Re: [MSersLife-TRISTA

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HI TRISTA, HOW ARE YOU?WOW,HEARING YOUR STORY REMIND'S ME SO MUCH OF MY OWN.I WAS ACTUALLY ACCUSED BY ONE THE NEURO'S THAT I SEEN THAT IT WAS ALL IN MY HEAD,I WAS SO MAD.I REMEMBER ASKING HER,''SO I CANT WALK,AND I HAVE ALL THESE PROBLEM'S BECAUSE ITS IN MY HEAD?" SHE SAID YES.I FELT LIKE MY WORLD WAS CRUMBLED,I HAD ALREADY QUESTIONED THAT,AND WISHED THAT IT WAS,BUT AT THAT POINT I KNEW THAT ANYONE THAT THOUGHT THAT WAS THE CRAZY ONE.LOL.SO,I SHED 10 MINUTE'S OF TEAR'S AND SAID FORGET THIS,THIS IS MY LIFE,MY HEALTH,AND I'LL BE DAMNED IF I ALLOW THERE NEGLIGENCE TO CUT MY LIFE SHORT.---AS SOON AS I GOT HOME I SWITCHED MY HEALTH INSURANCE,A WEEK LATER I MET MY NEW DOC. HE SEEN MY TROUBLE'S AND SENT ME FOR TEST'S

AND TOO SEVERAL SPECIALIST'S,THEY HAVE NEVER ONCE QUESTIONED ME.AND THANK GOD,I THINK A DX IS SOON.I STILL WORRY THOUGH BECAUSE I THOUGHT FOR SURE I WOULD HAVE LESION'S IN MY BRAIN.I GUESS I THOUGHT THAT BECAUSE I FIGURED IM SO SICK SOMETHING HAS TO SHOW,BUT NOW I KNOW IT CAN ALL BE IN MY SPINE.I CAN HARDLY WALK,AM PRETTY MUCH HOUSE BOUND,AND MMY WEAKNESS IS INMY WHOLE BODY,AND IT EFFECT'S MY BREATHING.I KNOW WHAT YOU MEAN,I HAVE HAD SO MMANY LITTLE SYMPTOOM'S,AND I FEEL LIKE THE DOC'S THINK IM A HYPOCONDRIAC.LOL.I GO SEE MY NERO ON WED. AND II HOPE SOMETHING IS DONE. HOW LONG HAVE YOU BEEN SICK/??IN DEC. IT WILL BE 3 YRS. FOR ME,I HAVE DONE SO MUCH RESEARCH THE PAST 2 YRS. IF I WASNT SO SICK I WOULD BECOME A DOCTOR.LOL.MS IS THE ONLY CATEGORY I FIIT IN...3 YRS. AND THE ONLY DX I EVER GOT WAS ARTHRIS AND

FIBROMYALGIA---THEN THEY UN-DIAGNOSED THOSE,WHAT ABOUT YOU/??MY 8 YR. OLD IS REALLY COONFUSED,SHE KNOW'S IM SICK,BUT SHE THINK'S I WILL GET BETTER,AND THE SAD THING IS THAT I DONT EVEN KNOW FOOR SURE WHAT IT IS.I SEEM TO BE GETTING WORSE VERY QUICKLY,AND I DONT KNOW IF I WILL GET ANY BETTER,SO I EXPLAIN THE BEST I CAN.SHE SAYS WHEN AM I GONNA BE BETTER,SO WE CAN DO FAMILY STUFF AGAIN,WE USE TO BE VERY ACTIVE,GO PLACES TOGETHER,BUT NOW I AM SO SICK I HAVE A HARD TIME GETTING OUT.MY FIANCE WORKS ALOT,AND I AM A STAY-HOME MOMMY.HE IS HAVING A HARD TIME WITH ALL THIS,I FEEL BAD SOMETIME'S BECAUSE HE HAS MMOOST OOF THE RESPONIBILITY'S ON HIS SHOULDER'S,WORK,HE DOES THE SHOPPING AND EVERYTHING BECAUSE I CANT,ALL THAAT STUFF.AND IT WASNT UNIL RECENTLY THAT I PUT MMY PRIDE ASIDE AAND LEARNED TO ASK FOR

HELP.I JUST BARELY TOLD HIM THE OTHER DAY THAT I THINK I NEED A WHEELCHAIR,I HAVE BEEN NEEDING A WALKER BUT HAVNT GOOT ONE,AND NOW THE WEAKNESS IS SOO BAD I THINK I MIGHT HAVE TO GO STRAIGHT FOR A CHAIR.OK----I GUESS THIS IS PRETTY LONG--THANKS FOR LISTENING--AND IF ANYONE ELSE READS THIS---THANKS FOR READING IT ALL,TAKE CARE YOUR FRIEND, CASSYTrista wrote: ', I know. I just can't understand them sometimes. Do they really think a person would self cath, if they didn't have to? You must enjoy other types of torture too. I know, NOT funny. We gotta laugh sometimes though, especially when it's so absurd. Trista who also knows many Drs. that suck! ! HI EVERYONE HI,MY NAME IS CASSY,AND I AM 25 YRS. OLD.I HAVE BEEN SICK FOR 3YRS.,BUT THIS PAST YEAR I HAVE BECOME DISABLED.I MAY HAVE MS,IHAVE HAD 2 BRAIN MRI'S THAT WERE NORMAL,SO NOW THEY ARE GOING TOLOOK AT MY SPINE.I AM VERY SICK,AND WOULD LOVE TOO TALK TO ANYONE WHO WOULD LIKE TOO SHARE INFO.. __________________________________________________