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Only 26 huh? You do realize that women don't reach their sexual peak until their 40's right? You go girl!!!! You've got a lot to look forward to... hehehehe.

I can sure relate to the too much testosterone thing. Many moons ago my doctor sent me to the hospital and put me in the "clinical investigations unit" as my various symptoms & hormones had him baffled. After a month in there and a qazillion tests, I ended up seeing an endocrinologist and got some prescriptions that I can't remember their names anymore. They ended up controlling the chin hair problems (stopped growing new ones but the existing ones stayed) and got my hormones under control, not to mention my periods became regular for a long time.

I think one of the main reasons my libido is still very high, is probably due to the fact that I'm still mega in-love. and I have recently celebrated our 6 year wedding anniversary and to date we have never had a real fight or argument. We seem to be stuck in the "honeymoon phase" and love each other to pieces. I miss him horribly when he goes to work and I'm as excited as a kid at Christmas when he finally gets home from work. I think is this because we had such a long hard road to finally be together. That long distance romance stuff was horribly draining on the emotions, patience, and not to mention finances (long distance phone calls & plane tickets). I grew to hate that Canada/US border and all the politics on both sides of it. All my emotions realized was that it was keeping us apart. He lived 2500 miles away and it was killing us. Too many tearful good-byes at airports were wearing us both down.

When he finally got a job offer in Canada, he jumped on it and moved up here as I was having a horrible time trying to find a job in the US. I was at the point that I didn't care if it was mopping floors at Mc's as long as we could be together. We learned to treasure every day, every hour, every minute, every second that we could be together. I had this huge sign in my kitchen that said "Welcome to Canada" and balloons & ribbons all through the house when he finally made it to his new home. In fact, the sign stayed up on the kitchen wall until we moved from there last year.... in fact... I still have it neatly folded up and packed away.

We saved all our e-mail that we collected since we met (over 2000) and sometimes I read a few of them to when I'm in the nostalgic mood. I think it was that long hard battle and road that we traveled and that we fell in love on the internet before we ever met each other face to face or even saw a picture of each other that makes our relationship so extra special. We fell in love with each other's souls and that bond can never be broken. I want to be with him (including sexually) all the time. There is no other human on this planet than I love this much, respect this much, or value this much. He is truly my very best friend and confidant. I thank God every morning for giving me this blessing, especially after the hell I went through in my first and very emotionally abusive horror marriage. I think I must have had to go through all of that horror and live with the absolute worst, so that I could learn to appreciate the absolute best. And believe me, I DO!!! Oh.. how I love those words :-)

Yes... another novel by Norah... hehehehe... sowwie, I seem to be on a roll today. Pain meds must be working or something... hehehehe

mushy and in-love hugs,

Norah

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