved eating. probably should have went out for cheer leading

> > instead

> >> and I would have had to loose weight to fit in those dresses that

they

> > wore.

> >> if I would have only knew back then, that I had emotional problems, I

> > would

> >> be a thin man to day. my man! where was you and your wisdom

when

> > I

> >> needed you the most? you a good man, , but I just can't see me

> > with a

> >> emotional problem, because I eat to much or can't stop eating what I

> >> shouldn't have. you my friend are the biggest reason why I am doing

as

> > well

> >> as I am on this diabetes thing, but I can't get around this emotional

> > thing

> >> that you are saying I might have. maybe I need to talk with your wife

> > and

> >> ask her if you have ever had an emotional problem. cause if a fine

man

> > as

> >> your self has, then I might believe it is possible for a fine man as

my

> >> self. but I really would be interested in hearing more about this

> >> eating

> >> disorder, because of an emotional problem that I have had since child

> > hood.

> >> please don't take me serious, the gentlemen pig

> >>

> >>

> >>