Guest guest Posted December 16, 2004 Report Share Posted December 16, 2004 Hi all, This is Monika, I am so sad, so depressed, so trying to find the energy to get Christmas together for my angels (3 of them) My fiancé's is so moody lately and was yelling at my teenage daughter(15) and he never yells! We are survivors of domestic violence and have been in hiding from my ex-husband for over 5 years. He abused us all. I am sick all the time, and he is sick of me being sick. I went to the allergist and he gave me some guafinisin which gave me some more energy, and I lost 10 lbs. in the last 2 and half weeks, I have been dressing up more, the house is a little cleaner, what the hades does he want! You know I always think when I feel better everything will be great, if I lose more weight, everything will be great, if the house was cleaner.......I give up. I have to feel like crap and be depressed. I have to get up paste on a smile, and pretend I am happy for the kids, especially my 2 special needs children. I had a migraine yesterday and today I am wiped. Sorry to be so whiney, I just am so sad right now hugs, Monika ~Roasted Root Vegetables~ Roasted Root VegetablesRoot vegetables (with the exception of potatoes and carrots) are some of themost overlooked and under-appreciated foodstuffs around. But thesenutritional storehouses are hidden treasures worthy of your notice. Not onlyare they available in winter when other vegetables are hard to find, theyare also very inexpensive. Experiment with turnips, rutabagas, beets andparsnips, and learn what they have to offer in taste and versatility.Rutabaga (also known as swede) is an accidental vegetable - the result of achance hybridization of turnips and cabbage. Like carrots, they're low insodium and high in vitamin C. The flavor of all root vegetables will beenhanced by selecting fresh, firm produce (preferably organically grown) andstoring it carefully. Turnips and potatoes should be stored in a cool, darkplace out of the refrigerator. The rest of these roots will keep well in therefrigerator for at least a week. Love & God Bless! Rev./Wolf~(MOM)~(SIS)~Owner, Moderator or Member As for me and my house, we will serve the Lord!! ¸//// \\\\,_ ___________\*´º oº`* /__/ _/\_ _ ____\```)¨(´´´ | | | | | | | || |l±±±±|¸,.-*°´ ¸,.-*~*~*-.,¸ `°*- :º° *~*~*-..,¸ http://wolfpoet.homestead.com/BMMFFStore.html http://health.groups.yahoo.com/group/CB_FMS-CFIDS_SUPPORT_GROUP/ http://health.groups.yahoo.com/group/Fibromyalgia_Support_Group/ WWW.WOLFPOET.COM http://groups.msn.com/BlessingMeadowsMinistryVirtualChurch http://groups.msn.com/BlessingMeadowsMinistrysWorldWidePrayerChain/_whatsnew.msnw Rev. Piercey-GatesP.O. Box 134Elkhart Lake, Wi. 53020(920)876-4041 I'm diagonally parked in a parallel universe. "Therefore encourage one another and build each other up,just as in fact you are doing." 1 Thessalonians 5:11 Now as I always say this at the end of my e-mails: IF GOD BRINGS YOU TO IT. HE WILL BRING YOU THROUGH IT.1. While it is wonderful to share our experiences with everyone on the list as to what treatments do and don't work for us, pls always check with your dr. Some treatments are dangerous when given along with other meds as well as to certain health conditions or just dangerous in general.2. If you are in a difficult situation (doesn't matter what it is) pls don't be afraid to ask for help. It is the first step to trying to make that situation better.Have a nice day everyone. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted December 16, 2004 Report Share Posted December 16, 2004 {{{{{{{Monika}}}}}}} It's nice to meet you. ;-) I am sorry you are having to go through this. I know it must trigger some fearful thoughts, to see him yelling like that, given you all have been subjected to with abuse before. :-( I wish I could hug that right out of you. I don't know, but I imagine as you were saying, your fiancé is just being "moody" right now... not meaning to be abusive? Well - people have always labled us females as being the only one's to get moody... but I have seen over and over that isn't true. lol! Men get moody and bitchy too. ;-) I don't know what is bothering him of course, but it does sound like something is bothering him... Anyway - hope this day will be better for you. xxoo li ----- Original Message ----- Hi all, This is Monika, I am so sad, so depressed, so trying to find the energy to get Christmas together for my angels (3 of them) My fiancé's is so moody lately and was yelling at my teenage daughter(15) and he never yells! We are survivors of domestic violence and have been in hiding from my ex-husband for over 5 years. He abused us all. I am sick all the time, and he is sick of me being sick. I went to the allergist and he gave me some guafinisin which gave me some more energy, and I lost 10 lbs. in the last 2 and half weeks, I have been dressing up more, the house is a little cleaner, what the hades does he