Guest guest Report post Posted February 9, 2007 I will never forget feeling like I was so close to death Soon after being implanted w/saline implants. I was at the point my body and mind could not function on a day to day basis. I am not a drinker by no means Soon the thoughts of escaping was there. I was at the point of wanting to try anything to make the pain go away. I will never forget the severe inner pain in my body and brain. I weighed the love and my pain. My son would be very lost without m.e So it was the love for my son that kept me from picking some very bad choices. I can only imagine 's pain and her life of survival. Although we may never know all but we can only imagine the pain within. Sandy~ Sandy~ Quote Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