want! You know I always think when I feel better everything will be great, if I lose more weight, everything will be great, if the house was cleaner.......I give up. I have to feel like crap and be depressed. I have to get up paste on a smile, and pretend I am happy for the kids, especially my 2 special needs children. I had a migraine yesterday and today I am wiped. Sorry to be so whiney, I just am so sad right now hugs, Monika Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted December 16, 2004 Report Share Posted December 16, 2004 Monika, Ahh, so sorry you are feeling down during the holiday season I know where you are coming from. Hopefully your depression will subside as time goes on closer to Christmas. Keep going and remember we love ya. loving hugs, Norma -- Re: What a week Hi all, This is Monika, I am so sad, so depressed, so trying to find the energy to get Christmas together for my angels (3 of them) My fiancé's is so moody lately and was yelling at my teenage daughter(15) and he never yells! We are survivors of domestic violence and have been in hiding from my ex-husband for over 5 years. He abused us all. I am sick all the time, and he is sick of me being sick. I went to the allergist and he gave me some guafinisin which gave me some more energy, and I lost 10 lbs. in the last 2 and half weeks, I have been dressing up more, the house is a little cleaner, what the hades does he want! You know I always think when I feel better everything will be great, if I lose more weight, everything will be great, if the house was cleaner.......I give up. I have to feel like crap and be depressed. I have to get up paste on a smile, and pretend I am happy for the kids, especially my 2 special needs children. I had a migraine yesterday and today I am wiped. Sorry to be so whiney, I just am so sad right now hugs, Monika Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted December 16, 2004 Report Share Posted December 16, 2004 Monika: This time of years seems to make us all depressed and a bit moody.. Do not be so hard on yourself.. If your bf cannot except you for who you are just the way you are. then I say you don't need him..(jmo) you know what it's like to be in an abusive relationship you do not want nor do you need to go down that road again.. Take care of your self and your children and please know that we are all here to listen to you any time.. Gentle Caring Hug's Marie Marie A. Roomsburg P.O. Box 346 Ava, IL. 62907 E-mail marieava@... or marieava62907@... Messanger. aol. marieava. yahoo. marieava62907 Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted December 16, 2004 Report Share Posted December 16, 2004 Honey, the holidays are hardest when dealing with depression, if you can tell yourself what you are feeling is actually normal maybe you can focus on your life after New Years. Please do not let the overwelming holiday stress beat you darlin. When things seem to get so blue, find strength to hold on. We are in your corner. Debi Y.Closson's wrote: Monika, Ahh, so sorry you are feeling down during the holiday season I know where you are coming from. Hopefully your depression will subside as time goes on closer to Christmas. Keep going and remember we love ya. loving hugs, Norma -- Re: What a week Hi all, This is Monika, I am so sad, so depressed, so trying to find the energy to get Christmas together for my angels (3 of them) My fiancé's is so moody lately and was yelling at my teenage daughter(15) and he never yells! We are survivors of domestic violence and have been in hiding from my ex-husband for over 5 years. He abused us all. I am sick all the time, and he is sick of me being sick. I went to the allergist and he gave me some guafinisin which gave me some more energy, and I lost 10 lbs. in the last 2 and half weeks, I have been dressing up more, the house is a little cleaner, what the hades does he want! You know I always think when I feel better everything will be great, if I lose more weight, everything will be great, if the house was cleaner.......I give up. I have to feel like crap and be depressed. I have to get up paste on a smile, and pretend I am happy for the kids, especially my 2 special needs children. I had a migraine yesterday and today I am wiped. Sorry to be so whiney, I just am so sad right now hugs, Monika 1. While it is wonderful to share our experiences with everyone on the list as to what treatments do and don't work for us, pls always check with your dr. Some treatments are dangerous when given along with other meds as well as to certain health conditions or just dangerous in general.2. If you are in a difficult situation (doesn't matter what it is) pls don't be afraid to ask for help. It is the first step to trying to make that situation better.Have a nice day everyone.__________________________________________________ Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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